>Pray to lilith last night
>have constant sleep paralysis
> succi on the floor next to my bed
>have a lot of experience with sleep paralysis so i can move a little
>succi looks like a greenish pale corpse almost zimbie like
>out of reaction poke push my hand out and it sinks into her eye socket causing puss to come out
>obviously angry for me doing that
>hands come out from behind me to try and hug me and calm me doing
>only freaks me out more and try to break the spell by shaking my headas hard as possible to break the spell
>hands are shadowy and dark almost demon like but feminine
>snap out of it and go drink some water go back to sleep
>go back to my room to sleep
>second I get on bed my eyes feel veey heavy
>fall down on my pillow and try to stop myself from falling asleep but cant
>cant do it go straight into sleep paralysis again
>female shadow is on top of me
>>19412096
Feel drained this morning but that could be because i worked ourmt a lot didnt eat properly and had a restless sleep
Well congratulations, you just got succ'd.
Was getting succ'd part of your master plan?
Strange dream. If I were you I will think more restful thoughts in the future.
You know, human girls aren't that batshit insane, give them a thought. They even do productive things in the daytime with you
>>19412123
In all honesty it wasnt that bad. Im thinking of making an altar for her
>>19412096
gib lilith prayer