Ive had mild psychosis all my life. Stuff like i think someone

go to a psychiatrist, being mentally ill isn't paranormal

>>19465770
2 much money and time to talk to a stranger tgat doesnt know shit

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>>19465760
>>19465776
it's extremely unlikely that you aren't able to access psych meds. you probably live in america and you probably aren't that poor. there are multiple avenues for you to get medication which is very necessary if you suffer from psychosis. if you have schizophrenia or psychosis then you're going to be utterly fucked without medication. are you confident that it's mild psychosis? is this the diagnosis that you were given during those mental ward stays? it could be very well be wrong

just be aware that if you truly have psychosis, schizophrenia, or any other mental illness, /x/ cannot do anything for you. this is not the place to seek out help for a serious issue

>>19465970
Fuck you asshole psychotics gave me depersonalization and made me more ctazy and want to be dead and made me think nothing msttered and i couldnt enjoy anything at all.

After quitting it took half a year to gain back some regular emotions.
But im not even half back to normal yet my libido is fucked and im so nervous secually around my spouse i cant finish most of the time cuz of what those fuckibg pills did to me

>>19466014
ANTI pzychotics..

>people that have experience and trained their whole life to try and treat patients can't help but random actual losers on 4chan can

Yup, guy is mentally ill.

>>19466014
its a balance you were just over medicated it doesn't mean no medication at all is the way to go

>>19466041
>trying to be reasonable with a deranged sentient animal
What, are you going to accuse him of over-indulging or not being able to control his impulses next? Or telling him this is not the way to go?

>trying to get this guy to reproduce and spread his genes

>Stuff like i think someone said something and then they are like "i didn't say anything".
you heard their thoughts leaking out of their ears
>How do i stop it?
listen harder and start being able to pick out foreign thoughts from your own. it's like the sound of your air conditioning running. tune that shit out

>>19466041
I was on the lowest doses, get raped until you die.

>>19466077
The animal is feisty, ladies and gents.
Watch out, he's dangerous albeit not really.

>>19466074
But the stuff i hear is stuff that is always personally scary to me.

>>19466137
Of course it's scary to you, you fucking idiot.
It's your BRAIN. You think it doesn't know what to make you think so you pee your pants?

There is literally nothing, nada, zilch, null, zero, at all paranormal about being a schizoid.

>>19466159
I was already disagreeing with them tho normiesplainer.

Worthless scum. I'm in your head. refresh this and you'll see it's a different post

>>19466014
Hey, I was in your position a few years ago. It gets easier to manage over time. The meds suck, absolutely. They're SUPPOSED to make you emotionally numb because it's the quickest way to stop Psychosis, which is ultimately an excess of Dopamine from your brain's satisfaction of irrational "realizations" and floods of "epiphanies". Once you level out, and are weaned off the Meds, you will slowly find things that bring you dopamine naturally (Like music, girls, art etc.) rather than your brain flooding you with realizations and epiphanies all the time. It's not necessarily bad, but you have to find YOUR definition of normal. That will give you an emotional state to go back to when you start feeling Psychosis onset again. My suggestion? Write your experience. Make it a book, a movie, a series, an album. There are many people like us out there, and the key to coming out above the stigma is to turn that weakness into a strength. Your thoughts are uniquely yours. Sometimes those voices are merely reflections of how you think others are. Much love, and good luck OP

>>19466233
If I wanted to get back on the pzychotics i wouldnt have made this thread kys

>>19466245
I'm on your side. Ignore the stuff about the meds. I wasn't suggesting them, I was explaining why they were used in the first place.

>>19466256
Nobody is on my side

>>19466260
Then create a story that's You vs. Mankind. Channel your mind power into something you can use.

>>19466265
Thats a fight i cant win. What are you trying to do to me?

>>19466274
mindfucking you into a state of perfect submission

>>19466274
I'm trying to open your eyes to the gift of Creativity. Most people like you and me have minds that create ideas that no one else ever thinks of. And if they have, they've never heard it from your perspective. That's why you've gotta use that ability to create something so badass, so cool, that you can face this world with.

>>19466279
Shut up dumbass. If you're just going to troll, you are the scum of this earth.

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>>19466284
^That's me. And also my last post for you, cuz I've gotta get some sleep. Just remember, you asked how to make Psychosis stop. You can only control it. You have two options:
A. Claim your creativity, and show the world what you've seen by drawing, writing, singing, dancing, building, etc..
or
B. Take the pills, and listen to everyone here who is pretty much just trying to trigger you or circle-jerk around whack-ass theories.

>>19466288
Just presenting a fair warning. I smell his fear

>>19466265
>>19466274
Find someone you love! Then you won't be afraid of your thoughts snymore!

>>19466326
I found someone I love! His name is Michael

>>19466317
>>19466326
>>19466328
>samefag writing style is the same

>>19466331
Who cares

>>19466014

The particular medication you were on did this. That doesn't mean you give up. When doctors prescribe medication it's pretty much experimental chemistry because they have no way of knowing how certain chemicals are going to react to your body's genetic makeup. If whatever you were on doesn't work for you you try a different medication, not give up. You only tried one medication. In fact, most meds have an adjustment period of ~1 month where your body needs to get used to processing new chemicals. I get that you want immediate results but it's unfortunately not how it works.

Anti-psychotics fucking ruined my life.

>>19465770
Spookiest thing about /x is that it's a weird support group for psychosis sufferers with delusions of grandiosity and yet no one talks about it.

>believing in ghosties
>sanity

Pick 1

>>19467728
This is all relatively true, diagnosis via behavioural tests of complex pathological disorders of the brain (the most complex formation of matter known to us) aren't incredibly reliable indicators of the underlying aetiological mechanisms involved which is why we have 4 different targets for modern anti depressants. Some depression patients get worse on SSRIs even after months of use, others are practically cured by them.

With schizophrenia were not really sure what causes it other than the vague notion hypoglutaminergic signalling causes dysregulation of dopamine signalling.

If you suffer from an illness I highly recommend you read a scientific journals literature review on the mechanisms underlying it they're not as inaccessible as you'd think even to a newby.

My thoughts are with everyone who struggles with mental illness and I hope you all get the help you need, which from a quick browse of /x seems to be a lot.

Maybe stop acting from the predicate that you are mentally ill and/or mental illness is even a thing and try to honestly look into yourself to discover what is wrong with you. But that's an effort people rarely ever consider an option nowadays.

>>19467741
How so?

>>19468036
I took Risperdal and it made me gain 100 pounds. It completely destroyed my sex drive. Now, I'm on Invega and I can't get an erection and when I do finally get a boner and masturbate, nothing comes out. My testosterone is 134 out of 1080 because of these meds. I went from masturbating 3 times a day to once a month, and when I do, it just doesn't feel as good as it used to. No girl will ever love me if I can't have sex with her. Not to mention, these meds make me feel like a damn lifeless zombie. I don't find anything enjoyable anymore and I have absolutely no emotion.

>>19468114
lmao what a fag.

>>19468114
Why don't you stop taking the meds?

>>19468114
I know that feel. Different meds, same results.

>>19466328
what are ya, gay? or franz ferdinand

>>19468173
Because I'm court-ordered.

>>19468360
can we get the court to order you to stop using a trip, you enormous faggot?

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>>19468382
You're funny!

>>19468114
Perhaps before you took meds you were overstimulated to the point that you no longer knew what "normal" felt like.
Now that you are medicated your brain is returning to "normal", but your idea of normal is so intense that your leveled brain doesnt give you the intense feelings that you used to know and feel like nothing now. Maybe you need to meditate on what normal means and find more intellectual joy in things instead of emotional.

>>19468360
If meds made me feel that bad, I would do whatever was in my power to get them out of my life. Emotions are powerful and they make life worth living for me. I think it's a crime to have those taken from you.

>>19468114
I'm on Invega. Are you on injection? My sex drive was extremely high before and now I never masturbate. I have sex about once a week when I see my boyfriend. I went from 125 to 150. The new 3 month injection has contributed to that. I've been on this since Jan 2016. I'm very numb and rarely cry although at times can feel the emotions intesntly.

Looking to get off it soon.

>>19468439
Yes, I'm on 3 month Trinza. I'm switching to Abilify injections next month. All psych meds I've ever taken have done this to me.

I don't want to flood the board so I will ask here since my question is related to mental illnesses
whats the best way to cause depersonalization in yourself?

The only movie I have heard about thay seems to cause it is "Rabbits" is there other ways?

I want to know because it will be way easier to perform day to day if I don't give even the smallest shit about anything

>>19468447
Brutal. Anti psychotics have helped me when I was on the brink of insanity, overly psychically stimulated and not physically functioning. But now that I am better I know I'd be more functional and healthy without. One thing I'll keep is my ciprolax tho, it cured my anxiety.

All the best in your journey

>>19466014
sounds like a you problem

>>19466233
i wanna shut off my emotions

also, im a single grill, so libido going down to zero would not be an issue

>>19469334
>single
>G.I.R.L.
somebody doesn't go outside

>>19466014
maybe ur gay

>>19466014
Take L-argenine. Not memeing. 5000mg. Dont watch porn at all even a little bit until youre back to normal. This will work. Give it time. Trying to help bro they fucked me over too. Cant help with your primary problem. I would say literally do nothing but it might be too bad for that. Stick to old drugs with a proven record. Dont be a guinea pig for your clown doctor. Stop smoking weed at least for a while.

L-arg and tribulus will help. I thought i was fucked for life. Im 90% now.

>>19468400

So much this.

>>19468492
What's "Rabbits"? Tried googling it, came up empty-handed

>>19469788
David Lynch.
A legend in filmmaking with things such as Eraserhead and Twin Peaks.

>>19465970
You're a complete fucking idiot. Psychiatry is no better than Scientology. It's big pharma bullshit. It has never cured anyone of anything.

>>19468114
It's either you reactivate your kundalini (bottom to top) or reach enlightenment fast.
The latter is not easy although you can practice twin hearts meditation if you can. Don't use violet/pink for visualization. Use yellow.
You can heal yourself by imagining the damaged/tainted parts of your body glowing with violet and transitioning to yelow then transparent.

If you wanna try reactivating your kundalini try to focus on your sex drive but don't rush it.
Keep in mind that your end goal is enlightenment whenever you try to increase your sex drive otherwise you'll develop ego and seek desire and might end up behind bars.
Patience.

>>19468114
Also renew yourself and manifest your true desires but don't forget to share back wisdom.

>>19471207
This.
Anyone have innate healing.
As long as you can sleep peacefully your body can heal itself.

Try the visualization technique >>19471316 said.

Anyone can heal themselves but there are few who can heal others.

>>19466014
Were you given a typical antipsychotic or an atypical one? If it was typical, try an atypical, if it was atypical try to get on a trial for a selective 5HT_2A inverse agonist -- all of those negative effects are from blocking dopamine: typical antipsychotics block dopamine strongly, atypicals block both dopamine and seratonin, and new third gen antipsychotics only block seratonin, leaving dopamine receptors alone.

>>19468492
I suffered depersonalization during my childhood. All I can say is it's complete boredom. Try meditating without thinking anything. Try not to think anything at all and don't give a shit about anything. No worries but all boredom.

>>19466077
You just sound like a cunt. Lashing out at people simply trying to give you advice because you feel justified in your "psychosis". Step one if your treatment should be to stop being such a whiny bitch. Step two hopefully involves a gun with one bullet.

>>19466274
You sound like a whiny tumblr cunt. Even if you don't go on there, you have the same annoying victim hood mentality. Tell me, how are psychologist horrible at treating your problems, if when left to your own devices you act like a this. You can't maintain control over yourself, yet you still have the arrogance to blame others, and then say they can't help you. You're just an annoying parasite of a human who only drags others down. Get help of fuck off. No need to shit up this already horrific shitty board. anymore.

>>19471343
>>19466014
This anon knows so listen to them.
It's just my opinion but: Dopamine I think is for extroverts. There's fuckton of dopamine everywhere so you're probably most likely an introverted person and prefer serotonin/acetylcholine.
If you are introverted, I can only recommend eating "nightshade" vegetables/fruits and freerange eggs.

There are cases where people can be both introverted and extroverted but most of the time these type of people don't need meds and are immune to depression. (Luckily I am one)

>>19469618
this might probably work too IIRC I read it somewhere

>>19466260
If nobody is on your side then you're disappointing your own body.

>>19466274
>Thats a fight i cant win. What are you trying to do to me?
Don't let him get into you, he wasn't really that serious. Sometimes playing the game only makes you a loser. The more players the more losers. Anyway love is a game two can play and both win. Find your self and someone will surely find you.

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>>19465970
I just want to know what the fuck is going on in this video.

>losers being mean to the mentally ill

Lul, now YOU are fucking pathetic.

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I just wish for the feeling of being alive again instead of feeling dead inside or whenever I try to sleep that feeling of something always trying to crawl onto my bed, I don't want to keep moving to stop it.

Why does America have such a high number of untreated literal crazies?

>>19471374
Well to be fair psychiatrists often end up doing more bad than good. You don't need to be a crazy to realize that. I'm not saying they aren't important and they do a lot of good. But It's not like a regular doctor where they can find the exact problem and can be sure what has to be done. They just go off what they hear from you in the twenty minute to hour long sessions. And those are like once a month. With that small amount of data they give you meds that don't fix the problem but cover it up. It's a best of two evils type of choice. For example many types of medication (antidepressants, anti psychotics especially) will dull the problem but also kill your sense of interest, enjoyment and gratification. And when you can't feel the highs and lows of life, the senses like love and wonder it's not worth it. Those are the things that drive you through life.

>>19465776
You just sound like my whiny sister who claims to be mentally ill whenever it time for her to take responsibility or do something besides sit on her lazy ass and scroll through Twitter. The world isn't responsible to walk on eggshells because of your made up conditions. Get help or overdose.

>>19473721
sounds like she learned that from tumblr

>>19465970
>>19471677
This.

>>19465760
I suffer from dissociation and psychosis because of my complex ptsd. As well as having active kundalini. Never had hallucinations though.

Imagine if you will, being born with a second set of arms.
Nobody has taught you how to use them. They are running on instinct alone.
Now you're asking us how to cut them off.

Fighting yourself is only going to cause trouble.
Believing the parts of you which you do not understand are somehow above human folly will harm you.

You must treat your senses equally. If the data is more vague then the interpretations are more varied.
Your own bias will weigh more heavily upon your perception.

Do not think your thoughts mean nothing.
Do not think your thoughts are truth.
Realise your thoughts are a jaded version of reality.
Use them as you would any biased source of information.

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>>19475454
That was beautiful

>>19474133
>>19471677
Same boiz.