Why do i get a irresistable desire to end my life when i do shrooms? It's not in a depressed suicidal kind of way, but more of a "i REALLY want to know what happens when i die" kind of way. I know alot of others who do shrooms and say they never get this. Last experience was 10g dried and i was about to run off a cliff but i realized it wasnt steep enough to kill me. I also tired breaking my own neck to no avail. It's not even due to a bad enviorment, il be with my friends or alone in a calm room and it'll be all that i can think of doing.
>>19545147
You've answered your own question. You have a desire to know what's beyond life is all. Try maybe just imagining what you think it's like while on shrooms, but don't ever act on it. Or maybe stop taking shrooms. Do you mix it with alcohol or anything?
>>19545177
Haven't ever mixed it. Imagining what it's like while on shrooms just fuels the desire. And not taking shrooms... nah