eating the pain away edition
(it doesn't work btw)
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How come I only think I look feminine after showering?
No visible adams apple.
>tfw you will never be a prolific and beloved artist with a distinct and unique style like bkub-sensei
Is shower fog the ultimate hugbox?
Lol the chasers are evolving they even transition to enjoy an unlimited access to girltinklers.
>tfw you're basically a manly man with boobs
It will eventually wither away and I'll be able to pass as a granny.
>tfw tired because I stayed up until 4
>tfw that one person never added me on Skype
>tfw wasted my entire day again
I guess my long hair, but I kept getting bitched at by my dad's side of the family for it
I just wear enough layers and slouch forward a bit at the moment; I can't wear just a single T-shirt anymore, but otherwise no issues. I'm not sure what I'll do if I do get more growth than I can reasonably hide; I'm really hoping that that at least waits until after I get rid of my facial hair.
>tfw another month and a half until consultation appointment
>I guess my long hair, but I kept getting bitched at by my dad's side of the family for it
iktf. my sister keeps tellling me that i'll never get a girlfriend with my hair this long.
>jokes on her; i want a bf
My hair is pretty nice where it still grows.
> receding corners too large to be hidden no matter how I comb the rest of my hair ;_;
Do I look like I'll make a hon? I'm pre-everything. I'm 18 and 5'4".
I understand that I'm really ugly. My eyes are unsymmetrical because I have Goldenhar Syndrome. I know I'll never be pretty, but do I look like I'll be able to pass as an ugly girl?
Do I take cypro with food or does it not matter?
Never thought much about it, but I wonder if I'm missing out on Cypro gains...
but what abOUT THE SUMMER
PEOPLE ASKING WHY YOU'RE WEARING THICK COATS AND STUFF IN HOT
NOT BEING ABLE TO GET OUT OF GOING TO THE BEACH BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE AN EXCUSE AND IT'S A FAMILY OUTING
HUGS WHILE WEARING T-SHIRTS
Licking trees = hon
Breathing every second instead of every third second = hon
Hateing Chinese = hun
I don't think it matters, I take mine when wake up.
Making food is a pain so I just drink coffee.
long hair that ive been growing and taking really good care of for a long time
Still terrible! But I'll manage. How's you? Sorry had to cancel on you guys
Did we ever find out for sure what happened to the author of those comics, by the way? I mean, assuming the worst seems like the most realistic options but I'm still hoping that she just decided to abandon them because she got bored with the whole thing.
true. if you're doing teaching, you should just get away with some business casual plain blouse-top things right? like, the whole suit thing shouldn't be necessary right? though to be fair i dont know the entirety of your situation so.
Have you ever been so high or dysphoric or both that you take one look in the mirror and start crying uncontrollably? I know I have!
Not a great night ;~;
She can cough on me again, even if she has a cold still, I haven't had my full fill.
Hope she's better soon
>Tfw tried to smash my brow ridge with a rolling pin before.
Have you ever loved Noun so much you cry for hours everyday cause he'll never love you
Why does mtfg post so many anime girls now? Is it all the autistic new trips doing it?
It's fucking weird
Depends on how tall you are, mine are 16" and too large.
What the fuck are you on about?
No but I cried because Ricky will never love me. ;~;
Well back like 3 years ago when it was all about Disney Princess OP themes, there at least wasn't all this weird roleplaying with cartoon characters...
You need to add me on skype and let me apologise for yesterday tb-h.
i-if you want to
Also never say never.
If your shoulders are wider than a Hidamari's face, they may be too wide.
a-waaaaaaaaaaah! a-whaaahahahahahaha blow me :3
Sweet. It was a bit of a joke but legit, as long as you've got some bewbs no one cares. The only man that's going to yell about shoulders is some guy who hates trans through and through or someone in a basement somewhere shitposting. Like they do to Jenner.
>anyone noticing your shoulders
This might be hard to understand but they are actually people too and if you just talk to them you'll find that they form relationships just like normal people
You have nothing to apologize to me for. I understand what and how you felt yesterday very well. Mainly because I was feeling like exactly the same way at the same time so thats why I didnt hang around too long. Besides you didnt wrong me in any way bb. I hope you're feeling better today even if its only a little.
I dont use skype right now too much for a bunch of different reasons but maybe we'll add each other sooner than later.
I hope so too
a lot of the time she seems perfectly fine, but sometimes she's too weak to talk or close lids or something, so even if she's fine I worry about yume straining herself too much
People have unquie aspects. The differ depending on who you talk to, some people spazz some people silently distances themselves from you
> tfw made gf scream so loud neighbor from other side of the street called me to tell me to turn it down
im not telling you not too, im happy he added you back, i wasnt that anon silly
It still wasn't okay on my part. I try to push people away because I get too easily attached and because I want to indulge my self loathing. So yeah I'm sorry I talked to you like that when you were trying to make me feel better. You were being super nice to me and I appreciate that a whole lot.
Just know that I'm up for more than chatting with you if you ever want to use skype again. It would make me feel better. By the way some anon scared me because they said you might OD on me so just be safe k?
She's asleep good. Guess that explains why you're here.
Aww are you trying to make me feel all warm inside Ricky? Because its working. You dont have to worry about me ODing on anything. I dont think I'd ever let myself go that far. Mainly because its hard to get out of the fetal crying position when I'm that high ;~;
I have to go take care of some daily biz but I'll be thinking about doing more than chatting with you while I'm out doing it. You can think about me cuddling you and doing whatever I can to make you feel better! Talk to you later Ricky and if I dont I hope you have a good night.
>j-just because I trapped and crossdressed when I was younger and told my girlfriend I wanted to be a girl and now I am going into the navy to masc up doesn't mean I want to be a girl anymore
>tfw no gf to beat me until i'm bleeding and then cuddle me
mhm i decided to stop lurking and put a trip on
im sick like yume but it sounds like shes got it pretty bad, is she okay?
I don't know. I just know that I'm not eating a whole lot when I should. But I just can't bring myself to.
Kk that's a relief at least. I'd get high with you so if you'd have to crawl into that position you could at least have someone spooning you from behind and holding you tight.
Kk talk to you later, have a good day yada yada. You're my bae!
Everytime I wear something overtly feminine it makes me feel like complete shit because it looks retarded on my disgusting testosterone wrecked body. I want to punch out every mirror in the house right now.
A couple of days ago, it just sucks because I had nice pretty clear skin and the first thing that's comes back is my nasty lookin facial hair, it had almost stopped growing and was finer, now it's think and leaves my face looking dirty. It got so bad I've taken an epilelator to my face before a client came over.
How do I find an abusive gf?
It's all I want in life.
>eating the pain away edition
>(it doesn't work btw)
i ate through 2 80g bags of sweet and salty popcorn.
was pretty good desu.
my ass i guess. not my hips, they're not wide enough, but i've always had a good ass growing up.
I'm still listening to Lighthouse Family. Help me. I've moved on from Question of Faith and have spent all day imagining my transition montage to Let It All Change while feeling shitty about foundation, concealer, stubble and dead panda eyes.
>really want pizza
>want to eat kinda healthy
>everyone is talking about ordering pizza
Maybe I should just make a frozen one...
Everyone go order some delicious fucking pizza and eat it RIGHT NOW!
she has tonsillitis and that kinda worries me, but it's chronic for her so she knows exactly how to deal with it?
yume will be fine with some time and rest though, she said it's usually over in about a week
no I think they went back on hiatus because cartoon network is retarded and thinks that pausing for several months and then releasing five episodes all at once in the span of a week is a good marketing strategy
I've been getting back into runescape mostly
runescape? 07 or live servers? i used to play that a lot
because I've played it off and on since I was like 13
it's a fun game if you don't mind the grinding and the graphics
think of irl birds, think of fire based words and puns, consult mythology if you feel pretentious enough
that's what I do
or alternatively think of a theme for your future team, like planets or presidents, like one of my friends does sometimes
why do you want to be in this cesspit?
is it because you want to be a girl?
you don't have to lie anymore
Does anyone else feel really slutty when drunk
>tfw egg shaped man head
>look like a super ugly man without hair or angles
>that chest hair to run your fingers though when cuddling
>Face broken out in a million blemishes and is really gross since getting laser
hurry up and go awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
i do although for me it's more about trying to feel comfortable being a hon than being some non-dysphoric special snowflake art grad.
i'm not embarrassed but i feel the need to justify it.
i had the effeminate bullied out of me and the masculine need for physical brute force and self reliance became engrained to survive school.
if i grew up in bubblewrap libtard paradise where i was allowed to express myself, i might have been more feminine and less repressed but hey, character development, thick skin, all of that.
there are certain masculine traits i'm really insecure about dropping because though they weren't me, they were my shield, my security and my lifeline growing up.
does anyone else get that?
i googled it and got the gender wiki article. it's basically an umbrella that covers actual stuff, and tumblr stuff, it's pretty redundant desu.
>To the people answering "non-binary", is it because you legitimately feel like both/none/whatever or is it to do with issues of passability?
I feel like I've answered this already but i can textwall more.
It's like to me, the "binary" is specifically cis male and cis female, and part of the reason I was so uncomfortable about coming to terms with my dysphoria for so long is cause there was this expectation that trans people HAVE to do what they can to pass as cis, go stealth and become invisible, and to me that just seems like a lost cause. You can't 100% stealth with everyone in your life and live a completely normal life like a cis woman.
And life experiences, whether your FtM or MtF, trans people have fundamentally different life experiences to cis people. I don't actually want to be lumped with cis women because they don't know shit about what it was like for me growing up in a boy body. They don't know what it's like being expected to "man up" and look out for yourself instead of living their whole life a pampered princess.
Holy shit that's bitter, but it. Hurts.
I know someone thats genderqueer, and thats just because she had the sudden realization that she's not actually trans and actually a fetishist, but she's already transitioned and everything and she doesnt feel any need to detransition
she's comfortable with where she is and she doesnt want to talk about it because she hates the tumblr meme, but thats how she feels
idk though, I can't really understand exactly how she feels
for me it's mostly a coping mechanism to deal with being a hon desu, different set of standards so I don't have to beat myself up so much and in certain circles (i.e. I live in a very liberal hippy city) it actually makes people treat me nicer right off the bat because of the extra tumblr-points instead of having to convince them to treat me with basic respect and not hurt me or anything which feels pretty good coming from where I've come from
and not having to worry obsessively about passing 100%, 100% of the time, is a big weight off my mind
Late to the fucking game today but I have naturally soft hair and my face is exactly like my moms. I have a "weak chin" and no visible adams apple.
Also, I have small (guy) feet.
>being expected to "man up" and look out for yourself
>tfw had femininity beaten out of me by every male figure in my life
>physically by parents and kids at school
>emotionally by societal standards
>all this male privilege right guys?
>too much of a man to be a femboy
>too much of a man to be a transwoman
>not enough of a man to be a man
Yes, we old folk like our naps.
wow the real world is not near as bad as mtfg makes it out to be, I hung out all day with my sisters and they made me feel way better about myself. Also my new top came and I don't care if mtfg hates floral, I saw like 100 cis girls wearing floral today.
>tfw self-medding while on retarded UK waiting list and scared it's not being effective
if I get there in 3 years and it turns out all this time my dose has been nowhere near enough to be effective, will bumping it up and getting monitored etc. mean I then see the development I should have seen from the start? or is there some kind of window I'll have missed for changes to begin during?
I won't lie to ya.
That's actually a rather nice top. Good job there.
*Sits back to feel the wrath of literally every fucking person ever.*
don't stress it, you're doing everything you can. i'm not even on the waiting list i'm so jaded about the NHS. i'm sticking with self medding until it's noticeable enough for me to walk in and say i'm self medding and they can't stop me so the best they could do is do my bloods for me to make sure i don't kill myself
Anon the only rule that they enforce on this board is no CP. I've seen everything else broken without so much as a janitor cleaning it up.
If I go by either of my grandmas I'm gonna be really fat or have really huge boobs.
All you have to do is ask Anon.
You know, all of your pictures make me want to watch the show. I've not bothered with Avatar since It kind of came out well after my time.
Watch Avatar: The Last Airbender. Its a wonderful cartoon and has comedy, slice of life, action, enduring characters, and excellent world building. Season 1 starts out a little slow but trust me its worth sticking around for.
The character I post is Korra (my namesake) and she comes from the inferior sequel. It had its good points but overall the production was plagued with problems and it has some inconsistence in its storytelling that the first one lacked. Its still worth a watch, but only after seeing all of the first one. (The last Airbender) Best part is that you can watch the entire first one in a marathon weekend.
10% that wants Korra's brown butt alive and well reporting in
Diet and cardio is the secret to weight loss
Lol its hard to believe actual racists exist in 2016. I actually feel bad for you that you hold so much hatred and poison in your heart. I hope you find happiness and love one day!
Yeah the cast of the first show was so freaking good, I really wanted to see Zuko get his mom back and his time as edgelord of the fire nation went. (Thankfully they told that story in a comic series after it ended)
Heck if they wanted to do a sequel/prequel they could just set it during adukt aang's lifetime. Although I suppose things would have been super peaceful and it would have been morenof a slice of life/comedy.
Eh, go talk on the rizon room or in the discord server.
I'll keep that in mind. I heard that Korra or something was a bisexual character (Or was she an outright lesbian? I dunno) but that the series was good.
Good luck with that! Swimming also burns a lot of calories too. If you ever want fitness tips just message me in the discord server.
Probably but I don't remember.
I do remember having to use the bathroom a lot though.
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Am I the only one who actually glances over the opening post?
Well I've been doing the diet part, kind of. Cutting calories and forcing myself to eat healthier. I just haven't gotten to the cardio part yet.
I would love to do swimming but there's no places to do it around here! And thank you!
I might just let go again once I get rid of this boyfat on my belly and HRT starts to do it's thing, I don't need to be the thinnest thing ever, but maybe I'll like it~
Try this one?
I'm old as hell (Ok 29 but whatever) this discord thing is new to me.
i have so many questions now. this is a 6'4" chris pratt look alike i met last month after a burlesque show i went to. but like??
>how does he remember that convo??
>why does he have fishnets??
>how on earth did he come to that realization today??
LIKE???? I'M SO CONFUSED
most transwomen who get murdered are people of colour so statistically you're a lot more likely to be killed than me in my cushty white british middle class area.
this is why we need to form a transgirl border patrol and remove kebab with a vengeance.
muslims don't consider us humans worthy of life. i say bring on. keep a blade on you and if they ever step up to you with their goatfucking desert attitude fuckin shank them.
if there's one thing living boymode taught me it's you've got to look out for your own interests and not be a spineless little whinge.
What are ya talking about? You'd be one of the den mothers too? We can lord over all the kids and tease them.
Oh i knew that already, but I'm never alone, or anywhere near the ghetto and I'm still presenting male, so only my family and friends know I'm a girl. To everyone else I just look like a slightly effeminate male with strange coloured hair.
This is one of the few times being a dorky weeb plays to my advantage cuz when I'm out with friends we usually end the night at one of our houses playing cards or video games lol.
>Mom over hears me talking with sister about how I've been spending $220 every three months on HRT(doesn't hear what I'm spending the money on tho)
>Proceeds to harass me and try to get me to tell her what I've been spending the money on for like 10 minutes
>Gets really frustrated and storms off after I refuse to tell her
God fucking dammit she has started to piss me off so much ever she seemed to start getting suspicious that I was trans. I probably would have already came out to her too if she hadn't started being so nosy and trying to goad me into coming out, but now I'm just mad and don't even want to.
You just have to change how you think about her a little
I mean, I call someone younger than me mom
it works because she's emotionally more mature than me
It's so weird reading these things since all the Muslims I know are pretty nice people; I think the difference is that the ones who come to America generally come because they want to come here, while most of the ones heading to Europe are going to get away from things that have gone wrong in the countries they live in and mainly want to live life generally the way they did back home but with the support of a stable government.
>Do you and kiwi live in the same area?
I wish, she's in NY and I'm from Chicago. Gonna visit her over spring break, gonna get a crappy job if I have to so I can afford it. We've talked about the idea of living together a few times but it's pretty complicated. We would need to go somewhere cheap and I'd want to continue my college education. Moving her here could be a possibility. Oh well, it hasn't been 2 weeks yet, so I'm not very worried about something so far ahead in the future.
Maybe, but I also almost came out to her like two weeks ago and she's been acting super suspicious and like she's been trying to get me to come out of the closet ever since and it's made me super upset.
What did you eat today, /mtfg/?
I ate two apples and coffee.
Let her know she needs to respect your privacy and back off. Moms tend to think they're entitled to know every single thing about their children
In really hope it works out! The only other successful couple I know of from here is Sophie and Cheska so I'd love for you and kiwi qt to be the next one
Well I am human so that means we are best buds now!
I had a sausage po boy foe supper and some nachoes for lunch
try and see things from her perspective though, she's probably just worried about you. my mum can go through neurotic yelling episodes at me but her heart is in the right place and i know in the long run she'll support me when i do come out.
huh, i noticed that talking to americans on skype, they seem to know more civil muslims.
i dunno, here they're the only ones who really stand out like a sore thumb and refuse to assimilate. secular indians, hindus, sikhs, maybe the older ones fresh off the boat needed a little cultural adjustment, but all of the younger ones have been some of the most chill people i've known. but the muslims outright didn't want to get involved. they self segregate even if it means shagging their cousins.
it doesn't help that 2 of the psychiatrists i saw through the mental health crisis team were muslims either, and both were absolutely shit, but language barrier aside that might have been more of a psychiatrist thing than a muslim thing because i've seen a white psychiatrist who was just as up his own arse and averse to actually listening to me as they were.
mm food brb
A little bit of leftover penne with broccoli and chicken, and then a couple slices of pizza. >>5560796
Awh, thank you! I really do want it to work out, she makes me really happy and I think she's adorable as heck. I can't wait to actually do things with her in March. I'm gonna take her on dates, we'll cuddle, it'll be a lot of fun~
5'10 with my shoes off. I'm hoping that hrt shrinks my height a bit.
Bit of a big meal day.
Turkey on bread with gravy and Mashed potatoes for lunch (No breakfast). Then for dinner I had a suishi platter. Tuna salmon etc. About 8 pieces grand total, a salad and miso soup.
Oh and Milk tea.
I Fucking LOVE milk tea.
Seven value cheeseburgers actually only come out to 2,100 Calories, it's not THAT bad. (It's probably not particularly good either, of course.)
no I'm not a gay guy so there's no point in going
I've heard stories of some girls getting a bit shorter. But i think it was due to the muscle/far being redistributed
She's bi. She had a bf and a gf in the show and the writers confirmed her orientation
Its the same group of drama queens that replie only to shitposts and generally try to stir up trouble for cheap entertainment
Eh, I felt like splurging today, since I normally just eat a sub from subway and maybe something small from work, like a munchkin or some hash browns. I hadn't eaten McDonald's in over 6 months, and when I was out with a friend after work, we passed a McDonalds and I said "Fuck it, let's go."
Yeah, I don't let it bother me but I know it bothers some of my friends and that's what upsets me.
I went from 5´10" to 5´10" in three years, I think.
Does osteoporosis cause your bones to get smaller though?