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my cat - King Arthur died in my arms today.
i hugged him for two days, until the time comes. i saw him died. i knew he wanted to die with me by his side because whenever i wanted to walk out from the room, he meows slowly.
right before he died his light green eyes suddenly turned brown/black..
I've never felt so much pain and I keep seeing him..seeing him.
I just buried him, he was only 11 months old but he was the sweetest cat like no other, he purred all the time and was so happy, he never scratched or got angry and was like a part of my life who and making me happy and helping me by just being there, but now I feel like there's a hole in my life and I cannot achieve anything...
In hindsight it sounds so stupid because it was a cat, but inside, he was like my best friend, and I know it sounds stupid but it's true :(
I already have a hard time.. I suffer from depression and a disorder. I feel so empty. I'm so tired of crying.
I feel so bad for not doing anything.
have you experience something like me?