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>tfw these are your most played games on steam
>tfw it's a shit game but grindy games are my fetish.
Yaoi edition? I met my first friend who would be trans by talking about yaoi. They were talking about whether people would be seme or uke in the cafeteria, back in freshmen year of highschool. Everyone else was like "well i'm going to be seme, cause I'm a man" or in their case (they are ftm now, bisexual girl identifing then) "I'm just naturally a seme". I walked by and was all like "well I for one would be an uke" And everyone was suprised cause I was the first one that said that. (moreover I was a "guy" saying that)
we need more qt yaoi boys in /mtfg/, every thread.
The masses have spoken, and the the masses havn't had yaoi in too long.
I can't decide if I should come out to my mom this week or wait until I move out next month. I hate her calling me "my son" every hour, but idk if she'll be retarded about transsexuality.
I Feel so depressed, hideous and socially retarded. I swear even my mind is autist tier manly or something. I hate everything about me.
So i think im going to kill myself tonight, if i actually do, i hope you all do well in the future or get atleast slightly better.
No I'm not, I couldn't do sales myself, I'm just recommending what seems like the way to make the best of a situation you're presented with. I was interested in sales/business though and it's why I worked at a call center for a while. Honestly wolf on wall streets explanation on how to create a need that your product fills with the person is the best strategy if you want a real 'salesperson' technique probably. I'm sure there's some more manipulative ways but it's the main one.
>Honestly wolf on wall streets explanation on how to create a need that your product fills with the person is the best strategy if you want a real 'salesperson' technique probably.
oh shit, I guess I need to watch that tonight and get myself fired up, that was a kick ass yet all the while sexist movie.
Also I am not afraid about closing a deal as I am actually having to physically be around other humans.
Honestly I enjoy all forms of anime gay (except bara or bara-like things) Be it yaoi, yuri, mtf x mtf, ftm x ftm, ftm x cismale, mtf x cisfemale, etc.
well she did load my tea up with crushed Valium last night, she now had done it 10 times I have counted but she refuses to let me touch the kettle because it was her moms and she freaks out like an insane person if I touch her dishes or cook wear so I have my own fucking cook wear in my closet.
>tfw I'll never be a qt shota boy with a slightly older bf
Oh also there is an empty position for a mortuary driver and its paying $600 a week but I would have to drive dead people all day and the concept of that makes me fucking freaked out. Should I apply? Its also "first trip" so it means I am going from either the hospital or morgue to the funeral home.
Well again, sour mood at the time so I was more messing with people, whenever guys would inevitably bring up their cocks i'd just make a joke about mine, either they left right then cause they realize or they were like wait no wtf.
no you're probably not getting any real conversation out of it, but eh w/e you kinda get an unfiltered version of if people see you like that
Of all the fashions, lolis aka female fedoras are the most forgiving for transgenders.
This being me all I have to say is:
Cool.... Can I have that job?!
Did you find that on CL?
No she does all the time, then makes up for it with gifts, its really fucked me up over time. She either slaps me or drugs me or screams at me over and over and then she buys me i tunes and amazon gift cards. I just want to escape the madness, a part of me feels terrible for her because once I do move out she will die alone.
>Did you find that on CL?
Yes, just like the car salesman job. I am just terrified of the whole concept of driving a recently dead person to the mortuary. I even would have to wear a suit and "console" the bereaved.
People don't lie with what they fap to and if they cut to a diff cam when you tell em you got one it means they weren't interested in you for being trans. I mean, again, most guys are just on there to jerk off so gotta realize that and use it to learn what you can from that.
>that tiny ribcage
full blown jealousy rn
I never ever ever ever drink and drive ever. Doing that is a dick move because all the deaths it causes. My 9 year old cousin was ran over and died because of a drunk driver and I have had 3 separate drunks crash though the fence at our old house.
I personally masturbate to the thought of myself as a cute anime boy. Check your non-aap privs
/mtfg/ I have an E problem and need your help. Ok so my doctor prescribed me estradiol valerate recently and I don't know how much to pull up into the syringe because they're the big 3ml kind and it's hard to judge how much. I'm supposed to take 0.25 ml intermuscularly once a week so how much should I draw up into a 3ml syringe?
I just want to kiss a qt boy and feel up his flat chest.
>tfw you can take all the skittles in the world and youll never be as cute as an anime catboy
Also, how do I go about meeting qt andrgynous dudes? I've tried dating a couple average guys and it just didn't do it for me in the same way. The sex was fun, but they weren't that hot. All the cute ones seem to be gay or borderline trans anyway. Not that I care, but they don't usually like trannies.
No, I would creep up next to him and cuddle him and rub his tummy.
>up until now
>be in denial about being trans
>total apathy toward own body
>obesity since I can remember
>all attempts at losing weight are broken off a few weeks in at most because I don't care about myself
>suddenly admit to myself I'm a girl
>suddenly the feeling of apathy and alienation I carried with myself turns into disgust at my own body
>have urge to overeat because that's been my go-to coping mechanism since I can remember
What if you do?
Heck what if you brake so hard the coffin comes bulleting out the front window, lands on the road and grandma Gretchen rolls down the street.
Those worries you have? Channel them into doing the job with the fewest mistakes possible while being quick.
See, the what if's tend to bog you down. And while they are reasonable things to fret over, they shouldn't be things that hold you back.
Draw a diagram of it in paint.
You probably do need 2 and a half lines to hit 0.25 ml assuming the 1 is 1 ml, but I'd rather be sure if you're having this much trouble reading the syringe tbqh.
My husbando is only to be paired with Hide!
Touka is pleb tier.
The trick to not letting them is for the first 6 months, consciously telling yourself "Fuck it. I screw up I screw up" and doing the thing that terrifies ya. After that, the average turnaround time of steeling nerves means you don't get encumbered by it anymore. Once you begin taking those tiny risks and finding something doesn't happen, you get encouraged to try some more. You get the occasional mess up but you notice that those mess ups are fewer than the times you were a-ok.
>Trips are nerds.
>consciously telling yourself "Fuck it. I screw up I screw up"
Here is the thing. I grew up working for my parents so screwing up on the job meant physical torture, either my step dad would hit me with his belt (this went on till I was 20) or mom would lock me in the office which had the lock inside out. So its more than hard for me to over come any fear of risk.
>tfw ur new to being fulltime but you pass and everyone genders you correctly
feels pretty cool desu
How much are you willing to pay for soles?
Tell me about it. Dad used to chokehold and slam me around the hallway. Fun times.
The fact is, that acting consciously is part of what defuses that trigger. It short circuits it because your mind if bringing it to the forefront and forcing you to get over the response.
Is there a real way to overcome it? I was thinking like sticking a thumbtack in my thigh thought my pocket every time I am afraid socially of fucking up. Like every time I feel anxious I could stab myself a little with the thumbtack.
That would physically condition you to associate risk with pain. Doing the fuck it part kind of ties into that flight or fight response when on the edge of doing something insane (Like say cliff jumping). When you actively seek out and then initiate and defuse the moment, you are taking control of it.
>tfw had a sex dream about Edie
I need to stop coming here so much.
Don't toy with conditioning, please, don't... That can fuck you up long term. I programmed myself to constantly hear the two syllables of my beloved's name in my heart beat. That was a lot less pretty than it sounds when said like that. Did involve some cutting to better feel the blood. And that's the least fucked up thing I did to remember her. Anyway, I've created a monster. Don't play with fire.
Why do you think I'm a troll? As I mentioned in those posts, I was boymode. And in my post above I said I'm recently full-time. Maybe you're just retarded though. I'll try using smaller words.
>second biggest coping strategy is masturbation
>used to always just do my business until orgasm while concentrating on my fantasies
>now I'm aware of my body and how it feels all wrong when I touch myself
> had dream about going back to my high school in the deep south dressed as a girl
Most terrifying nightmare in a while tbqh
> Wanting to see my man face
I'm pretty sure you're actually me now. At least it's comforting to know somebody had all the same feelings and actions when dealing with this shit.
Well, after she vanished, I had a vision of her hanging from a beam, then I blacked out for nearly a fortnight. My next memories that I'm about sure are memories of reality and not of nightmares or hallucinations are right after her funeral. She hanged herself in the woods, not the attic, though.
And I was so afraid I would forget her, because of that blackout, that I did everything I could to preserve every memory I had of her as much as I could. Really bad idea in hindsight...
HAHAHA I'M SORRY I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF
Hey caterpoller here :) ( I am playing /pol/ Risk )
I got temp banned for making an off topic post. :o I wanted to let you know that I learned a lot so thanks for being helpful. No hard feelings to anyone and I apologize to those I've insulted or offended. I wish you all the best with your transitions and I really want you to be happy. Don't give up on your dream.
I'll see you around but its time for me to move on. Take it easy anons! :)
Sounds like some heavy shit even though i dont really understand what the fuck youre saying, im sorry
It is not for human eyes, not really neet mode if you don't look like you just rolled out of bed.
I wish people would stop using this preface as though its surprising that sheen passes
is it any wonder she is constantly depressed?
nobody says things like
>tfw even elanna passes better than you
>tfw even maddie is more female
to any of the other trips
i'm a piece of shit who just slutted around in a a tank top and gown all day and watched the star wars prequels and ate garbage. i'm subhuman trash
You don't get to complain about my hair unless you post your neet mode
shut up u cute little girl before i come over there and hug u
don't make fun i don't have circle lens in...
So that's what a nosejob looks like.
I need one desperately.
>tfw this could be me if everything goes according to plan
Totally not delusional.
idk. i feel like i look a lot less.......done up? without them in. i'm getting used to not wearing them tho over time...
yeee. idk. this is just me. i don't really wear as much makeup anymore, and i just throw on red lipstick a lot so i look like i'm wearing more than i am lolol. i like it. this is my natural hair color and stuff so i feel more like myself.
idk, i'm very pale. i'm half mexican and half iranian. i lightened tons when i moved to the east coast, prob cause of this >>5604260
altho i go out during the day lots but i wear sunscreen every time.
t-that girl doesn't have a dick
How did you arrive at that conclusion after all that feedback you got? Don't make me fly over there and slap you and force you to go outside girlmode. So help me I'll do it.
I mean maybe they think I pass on pics but I don't irl tbhon.
hi everyone! no work so I'll be cute posting all night
gonna full body shave tonight. just charging the clippers. sheer myself like a sheep, have a shower and go over it all with a razor.
i bought an IPL thing last year when i was out of it on my medication and probably drunk. might as well put it to use. i'm fair skinned dark haired after all.
what's a good patch of skin to test it on that's inconspicuous but like, representative of how most of your skin will react to it?
gotta look up how long i have to wait after doing the test area.
Is this supposed to look good?
I used to mix alcohol, benzos and codeine until I took too much at once and blacked out for a whole evening. One minute I'm downing tequila shots in a bar, the next, my best friend is shaking my body and screaming my name in a club's toilets. I really scared her that night so we had a deal: no talking about that incident to anyone ever and I would quit the meds. That was my first run in with withdrawal syndrome.
That sucks, sorry to hear friend. I was in a similar situation I would take xanax all day and finish the day with a few beers to pass out and start it all again. Once passed out with a friend at my house and had my feet on an oil space heater, luckily had socks on. Didn't really have good friends back then so he didn't really care too much that I was basically just wallowing close to death lol.
I don't think my mannerism is that bad but I guess the other things are true.
imo yes but get a different haircut
could be just me but it reminds me of my haircut in October 2013
If you've been neet for 6 years, I would be surprised if they weren't, human beings need social interaction to stay sane and know how to interact. You can fix those things, you pass in photos, you just need to believe that you can pass irl if you do those things.
Not even, srsly ;_;
You seem upset
>Tfw man jaw
>Tfw fucked up chin
Those deep set man eyes though, I didn't even notice at first.
its hard to know what to do with it, i miss having longer hair, it helps with getting me gendered female, and its at that in between stage where its hard to know what to do. plus my temples are patchy as my male hairline is disappearing and going back to how it was before the T abuse. some is baby hairs, some is regular hairs. gotta wait for it to change back fully. you've had a lot of hair styles, i'd love something like your feb 2015 style desu.
idk senpai is hard im almost 27. why the fuck did i shave off my titty length hair fuck me
>quit job two because i can see its hurting my performanxe at job one
>go to job one next day
>job one threatens to fire me because my performance has been slipping
>tell them i quit the other job just so i can do better at this job
>they say theyll talk to me if i do well that day
>rock the shit out of work today
>manager is up my ass like a fucking hawk telling me about every tiny mistake i make all day
>have to go out for a "smoke break" twice to cry
>at the end of the day the managers say they'll give mw half my hours back
Fuck my life right up the ass.
Brb about to go get told "sorry mam, you cant buy 10 bottles of tylenol at a time."
Doubtful, as you can tell from the anons some people can see with me I guess? But I mean day to day I still get gendered correct so take that for what it's worth I guess. It's just we're a little more used to searching for these things + you are your own worst critic. Idk guess I'm not allowed to comment though~ ^^
good night girls
leaving some fodder for the trolls
my gf is more fem than me. desu she's yelling at the football rn and throwing pretzels all over the place and stuff but w/e
being trans works p. well because i'm total stone butch and hate being touched. i always call her 'pillow princess', she thinks its funny but thats us. i've liked more soft butch styles the last couple of years but idk, people change and grow, maybe i;ll stay fem
>tfw really hot guy is ok with ur T
g e t
t h a t
f u c k i n g
d i c k
From what I've seen so far, not really. What you've been saying they've been saying is that your jaw is a problem feature but the rest of your face isn't really a problem. I agree with that assessment from what I've seen of you so far.
I know you're going to dismiss it as hugboxing, so I don't know why I bother, but your face is not nearly as bad as you make it out to be.
Yeah it's more or less just opinion based, when I first joined I was surprised felt like I was hugboxed even here to start, then things changed~
Filtering it all comes down to is there anything actionable or anything of note that you've been practicing (as confirmation that it's working), if there's not, then it's likely mainly bully or hugboxy.
wow oh my goddd
Maybe one day I could show you but i'm not confident enough to post here because I suspect i'm being hugboxed by everyone i've asked so far.
keys to passing based on this picture and every passing trip who posts here
>soft, good skin
>not terrible brow bossing
If you don't have these things, you're not going to make it. Or your going to look like a hon.
come hide in the darkness with me!
we can wear hooded jackets in the summer and carry parasols!
Sunglasses on cloudy days! the possibilities are endless!
according to some people on here who met her she does
why not attack her retarded views on transitioning,hobbies,agp etc. ?
why do you have to throw away the facts if she's such a rich pool of idiotic bullshit ?