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Hi /x/

This is going to be a very long, poorly written explaination of some things I have
experienced.
To cut to the chase I have Epilepsy, and twice i have either seen the future or read
peoples minds. (either/or because im not sure i can distinguish between them)

If you do feel like reading ahead i should explain i'm legit autistic so I will
no doubt be writing like a full retard, taking too much time, other stupid shit.

I have what is believed to be Temporal Lobe Epilepsy. I'm not sure what the differences
are between types but i don't roll around with a leg shaking and shit. The episodes require a
very detailed explaination as what happens during one is directly related
to the future thing but i'll be doing that later.
Oh and it's not some end of the world skypepe deal, its boring an only a few seconds ahead.

I have never shown any abnormal results on an EKG or MRI, there appears to be no proof
that these episodes are epilepsy but i do trust the doctors' and neurologists' judgement.
Britbong if that matters.

>A Regular Epileptic Episode (1/2)

These have happened to me in excess of 1000 times over the ~10 years i have had them.
To understand them you have to remember De-Ja-Vu quite well.
I'll describe it as best I can so I can refer to the description further on.

1. Initial build to de-ja-vu. When you 'realise' its about to happen. Approx. 0.2secs.
2. The hit of de-ja-vu. When you feel you are 'remembering' all moments as they happen.
Approx 3secs. (Much longer for me. Episodes only. )
3. The fade. Fewer and fewer pieces of information feel 'remembered' as they come. Approx 3secs.

The Episodes revolve around what I can only describe as 'Enhanced De-Ja-Vu'. I have had everyday
De-Ja-Vu just like everyone, but during an episode I would say it's at 'twice the depth'. I really
cant think of a better term.
Here's where it gets autism as I try and describe this.
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>A Regular Epileptic Episode (2/2)

The build up I refered to earlier also includes an 'internal bleeding' sensation in
the core of my left arm, a heavy repetitive 'dropping' in my torso, and a
strange taste in the left side of my mouth. The build is approx 7secs compared to 0.2

The main hit causes quite a blank to the outside world, I can acknowledge very little
outside of my head without extreme concentration, usually one word answers.
The 'enhanced de-ja-vu' is half way to this retarded future thing i'm getting at.
Because the build is longer, the depth of de-ja-vu seems to get deeper. During a regular
episode I will know what I am about to think approx 0.1secs before i have conciously had
the idea. I know it sounds stupid because of course I know what im going to think, but this
is before that. It is somewhat like those dreams where you cant move, I cant do anything
to change it. As well as a few outside bits of information. Something similar to
precognition or some shit?
I really hope someone understands, It is alot simpler than I made it.

This lasts for between 10 and 25 seconds, it varies randomly.
I think the brain knows what its doing several seconds before you do, or something like that?
Perhaps some sort of electrical connection to that? I dont even know if it's fact.

I get extremely ill after the episode, really quite similar to a bad hangover.
The end is usually uneventful so I wont waste the time.
Although it does seem to do alot of damage to my memory for that day. Ironic.

I remind you, all that was just day to day stuff for background and reference.
The two serious ones are where it is actually interesting.
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>The 2 Future Episodes

The first was about 8 years ago. Me and a few mates were sat in a house watching TV.
As explained before I don't spaz out or nothing so no-one was aware i would be having
a problem.
I started having one as described before, but the 'build' was extended for approx 2secs,
and a greater 'hit'.

Please stay on board as I try to explain this.

It seems that is the point at which you crossover from 'Enhanced De-Ja-Vu' (In which you
can see earlier and earlier the more severe the episode) to 'Future Episodes'
Approx 2 seconds into this one 'hitting', the 'thought' "(Friendfag) is going to stand up in a second"
came into my head.
No one is talking and Frindfag just stands up and walks to the kitchen. Or toilet i forget.
I seemed to pass over a line and get ahead, is the only way i could describe it. As apposed to
just being close to it.

The second one is what has me caught between a future and mind reading thing.
To clarify i wouldn't belive this shit if I hadnt done it, so I don't expect much.

It happened this year, in a car with my mum. We had been out to eat and talk for most
of the day, during which i had alot of regular episodes.
On the way back in the car I felt one coming on so I muttered something about it, she
went quiet so I could deal with it.
It turned into one of these major ones and about 10 seconds in I 'thought'
"Mumfag is going to ask 'will you be all right on your own' on this roundabout"
It happened, and I never said anything before hand. All i did was laugh like 'hmhm' under
my breath. It's pissed me off for years that no-one believed me about the first
one, and I couldve solved it all right there.

If/When it happens again someone is gonna know.

Thanks for trying to read it, ill try and remember some more details sometime.
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I wrote all that shit at about 2am and havent read it today, i dont want to cringe my jaw off.

will be back to answer questions at some point
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( i have either seen the future or read
peoples minds. )

that's impossible, it's all in your head, not happening, it's just your brain messing with you. also there is no real proof that minds can be read.
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You are not alone. I had a specialist top in his field in brain science tell me this is a legit thing. People who have this is the next stage in evolution. You have this type of epilepsy because your mind is going 100% operating speed and your body can't handle it. Others have it too, but it is a lesser known medical science that costs a lot of money to find out about.
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I can do both not just simultaneously. Seeing the future in real time is easier than reading minds or telepathy for me.
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I get all the dejavu shit sometimes. I've never had the feeling last more than couple seconds. It has been occurring more often than it.

Now that I think of it, I have been getting random thoughts similar to yours that kinda predict what people might do or answer questions before they're asked. On the other hand I am a server who takes pride in good service so I try to read people's minds at my tables with a pretty good rate.
>>
>>19297473 do you have any link relating to this subject (not op by the way)
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Not epileptic OR experience what you say, but you might be interested in this. I have Tourette's syndrome, and although it's not proven to have something to do with seizures yet, many people suspect it does for multiple reasons. I think so because both my older and younger brother have full-blown epilepsy. Although my experiences are a little different from yours, I have also had situations similar to yours where I could tell the "future" for a few seconds. Much more frequently, however, I see things. Make of this what you will!
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OP here.

I am indeed skeptical, and find it difficult to believe myself.

>>19297473
Sounds slightly plausible, I'd definitely be willing to read any information you have.

>>19297801
Have you ever heard any decent information about your things? They would never really
tell me about it but it all revolves around electricity, as does tourettes I think.


I only expect this to bring the crazies out but fuck it. They have had me taking between
200mg and 400mg of lamotrigine a day for years but its never made a difference.
Who knows why they insist I take it.
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