eating the pain away edition
(it doesn't work btw)
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old >>5557682
omg more animushit
xth for hi
I exercise the pain away. Pain I inflict on myself isn't as bad as the pain the world inflicts.
boys
>>5559831
>tfw anorexia
I feel like a boy right now but I'm not sad, what does it mean?
Everyone post one positive thing about your body that you like
>eating the pain away
iktf
>>5559805
>tfw only been kissed once, only by a girl
>tfw turned down sex with a guy at a party once
>>5559839
nth for hi
>>5559844
one day it will die and return to dust
How come I only think I look feminine after showering?
>>5559844
No visible adams apple.
>>5559844
HRT made me not have genital dysphoria anymore
first for cute feminine penises are the GOAT genitals
>>5559844
This
>>5559850
>>5559844
hips
>>5559850
maddie no !
>>5559851
i was going to say the same thing anon ! :3
>>>5559587
>tfw you will never be a prolific and beloved artist with a distinct and unique style like bkub-sensei
>>5559858
Hi Remy!
Is shower fog the ultimate hugbox?
>>5559844
I'm 80% good looking
>>5559844
eyes.
Lol the chasers are evolving they even transition to enjoy an unlimited access to girltinklers.
>>5559844
The limbs all work. Mostly.
>>5559854
>tfw you're basically a girl with a dick
it's a good feel :3
>>5559866
maybe
>>5559844
It can makes things feel nice with drugs.
>>5559880
>tfw you're basically a manly man with boobs
>>5559844
My eyes, they're the only thing I like
>>5559844
It will eventually wither away and I'll be able to pass as a granny.
>>5559844
Breasts that are large enough to be a handful but small enough to not make boymode awkward or require a bra for support.
>>5559894
Ricky no !
>>5559896
That sounds nice.
>tfw Noun liked you
I'm on break
any good pranks going on :)
Real girls don't like anime.
>>5559896
>tfw cone-shaped boobs starting to become big enough to not be excusable as just unfitness anymore
>tfw nowhere near ready for girlmode yet, not even finished with laser
>>5559909
yeah, i have one...fuck you. you fucking faggot. haha. :') PRANK'D.
>>5559844
I have god tier hair
>>5559911
Yeah and real girls have vaginas. Kind of redundant to make that point here friend.
Has anyone known someone to go full-time before HRT?
Asians don't count.
>tfw tired because I stayed up until 4
>tfw that one person never added me on Skype
>tfw wasted my entire day again
>>5559844
>implying
I guess my long hair, but I kept getting bitched at by my dad's side of the family for it
>>5559918
Damn, ya got me good anon :')
>>5559911
Does that mean I'm cis because I don't watch anime?! :D
>>5559913
I just wear enough layers and slouch forward a bit at the moment; I can't wear just a single T-shirt anymore, but otherwise no issues. I'm not sure what I'll do if I do get more growth than I can reasonably hide; I'm really hoping that that at least waits until after I get rid of my facial hair.
>tfw another month and a half until consultation appointment
Reminder that only hons listen to dubstep and shit.
>>5559844
>fingernails that cis girls get jealous of
>great bangs
>soft, vibrant hair
>long eyelashes
:)
>>5559911
my sister likes anime and I don't
>>5559927
yeah, now i'm going to non-consentually have sex with you. don't scream, it's just a prank bro.
autism aside, how you been doin' qt? hopefully everythings not too dull?
>>5559926
>I guess my long hair, but I kept getting bitched at by my dad's side of the family for it
iktf. my sister keeps tellling me that i'll never get a girlfriend with my hair this long.
>jokes on her; i want a bf
>>5559936
I'm ok
Work is slow today.
I wish I could go home now but I'm here for another 4hrs and 15min
>>5559930
Is Power Electronics a hon genre?
>>5559911
You've never talked to a real girl though.
>>5559941
fuuuuuuck. any plans for the night?
>>5559919
My hair is pretty nice where it still grows.
> receding corners too large to be hidden no matter how I comb the rest of my hair ;_;
>>5559943
Probably and listening to normie music is also hon.
>>5559948
>tfw too much hair and will never pass with short hair
;_;
>>5559946
Just gym and then bed.
I'm off tomorrow but I have to go out and buy professional clothes for my internship and have to clean the apartment
Do I look like I'll make a hon? I'm pre-everything. I'm 18 and 5'4".
I understand that I'm really ugly. My eyes are unsymmetrical because I have Goldenhar Syndrome. I know I'll never be pretty, but do I look like I'll be able to pass as an ugly girl?
>>5559954
Nah just ugly
>>5559949
https://youtu.be/UtyfjiZMI8w
It isn't normie music though.
>>5559923
Didn't Caddy do this?
>>5559958
Autistic music = hon music.
do i listen to hon music
>>5559964
NOTHING YOU WE COULD DO THAT YOH WOULDN'T LIKE
Do I take cypro with food or does it not matter?
Never thought much about it, but I wonder if I'm missing out on Cypro gains...
>>5559963
she was full time for a year before hrt
>>5559904
hi mado!
how are you doing now??
>>5559954
the asymmetric thing might give you trouble, but other than that you'll probably be fine
you'll never know for sure until you start though
>>5559929
but what abOUT THE SUMMER
T-SHIRTS
HOT WEATHER
PEOPLE ASKING WHY YOU'RE WEARING THICK COATS AND STUFF IN HOT
WEATHER
BEACHES
NOT BEING ABLE TO GET OUT OF GOING TO THE BEACH BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE AN EXCUSE AND IT'S A FAMILY OUTING
HUGS WHILE WEARING T-SHIRTS
FUCK
>>5559954
You're fucked
>>5559904
umm you're p likeable desu !
>>5559964
Anon posting=hon
Licking trees = hon
Breathing every second instead of every third second = hon
Hateing Chinese = hun
>>5559969
I don't think it matters, I take mine when wake up.
Making food is a pain so I just drink coffee.
>>5559972
she said she got clocked a lot at first. idk i think she's happy with how she did things
>>5559974
that's why i said it. if i didn't have green eyes, i wouldn't even be saying eyes.
>>5559844
long hair that ive been growing and taking really good care of for a long time
>>5559962
It can be when I don't find the right clothes
>>5559980
Thanks Kit! You've always been sweetest poster.
>>5559985
It's actually the norm for genuine trans people to go full time pre hormones. You autistic delusional freaks are the odd ones out.
>>5559990
those clothes you posted that once time looked pretty fucking professional. i'm sure you'll be fine.
>>5559993
no man don't!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_SlAzsXa7E
watchu listening to, empty effigy?
>>5559981
>Hateing Chinese = hun
lost
>>5559997
They were but we're also pretty expensive
>>5559994
yeah but most of them are hons
>>5559974
Yeah I am, not much I can really do about it though
>>5559999
didn't the person who drew those comics actually kill herself a year or two ago?
>>5559973
Still terrible! But I'll manage. How's you? Sorry had to cancel on you guys
>>5560000
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgkoiFwI5eM
>>5559999
Did we ever find out for sure what happened to the author of those comics, by the way? I mean, assuming the worst seems like the most realistic options but I'm still hoping that she just decided to abandon them because she got bored with the whole thing.
>>5560006
true. if you're doing teaching, you should just get away with some business casual plain blouse-top things right? like, the whole suit thing shouldn't be necessary right? though to be fair i dont know the entirety of your situation so.
>>5560003
>>5559966
pls respon
>>5559993
Yeah
>Tfw long male ribcage
Have you ever been so high or dysphoric or both that you take one look in the mirror and start crying uncontrollably? I know I have!
Not a great night ;~;
>>5560015
noooo its fine!
no matter what she insisted sara is still pretty sick anyways
>>5560032
She can cough on me again, even if she has a cold still, I haven't had my full fill.
Hope she's better soon
>>5560030
Yeah
>Tfw tried to smash my brow ridge with a rolling pin before.
how do i know if my shoulders are too wide .-. ?
>>5560000
I dunno
https://youtu.be/P9jVTERqov4
>>5560030
Have you ever loved Noun so much you cry for hours everyday cause he'll never love you
Why does mtfg post so many anime girls now? Is it all the autistic new trips doing it?
It's fucking weird
>>5560039
Depends on how tall you are, mine are 16" and too large.
>>5560039
This new technique called measureing
doipassjpg lmfao
>>5560044
>now
>new trips
What the fuck are you on about?
>>5560047
what is tooo wiiiide ?
>>5560043
No but I cried because Ricky will never love me. ;~;
>>5560044
>It's fucking weird
says the fetishist
>>5560044
You wouldn't understand
>>5560020
Blouses and nice pants should work.
>>5560039
That depends how are your bewbs?
>>5560043
Find someone better.
>>5560039
Most male borns have broad shoulders
Take pic of your self standing near cis fem if you must know
>>5560038
I imagine it didn't work, but if it did please let me know.
>>5560058
small and ugly
>>5560058
are you that pol guy? fuck off
>>5560058
>tfw shoulders too large for my d-cups
:7
>>5560050
Well back like 3 years ago when it was all about Disney Princess OP themes, there at least wasn't all this weird roleplaying with cartoon characters...
>>5560057
sounds cute, should do. you already have the shoes right? just try not to get too worked up, alright?
>>5560065
>d cups
>mtf
pick one, or you're just really fat
>>5560053
You need to add me on skype and let me apologise for yesterday tb-h.
i-if you want to
Also never say never.
>>5560051
If your shoulders are wider than a Hidamari's face, they may be too wide.
>>5560051
YOU GOTTA FIND OUT YOURSELF!! POST PICS PLOX
>>5560053
Did you ruin Ricky's feeling for you? Cause I ruined Noun's..
>>5560055
Mado mado mado
>>5560059
I'D RATHER DIE AWPOD!
>>5560064
a-waaaaaaaaaaah! a-whaaahahahahahaha blow me :3
>>5560063
Sweet. It was a bit of a joke but legit, as long as you've got some bewbs no one cares. The only man that's going to yell about shoulders is some guy who hates trans through and through or someone in a basement somewhere shitposting. Like they do to Jenner.
>>5560065
>d cups
>anyone noticing your shoulders
wha?
>>5560063
How do become friends with traps? Usually they are easier and funner to talk to than most people..
>>5560067
Yeah I have faults and dress heels.
Well I'm heading back to work.
Take care
>>5560066
That's a dead age muh friend
>>5560076
>cis male can go talk to people literally anywhere in the world
>why am i not welcome in this trans woman space ;_;
go away
>>5560082
will do. l8r g8r.
>>5560074
but that wasnt me mado im tripping right now
>>5560082
*flats
>>5560083
>Tfw mtfg is almost as creepy as susan's or Laura's Payground now
>>5560078
This might be hard to understand but they are actually people too and if you just talk to them you'll find that they form relationships just like normal people
>>5560087
it's ok i understood. your only fault is that you live so far away from me.
>>5560088
>anime is creepy
Kill you'reselve
>>5560072
You have nothing to apologize to me for. I understand what and how you felt yesterday very well. Mainly because I was feeling like exactly the same way at the same time so thats why I didnt hang around too long. Besides you didnt wrong me in any way bb. I hope you're feeling better today even if its only a little.
I dont use skype right now too much for a bunch of different reasons but maybe we'll add each other sooner than later.
>>5559930
Hons listen to:
- house
- dubstep
- electro house
>>5560093
Lainanon pls
>>5560086
WHAT!? Noun is amazing and I'll never stop loving him
>>5560089
Most of the few I talked to spazzed out on me and one had a jealous ex that kept stalking me on steam.
>>5560037
I hope so too
a lot of the time she seems perfectly fine, but sometimes she's too weak to talk or close lids or something, so even if she's fine I worry about yume straining herself too much
>>5560084
I know I'm horrible asserting all this privilege being able to go where I want say what I want but hey, rich people drive yachts that's the deal. :D
>>5560076
okay ill just tell everyone im a professional swimmer or something
>>5560077
o_o
>>5560100
People have unquie aspects. The differ depending on who you talk to, some people spazz some people silently distances themselves from you
>>5560102
doesn't it bother you that you're an asshole?
>>5560097
Yes
>>5560101
Tell herrrr toooooo sllllleeeeeeppppp
>>5560108
Huh? I'm a nice guy. :)
gather around girls
time to get pozzed :^)
>>5560107
Fair enough. I guess I'll keep looking for friends then.
>>5560113
it doesn't really seem nice to hang around in a space where you're not welcome just because literally no one can stop you
>>5560105
hi
>>5560113
Are you our monthly "straight male not chaser" poster who pretends to be all nice until one of us turns you down and you go insane?
>>5560115
Add Chijo!!
> tfw made gf scream so loud neighbor from other side of the street called me to tell me to turn it down
mfw
>>5560099
im not telling you not too, im happy he added you back, i wasnt that anon silly
>>5560127
Wha? On what?
>>5560127
>tfw you will never squeeze a fatter, taller girl and have sex with her under the threat of death
>>5560124
don't forget the splatterings of repressed feminine tendencies and the possibility of being trans themselves
>>5560096
It still wasn't okay on my part. I try to push people away because I get too easily attached and because I want to indulge my self loathing. So yeah I'm sorry I talked to you like that when you were trying to make me feel better. You were being super nice to me and I appreciate that a whole lot.
Just know that I'm up for more than chatting with you if you ever want to use skype again. It would make me feel better. By the way some anon scared me because they said you might OD on me so just be safe k?
>>5560124
We should start calling them our periods.
>>5560130
Stop bullying your gf.
>>5560130
thats nice sir
maybe you should tell lesgen or translesgen
>>5560136
>sure i fantasized about being a girl before but who hasn't l-lol
>>5560133
On steammm!
>>5560131
I know! Really just saying it for the anon
>>5560135
>>5560112
she's passed out rn don't worry
and she's been pretty good about sleeping, thankfully
>>5560086
hi! Yume told me you started tripping
I know we haven't really talked much but how are you?
>>5560156
She's asleep good. Guess that explains why you're here.
>>5560155
that gives me the greatest girlboner
>>5560155
>tfw no qt gf to choke me
>>5560151
I can't tell if I added the right one. But okay.
>>5560164
Kek
>>5560165
Its a rough feel
>>5559842
Do anorexic people know they're anorexic? If they do, doesn't that just defeat the whole purpose of the illness?
Out if hormones, going crazy. Mental illness blah blah blah I really do feel like shit, I can't sleep enough soooo tired. It's affected my ho'in because it's reversed so much so fast. Fml
>>5560137
Aww are you trying to make me feel all warm inside Ricky? Because its working. You dont have to worry about me ODing on anything. I dont think I'd ever let myself go that far. Mainly because its hard to get out of the fetal crying position when I'm that high ;~;
I have to go take care of some daily biz but I'll be thinking about doing more than chatting with you while I'm out doing it. You can think about me cuddling you and doing whatever I can to make you feel better! Talk to you later Ricky and if I dont I hope you have a good night.
>>5560144
>j-just because I trapped and crossdressed when I was younger and told my girlfriend I wanted to be a girl and now I am going into the navy to masc up doesn't mean I want to be a girl anymore
Hi girls. Dont forget to order pizza tonight!
>>5560163
well now I'm at work, but I have actually had some time to use the computer this week!
and even if I was she kinda got us banned from 4chan for a couple weeks ._.
>>5560173
When did you run out? When will you get more? Going suddenly off hormones is not a fun experience, do your best.
>>5560170
>tfw no gf to beat me until i'm bleeding and then cuddle me
>>5560176
I am probably going to have curry tonight
>>5560176
>not having omelettes for dinner
>>5560176
0 pizza places in my area.
>>5560156
mhm i decided to stop lurking and put a trip on
im sick like yume but it sounds like shes got it pretty bad, is she okay?
>>5560176
>tfw you have a free pizza from dominos waiting for you online
mmmmmaybe
>>5560171
I don't know. I just know that I'm not eating a whole lot when I should. But I just can't bring myself to.
>>5560174
Kk that's a relief at least. I'd get high with you so if you'd have to crawl into that position you could at least have someone spooning you from behind and holding you tight.
Kk talk to you later, have a good day yada yada. You're my bae!
>>5560130
domestic abuse is wrong
>>5560171
there's multiple types and often, no, that's not how it works
Everytime I wear something overtly feminine it makes me feel like complete shit because it looks retarded on my disgusting testosterone wrecked body. I want to punch out every mirror in the house right now.
>>5560179
A couple of days ago, it just sucks because I had nice pretty clear skin and the first thing that's comes back is my nasty lookin facial hair, it had almost stopped growing and was finer, now it's think and leaves my face looking dirty. It got so bad I've taken an epilelator to my face before a client came over.
>>5560202
Post pic.
gn girls !please be safe everyone
>>5560167
You didd
>>5560177
The whole time she's been here she's been banned. Been watching your Steven universe??
>>5560180
>tfw no Noun to pucnh your gut then make out with
>>5560180
>>5560202
it's a common feel
this is trannydom
>>5560210
How do I find an abusive gf?
It's all I want in life.
>>5559831
>eating the pain away edition
>(it doesn't work btw)
i ate through 2 80g bags of sweet and salty popcorn.
was pretty good desu.
>>5559844
my ass i guess. not my hips, they're not wide enough, but i've always had a good ass growing up.
I'm still listening to Lighthouse Family. Help me. I've moved on from Question of Faith and have spent all day imagining my transition montage to Let It All Change while feeling shitty about foundation, concealer, stubble and dead panda eyes.
>>5560207
Why would I do that, are you that desperate to ridicule someone?
>>5560176
>really want pizza
>want to eat kinda healthy
>everyone is talking about ordering pizza
Maybe I should just make a frozen one...
>>5560215
Everyone go order some delicious fucking pizza and eat it RIGHT NOW!
>>5560220
I just want to hugbox you.
>>5560226
;_;
>>5560229
I actually am about to order ironic
>>5560185
she has tonsillitis and that kinda worries me, but it's chronic for her so she knows exactly how to deal with it?
yume will be fine with some time and rest though, she said it's usually over in about a week
>>5560210
no I think they went back on hiatus because cartoon network is retarded and thinks that pausing for several months and then releasing five episodes all at once in the span of a week is a good marketing strategy
I've been getting back into runescape mostly
>>5559844
My wrists and forearms are pretty feminine (excepting hair), though that just makes them contrast with my man hands more.
>>5560244
Why rubescape? Also yeah fuck Cartoon Network, just when it was getting good.
Oh I remember why I stopped coming here. All the discussion about trans problems gets drowned out by the desperate losers treating the thread like their Twitter.
>>5559891
>tfw you're manly man without boobs
Send help I don't know what to name a female torchic
>>5560230
>>5560244
>runscape
People who make TV shows should be slaves to there jobs like the rest of america forced to do one show forever even if every one stops watching
>>5560244
runescape? 07 or live servers? i used to play that a lot
>>5560259
iktf all too well
>>5560256
It's because half the people here aren't even trans, it's fucking disgusting.
>>5560269
>>5560265
Is it weird that I want someone to hurt me this much as long as they cuddle me sometimes too?
>>5560254
because I've played it off and on since I was like 13
it's a fun game if you don't mind the grinding and the graphics
>>5560261
think of irl birds, think of fire based words and puns, consult mythology if you feel pretentious enough
that's what I do
or alternatively think of a theme for your future team, like planets or presidents, like one of my friends does sometimes
>>5560261
Never mind I named it after a character in my friend's book
>>5560244
>runescape
run while you still can
>>5560283
Why not play a friendly game instead. Like tree of savior?
>>5560277
If it is I don't want to be right
>>5560272
Fucking kill yourself you absolute disgrace
>>5560283
le run escape maymay
>itt angry virgins getting mad about their community involving others
wew iz like gamergate
>>5560296
You're the cutest.
>>5560315
why do you want to be in this cesspit?
is it because you want to be a girl?
you don't have to lie anymore
>>5560326
You got me. I'm trans. However, I'm trans trans. I went so trans I flipped back into being comfortable in my own body. It was a helluva trip yo.
>>5560326
it's not really a cesspit it's just an imageboard general desu
>>5560336
>he actually thought this post was funny
>>5560266
live servers
I had to start a new account a couple months ago because my last one got deleted because I stopped playing it when I got a job though
>>5560283
>run
>escape
nope lol
>>5560296
You seem upset senpai. :^)
>>5560336
Autist
>>5560343
well i tried
>>5560336
So you're an MtFtM? How very tumblr of you.
Does anyone else feel really slutty when drunk
>>5560304
I play wow.
Frost mage reporting in
>>5560357
I don't do drugs because I'm not a degenerate.
>>5560326
What if we want one of these girls as one of your own?
I hope you girls get feminine as fuck.
>>5560269
that's because the people who actually are trans are all over in /femgen/
http://strawpoll.me/6515306/r
http://strawpoll.me/6515315/r
>>5560357
i'm the kinda drunk that becomes a bit too chatty in an effort to uphold a coherent conversation to prove that i'm not as drunk as i actually am.
>>5560336
the feelings will come back, get on HRT before T fucks up your body even further
>>5560357
Yeah, I thought that was a thing that happened to most desu.
>>5560357
YES, 100 PERCENT
>>5560368
Thank you, babe!
>>5560391
doesn't tumblr want to call them "transfeminine" or something like that?
>tfw egg shaped man head
>look like a super ugly man without hair or angles
sudoku soon
>>5560377
At the very least do something like take finasteride if you start to get male pattern baldness, you'll be glad whether or not you end up trans, male pattern baldness just isn't very attractive.
>>5560391
'Nonbinary'? like Circe?
btw do we have anyone else in this general who identifies that way or is it just her?
>>5560396
I've seen that term, but what does it actually mean?
>>5560403
maybe
>>5560396
I don't know, maybe? I don't tumblr.
>>5560403
circe isnt nonbinary she just wants to stay masc for her fiance even though they are totally cute together and he doesn't mind that she is a girl
>>5560353
Let's get married
>>5560357
are there girls that dont feel slutty when drunk??
>>5559841
>that body
>that beard
>that chest hair to run your fingers though when cuddling
>mrw
>>5560420
Alright!
>>5560425
ooh good poll
>>5560425
>one quarter of the votes so far are for non-binary
Sure is /tumblr/ in here...
>Face broken out in a million blemishes and is really gross since getting laser
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hurry up and go awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
>>5560440
did you use cream
>>5560403
i do although for me it's more about trying to feel comfortable being a hon than being some non-dysphoric special snowflake art grad.
>>5560425
i'm not embarrassed but i feel the need to justify it.
i had the effeminate bullied out of me and the masculine need for physical brute force and self reliance became engrained to survive school.
if i grew up in bubblewrap libtard paradise where i was allowed to express myself, i might have been more feminine and less repressed but hey, character development, thick skin, all of that.
there are certain masculine traits i'm really insecure about dropping because though they weren't me, they were my shield, my security and my lifeline growing up.
does anyone else get that?
>>5560408
>>5560415
i googled it and got the gender wiki article. it's basically an umbrella that covers actual stuff, and tumblr stuff, it's pretty redundant desu.
What is non-binary?
I can't into tumblr memes.
>>5560448
theres a movie about a Hawaiian nonbinary
>>5560448
dont identify as male or female
>>5560440
iktf use benzoyl peroxide if you have it to spot treat and it will clear up in a day or two
>>5560447
>i do although for me it's more about trying to feel comfortable being a hon
Oh thank fuck, it's not just me.
>>5560448
It's code for autistic
>>5560451
Sounds stupid tbhon.
>>5560456
Thought so.
>>5560448
people who identify as neither male nor female and use 'xe' etc. instead of 'he' or 'she'
>>5559844
I have flawless skin (even before HRT)
>>5560458
>To the people answering "non-binary", is it because you legitimately feel like both/none/whatever or is it to do with issues of passability?
I feel like I've answered this already but i can textwall more.
It's like to me, the "binary" is specifically cis male and cis female, and part of the reason I was so uncomfortable about coming to terms with my dysphoria for so long is cause there was this expectation that trans people HAVE to do what they can to pass as cis, go stealth and become invisible, and to me that just seems like a lost cause. You can't 100% stealth with everyone in your life and live a completely normal life like a cis woman.
And life experiences, whether your FtM or MtF, trans people have fundamentally different life experiences to cis people. I don't actually want to be lumped with cis women because they don't know shit about what it was like for me growing up in a boy body. They don't know what it's like being expected to "man up" and look out for yourself instead of living their whole life a pampered princess.
Holy shit that's bitter, but it. Hurts.
>>5560458
I know someone thats genderqueer, and thats just because she had the sudden realization that she's not actually trans and actually a fetishist, but she's already transitioned and everything and she doesnt feel any need to detransition
she's comfortable with where she is and she doesnt want to talk about it because she hates the tumblr meme, but thats how she feels
idk though, I can't really understand exactly how she feels
>>5560458
for me it's mostly a coping mechanism to deal with being a hon desu, different set of standards so I don't have to beat myself up so much and in certain circles (i.e. I live in a very liberal hippy city) it actually makes people treat me nicer right off the bat because of the extra tumblr-points instead of having to convince them to treat me with basic respect and not hurt me or anything which feels pretty good coming from where I've come from
and not having to worry obsessively about passing 100%, 100% of the time, is a big weight off my mind
>3 femboys in that strawpoll so far
kek, looks like we have some freshmen who still have some way to go before they graduate tranny school. wazzup nerds.
>>5559844
Late to the fucking game today but I have naturally soft hair and my face is exactly like my moms. I have a "weak chin" and no visible adams apple.
Also, I have small (guy) feet.
>>5560475
>being expected to "man up" and look out for yourself
>tfw had femininity beaten out of me by every male figure in my life
>physically by parents and kids at school
>emotionally by societal standards
>all this male privilege right guys?
>>5560496
post soles
>>5560438
>tfw not sure if non-binary or just scared of not passing
>have complete dysphoria induced meltdown
>nobody to comfort me or talk to
Fucking kill me now
>>5560504
you have /mtfg/?
>>5560504
i'd comfort you.
>>5560511
This is one of the most idiotic statements anyone has ever put into text
>>5560504
at least you have an outs to your dyphoria and a community willing to hugbox you over it
>>5560534
bitter femgen 'boy' not getting attention in his own thread detected
>>5560542
? no retard i have an unrelated dysphoria
>too much of a man to be a femboy
>too much of a man to be a transwoman
>not enough of a man to be a man
>>5560548
>an unrelated dysphoria
Are you sure you aren't feeling euphoric m'lady?
>>5560561
no?
Naps are so dang refreshing. I wish I could do them more often. Lol then again I'm am old lady by mtfg standards
>>5560568
no we said old black man
you look like fucking sam jackson in black snake moan
>>5560568
I look forward to living like my grandparents. gambling away what money is left and taking naps at very strange times
>>5560568
Yes, we old folk like our naps.
wow the real world is not near as bad as mtfg makes it out to be, I hung out all day with my sisters and they made me feel way better about myself. Also my new top came and I don't care if mtfg hates floral, I saw like 100 cis girls wearing floral today.
https://unsee.
cc/sadigure/
>>5560575
>gambling
try win a multimillion jackpot and put all of the general through ffs, vfs, electrolysis and srs/orchis
>tfw self-medding while on retarded UK waiting list and scared it's not being effective
if I get there in 3 years and it turns out all this time my dose has been nowhere near enough to be effective, will bumping it up and getting monitored etc. mean I then see the development I should have seen from the start? or is there some kind of window I'll have missed for changes to begin during?
>>5560583
(you)
>>5560585
If I go about it the way they do I'll just play the slots and get free things from the casino for attending so much.
>>5560583
Literally everyone has been saying it's not as bad as you think for weeks.
>>5560583
I won't lie to ya.
That's actually a rather nice top. Good job there.
*Sits back to feel the wrath of literally every fucking person ever.*
>>5560583
>wow the real world is not near as bad as Kayla makes it out to be
But seriously I'm happy to see you happy.
>>5560583
aww well done <3
>>5560596
avatarfagging is against the rules faggot
>>5560583
>more floral garbage
>>5560586
don't stress it, you're doing everything you can. i'm not even on the waiting list i'm so jaded about the NHS. i'm sticking with self medding until it's noticeable enough for me to walk in and say i'm self medding and they can't stop me so the best they could do is do my bloods for me to make sure i don't kill myself
>>5560596
>I'm no less of a woman than anyone of the other girls here
There goes my sides.
How delusional can one chimpanzee be?
Soo..where to get a clingy trap gf?
>>5560607
im clingy, pick me
>>5560599
Anon the only rule that they enforce on this board is no CP. I've seen everything else broken without so much as a janitor cleaning it up.
>>5560596
If I go by either of my grandmas I'm gonna be really fat or have really huge boobs.
>>5560607
All you have to do is ask Anon.
>>5560596
You know, all of your pictures make me want to watch the show. I've not bothered with Avatar since It kind of came out well after my time.
>>5560611
At least you can avoid being fat with exercise !
>>5560607
femgen
but don't forget traps are unstable little queens so don't be surprised if it becomes a psycho after a 20 minutes without attention and tries to ruin your life
>>5560610
she isn't lying, but be careful
>>5560616
True, I'm gonna set a reminder for myself to run in an hour, I'm trying to lose weight!
>>5560610
Reminder this is what kayla looks like
>>5560615
I did ask, that's what i want.
>>5560615
Watch Avatar: The Last Airbender. Its a wonderful cartoon and has comedy, slice of life, action, enduring characters, and excellent world building. Season 1 starts out a little slow but trust me its worth sticking around for.
The character I post is Korra (my namesake) and she comes from the inferior sequel. It had its good points but overall the production was plagued with problems and it has some inconsistence in its storytelling that the first one lacked. Its still worth a watch, but only after seeing all of the first one. (The last Airbender) Best part is that you can watch the entire first one in a marathon weekend.
/passion
>>5560632
the 10% must be the majority, I'm not seeing anything that lines up with your statistics
>>5560637
I wish they expanded on adult versions of aang and the whole gang. I would have loved to see more of them. Though korra was okay too.
>>5560626
give her a cape town passion gap and she'll be fiiiiiiiiine.
>>5560632
how do i know which Anon you are
>That's where you're wrong, 90% of the thread wants your negroid ass dead
guessing the one who got pissy when pleb reminded you who the burden of proof lies with?
>>5560626
yeah 3 years ago
>>5560632
10% that wants Korra's brown butt alive and well reporting in
>>5560626
I don't understand how this image even exists.
Why was he making that face in the first place? Why did he decide to take a picture of it? Why would he then post it on the Internet?
>>5560632
>>5560623
Diet and cardio is the secret to weight loss
>>5560632
Lol its hard to believe actual racists exist in 2016. I actually feel bad for you that you hold so much hatred and poison in your heart. I hope you find happiness and love one day!
>>5560642
Yeah the cast of the first show was so freaking good, I really wanted to see Zuko get his mom back and his time as edgelord of the fire nation went. (Thankfully they told that story in a comic series after it ended)
Heck if they wanted to do a sequel/prequel they could just set it during adukt aang's lifetime. Although I suppose things would have been super peaceful and it would have been morenof a slice of life/comedy.
>>5560626
>saving the thumbnail
>>5560632
c u t e
>>5560610
Okay.
>>5560628
Eh, go talk on the rizon room or in the discord server.
>>5560637
I'll keep that in mind. I heard that Korra or something was a bisexual character (Or was she an outright lesbian? I dunno) but that the series was good.
>>5560623
Good luck with that! Swimming also burns a lot of calories too. If you ever want fitness tips just message me in the discord server.
HRT for 3 months now
Exhausted all the time since starting, does this ever stop?
>6 non-binary and 4 gay boys
Why are you even here?
>>5560673
kek just checked that strawpoll again, glad I did it now
v. interesting
>>5560673
didn't you catch the bit where non-binary was just being used by insecure hons?
>>5560672
Probably but I don't remember.
I do remember having to use the bathroom a lot though.
http://strawpoll.me/6560960
>>5560675
>▶Discord server: https://discord.gg/0jCppochww8t2Oe
>▶MTFG Radio https://www.dubtack.fm/join/mtfg
>▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
Am I the only one who actually glances over the opening post?
>>5560656
Well I've been doing the diet part, kind of. Cutting calories and forcing myself to eat healthier. I just haven't gotten to the cardio part yet.
>>5560670
I would love to do swimming but there's no places to do it around here! And thank you!
I might just let go again once I get rid of this boyfat on my belly and HRT starts to do it's thing, I don't need to be the thinnest thing ever, but maybe I'll like it~
>>5560656
I'm not racist.
Fortunately you will be beaten to death by a pack of angry ghettofied niggers within the year. It will genuinely bring me happiness to hear of your death.
>>5560686
Discord link doesn't work anymore. It expired.
>>5560652
It was 3 years ago on another board and when I was in super repression.
>>5560688
>not racist
>repeatedly uses racial slurs
at least i'm honest about being /polgbt/ in wanting to remove kebab
>>5560692
Yeah but what are you even doing in it, tell us the story of this picture.
>>5560689
Try this one?
https://discord.gg/0XFIQ4xa7Rd9noam
I'm old as hell (Ok 29 but whatever) this discord thing is new to me.
>>5560699
>29
>slow to learn new technology
I think it's time we nominate Aria as mtfg's mom
Is Korra a reddit tranny?
>tfw no racist hateful qt trans gf
Bad feel
gross
>>5560708
Define a reddit tranny
>>5560708
No he's just an angry gay delusional black man
How do I convince everyone that communism and a single race is the only way to fully achieve transsexual acceptance?
Trans in Germany getting stoned by migrants
>>5560713
Autistic hon normalfag.
>>5560707
I would make a good den mother.
i have so many questions now. this is a 6'4" chris pratt look alike i met last month after a burlesque show i went to. but like??
>how does he remember that convo??
>why does he have fishnets??
>how on earth did he come to that realization today??
LIKE???? I'M SO CONFUSED
>>5560708
nope! I don't even go to Reddit lol
>>5560716
pic related
>>5560726
We can have granny tea parties !
>>5560702
http://www.advocate.com/transgender/2015/11/20/transgender-day-remembrance-2015-those-weve-lost
most transwomen who get murdered are people of colour so statistically you're a lot more likely to be killed than me in my cushty white british middle class area.
>>5560719
this is why we need to form a transgirl border patrol and remove kebab with a vengeance.
muslims don't consider us humans worthy of life. i say bring on. keep a blade on you and if they ever step up to you with their goatfucking desert attitude fuckin shank them.
if there's one thing living boymode taught me it's you've got to look out for your own interests and not be a spineless little whinge.
>>5560707
It'd be awkward to call someone who's only one month older than me 'mom'...
>>5559844
thats impossible sorry.
>>5560736
it was just a picture of her outfit you didn't miss much
>>5560736
it was just her floral dress. looked like my curtains desu, but it wasn't garish.
what, you're not going to accuse me of having bad taste in curtains are you?
>>5560738
What are ya talking about? You'd be one of the den mothers too? We can lord over all the kids and tease them.
>>5560731
Oh i knew that already, but I'm never alone, or anywhere near the ghetto and I'm still presenting male, so only my family and friends know I'm a girl. To everyone else I just look like a slightly effeminate male with strange coloured hair.
This is one of the few times being a dorky weeb plays to my advantage cuz when I'm out with friends we usually end the night at one of our houses playing cards or video games lol.
>>5560730
Stop being so fucking rude. Get the fuck out and keep to your Ebonics spewing, shit covered nigger spaces please.
>>5560746
>>5560738
>another mom
Oh gosh
>>5560702
>You'll get there if you keep at it!
I will, thank you~
>>5560717
become tranny stalin and shoot everyone that disagrees with you
>>5560729
he had a weird train of logic that led him to it??
that's so weirddd
>>5560736
it was just a pic of kayla, but it wasn't a bad top
>>5560755
cute image desu, saved
>>5560752
Stop coming here and get off your fat ass and lose weight. Better yet kill yourself. It's the quick and easy way, that's the only thing you're capable of.
>Mom over hears me talking with sister about how I've been spending $220 every three months on HRT(doesn't hear what I'm spending the money on tho)
>Proceeds to harass me and try to get me to tell her what I've been spending the money on for like 10 minutes
>Gets really frustrated and storms off after I refuse to tell her
God fucking dammit she has started to piss me off so much ever she seemed to start getting suspicious that I was trans. I probably would have already came out to her too if she hadn't started being so nosy and trying to goad me into coming out, but now I'm just mad and don't even want to.
>>5560738
You just have to change how you think about her a little
I mean, I call someone younger than me mom
it works because she's emotionally more mature than me
>>5560731
It's so weird reading these things since all the Muslims I know are pretty nice people; I think the difference is that the ones who come to America generally come because they want to come here, while most of the ones heading to Europe are going to get away from things that have gone wrong in the countries they live in and mainly want to live life generally the way they did back home but with the support of a stable government.
>>5560762
>>5560763
she probably just thinks you are on drugs
>>5560760
>Do you and kiwi live in the same area?
I wish, she's in NY and I'm from Chicago. Gonna visit her over spring break, gonna get a crappy job if I have to so I can afford it. We've talked about the idea of living together a few times but it's pretty complicated. We would need to go somewhere cheap and I'd want to continue my college education. Moving her here could be a possibility. Oh well, it hasn't been 2 weeks yet, so I'm not very worried about something so far ahead in the future.
>>5560760
I'm not your friend, you'd have to be human to qualify.
>>5560763
For your own sanity it might make sense to come out to her soon.
>>5560778
Maybe, but I also almost came out to her like two weeks ago and she's been acting super suspicious and like she's been trying to get me to come out of the closet ever since and it's made me super upset.
Anons are particularly feisty tonight.
What did you eat today, /mtfg/?
I ate two apples and coffee.
>>5560763
Let her know she needs to respect your privacy and back off. Moms tend to think they're entitled to know every single thing about their children
>>5560779
In really hope it works out! The only other successful couple I know of from here is Sophie and Cheska so I'd love for you and kiwi qt to be the next one
>>5560781
Well I am human so that means we are best buds now!
>>5560795
I had a sausage po boy foe supper and some nachoes for lunch
>>5560763
try and see things from her perspective though, she's probably just worried about you. my mum can go through neurotic yelling episodes at me but her heart is in the right place and i know in the long run she'll support me when i do come out.
>>5560768
huh, i noticed that talking to americans on skype, they seem to know more civil muslims.
i dunno, here they're the only ones who really stand out like a sore thumb and refuse to assimilate. secular indians, hindus, sikhs, maybe the older ones fresh off the boat needed a little cultural adjustment, but all of the younger ones have been some of the most chill people i've known. but the muslims outright didn't want to get involved. they self segregate even if it means shagging their cousins.
it doesn't help that 2 of the psychiatrists i saw through the mental health crisis team were muslims either, and both were absolutely shit, but language barrier aside that might have been more of a psychiatrist thing than a muslim thing because i've seen a white psychiatrist who was just as up his own arse and averse to actually listening to me as they were.
>>5560795
mm food brb
>>5560795
7 value cheeseburgers from mcdonalds over the course of the day
>>5560683
>at least 5 trips are non-binary
huh that's more than are open about it
>>5560799
hi sheen
>>5560795
A little bit of leftover penne with broccoli and chicken, and then a couple slices of pizza. >>5560796
Awh, thank you! I really do want it to work out, she makes me really happy and I think she's adorable as heck. I can't wait to actually do things with her in March. I'm gonna take her on dates, we'll cuddle, it'll be a lot of fun~
>>5560804
Who? Like sheen from Jimmy Neutron?
>>5560795
omelet with cheese, garlic, jalapenos, and green onions for dinner, and a sandwich for lunch
>tfw lonely and kind of scared
how tall is korra?
>>5560806
This place needs more happiness like that 2bh C:
>>5560795
Some bananas, a kfc bargain bucket, couple of slices of watermelon and kool-aid
>>5560795
a banana
>>5560819
Can you just go to gaygen already?
>>5560818
5'10 with my shoes off. I'm hoping that hrt shrinks my height a bit.
>>5560818
y do u care?
>>5560821
>>5560825
HRT won't make your bones shorten.
Korra's a lesbian right? That was the big reveal/controversy or whatever?
>>5560795
Bit of a big meal day.
Turkey on bread with gravy and Mashed potatoes for lunch (No breakfast). Then for dinner I had a suishi platter. Tuna salmon etc. About 8 pieces grand total, a salad and miso soup.
Oh and Milk tea.
I Fucking LOVE milk tea.
>>5560821
>>5560804
Seven value cheeseburgers actually only come out to 2,100 Calories, it's not THAT bad. (It's probably not particularly good either, of course.)
>>5560819
Yeah, but anons are really good at drowning out positivity.
>>5560795
cheerios, too much pizza, a couple half assed chili dogs and a salad
>>5560824
no I'm not a gay guy so there's no point in going
>>5560828
I've heard stories of some girls getting a bit shorter. But i think it was due to the muscle/far being redistributed
>>5560829
She's bi. She had a bf and a gf in the show and the writers confirmed her orientation
>>5560835
Its the same group of drama queens that replie only to shitposts and generally try to stir up trouble for cheap entertainment
>>5560828
some think it could shrink the spaces between vertebra a little tho, Idk like I'm pretty sure I was like 5'11 or a little more at some point tho now I'm 5'10
>>5560833
Eh, I felt like splurging today, since I normally just eat a sub from subway and maybe something small from work, like a munchkin or some hash browns. I hadn't eaten McDonald's in over 6 months, and when I was out with a friend after work, we passed a McDonalds and I said "Fuck it, let's go."
>>5560840
truuu :D im 5 inches shorter now!!
>>5560841
this
I went from 5'11 too to 5'9" or even slightly shorter than that
>>5560828
O S T E O
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>>5560840
Yeah, I don't let it bother me but I know it bothers some of my friends and that's what upsets me.
>>5560850
I went from 5´10" to 5´10" in three years, I think.
>>5560850
No you didnt
>>5560851
Does osteoporosis cause your bones to get smaller though?
I don't know what I did to garner this hatred but I will leave and try to kill myself or better myself in some way
goodbye
>>5560853
The only honest person in this thread
nouveau fil quand
>tfw this bone shrinking meme wouldn't even get me under 6'0
>>5560861
It's because you're so damn pathetic just like all fat people.
>>5560862
Yeah but like, Kiwi for example. I tell her not to reply but she doesn't listen to me. That silly girl doesn't listen to my advice enough, she'd be much better at CSGO too.
>>5560863
well I'm not lying
Idk what to tell u
>>5560861
.... but they're bitter anon-posters on an imageboard, why would you kill yourself over what they say?
>>5560853
I love you Lainanon, i want to stroke your hair~
>>5560861
Please do and don't fuck it up this time.
>>5560861
they just target whoever they think is vulnerable and likely to react to stuff
it'd make me rlly sad if u hurt yourself, this place might honestly not be the best for u tho
>>5560875
Please do!
People stroking your hair feels so damn good.
>>5560870
The thing is they hold life long grudges and no matter what they'll always hate kiwi and exaggerate things (or outright lie) just to stir up drama. There really is no "fixing it". All you can do is ignore them and be happy and live your life.
Besides it's just some random persons opinion on the internet they dont mean anything in the grand scheme of of things. I wish kiwi qt would realize this.
>>5560858
your bones crack and heal at the best of times, with osteoporosis they're even weaker so while being horrendously bad in the long term it has the potential to effectively shrink bone but also cause deformities in the bone structure
Pre mtf here. Are my legs desu?