I'm sorry if this is the wrong to place to post this, for

After realizing what was happening, I thought I had died. I felt all the guilt, shame, fear, and regret for all the things I've ever done. It was like an elephant weighing on me, I thought I was going to hell. I was so sorry. And just like that, they were gone. All of my worst actions were replaced with forgiveness. They were just gone. That feeling turned into love. Absolute, unconditional, smothering love. It was beautiful. I just stood In the pure bliss while this man, Jesus, just waited. When I calmed down he asked me again, why are yu here. And I said I don't know.


I couldn't tell you what happened in between this context, but the next thing I remember is I was asking questions. Everything I wanted to know. I wish I had exact words for what happened but there was none. I asked a question and I suddenly just had the knowledge, no words were spoken. I asked if I was forgiven, and I was even some of the most unforgivable things, were forgiven. I asked why he was so kind, why he forgave. And he told me because I am his child, and every parent loves his child unconditionally.

So I then asked him if he was God, and he said that is what humanity calls him, yes. But he did not prefer to call himself that. He was more of a creator, or a father. Being an atheist, I wanted to know which religion was right. His answer was all of them. As long as they were leading to the greater good and encouraged love, they were all right. I asked him everything, we talked for what seemed like hours.

I have very brief images of what my future will look like. I know that I get married, I go through a very difficult period of time, I think I remember re-marrying, and I die leaving behind children and grandchildren. I die peacefully and of old age. I die alone, after my husband. I can't remember the rest of what he showed me, but I think I saw everything. I remember coming back to earth, begging not to go back, and forgetting the majority of what I learned.

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The last thing he taught me was "you're about to go through the hardest time of your life. It's is necessary and I will be fine." Then I was flung back to reality and I haven't been the same. I don't have any sleeping problems anymore. I don't even have sleep paralysis anymore, something that's been a nightly figure for 17 years. I'm 21 now. It took me four years to even admit to myself what happened. At 17 years old I was on a terrible path in my life. I was making terrible decisions, I lost myself. Now I'm 21, and I love God. I speak to him often (he never speaks back lol).

I have a deep understanding that people's life experiences lead to their personal beliefs and actions. I have love for the people I used to hate because I see their humanity, as clearly as I see my own. I've let go of the anger that haunted me for years. I've made peace with what used to hurt me. I live everyday trying to be a positive person in others lives, and I'm truly happy.

God was right, I did go through the hardest time of my life when I left him. Absolutely everything in my life changed shortly after. My old friends, family, and negative peers all left me. For one reason or another, we all grew apart on good times. I live a separate life, with new people. I met god and he saved my life before I ruined it. If anybody reads this, thank you for your time. I had to tell somebody, even if it's an internet thread that sees the light of day. It's time for me to move on, and live freely with the knowledge I was given. Thank you.

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>>19400548
I wish something like that would happen to me. Never forget your experience OP.

>>19400536
>I think it might have been an image as the only religious figure I knew as a way of communicating where I was, and that I was safe.
I can assure you that's what it was. If it'd been Jesus from the start, that's the image you'd have perceived from the start. That kind of shape shifting is common in the astral, as is choosing a familiar, calming form if you're something that can destroy a human with a thought but don't want to.

You think they shield their power level every waking moment on the off chance that something might be spooked by their presence? No, their natural form doesn't involve any such suppression and their peers aren't afraid they way you were because its peers can withstand it.

The emotional purge you felt was your own mind processing through all the things you hadn't yet confronted. The unconditional love was, again, your own projections about this entity, as you'd by that point inferred that it was being patient with you.

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>>19400536
What has Gerard Butler to do with it?

>>19400576
Ditto

>>19400536
ITT retard has psychosis