im doing kubera mudra all day im doing automatic chanting all

Be.

>what else should i do?
understand

Another anon who falls in the claws of SSRF, drop us a line when you have one fucking hundred demons inside you who rape your butthole 24/7 and your life is a living hell like everyone else who went there.

>>19529540
fpbp
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chanting must be destroyed

>>19529534
Change the technique go outside where is green and nature, focus on the green and understand the concept of nature and balance. Think and interpret all that is around don't just stay there and wait, be intrigued by how nature works and try to be fascinated by it. In time when you distract yourself with this you will start forgetting about the materialistic things. Never try to suddently leave material behind, always try to get rid of the feeling but changing it with something else.

Imagine a box, this box is filled with X. The box can never be empty so you have to remove X and get Y. The box will always be full but you gradually remove X and replace with Y.

X is materialistic desire.
Y is connection and need to be part of a greater perfect system that fills you better then X.

X is solitude that you fill with material things.
Y is what gay blind hippies believe is Love and they are addicted like a drug or like a materialistic desire, if you have the right amount you feel great.

Always do small steps never try to jump, you will see that all is easy with small steps.

>>19529534
accept that you are a materialistic being that is also an spiritual being, only by recognizing and accepting yourself you'll be able to detach from those things that you feel are keeping you from reaching further into your path.

Also don't try to force you into instant illumination, that is not likely, try taking it a little easier and be free of expectations, expectations will negate your ability to FEEL the progress you are doing.

good luck anon.