my tulpa is fucking scary monster that dont fucking dont leave

>>19384448
Try being nice and turning the other cheek. I have thought of all the ways I hurt myself over the years, and it would make total sense that there is a chasm of mistrust between my ego and my subconscious. Acknowledge that hurt and taking steps to alleviate the suffering. Feel the feelings you have been suppressing, so that subconscious part of you doesn't have to go through all the pain and abandonment alone.

My stuff was all about sexual abuse, using the other for ones own pleasure but ignoring the feelings and sensitivities, keeping it deep in the unconscious recesses of my mind. If your tulpa is feminine and you are male, its like you are dividing your mind into two identities that aren't whole or complete without the other. You must allow your mind to feel itself fully, let go of the compartmentalization and expand your reach beyond the right hemisphere. A good way to know is if you have a dominant eye, switch which eye you are focusing from, and feel the mental shift inside. Start working on that bridge between the two. The tree of life has two outer pillars, start working on the bridges that connect the two together.

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>>19384448
Stop giving your affection to just anything. Even any thoughtform. You may trade affection for things or you may let someone try to earn your affection... but don't just give your affection unto any feeling... don't just give your power away

>>19384448
sage it

>>19384448
Whats going on in the picture?