hey, /x/. ive been lurking on this board for a while and honestly most of the posters here seem delusional or stupid. who knows though
anyways ive been thinking about religion more.
through most of my life whenver i pray or meditate i feel spooked out immediately. like 10x more afraid of shadows and weird nonsensical shit in my apartment.
recently i've begun to see fear as the main decider of my life and feel that there is a god-like entity that is in charge of fear. maybe its not a god but at the least it feels like some kind of deep ideal or instinct im tapping into more now. ive been trying to get as scared as possible and just relax into it, and it feels weirdly orgasmic.
what do you guys think of gods or powers that affect our world?
>>19433304
You actually sound really dumb.
>>19433304
sounds like gnosticism
>>19433304
The beginning of your post contradicts your later part.
Its not wise to shit on /x/philes then doing the same asking retarded questions only autists will reply to.
Better luck to you next time
>>19433306
I am dumb, ACTUALLY!
>>19433321
i aint shitting on you guys, but to an outsider seeing majority of posters who belive in majick, demons and shit...
its just off putting when the majority of posts seem to claim unbelievable theories as fact, and only a small minority of posts question these theories or provide facts to back them up
>>19433306
This.
>>19433335
Welcome to /x/
>>19433335
no really, Gnosticism is the answer to your question