I feel as though I'm an old, tired mule that's lived for forever, and I want it to end, and yet I'm not all that old at only 19 years on this Earth. How is this possible? Why am I an old man in a damn brat's body? I should've died in 1942, and stayed that way, but no, I had to come back. Fuck this gay Earth.
>>19194932
Why do u believe you died in 1942 before
Dude you're just a kid enjoy your life and don't fucking screw it up. What I would give to be 19 again. Fuck.
>>19194941
I have distinct memories of it. I remember dying in the Pacific in WW2.
get adderall script or work out
>sigh, born in le wrong generation
Autism is not paranormal.
>>19194951
Where in the Pacific?
>>19194932
You came back too early. You didn't rest long enough between lives and are still "life weary". I'm the same way when I was 18 and a bubbling cauldron of horny hormones I still felt "bored" by sex, like I had already done it a million times. Nothing seemed new or fresh; everything normal (love, sex. family, friends, eating, drugs) was boring.
You obviously had a reason for coming back so early, figure out why. Hint: It's probably not to get married, have kids and be a normie retard. It might be a specific EVENT. Until then, do something NEW or unnusual, and find (at least) a little motivation for life until your meat suit wears out.
Good Luck!
>>19194932
I know this feel as well. People have always told me that I have an old soul since I was 18. 33 now and it doesn't get any better if you waste your life worrying about it. You still have so much time. Focus on yourself and getting to where you want to be in life when you're my age. I wasted my 20s partying and trying to find a woman that would make me happy. Wish I could sit that guy I used to be down and have a long talk with him. Get gud now or an hero like a bitch. Fuck this gay earth but I'm still glad I'm here. Not meant for this world, too damn stubborn to die.
>>19194932
>souls
>lel
op you're probably just autistic or have some kind of brain issue. false memories are a thing and so are delusions of all shapes and sizes. just look at feminism
You're unemployed and still living at home and you're making stuff up to feel better about yourself but what you're describing is actually just a coping mechanism to combat your severe depression.
>>19197830
This. I know because I used to be OP
>>19197841
Same here. That's why I don't feel bad about being an insensitive asshat towards OP. I wish someone would have slapped me when I was OP's age.