When I'm away from important people in my life as much as I am in phases like now I can't stop myself from eating myself. I lose touch with the ground I step on every day. I begin to encompass a character who can hear things and feel things. I walk from the center of the winter glass and reach the walls where it becomes more and more real that I am trapped in the winter glass, and all that is on the other side is black. I use to ask whether black was death, but then I should I have died one time and I came back to life, so I know there is no rest in the black. We are just wandering the winter glass, where we will wander forever. . .
Does anyone else know this feeling?
How high are you right now OP?
>>19280155
There are entities in the winter glass, but they are not alive, rather they are paintings of life drawn by the energy sent into the world by you to encompass sculptures of satisfaction and confirmation of the self.
>>19280155
>>19280208
higher than giraffe pussy my guy
>>19280099
Take your pills op
>>19280219
>>19280225
When you suppress the giants you have created in the ground their arms reach beyond the soil and hold you from escaping their fury. Do not let them tie you to the ground and just face them already. Maybe then you will see feel the blackness I see.
>>19280268
So are you high or not OP?
ps your fucking heavily metaphorical ramblings is why your thread sucks
>>19280307
I'm juggling a lot around in my head in terms of things I'm working towards now and things I'm going to have to do and things changing right now and I'm feeling the way I remember feeling before I almost died a few years ago. This isn't about harming myself at all, it's just that a lot of things in my head are changing when I feel like I finally cleaned myself up after the thing that happened to me in the past. I don't want to talk about what exactly happened, but know that it was in the past and I've done a great deal to climb back up, I could never let the people who helped me down.
>>19280099
Pretty emo but yeah I know this feeling. I'm very close with my family and have just recently moved to the other side of the globe, not knowing when I'll be back if ever.
I'm happy here but also heartbroken. I miss my loved ones so much and the anxiety of being away from them and missing out eats away at me everyday.
Hang in there OP. I guess it's a luxury that this is our only worry in life currently.
I like the way you write, my dude.
>>19280365
Amen to that brother, I'm here worried about how I'm going to be living in a dorm away from my family when I transfer schools in a few months, I don't think I could even handle living as far as you do by myself. Props to you and hang in there to good sir, it would seem that the only thing we must climb over now is our selves.
>>19280099
No, that's just pretentious, incomprehensible garbage.
>>19280392
True true, keep your chin up. At least we have people to miss. I can imagine how lonely I'd be in life without being surrounded by amazing people. I'd probably feel worse than this. So it's a blessing and a curse.
>>19280435
can't*