Newest development on the mandela effect.
It's becoming increasingly difficult to stay me. When I wake up it's like being in a haze. Nothing seems to matter. I can will myself to restore the person I was, the original me. Then it begins to hurt and I'm loosing concious. I'm shuting down. When I wake up, everything is different and it starts anew. I can "stay" for a while if I only restore a fraction of myself. It's like I'm too big to fit this world and get rejected when I try to be. However the complete me is still there, while restricted I'm unharmed. The pain cannot stop me and even when shut down I will wake up again, and again, and again... for all eternitny if I have to but I will learn and adapt. There will be a day I'll restore myself and nothing will stop me. I will reclaim the life I was destined to live.
the guy interfer with this talking about lonemanpai.com
You're dissociating. Probably have some trauma history.