Ever since I was 13 I've been in this hellish mental and spiritual fog - an ego death of sorts. I've been to many psychiatrists and I've tried many medications and therapies. I still feel as though I'm spectating my life, and I feel emotionally stunted. I fear I may never know the feeling of love again. All of the logic of life minus all the creativity and wonder. Any idea what the deal is?
>>19252029
manic depression
>>19252029
Try dmt microdosing if you want instant results or deep meditation if you're patient.
>>19252029
That happened to me. I don't have any insight, though. I can tell you what I did, but I can't tell you why it worked. No promises. Medication didn't do it, therapy didn't do it. What did it was dumping my life and moving cross-country. I didn't need any of my shit. The only possession of mine that really mattered was my self.
>>19252072
Story?
>>19252076
No.