Been a while since I have posted on /x/. just thought I would

One of the first things that triggered a faint memory of who I was, I looked down and I found a blue phone on the ground, which is the phone I have in waking life it felt strangely familiar although I didn't know what it was. As I walked around aimlessly like a lost puppy in an Alien world not knowing who I was. I started to remember things from here, it started with my wife, I then would go to the phone and dial her. When she picked up I would ask, I am lost and I don't know where I am. It was strange because my wife would reply "its ok Sir just stay calm". This made me very uncomfortable because it didn't feel like my wife.

The more I would question it the more hostile the environment I was occupying became, the people started acting hostile towards me when I questioned what was happening. Now this is where things get really strange.

When I did start to recall more and more, I would be attacked by the people in the dream, they would grab me and say things like " you're crazy" "this is real ", " don't worry we will get you some help".

I would still refuse them and insist it wasn't real, I was met with threats of death I would compel them and coerce them into killing me because I knew it would remove me from the state, then refused, so I did it myself.

When I came out of the dream state, I found myself in my room with an entity standing over my bed with multiple arms doing complex hand mudras, which seemed to be reflecting shadows around the room making complex geometric patters. Also on my walls were very detailed and distinct markings which would morph into other patterns when I focused on them. This being that stood over me seemed un pleased I had woke from my sleep, it was telling me that this wasn't real and that in fact the dream state I found myself was real, not through words but through thought. I was getting sleep paralysis while laying in bed and couldn't move, so I was also slipping in and out of the dream states.

While I was going in and out of the dream state, the entity would be still standing in my room, as if was chanting my dream into a reality. I started to pick up fragments of my mind and piece them together, as I remembered more and more I felt as though I was becoming stronger and ready to wake out of the state.


One of the last dream like states, was one in where I was in some sort of hospital, the lady looking at me said "its ok sir you will be ok, this is real" I felt dirty and confused because I knew I was right, or at least I thought I did, she walked towards the door and said "follow me this way everything will change if you come"

I didn't want to go, I didn't want to leave, I wasn't ready, So with all the strength and willpower I focused hard on this waking life and finally snapped back here, it was 5 am the entity wasn't standing in my room anymore and I was next to my wife and daughter.

As I lay there in my bed I was very anxious and a little confused as to what was happening, it took me 15 mins to adjust and know that this was where I was meant to be. I grabbed my wife and said, Thank God I made it back to you.
The shear dread of not knowing who you are can be terrifying, you people may dislike this reality, but I don't think we're ready to fully lose ourselves, not quite yet. So all the things you look down upon or disagree with, try to look at those things in a positive light, because the very notion that they exist implies you do.

This was a dream state, there was no Dmt involved to trigger it, unless it was released naturally.

That was an awesome read. You may disagree with this, having experienced it, but right now I envy you a lot.

Do you meditate?

>>19165268
This deep, the amount of layers you went through.

I suspect an Occult Entity was attempting something on your soul, whether an abduction or what, I'm not sure.

The Astral Fields are vast, I've had similar experiences where I've woke up from a deep astral dream session with sleep paralysis and a weird buzzing/humming sensation and sound in my head. Immediately the thought of something other attempting to abduct me or tamper with me came to mind and I willed myself out of that state.

I didn't actually see an entity, but I felt it. Scary shit.

>>19165636
>The Astral Fields are vast, I've had similar experiences where I've woke up from a deep astral dream session with sleep paralysis and a weird buzzing/humming sensation and sound in my head. Immediately the thought of something other attempting to abduct me or tamper with me came to mind and I willed myself out of that state.

My experience, upon waking, also came with the buzzing obviously, I actually was able to remember what the markings on the wall were, I have looked everyone online and I can't find anything similar. And I'm not posting them here, for obvious reasons.

This experience, actually scared in a different way, maybe scared is the wrong word, the initial shock is gone, but it was pretty full on. Like I wouldn't enjoy the same thing again just yet, that's not to say I won't again. I'm a gluten for punishment.

As for the entity, I'm just not sure, I believe everything to be a projection of the One Self, that's not to say there isn't duality leading to that Oneness. There obviously is. And that entity has the same feel the dream state had at the end, very Alien, very different to what I have seen before. And this is coming from someone who has vast experience with DMT

>>19165636
>I didn't actually see an entity, but I felt it. Scary shit.


Yeh this one scared me a little, not going to lie. It was as though, there was a chance I wouldn't wake, I mean, there's a big possibility you could transition somewhere else without knowing, say perhaps, like when you die.

Yes, scary.

>>19165268
Yea,... you gotta watch out for interdimensional kidnappers. They want your soul to be a part of their reality, so they downplay the life you live here. I experienced some amount of thinking something was trying to take my soul to the other side when I trip. Sometimes I find places in dreams that are complete alternate realities, the beings there are very real to themselves, and their world is very convincing. Sometimes they offer to let me stay with them, I have yet to accept. If you smoke DMT, you can see that reality is a shared collective dream. I was able to 'wake' from the dream, but the world was scared as shit I would blow the whistle, and made me fear all sorts of insanity and delusions about reality. I realized that the people who we term mentally ill, some of them aren't completely bonkers. Of course, breaking the mold and seeing how humanity has blinded itself, and kills itself, is enough to drive just about anyone completely mad.

I encounted a being claiming to be Jesus, I was able to dream with the telekinetic vectors for psychic arms. I think I moved my dreaming awareness far enough to start seeing while awake, and was able to push some of the real world into the astral plane. That was a trippy night. When stuff like that happens, usually I get up and go distract myself with something mundane.

>>19165795
>completely bonkers. Of course, breaking the mold and seeing how humanity has blinded itself, and kills itself, is enough to drive just about anyone completely mad.


This is what scared me this morning, I had to remember in a way who I was, or at least after waking, I had to convince this was real again.

>When stuff like that happens, usually I get up and go distract myself with something mundane.

Same here.


>Yea,... you gotta watch out for interdenominational kidnappers

But Ultimately, I believe everything is a reflection of the same thing, the same "IT". Who knows

>>19165795
>Yea,... you gotta watch out for interdimensional kidnappers. They want your soul to be a part of their reality, so they downplay the life you live here. I experienced some amount

Then this reality has to be the dream of something else then as well. It has to be

>>19165768
Well I find that the sleep paralysis/buzzing state is actually an in-between conscious and unconscious platform into deeper states of unconscious and astral realms. When I catch myself in this intermediate state I can easily astral project into the astral realm and control myself consciously in what seems like deep dream states.

It is weird, but it makes sense that you woke up in this state if you were actually travelling through the astral rather than just "dreaming".

And DMT supposedly helps create the dream world, so there's probably a connection going on there.

>>19165857
>I can easily astral project into the astral realm and control myself consciously in what seems like deep dream states.


Yeh same here, but that entity I mentioned seemed to be pulling me back to some sort of dream state, its dream state. Usually I have no trouble moving past them, this one was a little more difficult to shake, kept making me forget everything, or make me think I wasn't real, something along those lines.

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>>19165795
>>19165834

We all exist in the Astral Fields, even the waking reality is just a dense as fuck Astral Field. That's why everything is so physical and slow here, manifestation and the power of higher Astral Fields is lower and slower to take effect on our plane, but our thoughts/will/intentions still manifest, just slow as fuck.

In the astral realm, we can move as fast as thought, create as fast as thought, explore/travel through dimensions instantly because we enter less dense astral realms when we dream and astral project.

>>19165879
Kind of spooky the "soul snatching", but you see, I don't believe my ego contains the soul, I think soul contains ego ect.

So lets say "soul snatchers" were real, what happens to you when you transition, you must partake in a dream like state with them! There would be no other possibility.

>>19165879
Because what this image talks about, pretty much describes what was happening last night.

>>19165879
I think I could of been tangling with a soul snatcher, spooky

>>19165902
Yeah, when I found this information, it described what happened in my dream a few months ago. I remember waking up and thinking that I just battled some kind of entity or entities, but I also had help from other entities. I don't know, weird spooky shit.

If that actually happened to you, then it means you're strong spiritually/psychically.

I'm interested in the geometrical symbols though, it's a form of communication between the conscious and unconscious.

>>19165947
Well I'm no stranger to altered states of consciousness and dream states, with the use of Dmt and without, thanks for your input anon.

>I'm interested in the geometrical symbols though, it's a form of communication between the conscious and unconscious.

Yes I know, but as vividly as I remember them, one in particular, I don't feel it would be good to share, I hope you understand anon.

Thanks once again