We're a week into 2016. How are those New Years resolutions going?
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Here's a suit pic suit anon
Don't mind the big shoulders and baf face
All I want is for my bf to tie me up and spank me and use me like a slut then cuddle :3
>Had pretty intense dick cravings pre-HRT
>Worried HRT was gonna make me go full man-lust
>No longer attracted to men at all and only like women
>Not even at least craving dicks
What's wrong with me
I think heels would be a better choice if you are going for something like smart casual. Nothing too high, 2 to 3 inches tops. If you will be spending a lot of time on your feet, some black flats would be better (and simple ones at that).
I think that fake jormy is the boyfriend of one of my friends..
Okay, yeah, confirmed, wow.
Motocross wreck, Reno 2008, X games LA preliminaries. I over shot the landing on my last jump and fucked my life up.
>both collar bones
>tore my right ACL, MCL, PCL, and my minuscus
>separated my right shoulder
>broke my right ankle and all my toes on my right foot
>lacerated my spleen
>tore a hole in the sac around my liver
>bruised both my lungs
>coma for a week
>severe concussion and brain swelling
>hole drilled in my skull to let the pressure on my brain out
Recovery was a nightmare from hell, I also attribute my crash to bringing up all my trans feels I tried to bury, I was in a bed for 4 months and a wheel chair for my first 2 college semesters.
I have a shit ton of scars from the wreck, all on my right side of my body, I hit the ground on that side at 80mph with only thin moto gear. My right leg is so mangled thats why I wear stockings.
Well I was never quite the same when I woke up.
Whatever, I have the pain and scars I have to live with every fucking day.
I would have never done it if I didn't repress.
actually I nutted it so hard on the gas cap they swelled up like baseballs for a month, I was hopeing they would be too damaged but no, they fucking healed
Good afternoon everyone! How are you all doing?
I just called into my hospital and got a number for their transgender services, but apparently they're out to lunch atm so i'll have to wait a bit. But i did the first call so the next one will be easier.
>tfw I really did make my appointment for 11am
Gotta arrive early so I'll be there at 10:30. Train ride is an hour, so I need to leave at least at 8:30. Travel time from the train station I haven't figured out yet so that's even earlier. Thank god for whoever gave me Starbucks gift cards, I'm gonna need them tomorrow. ;_;
Good job! You're right, the next is gonna be easy, just make sure you call them later.
>Muhammad begun custom making your order at 4:03 am
don't be late or i'll be mad at you
you only got one shot do not miss your chance to blow
Allah Snackbar saves the day once more! Whatcha getting? I think I might order myself an extra-cheesy pizza later.
I had mom rip up all the hospital pics and I never took pics from rehab. I did post a pic from when they took the screws out on /cd/ but I didn't save it so I don't have it. I would post a pic of my leg but I haven't epilated it in a while and its embarrassing.
What's a fun multiplayer game I can play for fun?
Nothing competitive or autistic pls
>how do they even do a 'quality check'
>pull it out of the oven
>is it on fire?
>okay send it
Bacon huh? That might be a bit much for me, but I hope you enjoy it! I think I might go for a Tuscan multi-cheese pizza from Papa John's or check out what Dominoes' has.
What kind of multiplayer? Kiwi and I are gonna play Borderlands in a bit, that game is basically designed for playing it in co-op.
I dunno, something fun and not too expensive or maybe even [spoiler]free[/spoiler]
I consider anyone that looked reasonably similar to my boymode unattractive, but that's probably just me projecting.
PoE was pretty fun on the perma death mode but I want something more casual.
Feels like i've pretty much played everything at this point.
grace was the bully probably
i believe it
she still bullies me
Kiwi sent this to me and I really like it so Im sharing it here
Cheap multiplayer fun you could do something like 100% OJ if you're into RNG party games. I dunno what to recommend for F2P stuff 'cause there's a whole world of that. If you can specify a genre I might be a little more helpful ^^;
I miss their stuffed crust
>Nah they give it a quick taste then hide the bite marks.
To be honest when I worked we didn't even bother checking things.
>slap sandwich together
>hand it out to them
"Who cares what it looks like, they're not going to open it up and say wow this is a pretty sandwich" is what they'd always tell me.
I'm the mtfg super villain!
I'm gonna bully that butt
my dad just called me "her" and didn't correct himself
I'm not even out yet
I played with a bunch of autists and like half of my playtime is spent as WR because waifu, it was a few years ago too when I was very depressed and my life was like sleeping, crying and dota 2 lol.
Maybe i'm bad at Dota 2 but i'm god tier at fps games.
>tfw your dad hasn't said anything and you've been on hrt for three years
My qt friend streams it for me sometimes because two monitors master race, it seems pretty damn awful and rng heavy.
WR is the only reason to play dota
>tfw god tier shackles and snipes
My dad started to refer to me as his daughter but caught himself before finishing the word. I know it was just a slip of tongue but got me hopeful he might be accepting.
Old anon with a new trip.
Okay so I may have buns but I have never gone by that name nor do I know the person.
>why skimp on pizza tho? for a few dollars more you get a better pizza
pizza anywhere else is gonna cost you like more than twice as much.
little caesars has gotta be the only place in the world where you can feed ~3 people for $5 and it's honestly not that bad imo
Hi!! I'm ok, just killing some time before friends come over. How are you??
You dont know the joy of playin huskar. You could have an aegis at 8 minutes. You'll come within 30hp of dying multiple times.
Or what about refresher combo-ing like four heroes to death with invoker?
Im in a big hotel with thermal pools.
But im still in the closet so i had to buy a boy swimsuit short and grow some hair on my body, also the short is still too big for me (its kid size).
Its all so awkward, i have dream to live this moment as a girl for years.
you must have bulletproof knees
a full suspension bike is so comfy even on nasty terrain and drops - that I could never run, jump, climb my way through, although it's an interesting idea now that I think about, kek
That's all he played too and we were all non Swedes from 4chan with fun banter. I'm convinced he's trans but he says he's just a guy.
Spooky spooky. Start playing wow and you'll literally be his Swedish doppelganger.
But I don't want to be a doppelganger of a man ;_;
>I'm convinced he's trans but he says he's just a guy
>tfw the people I played with made fun of my man voice
>trying to lead my team in Rising Storm
>"Are you in the marines? You sound like it"
Welp. Everyone else says I sound cute though so idk, I need to work on my voice.
goodnight everyone its lkike 9am here i think i'm dead.
i'll catch you later >>5510698
>maybe just really insecure
That. I have enough self awareness to know that I'm an insecure person. I am legitimately cutting back on the attention whoring and trying to find healthier outlets. So, sorry.
Idk it was a long running meme that he was a girl because he never talked for like a year and he typed like a girl. And he's said he wishes he was a girl a few times but idk he was probably joking.
even if someone made a chart 75% of the facts would be wrong so it wouldn't even matter
everyone has their misguided versions of what happens here that it would be as deluded as modern translations of the bible
Elanna is dating Anonymous
Kiwi is dating Bunz
Oddish is dating some tranny
Bexe is dating Alcohol
ElfGinger is dating Plant
Watashi is dating some cis girl
Jormy is dating Anonymous
Faye is dating Adri
Remy is dating Anonymous
Kit is dating Erin
Cheska is dating Sophie
Oh i remember the joc kiwi thing. That happened when i was supr duper sad. This is all such a fucking mess. Freaking poly-sluts.
I'm going steady with my xbox controller
Well dont ever feel like you're bothering us. You're a contributor and if you werent around we would be missing out on quality content you make just by existing with us.
Meepo micro isnt even that hard if you set the keys up right. Hes easier than, say, visage.
>it would be as deluded as modern translations of the bible
I know that you say that I'm catty, but if I am making underhanded remarks, they're not ones that I'm aware of. Name a few examples and I'd be happy to look at what I'm doing wrong, but you have to realise, I don't actually see it happening when it does happen.
>shaving makes me dysphoric
>go long time without shaving because I rarely go outside/interact with people
>Full beard mode
>Spend a few days feeling terrible about how gross and manly my face is
>Realize face isn't as bad as I thought, it was just the beard
>Repeat every few weeks
Going from memory
Pookie x Frog
Kiwi x Grace
Tichbits x Aife
Faye x Adri
Kira x Elf
Elf x Plant (rumored)
Kira x Jormy
Jormy x Raifu
Kit x Erin
Kit x Elanna
Elanna x Bexe
Elanna x Random anon that possibly elanna met up with (rumored)
Kiwi x Jocelyn
Cheska x Kiwi
Sophie x Abby
Sophie x Cheska
I'm not sure what's holding me back from stealing some of my parent's alcohol sometimes. I guess the consequences of getting caught and the moral wrongs of stealing.
No, we should encourage it, I like hearing how weird the stories get.
Jap rifles are fun, yeah, but I prefer the American arsenal and my own patriotism to it!
On my resume it even says "Professional Gook Cook".
iktf! u could say I'm an expert
thanks for the sentiment but I rlly just honestly believe that I'm terrible and everyone would be better off if I stopped existing and everyone forgot about me
yeah it's pretty dumb how much people obsess about internet strangers here
permanent hair removal is pretty magical
if we what?
fay adri was just a meetup, but at a hotel
abby sophie was just a short long distance thing
abby got the boot via text from sophie, and that's when the oldkiwiface realised it was over w cheska
some guys get hair removal done too, do what u want and tell haters to fuck off
>go to get laser as boy
>she asks if i'm trans
I get the feeling this is a communication problem, and not a problem of how I feel, because I am sorry you feel this way, but I'm not always elegant in how I say things, I type as I would speak minus the intonation.
I don't have these issues with people that I know in real life, or online one-on-one either, so I get the sense this is a 4chan specific problem. I'll do what I can in the absence of direction, that's really all I can do. I'm sorry that I've upset you.
>Almost came out to my mom a week back
>Weenied out and made some dumb excuse instead
>Past two days she's accidentally referred to me with female pronouns three different times and didn't even bother to correct it one of the times
oh god I think she knows
gonna play borderlands co-op after she takes a shower, til then i'm gonna play some casual cs:go
>Just tell her it'll be hard but afterwards you'll feel a lot better!
No I don't want to come out she might tell my dad and he'd be upset and she's ignorant to trans stuff and I'm worried if I came out she might think I'm intending to go full time right after and I don't want to have to deal with the embarassment of coming out and having to explain things to her
Guys who don't like having facial hair?
Asked me if I was on hrt too since it helps with removing it or something, she was nice even though I was a disgusting man beast.
Yeah, I really can't see a lot of guys getting laser hair removal. The person doing my treatment never asked if I was trans, but my boobs are visible so I figure it must be really obvious. She's really nice though.
Because I looked 100% hyper masculine, it's so embarrassing to be so hon and it's like the most awkward part about telling someone i'm trans.
I still am too hehehehe
Honestly, you can check the timestamps for every post if you're sure it's me, but I've made it clear before that I don't drop trip to samefag. I don't feel this is going anywhere further, so this will be my last reply for now.
Legit problem or not, I'm done for now. You doing OK Angie? It sounds like the dysphoria is hitting you hard today.
>access to your computer and phone at the same time
Oh, come on, really? I'm done.
i joined a late game and carried the team a few games up from 1-7 to 4-7 but then died early once and we lost
>i just want a relationship for once senpai
I understand that but trust me, being in the wrong relationship is worse than not being in a relationship
>I'm so desperate for a perfect relationship I'm not going out with any one.
I'm exactly the same, the loneliness is easier to deal with than the hurt from all the crappy relationships and eventual breakups
I'm liking Howard Brown a lot and I haven't even been there yet. Every time I call them they're really nice and helpful. They're even going to notarize my letter of unemployment for free when I get there!
Well I'm proud of you, you're still getting better!
Was she nice?
I can't answer that one, a lot of CDers seem to want hormones just for a little bit to be more cute but I don't think they understand how risky it is and how the effects will go away if they just use it for a couple months.
I was kinda the same, I was being really picky and met a lot of people with a lot of deal breakers and then Kiwi happened.
Is that the first thought that comes to your mind watashi?
she talked about trans support groups and job fairs in LA and such, I wanna ask her stuff to help Kayla with
>tfw you finally fix your sleep schedule but no longer want a normal sleep schedule
When will this wild ride end?
Ughh trying to set up an appointment fucking sucks. I've been juggled around and am taking a brake from the endless calls cause they're so draining. I tried to just use thier online appointment system but i forgot my PW to it and now i can't reset it.
Why can't it just be easier, Bureaucracies are annoying.
Why wouldn't you want a normal sleep scheduled?
I know it does but believe me, you really don't wanna go down the same path as me. I'm not saying don't date anyone, just don't rush into things out of desperation and loneliness, it only leads to more pain in the long run
>everyone is wage slaving or at uni
>don't feel like watching anything when it's bright outside
>no fun vidya
>no motivation to do anything except drink coffee
Going outside, seeing a friend, treating yourself to a bit of comfort food, pretty much anything that breaks the cycle of self loathing and dysphoria. Really, anything that takes your mind off of things and allows you to ride the feelings out, they will pass, they always do.
Also, AIs are really dumb.
>take off glasses
>pictriev thinks i'm 20
Still 95% masculine and hrt gave me a lazy eye apparently, what the fuck.
e n d m e
>go to bed late last night after getting to level 122 in maplestory
>can't sleep, and then have nightmares nonstop for the next 8 hours
>dream about being attacked, chased around everywhere, zombies and dark disturbing rooms
>at one point get sleep paralysis as my dream keeps resetting over and over
>can't get up and then finally shove myself out of the dream, turn on the brightest light
>lay in bed in pain
>blow nose cause i feel congested, blood in mucus
i hate when i like teleport back to hell when i try to sleep i'm not supposed to go back there for another 187 years, satan and i made a deal
Can you get a lazy eye when you get older or on hrt?
I did not have this shit before.
>fucked up right eye
>deep set eyes and huge brow
>lots of skin above my right eye for some reason when it's relaxed
I am so gross.
Good thing I can't into eye contact anyway
>fucked up right eye
i know that feel at least, i've been wearing an eyepatch for a while. it's cool i guess that i look like big boss, but big boss isnt a pretty short girl >:C
I mean it isn't completely fucked up but I started noticing it on pics, just a little bit.
>you will never be a qt sailor girl with an eye-patch
>let out how pathetic people are here.
Hi, this is 4chan.
Yeah I can recognize your writing. Not sure who you are but weve chatted before. I want ti escape this mentally but the crabs here keep pulling me down. Im going to escape it soon enough its already fucked me up pretty hard Jesus Christ. This place is psychologically fucked up.
yeh they were like $3.50 a pop
idc thou it was totally worth it
who ready to die for israel in the last war?
You've really disappointed me today sheen. No matter though I guess you can just add this to your ever growing list of failures. It's never going to get better for you so just do it.
I know those feels.
I already failed though, good luck.
>tfw fully shaved
Oh yes. Too bad it takes like 2 fucking hours to do it. Why didnt I know I was trans back when I was a teen before all this body hair started happening ;~;