Did you ever know or were around fucked up or strange kids during

>>19023076
>he would torture mice.
It's too bad you didn't ask him why he did it, or ask him to stop. That's messed up behavior.

Everyone I knew that was fucked up
was abused as a child.

>>19023471
What kind of abuse? The people you knew were messed up in what way? Were they abused too? Or were they abusers?

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im not even joking but i kinda did crazy shit to animals, primarily chickens and chicks. i kinda regret the shit i did.

>>19023076

My friend and I bashed a snake to death together. Never thought of killing anybody aside from life threatening situations.

>>19023496
It's instinctual. Feel free to remember that it wasn't so long ago that humans fed themselves by biting directly into an actual fucking living animal, squriming and all. If it wasn't for people who had the "insane" desire to just grab a rat and bite the living fuck out of it, humans wouldn't have made it out of the evolutionary crucible, in order to pamper themselves with hot showers, pet their dogs, and cry dishonest tears over animal abuse, while feasting on bacon they could never bring themselves to butcher.

It's fine. "Oh yes, humans that have a desire to hurt animals are sooooo weeeeird." >__>

As long as you get a grasp on that shit in your adulthood, it's fine. Might come in handy later, if shit ever hits the fan, which I sincerely hope it doesn't.

>>19023076
Idk Op. A sociopath does it for almost no reason. Enjoy inflicting damage(?). Gives me the fucking chills. But some people are just wired wrong. That's a fact.

>>19023553
True, but enjoying it, is not normal. I'm afraid.

/x/ is now Twin Peaks it just came to me we need to do this

>>19023553
Killing an animals for food is one thing, torturing them for sadistic pleasure is something totally different.

>>19023076
When i was twelve i had a friend of the same age who told me in confidence that he had constant sexual fantasies involving 5 year old girls. I haven't heard from him or seen him since then. I hope he didn't do anything fucked up

>>19023597
No, you're flat out wrong. Engaging in instinctual behavior releases chemical rewards within the brain.

Far from being a sign of conscious intent, pleasure is actually a base, instinctual need with physically measurable parameters.

You can starve yourself for a week, then smoke some meth to get excite your amphetamine receptors--that will give you a sense of what humans felt most days of their lives, like... 200 years ago. Or, in most places in Africa today.

It's VERY normal behavior. If you think otherwise, then you are blessed with a life of comfort, and safety that FAR exceeds what the average human life on this planet tends to experience. But that's fine. I sincerely hope more people will get to experience your good fortune as civillization progresses.

And if the lie you need to tell your self in order to perpetuate this upper class, first world lifestyle is that you represent the normal humans of this planet, then that's also fine by me.

>>19023646
No, it's literally the same thing as far as instincts are concerned.

Yes, instincts are scary. It's basically mind control, from your dead ancestors' spirits. Yes, instincts make kids do things that deviate from societal tradition. No, having them is not unusual. I am reasonably certain that every human has them.

>>19023673
Genetic and instinctive urges do not justify something from an ethical perspective. There is also a distinction to be made between the urges themselves and actually acting on them.

>>19023673
You're way off.

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>>19023673
You're retarded.

>>19023673
>>[self-justification intensifies]

>>19023660
Okay, argument understood. I'm descended from actual hunters, and people who fought in wars. Hell, letter agencies. Yet I get no pleasure, none, from inflicting harm. It's not instinct. Its a sociopathic tendency, to enjoy inflicting anything harmful on another person. It is quite simply, what separates us from animals. The ability to know that enjoying real violence(and I'm not talking about fucking vidya), is mentally unbalanced.

A kid at my school ended up killing his parents in their sleep.

>>19024901
Lies. This fucker even lies to himself.

>2 weeks ago
>fat kid brings 2 knifes to school
>he gets caught by a teacher
>school does nothing
>Yesterday
>Walk into Physics class
>Teacher sighs
>Tells us how fat kids brother hanged himself
>Fat kid comes to school today
>Tells everyone he saw his brother do it and didnt stop it
>Holy shit
>Teachers decide to get him kicked from school
>He leaves today
>He looks back
>"Im gonna slaughter you"
That's the story of how a fucking madman was going to my school.

>>19023688
Ethics are learned. The kid in OP's story wasn't taught them by his parents and OP also was too big a pussy to tell the kid he was fucked up and he should fuck off with his fucked up shit. Hopefully somebody else did before he grew up thinking such things are okay to do.

>>19025355
>because telling a kid he's fucked up and should stop when you're alone with him in a secluded place is the smart thing to do

I'm not the kid's parent. And he's not my responsibility, faggot.

>>19023076
I remember a kid from elementary/middle school (I can't remember) that pulled baby birds out of a nest and stomped on all of them, this was at school too. He was pretty fucked up and did some strange shit, found out a few years later that he had severe ADHD.

Pulled legs of daddy long legs to watch the legs move on their own. Used to pull feathers out of my pet budgie because it was cute. That's the worst I'd done. New a kid that put a firework up a rabbits arse and blew the shit out of it litterally.

I used to hurt cats and dogs when I could get away with it.
I didn't kill any of them, I just liked to hear their screams and felt immense satisfacion (almost pleasure) knowing I had the power to inflict such pain. I'm extremely sadistic. I stopped in my teens but I still fantasize about hurting small animals, kittens mostly. I also fantasize about raping teenage girls.
I've taken several tests that range from antisocial personality disorder, to autism to schizoid personality disorder and a few other.
I will definitely not go to a psyquiatrist because doctor-patient confidentiality means jack shit in my third world country.

Who here check these threads to see if someone mentions them?

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>>19023673
>It's a serial killer starts posting on /x/ again episode

Most of my childhood friend are dead or in jail. The handful of us that survived with our freedom in tact are struggling artist types or depressingly normal (like one friend who is bus driver who would never be willing to discuss /x/ stuff and only enjoys the most mainstream entertainment).

The guys I knew who seemed the most dangerous were mostly dangerous because they put themselves in dangerous situations. Like, the two who ended up in jail for violent offenses were just picked up for fighting guys in other gangs.

Most of these guys were just self destructive. Sometimes in obvious ways like doing drugs (xanax, oxy, aderol, coke). There was one friend who would always perform suicidal actions but always seemed to survive. I saw him jump out of windows, jump off a scaffold, lie across subway tracks, and ride outside subway doors. Last time I saw him he ran into traffic. Without thinking I chased him down, dragged him out if the street and beat the shit out of him. He talked about guys plans to kill himself and the day he was going to do it. I wanted to talk him out of it but I didn't know how so I just beat the crap out of him. A friend did see him after that date went by but nobody has seen him since then. It's been four years since then. I think about him a lot and wonder what I could have done or if I could have done something. I definitely should have handled it better. I think about it a lot and it haunts me every day.

I have a few friends who talk about typical /x/ shit and they all come from backgrounds like mine. I bet this story is probably relatable to a few other anons.

>>19023076
The brother of my best friend had crossed eyes and babbled about bullshit whenever any one would listen. Aliens taking him, ghosts looking through his window. He'd eat bugs and throw rocks at cats. Years later I found out that he was actually my friends nephew. Her dad had raped her sister when she was a teen and produced him.

>>19025640
>Obviously suicidal friend
>Beat the shit out of them for moral support

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>>19025688
holy shit

>>19023660
Nothing naturally kills to inflict pain. A kill in nature is by design meant to be as swift as possible, killing is good inasmuch as it delivers food and the faster the kill the sooner the meal. Killing slowly takes more energy and is more dangerous for the hunter. Nature is brutal, but it kills things till they're dead. Sadism is mostly a human thing and is an abnormality in the natural flow of things.

>>19023076
ew

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I draw a lot and by highschool I had gotten decent enough (that good high-mid deviantart quality) to where I started to develop my own style and also attract people to look at my art.

I ended up sitting by this guy in Algebra I had never seen before that would draw "12-year-old catgirl slave previously named Ellen"-tier art of miserable/edgy anime girls tied up or getting raped/mutilated. I wanna say the way he smiled at me when I saw it was him trying hard to sell that he was a real edgelord since he also wore black with millions of belts and chains everywhere (sasuga, mid/late-2000s) but something in the back of my head told me that this dude had some... issues.

On a more silly note, another one was a furry into Lola Rabbit inflation/weight gain.

I went to some fucked up schools in general, but don't really know anything else that's worth mentioning since I tried hard to keep to myself until I could drop out and never look back.

>>19025373
Big pussy

>>19026589
Suck down this (You), whore.

>>19026252
>I have never seen or heard of a cat before

>>19023076
My younger cousin was an insufferable brat who would hit and throw a fit if he wasn't allowed to do whatever he wanted (even into teen years)

His mom took primary custody of him to get back at his dad. She let him do whatever so she could party and slut around. He is now serving a 26 year sentence for murdering three homeless men with two of his friends. He was 16 years old when he was found guilty.

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>>19026806
Good. People like your cousin are beyond fucked and ready for death penality. I have no mercy for those who fuck with and kill socially unprivileged or simply weak people like that.

>t. someone who would actually murder people like that if he witnessed such tragedy

>>19023076
I'd that weird kid. Normal most of the time, but with a hint of weirdness. I vividly remember choking a one of our chicks which recently hatched. My mother confirmed it happened. One other time in KG I almost gouged a kid's left eye out with a pencil. On my defense, he did it first, and I have the scat in my upper right eyelid.

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>>19023553
>>19023660
>>19023673
t. OPs psychopath childhood friend

>>19026847
>I have the scat in my upper right eyelid.
my sides

>>19026833
Totally agree, unfortunately my state doesn't have the death penalty. He deserves everything that is coming to him.

Something was off with that kid. He probably would have turned out ok if it wasn't for his sorry excuse for parents. The surviving homeless pinpointed where they ran to and the police found them covered in blood. My cousin kept repeating that he looked in the mirror and saw the devil.

>>19026847
>I have the scat in my upper right eyelid
Is that why your eyesight is shitty?

>>19025385
that's uncanny levels of edge, the fuck is this about?

This is creepy but sad one. I'm not sure if middle/high school is too old, but there was a girl in our class, we'll call her Gretchen (her real name was just as old-fashioned and cringey) who was pretty bizarre.

She was very quiet , grumpy, and had a tense, n uncomfortable posture, like she was always walking in a perpetual chilly downpour. She would yell at other kids for swearing around her.

Once, she brought a cat plushy to school, and kept squeezing its ear. It played a soundbite that sad "I think you're purrrfect." On the tag was a note from her mom saying something like, "I love you just the way you are," leading me to think that maybe she had had some kind of fit or outburst involving self esteem issues. I don't think anything was confirmed, but there were rumors that her dad or her mom's boyfriend or somebody molested her, and her anxious, snippy behavior around other people made that seem likely.

I really only have one creepy story involving her, but it always stood out to me. One time I saw a stack of papers on an English teacher's desk, assignments from another period waiting to be graded. The paper on the top was Gretchen's. It was just a poem entitled "Without Jesus," listing all the things she would do without Jesus in her life. I swear I saw the lines "Without Jesus, I'd have my fill/ Without Jesus, I'd kill and kill." To the right of the poem, taking up half the paper, was a childlike drawing of a girl and Jesus riding in a hot air balloon together. This was our senior year of high school.

Looking back, the "kill and kill" line was probably because she needed a rhyming word, but the drawing really made the whole thing seem like some serial killer shit.

>>19023553
You sound like a psychopath.

>>19023660
>You can starve yourself for a week, then smoke some meth to get excite your amphetamine receptors
Holy shit, you're right, I can!

I'm gonna try it right now!!! Thanks, man!!!

>>19025640
>Without thinking I chased him down, dragged him out if the street and beat the shit out of him. He talked about guys plans to kill himself and the day he was going to do it. I wanted to talk him out of it but I didn't know how so I just beat the crap out of him
Sounds ridiculous, but I respect it.

>>19025640
Yup.

>>19025640
if u lay across subway tracks, what about electrocute?

>>19023076
I was that kid OP, I also liked to fantasize about bludgeoning those little talking animals you see in disney movies to death, or slowly torturing them until they die. In school I didn't talk to anyone but people were afraid of me. Starting in highschool when I was still a skinny geek, I used to fantasize about strapping those big jocks down and fucking them in the ass.

>>19023076
i dont think its that bad, he just liked watching mice die.

>middle school, 8th grade
>kid in my class calls himself "ace"
>real punk/emo type, always wears black
>walking to class
>ace walks behind me with a razor blade in his hand
>keep walking to class
>few days later he's suspended for cutting someone with a razor blade

Me and my friends were sort of those people. I helped my friend murder his family cat. It haunts me to this day lol. They killed a possum once. I knew a guy that literally ate shit and is now in jail for raping a 12 year old (his "gf") he's thirty or so. He had hit his uncle in the head with a hammer once and he's now permenantly basically retarded. AMA

>>19026647
They don't recognize the suffering they inflict though.

>>19023597
Yeah, but sometimes you go into a fury and it feels good to destroy things. I do get very sad though later, but I like to feel upset and sad, there's something really secure about it.

>>19026252
Dude you don't know what you're talking about. Cats and dogs love to play with little animals like mice and prolong their inevitable death. Animals nor humans understand the pain they're inflicting really. It would be impossible to truly understand someone else's pain.

>>19027429
That made me bust out laughing. Just cause it wasn't anything like torturing them or beating them up, but rather fucking their ass.

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>>19023076

no

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>>19028299
no

>>19023553
>>19023660
>>19023673

>humans used to constantly rape each other to procreate so it's okay to give in to those biological urges too

>>19023553
We pulled ourselves out of the mud, and now we can decide our fate and the fate of other animals. We are better than useless cruelty and abuse...


You seem to have overlooked that fact and have instead latched on to the idea of an animalistic ape man from 30,000 years ago that doesn't exist anymore.

I used to draw ultraviolent child porn all day when I was a teenager and nobody said a damn word because I looked the school shooter type. I always carried a knife in and by highschool people were leaving me alone because "that fucking kid will follow you home" type rumors, also that I was a good thief, which I was, stole my lunch every day. I was friends with the most fucked up kids , not out of want, but because we were forced together. we never talked. all cracked heads now. I used to break into kids lockers and steal shit. I used to cut my stomach up every day but I never told any one, because I really did not want to be noticed. used to play quarters and bloody knuckles a lot and won every time. teachers hated me and sent me to the principals all the time, so I became friends with him and him and I would tell secrets, I'd say I smoked some weed and could get him some killer shit and he would tell me about how the janitor raped some bitch this week and he had to deal with that shit. he was a good guy honestly, I always stood up for him. I skipped school to get high every day and I would just tell the teacher, "im gonna go get high, im leaving" and they'd be like uh huh go ahead dipshit. people would fuck with me sometimes and some bigger fuck up always had my back because they knew I'm not the type to start things, or even talk to people. I was friends with some bloods, but fuck everything about that. used to hang out with 30 year olds because I could handle my drugs and they sold to me, which I then sold to the fuck ups, who became the big drug runners. I used to smash ants when I was a kid so much the whole driveway would be mush because my yard was filled with ants. those fucks are mean and smart when you kill a thousand of them. made a girl kill herself, never told anyone. fucked a girl in front of her dad.

usual teen stuff.

When I was a kid I'd dissect and drown any small animal that I got my hands on. When I discovered I had this power over the animals I got extremely excited and would spend almost all of my free time killing animals. I'd show all of my friends too, they didn't really like it though, which I found them weird for. I can safely say I am not a sociopath as well.

>>19023471
My wife have a friend that is cute and hot as fuck. Poor girl left parents home at 15 (now shes 21). From what we see, and for her fucked up mind, we think that she was molested by her parents and uncles. Hentai level shit.

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>>19028397
>I am not a sociopath
Nice try sociopath.

>>19028287
>animals and humans are equal blah blah
Not that guy but stop being fucking stupid.

Like what, you can't tell a mouse you're impaling on a toothpick is hurting? That's something you're aware of as a human. Unlike a cat, a human go, "hmm that's gotta hurt..."

Yeah humans aren't capable of some kind of minds interconnected sci-fi/new age TRUE understanding bullshit but that's fucking stupid to bring up in the first place.

>>19026833
>socially unprivileged
Kill yourself dude

>>19028427
>le american dream, not trying hard enough etc
kill YOUR self

>>19027950

nice should've recorded it and made a webm of that

>>19027950
>It haunts me to this day lol

>>19023553
That is not how early/Proto humans hunted

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>>19027158
Great story.

>>19023076
The loser click that all wore black trench coats and they made them stop wearing them cause Columbine.

>>19025415
>in my third world country

Well that explains it

>>19023673
>forcing mice into a plastic bottle with water in it and watching them drown
>muh instinct
Go fuck yourself you fucking retard.

>>19028287
>>19028419
learning that people/animals OTHER than ourselves can be hurt and feel pain is literally something your brain learns as a toddler. we aren't fucking animals, and just because cavemen were, doesn't mean that we are, or that our instincts are the same - bc they're not at all.

>>19028397
sounds like something a sociopath would say

>>19023076
I don't know that there was anything wrong with him; some kids, esp. little boys just have a fascination with death or just gross stuff, my brother used to throw small frogs in our yard against trees, but we had a really stable and caring upbringing.
That being said though, there's always the chance that's not the case. And here's my contribution:
I grew up in a small town; about 4th grade this girl came to the public school (she'd been homeschooled before that point). She had really odd social behavior, not in a way you'd expect a child interacting with other children for the first time... she was really quiet and most of her interactions with other kids involved poking or trying to scare them in some way. She told people her mom was a witch, and about spells she did, and mentioned on several occasions that there was supposedly a "dead baby" hidden under the floorboards in there living room. I went there once to play or whatever, and there was a bathroom we weren't supposed to go in, but I went in out of curiosity. It literally, from floor to ceiling in 2 rows had cages with live birds in them, doves, pigeons, finches, etc. Don't know what that was for, but queue speculation...

>>19028364
Cringe

I did some pretty nasty shit involving insects but that's about all. Its probably pretty normal for young boys but if they are just torturing vertebrates for no other reason then to torture them i would be a bit worried.

>>19023553
While i agree that its important to recognize our primal roots, remember that the instinct you are talking about was "feed" or "hunt/collect". Not "torture for fun". If anything, consider it to be a manifestation of a "confused" instinct, that has no other outlet.

>>19028364
are you also a mahjong prodigy?

>>19023660
>casually suggests starving yourself and smoking meth to simulate violent primal instincts

I understand your posts a little better now.

one time me and my brother played baseball with a toad. id never hurt a bigger animal though, and i actually like frogs. i dont think i have it in me to to it again. i think i did it because my brother is a classic sociopath, i got roped up in the moment. i dont feel bad for what i did but i dont really feel like making animals suffer after that.

>>19023076

When I was 4 my parents bought me a hamster. I fucking loved that little dude. He ran really fast so I named him Speedy. I played with him everyday. I put him in his hamster ball and I let him roam around my room everyday.

One day, I was playing with him and he bit me really hard and broke skin. I got so angry that I threw him to the ground as hard as I could. I killed him instantly.

I started crying and my dad cam in to see what was wrong. I told him what happened. I felt horrible. We hurried speedy that same day.

My mom was afraid that I was a psychopath. My dad knew that It was truly an accident even though I threw the hamster on purpose; my intention was never to kill it. I was a kid, I didn't know what was gonna happen.

>>19023076
torturing animals is a sign of psychopathy...

>>19026911
People like that need to be put off asap.

>>19028822
beavis and butthead

>>19025640

>Friendship arises after brutal fights, that's an all-boys law
I think you might have saved his life. Let me explain my viewpoint: I absolutely hate torture but I love seeing violence expressed through individuals of roughly the same power. Boxing and cockerel fights, among others, fall in this lovely category that lets your instinct out without being disgustingly horrible and stupid. You beating up your friend, paradoxically, proves that violence has its proper function in the balance of things. The devil's temptation here is to be violent with an inferior, which is a straight road to hell really.

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Now I feel like a creep/weirdo now
>be me
When I was a kid I nailed/crucified frogs on trees, impale my pet fishes using bbq sticks & shot cats and dogs with my pellet gun, I never imagined how creepy & sadistic I was right until now. The most violent thing I can remember I did to a person as a kid was when I stabbed a classmate in the arm with a pocket swiss knife when he bullied me(glad he didnt tell the teacher though)

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>>19027429
>strapping jocks and fucking their ass
NIGGA U GAY?

When I was 15, a classmate stabbed our English teacher on the neck in the middle of a class.

He was very shy and quiet, I didn't know him well and only greeted him politely a couple of times, he was pretty ordinary and normal.

In the news they commented he was into a Satanic Cult that asked him to kill the person he hated the most in this world lol

>>19023076
I knew this one black kid that was a really chill dude. I went to a school that was 60% black/latino, and most of the black kids were straight up jackasses. But not this dude. He was the kind of guy everyone wanted to be friends with. He was one of those really dark skinned blacks (not that it matters, but most of the black kids were much lighter black/brown). Hung out with him on several occasions. Always willing to help people, and girls were really drawn to him.
He got held back a year in the 8th grade while the rest of us went to high school. I guess he was so chill because he didn't give a shit about grades. While he was repeating 8th grade, he got some girl pregnant. When he found out he got his parent's gun, had her meet him somewhere, and killed her. He ran back home and was found crying in his room, and immediately confessed to the crime.
I never believed he was capable of doing something like that. He just wasn't a mean person. And yet he did it...and his life is pretty much over.

>>19025415
Anon, I'm kinda the same like you.
If it is useful info, I am 28/f.

When I was around 5 I liked to torture small insects such earthworm and beetles. Things like pinning them to the ground with needles or taking part of thems and keeping them alive.

Then I started to notice I had a great hatred for puppies and dogs, bust mostly puppies. I would grab my grandma's puppy's ears and pull them real hard. I liked how it whinned, the thrill of being discovered was like arousing if that's a good word? And the fact the puppy tried to growl at me and I'd hit it and it would show such fear made me feel good. It's an unexplainable feeling, a mix between huge pleasure, guilt, hate, shame...

Then when I was like 10 I got obsessed with torturing a stray dog near my home. Always after I did it I felt a guilty depressing feeling, but the urge of doing it again was stronger.

I was abused sexually when I was 5, and I didn't have a very good childhood. Sometimes I link it to it, but other times I think it's just unexplainable.

As an adult I'm functional, but I have severe emotional problems, mostly with attachment to couples, insecurity, etc. I'm actually in a treatment for Bipolar disorder.

I don't hurt any animal or person, I have a high sense of justice and moral, but I really dislike puppies, I don't know why. They still produce in me that nasty feeling, but I control myself.

I think this topic is very interesting, to see there are more people that felt similar than me. It makes me feel kinda relieved.

>>19028830
It's okay man, it wasn't your fault.

>>19028844
that's actually just a cultural opinion.

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>>19023553
This fucked up kiddy diddling psychopath is trying to justify his own retarded brain lol

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>>19023660
>like .. 200 years ago
MY SIDES

>>19025415
>third world country

Ha. Stay in your shitty country, you sick fuck

>>19027950
>it haunts me to this day lol

Haha good

>>19028450
Actually two of the girls we were with DID record it. She sent it to her cousin in Iraq and she said they loved it.

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>>19028830
it's alright dude you were four and it was a miscalculated moment of strength fear and anger.
You feel horrible for what happened so forgive yourself.

>>19023076
didn't know any kids but when I was in 5th grade I had a male teacher who was in his late 40s early 50s he was well liked by all the students and staff. Six years later I'm a junior in high school find out that he and his son were wanted for child porn (infant tier shit). I was thought about all our interactions and now things stick out to me and it makes me wonder if he had made an attempt at grooming me and this other girl. guess I'll gratefully never know.

>>19023673
>No, it's literally the same thing as far as instincts are concerned.

Okay, I'll bite. Please explain how a desire to torture would have improved our ancestors odds of survival and replication.

I know this one kid who got away with suffocating his baby sister and told me and threatened to kill me if I told anyone.

>>19023553
good thing i'm a vegetarian

fun fact: teenaged jeffrey dahmer had a friend who was a druggy and animal abuser. one time he purposely hit a neighborhood dog in the car and jeffrey was mortified by the sound of the dog as it was hit and yowled in pain. jeffrey went on to murder humans, the friend (i assume) did not. what's the difference?

I used to kill frogs as a kid. I'd crush them with rocks, stab them with needles, light them on fire, pretty fucked up stuff. Also, I distinctly remember heating up a paperclip and putting it on a worm to watch it spaz out. I was often bored and that's what I did to entertain myself. The ''future serial killer behavior'' stopped when I got a computer and started playing videogames all day. Guess I grew out of it somehow. I actually turned out relatively normal. Feels bad looking back on it though.

>>19029143
Excuse me ma'am, I'm current writing a melodrama and I would like to take a screenshot of your post because it's similar to one of the character's backstories and will therefore help me write this character. If this is a significant problem for you, just ask and I'll not take the screenshot.

>>19023553
Are you fucking comparing the need to eat and survive to torturing living beings? Fucking /x/ I swear.

>>19031063
I'll take the lack of a response as a 'yes'.

I used to torture ants, they just disgust me.

I caused harm to a lot of animals, though not due to any evil feeling, on contrary, it was my twisted nurturing side. Put some medical cream on my pet tortoise, to treat her. Would steal the baby birds - still featherless!- from my parakeet because I wanted to care for them, spend time with them...She'd always kill them after I returned them, and I would steal the next ones. I'd no control. I feel guilty for all of these (except the ants).

>>19023076
This is from a book its bait and shill.

>>19031288
I didn't. What book are you talking about?

Had a buddy get banned from Japan for beating up a mentally handicapped kid as well as pissing his helmet while his family was stationed overseas. He came back after the event and was really into rap and shit, but we live in a rural area so he quickly conformed to being "redneck," as well slightly racist. After a couple of years he assimilated into the emo/scene crowd and stopped talking to me at that time (I was into death metal, so we didn't mesh well except we did like a lot of the same bands)... He moved to Mississippi and ended up passing away doing inhalants. RIP Billiam!

Wow, reading some of the answers on here makes me feel less fucked up than I thought I was.

When I was a teen I had a big tub of petroleum jelly in my room that would melt into a liquid state on hot days. I'd scoop up ants and drown them in the liquid petroleum jelly. In the cooler months I'd put straggling ants into the solid petroleum jelly tub anyway, and let them starve in there. Eventually I moved houses, threw the tub away in the move and haven't bothered since.

>>19029143
Excuse me ma'am, do you mind if I masturbate to this?

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>>19029143
You are so fucking hawt.

Also close to my age I'm 26.

I used to pull puppies tails until I heard a rip sound.

Also every wiener dog I had we had to end up killing it because I would psychologically mess with them until every time they would see me they would try to bite me. I just have a huge hatred for small dogs.

>>19032112
Virgin

>>19032112
Fucking degenerate. Also no vet would euthanize a dog for snapping at someone's ugly kid. It's well known dachshunds hate children, you're not special

>>19023660

AHAHAHHAHAHAHA HOLY FUCK SCREENCAPPED FOR FUTURE LULS.

>>19023076
I used to kill small lizards by smashing them with shoes or whatever and after they died I would grab scissors and cut them to pieces, pierce them with needles, cut them in half, cut their heads off or whatever came to my mind, I was around 7 to 10 years old. When this used to happen I used to feel like it wasn't me doing it, I haven't been abused and I'm a charming person overall, kind and polite. Something was fucked up in my brain at that age.

>>19023553
I actually agree with everything that you say here, and I've been called psychopathic by a few people in the past. While I personally find OPs story unsettling, I've definitely imagined myself doing more fucked up things to humans, and imagined myself doing it with great relish, even to the point of feeling deprived for not being able to act out these things. I think your last point
>Get a grasp on that shit in adulthood
>Might come in handy
Is pretty valid. Being a psychopath also helps make it easier to detect psychopathy in others.

>>19031063
Yeah, sure.

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>>19023553
>>19023673
holy fucking shit dude

>>19023660
HO LEE
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>>19023076
One of my elementary school classmates, I suppose. He was always a bit unhinged and did dumb shit like ate worms, broke school equipment, but was generally a good friend. Nothing that special until high school or so, but then something snapped and he assaulted his parents with a candelabra or a floor lamp or something. Spent some time in a psych ward after that from what I hear.

Last time I saw him was about 10 years ago, dunno what he's up to now.

His younger brother is one of the genuinely kind, trustworthy, smart and good people that I know, though.

>>19023076
Sounds like he might be a serial killer nowadays.

I was friends with this one kid in 2nd grade who was weird. Would always talk sex and fucking girls and shit that no one in 2nd grade ever talked about. I figured, later, that he was probably molested and fucked as a small boy or something. He added on FB yea4s later, and he's homosex no, so my suspicions were confirmed

>>19025409
I've done that to daddy longlegs too as a kid, I don't think its that strange. Also did the burning ants with a magnifying glass thing. I've always hated crawly insects.

Never hurt any bigger animals, unless you count me pulling on a cat's tail when I was like 3 or 4 years old.

>>19028364
Be careful, you might cut yourself on all that edge

>>19023076
I used to use to set cats on fire as a kid it was fun but now that i think of it, it was fucked up lol

>>19032405
This, this so much

>>19028427
Would you hire a homeless person? No? That's what he means.

>>19033021
Thank you.

>>19026252
Dolphins torture smaller weaker animals often

>>19033372
Dolphins are, in many ways, like us. They also masturbate and have sex for pleasure. In addition to the apparent intelligence.

>>19033513
And they loooooove to rape.

>>19029143
I think you like becoming the abuser, you like becoming something you hate, or you want to understand. I think you want to see it for yourself how it feels to abuse something that can't defend themselves, to understand how it feels like, to rationalize what you went through. You dislike puppies because you see them as yourself, something that can't stand up for themselves, that can't defend themselves, as you couldn't defend yourself when you were abused, you're projecting your insecurities on puppies, and you hate puppies, because you hate your insecurities.

But that's just how I see it.

>>19023553
>It's instinctual. Feel free to remember that it wasn't so long ago that humans fed themselves by biting directly into an actual fucking living animal
No, that was a very long time ago even geologically and those things couldn't be described as humans by any fucking metric, you complete and utter cretin

>>19033115
This is fantastic.

Autistic retards are the gift that refuses to stop giving.

>>19023076

I was warehoused with a bunch of them. There was a kid who tried to murder his mother with a knife, and another one who masturbated in public bathrooms and wouldn't stop creeping on people about masturbation

When I was about 10yo I had a neighbour who was also my bestfriend, he was always telling me how he was a psycho and how he killed dogs and cats, I believed him and it scared me the fuck out, one day we were playing with a slingshot, a bird was on a tree in front of my house, In this situation I decided to dare him to shoot and kill the bird to prove he was that badass he would always tell me, thinking that he was that big ass sociopath I thought he would kill it and eat it something like that... He aimed the slingshot and BOOOM bird is dead... he looked at me, looked at the bird in the ground and started to cry like a little girl, he yelled "NO, IM NOT A MURDER SORRY LIL'BIRD" and cried a lot, in that day I knew he was only an edgyfag.

>>19023660

MOLESTA WE HAVE YOUR EMAILS

>>19033513
>They also masturbate

Bullshit. Show me a video of a dolphin masturbating and ill go on my knees

>>19025274
change schools so you dont get slaughtered m8

>>19025437
more like
>neckbeard who wants us to think he's a serial killer

>>19026252
Cats.

>>19023076
I did that with insects. But i did not want to torture bigger animals, because "they have feelings"

>>19025274
if he starts a shootin rampage just throw a pizza at him and the fat slob will stop to pig out ok

>>19032112
Kill yourself.

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>>19028364
>usual teen stuff

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what's the deal with self-diagnosed psychopaths in this thread?

Is it bad if the animal was already dead? In middle school my friends tried to use bottle rockets to launch a dead squirrel out of a piece of A/C duct. It didn't work and if I remember right one of them got hurt doing it. The kid later graduated first in our HS class so either intelligence has nothing to do with it or my HS was just chock full of stupid people.

>To be fucked you you must have a fucked up childhood.
Nope.
When I was a kid, everything was alright.
>Christian parents
>Loved me
>Grandparents loved me
>I suffered bullying, yes, but not that dramatic bullying, just insults and being apart of everyone

That was when I was 10, and then I started torturing bugs, then birds, chickens, and starter going with bigger animals. Anyways, there was this girl, we were couple, she was the fucked up in the relationship and I kinda like it. Our relationship enden when I was 17. I kept doing shit, until I got bored, more and more and eveything was "normal" again.

>>19034496
>Christian parents

>>19033717
Thank you for your insight.
What you say is right in tons of senses. I've been in therapy and different stuff and it always come down to the fact that I hate myself (I am very strict with myself, I take blame easily for things that has nothing to do with it, I see myself as defectuous and it hurts me).

I think what difference us humans from animals is that we can difference good and wrong, and we can act over it. I haven't hurted a puppy or any living thing in years, and I try to stay away as much as possible of puppies, and when I am with them I just resist the impulse. But this talk is interesting for me because I'd like to find the root of that impulse to stop it. It doesn't feel good, it feels twisted and as if it were warping my soul.


>>19032112
It's not hot. I don't take pride on it, in fact it embarrassed about it so much that nobody knows about it and I can tell it as an anon on a board.

Damaging others is no good, only as a last resource such as self defense. When I feel this compulsion of hurting puppies, if I commited the torture act I'd feel terribly bad after, it haunted me for days and drove me into a sort of depressive mood for weeks. I don't like to do it but in the moment it arouses me and I enjoy it, but what comes after is horrible.

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no one can escape Chaos it marks us all...

>>19031010
False. Jeffery Dahmer kept the skeletons of dogs and small animals in boxes under his bed. Check the interview he and his father had a few years before he died. He had no qualms about killing animals.

>>19023076
>>19023496

its a hunter instinct
suffering of animals releases hormones wich make meat tastier
some pole just know that on unconciousness level especially kids.
after all youd alll regret things youve done but there was some drive that made you do it. Doesnt mean youre evil or bad to the bone

>>19033866
Not gonna start googling "dolphin masturbation video", I'm probably on too many watchlists already as it is

>>19034307
Kids will be kids, and I bet a lot of kids would find launching a dead rocket squirrel out of a tube funny at that age. Doesn't really have much to do with intelligence.

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>>19023553
Edgeboy detected

>>19023076
http://www.nytimes.com/1983/12/18/us/teacher-shot-in-classroom.html

I'm related to this guy.

22/f

Weird fucking kid. Still am.

Never had any urge to hurt things though...just weird shit.

>would let a fly (only one) crawl on my skin and I'd like watch its little bug legs crawl on me, sometimes I'd bait one with honey or something sweet to attempt to get it to stay longer

Here's another
>be me in kindergarten at an after school thing
>making cat masks with the other girls
>finish making masks and they all put theirs on and pretend to be cats
>run over to my mom and ask what they're doing

I couldn't grasp they where pretending for fun...maybe I'm just an autist.

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When I was 16 I took a walk on a nature trail near my dad's house. My mind began to drift and a vivid image presented itself. In the brush, just off the trail, I envisioned a rotting corpse. The rotten stomach evicerated, the dicolored skin, the bloated tongue sticking from its mouth, milky eyes, and the putrid smell. The thought began to arouse me.
I thought about what course of action I'd take if I was actually faced with this predicament. I would call the cops no doubt -can't have a murderer near my family- but would it be morally wrong to jack off to it first? What if I touched the body, felt how the rotten flesh gave under my fingers? Well of course the cops would find that evidence and I'd be in deep shit, but that thrill of being caught only excited me further. As I continued to ponder this scenario I imagined fucking the corpse's rotting guts and keeping it a secret, hiding bushes over it so I could come back to fuck it again. No one used these trails anyhow. No one would be the wiser. As I imagined ramming my dick into the slurry of decaying meat and coagulant blood I started jerking it for real. I finished in my hand, wiped it off on a tree, then went back home.
I've never had such an intense necrophilic fantasy before or since. I don't think I could actually hurt anyone for necrophilic purposes but if someone forced me to fuck a corpse I probably wouldn't hate it.

>>19035142
you just sound like a mildly autistic normie desu, nothing weird really

>>19034232
I know, so much concentrated faggotry.

>>19028830
almost the exact thing happened to me anon.
I was only like 4 though and I threw it at the wall.

>>19035239
I'm glad you're following your dreams.

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I make burrito punishment memes. Am I sick

>>19023493
Abusers abuse future abusers.

>>19028812
what's this a reference to?

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>>19036012
Its normal to hate /fluffies/

>>19036091
the thing is, I don't want to insult you if you fuck with fluffy shit, because I know it's nothing more than a cathartic psychological exercise. but I find the thing itself abhorrent, fluffy abuse. I cannot fail to empathize with a small animal.

but somehow I have fixated on the same effect with a burrito. I have made dozens of these. I have jerked off to it.

I am no better. For that reason I understand. But I need help.

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>>19036099
Help is for the weak, if an action is not actually affecting you, or an action is possibly benefiting you, why change it?

For me I have a clear sight into whats real, and whats not, torturing animals is not at all good in my view, closest thing to an animal I could torture is a Cockroach; but Fluffies are this entirely different thing to any other animal, they're sapient, and they're corrupt, evil, greedy, and just way too innocent.

Pic some what related

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>>19036012
That image is worthy of 40 keks

>>19036117
Nah, I disagree. Any animal is sweet. I can't help but be sweet to animals.

I guess I will expend my catharsis on the burrito.
>>19036119
Thank you.

I will embrace it. I am at peace. Perhaps humor is the best catharsis. Although I love all animals, hamsters, squirrels whatever, I shall allow myself the burrito.

It is a bad little burrito after all.

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>>19036143
Burrito must be punished, EAT THE BURRITO!

>>19034813
maybe it's literal. perhaps a puppy or the image of one is involved in some way indirectly with the abuse you went through. ? it could be as simple as having seen the abuser be loving to a puppy at 5.

Ended up becoming friends with the classic school bully at my primary school. I never understood or even noticed things that were out of place with him until I got older, but I can recall a time where he would torture spiders, pin their legs down with sowing needles and fuck with them etc. Had a sleepover at his Dad's house once and heard him getting beat up in another room. Obviously had some messed up outlets, but he was honestly just a dumb friendly dude who was in a bad place. Grew more and more sad as I aged with him. He has 2 kids now he doesn't get to see, far as I know he loves them to bits, does all he can for them and simply doesn't see them because of his bitch of an ex.

>>19036149
Burrito must be punished, yes. Burrito is bad.

One time I was high as shit on cough medicine, like peaking so hard you can barely hold it together, bad trip status. But I went in a burrito place and got a burrito. Ended up eating part of it and literally holding it together long enough to walk out of there, but find a place in a park with some semi-secluded woods, despite being in the middle of a residential area, and straight up crawling with the burrito, tripping so bad, and huddling under a log. I finished 90% of it and then I realized the final transcendence was to throw the last bit away because I didn't want it.

I was thinking about Burrito at this time as the repository of all my suffering. All my cruelty. And the paradox of the self.

>>19036162
Same poster, knew another kid who would get beat up by his step dad.
Kid was constantly starting fights at school, grew more and more violent as we got older. Currently in jail for hacking some poor cunt up with a machete because he said he would bash him. His reasoning was that he would "get to him first".

Also knew a few murderers from motorcycle chapters who were abused as children. All seems to stem from the same issues, and in all occasions they're entirely gentle people outside of the events that happened to them and the carnage they caused in almost direct relation to their abuse.

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>>19023597
Actually, it's totally normal. We're just conditioned and civilized as a result of our upbringings. We're rewarded and conditioned, and societal pressures keep us from our natural savage instincts. After all, they are mostly not needed in the modern world because our pack protects itself and keeps it's members alive.
Animals (especially more intelligent animals) play with their food ALL the time. Monkeys and Big cats are two examples of that.

It's not fun to us because we weren't raised to do it. But it easily could be, and you should recognize that.

>>19036199
You're partly right; it is however nurture.

And this might be a shocker, but animals aren't humans.

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>>19036208
You just need to trick them into being good little boys and girls, just as we were tricked by our parents. We can control them, i'm convinced of that now.

>>19029143
This sounds exactly like my sister. The sexual abuse, bipolar, and her outlets. She would vent on humans rather than animals, though. Being her little brother sucked growing up. But desu I see her now at the age of 28, I'm 24 and successful while she's never had a job... I just feel sorry for her, I love her and wish things had have been/will be better for her.

>>19031766

>Wow, reading some of the answers on here makes me feel less fucked up than I thought I was.

Ironically, reading your post had the same effect on me.

>>19023553
Dumbest post I've read in weeks, congrats anon.

>>19024901
Well, we found the animal abuser

>>19034941
That whole suffering makes it tastier idea is bullshit

>>19036472
yeah suffering making it taste better is absolute garbage. The instinct part he's referring to is in reactions to things.

Like how if you begin to run or bolt or turn your back on a dog who is aggressive, it is more likely to chase you or bite you. It perceives those things as a flight response and sign of weakness which it takes advantage of.

Damn people on this board are fucking stupid holy shit.

I knew a kid that used to put his pet birds in the freezer for a while to discipline them for being too loud. Grew up to be a selfish asshole.

>>19035239
Okay then

When I was a kid I grew up in a neighborhood of all boys. There was this one kid named Carl who was a friend of my friend's older brother. One weekend the neighborhood boys and myself decided to build a treehouse. Shit was dope for a 6 year old. 2 stories, windows, etc. We dug a latrine underneath so we wouldn't have to go inside to shit. I didn't like it as I liked to shit in luxury (aka a toilet w/ tissue). Anyway, I had to shit and said I was gonna go home to use the bathroom. Neighborhood boys were used to it. Said bye and see me in a few minutes. But Carl said otherwise. He said "No. you poop here like the rest of us." I said no but then he brought out his switchblade that he had with him at all times. No joke, kid was 14 carrying a switchblade. He flicked it open and closed in front of me until I pulled down my pants and squatted over the latrine. I pooped with a switchblade in my face at 7 years old while Carl watched. Fuck you Carl.

>>19036162
>friendly dude
>bully

You don't generally find these two things in the same person at that age

>>19034941
Shut up Tyler, yer as full of shit about meat as you are in making napalm

>>19028404
Sounds like a girl I was with last year. Except she went to college at 15 and it was her neighbor that raped her.

Oh boy oh boy, where do I begin. I've known quite a few freak-shows. Guess I'll start with the story of a kid named patch
>be me in like 6th grade or some shit
>there's that "one guy" that nobody talks to/ everyone leaves alone
>blatantly obvious that he has no friends, least in school
>eventually shit tier middles schoolers start spreading rumours about a fucking dude that literally sat alone and didn't bother anyone.
>hear his name is patch, people start harassing patch all year for no reason
>patch has general outbursts in reaction this harassment
>this pattern goes on until 8th grade or so
>due to a change in district boundary lines a decent number of kids get moved over to a new middle school
>patch is one of them, so am I
>things were looking well for patch at the new school
>nobody seemed to fuck with him
>all was good until about midway through the school year
>be in locker room getting dressed after gym
>patch is also there minding his own business
>all of a sudden this mexican thug dude named eddie throws a football randomly and it accidentally nails patch in the head
>watch as patch starts freaking out
>this pale, 5'6, straight out of a concentration camp, poor lad comes scrambling over to eddie while very frustrated
>throws up his hands like some sort of karate movie
>eddie is standing next to his mexican friends
>they all laugh at him
>boom, patch is on the floor
>eddie pops him once and he's out
>few minutes later, patch comes to
>everyone just staring at him like he's a freak
>his face gets really red and he claws his way out of the locker room
>never saw or heard of him again
He wasn't really a "bad" kid or whatever, everyone kinda just fucked with him for no real reason besides he was different. Should go without saying I feel a bit bad but I wonder what he's up to in 2017.

>>19036923
Lemmy move on to something a little bit darker
>be me in highschool
>befriend this one guy
>seems pretty nice, not a freak or loose handle
>he hangs out at my house a few times
>even comes to my birthday party, relatively close to this dude at this point
>remember the only time I ever went to his house
>he was living with his shitty slut dropout sister
>1 room small ass cheap duplex type thing
>bottom line, it was basically budget housing
>interior of the one room is trashed
>smells like absolute shit
>see signs of meth use everywhere
>sad because my initial impression was totally different
>eventually stop hanging with him cuz school ended
>hear from a friend a few months or so after high school that he's been involved in something not so nice
>my old buddy apparently shot this dude in the head and dropped his body in a church parking lot
>see it on news
>holy fuck
>few months later he somehow rapes a 13 year old, this also makes news
>was the meth, right?

>tfw there are less psychopaths because kids are hooked on killing virtual things instead of small animals
wew lads

>>19028287
Pain is universal. It would have to be.

>>19028830
>killed a hamster because you got a booboo
Pussy

I once killed a fat centipede thing during recess in 5th grade. It was dying, and me and a friend decided to put it out of it's misery.

I've never done anything to an animal because i'm not a fucked up worthless cunt like all the scum in this thread.

Was pretty good friends with a dude during high school, he was really chill, smoked a lot of pot and did other drugs but was nice. Senior year I changed schools and we kinda stopped talking and we didn't communicate at all. Fast forward 2 years and about a month ago he murdered my ex girlfriends cat and hung it on her fence. Dude was always a lil weird but I didn't think he'd do that. He was also Baker acted for trying to castrate himself. You never know people man.

I knew a kid in 11th grade who jerked off to hentai in the school library. A teacher discovered this in the middle of his fap sesh, and he lost computer privileges. Everybody in the school found out, and he left for a bit. Came back, and he was suddenly a hard edge, serious ass dude who didn't like anime anymore.

Near the end of the school year, a kid was teasing him and he threw a chair at the guy. One of the legs had pierced the skin on his arm. It was deep and you could see it pulling the skin.

I believe he was expelled. Never heard from him again after that year.

Why are people bringing up bug shit? Bugs don't count. Humans step on thousands of ants throughout their life without realizing it.

I used to know a kid a few years older than me and he was cross-eyed. One day, he decided he wanted to practice his wrestling moves and just picked me up and through me onto the grass over and over for an hour. It didn't really hurt that much and I just got bored.

Another time while waiting for the school bus in the morning, one kid hid his backpack while he was smoking and said I did it. He got in my face asking where the pack was. He was going to burn me with a lit cig and I broke down. I guess he realized I was too much of a pussy to mess with him and he apologized. Oddly enough, we became pals after that. He was a bodyguard of sorts. Me and my family moved a few years later.

>>19037392
>oddly enough we became pals
something about this just makes me really happy

>>19029150
eh, well there's a very high correlation between torturing/killing animals as a child and doing the same to humans later on.

>>19023076

I recently worked in a clothing store, one of the guys there was a early 20's kid. Looked like he had something wrong with him, or had some sort of disorder. No one really liked him at work, and he was very religious.

After a while I did not see him at the job, I heard that he had an outburst towards a customer in the store and shouted all sorts of religious things. Plenty of witnesses and he had to be escorted out of the building. Everyone was glad that he was gone, first job he had as well from what I heard.

>>19036231
Hello Aunt Alicia

>>19037332
Careful you dont break the back on that high horse of yours

>>19023076
Well, i knew one kid that always had cool pc games like postal and shit when i was 12. Used to come over and play. When he had GTA San Andreas he made a radio station that would exclusively play Modern Talking.

Then there was a kid in high school that did all kinds of fucked up stuff, including climbing lanterns on school breaks or climbing through the air vents. One time we set a kid on fire by accident.

i had a friend who went to a really shitty school for 7th grade and he swears up and down there was a kid who tried to fuck his pet cat

Not really fucked up but I met a guy while I was in the military that was pretty weird, gave me the creeps, he seemed like he had no emotion, did not know how to connect with people, and seemed dumb as hell when you talked to him. I just knew him through a friend but my friend would say the guy was really smart, like write code, build computers, write programs and stuff like that. My friend would joke that the guy didn't know how to speak people, he just spoke computer. Anyways one time we were on Ship and one of the urinals was busted so someone put up an "out of order don't use" sign and of course it being the military at least 3 people pissed in it and someone threw in sun flower seeds. Fast forward 2 or 3 days later, piss is still in the urinal and so is sunflower seeds, ssgt is furious because of sunflower seeds and says we can't go to chow until someone cleans it up. Some guy tries using a spoon to get seeds out of pisser, kind of works but can't reach the bottom, another guy gets two long pieces of plastic and uses them as chopsticks to get the seeds, it works. Fuck yeah chow in a few mins. Creepy guy is just standing there with everyone watching a guy use makeshift chopsticks to get seeds out 3 day old piss (it was kind of fun watching, it was like a game). Maybe like 2 minutes from being done and weird guys just yells "fuck this Shit! It's taking to long!" and dunks his hand in the piss and starts taking the seeds out. Everyone is just looking at each other he throws the last seed in the container we had, stands up and says "fuck it let's go to chow" walks to sink, barely washes his hands then leaves. For some reason this scared me more than other people on ship. Scarier than guys that would fight over any little thing.

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>>19038483
desu i'd be friends with that guy
he aint no piss pussy

>>19028830
Real supportive mom.

>>19038538
Dude it was tree day old piss from marines with diets of, protein shakes, energy drinks, coffee and chewing tobacco. That piss almost looked liked whiskey and smelled like road kill. No thanks, I'm fine with being a piss pussy, specially right before I eat.

Some kid in my neighborhood growing up found den of baby rabbits, put them in a burlap bag, tied a rock to it and threw it in a pond. He also was on house arrest and it was rumored because he got in a fight with his stepdad and pushed off a 2nd story balcony. No idea what happened to him.

>>19035019
Use Startpage.

>>19028830
>kid doesnt know his own strength, especially when handling animals
>is 4
>has a natural reaction to something hurting him
>panics and kills animal in an obvious accident
>mothers reaction to a 4 year old is OMG HES A PSYCHOPATH

Her reaction probably fucked you up more than the hamster dying. Your remorse was proof that you ARENT a psychopath.

>>19036012
zez

>>19036472
Proof?

>>19023553

reported you

>>19025688

that's fucked up anon

>>19027429

hot

>>19033318
McDonald's would, burger king would, pizza hut would.... Just go to a free homeless shelter. Have a shower and get some really cheap clothes. Will power is all you need and they don't have it because they are dumb alcoholics.

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i have never done anything sadistic against animals more then teasing my cat when i was a child (nothing overly mean i just thought it was funny being a dick and irritate her). however when i see cute animals like baby rabbits, puppies and kittens i get an urge to hurt them badly. there is just something about innocent cute things that awakens my inner sadist.
i have never done anything because i know i would get bad consience if i did.
is it normal to fantizise and having urges to hurt innocent, cute and defensless animals?

>>19025688
that would also be her half brother

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I hung a cat once with my sock.

I was so wrong to do it and I am very sorry and pray to God for forgiveness for that poor animal.

I can't tell you to this day what got into me in my early 20's.

I would recluse and do very fucked up shit.

I am not normal now but would abhor to hurt anything...

Me and most of my friends (about 12 of us) would play football once a week. The pitch was rented by a church that one of my friends went to and he convinced us to go along it was pretty good so we went every week for around 3 year until we all started getting jobs / going to University. The preist had 2 sons that played as well as most of people involved with the church joined in. One was a really good player the other was shit and just seemed like he was there because he dad brought him along and he didn't really want to play he was kind of quiet. I thought he was quite because he wasn't into football and just didn't really want to be there.
Fast forward 2 years one of friends I played football with shares this video to our group chat. It Turns out he was a fucking nonce all along.
https://youtu.be/o-6Kuc6en74

>>19037360
>What are born again christians for $1000, Alex.

>>19038562
yeah but was it tree fiddy?

>>19025688
So the kid was his brother AND his nephew

>>19023076
I went to school with this kid named alex, he was very loud and most people thought he was annoying. I would joke around with him sometimes in class and sometimes on the bus when he rode it. I move the summer before senior year and forget about him because he wasnt exactly a friend or anything. One day while playing xbox with a friend he tells me that alex shot his girlfriend, his girlfriends sister and then himself. I sat next to that guy in class.

>>19029143
fucking cunt

>>19026252
I dont think i agree with the other guy but i will say that any kind of feline from a house cat to a tiger will kill things for fun. Like if youve never seen a cat kill a mouse, they toy with it and smack it around and then let it start to run before they actually kill it. Ive also had theories that serial killers just have a primal need to kill and to feel more superior than others that most of us lost during the course of evolution. Like most CEO's and big business leaders display a lot of psychopathic tendencies

>>19025274
Make sure to give him a handy so he dosent kill you during the shooting.

>>19023520

Snakes can be a potentially hatmful to humans. While i would probably tell my kids to avoid them, i dont think id be mad or concerned. Unless they did it out of enjoyment. Thats a whole different story

>>19034941
Dude, ask any REAL hunter and they will tell you that if you don't kill an animal near instantaneous then the adrenaline from dying will make the meat taste like shit.

When I was really young 5-8 I would convince my friends boy and girls to do sexual things. Not sure how I learnt it, I was never abused that I know of

>>19039294
I don't have this, but apparently it's a thing to want to hurt things you find cute. I've had friends talk about it. Like, they don't want to, but if they're holding a cute lil critter, there's the urge to just squeeze it really hard.

I guess it's like that urge to jump off high places even when you're not suicidal.

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>>19025385
Is he talking about this demo?

>>19028830
>We hurried speedy that same day.

I'm sorry, that made me kek

>>19025170
Story?

>>19025377
> implying ADHD makes you kill animals

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>>19023660
>You can starve yourself for a week, then smoke some meth to get excite your amphetamine receptors--that will give you a sense of what humans felt most days of their lives, like... 200 years ago
>200 years ago

>>19028364
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.

I would never hurt an animal and can feel sadness for days over a mouse but I despise people and feel nothing when they die. I don't want to kill people, I just feel a sense of "rightness" when I hear about someone dying. Doesn't matter race, religion, or sex.

>>19023660

You sound like an autistic faggot trying to justify you're fucked up personality. Just garrote yourself.

>>19040641

Cool

>>19029143
>I am 28/f

Tits or gtfo

>>19027945
Kansas

>>19033787

Hi Nelson

>>19023660
You think you're a lot starter than you actually are bud

>>19023553
Virt?

I've posted it before but when i was in 3rd grade I used to hang with this girl and she was really into coyotes so we used to like carve words and the animal stuff into our knuckles, like scratches. I like sometimes think about that bc couple years later on Facebook she says she's gay and cuts her hair short and pantsuits like ellen or whatever.. I think she was probably abused

>>19035239
im sad to say that this turned me on.... could u write like 30 pages of this into a story or something fuckkkkk...

I bet you feel lucky I wasn't there to see you hurting defenseless animals, huh. I am literally a security guard so you can imagine how good I am in hand to hand combat lol. I would just need one opportunity to deliver one maneuver that would make your sadistic soul quiver in pain. Consider yourself lucky, bud.

>>19039286
>I don't have any idea on what I'm talking about!

>>19037261
Yeah. Counter strike sure stopped Dylan and Andy. NOT

>>19038483
I'd be his bro,

Just sounds like a guy with no bullshit attitude

>>19023076
Was in 6th grade with this hyper-religious kid. It was weird because his parents weren't. He got suspended for telling the principal she was The Whore of Babylon, and would burn in hell for eternity. No clue what happened to him later in life.

>>19045115
Yeah I do. They don't just deserve it because they live in the side of the street. They either enjoy it, weak willed, have a mental illness or live in a commie shit hole.

Where I live there are places called the $2 shop where you can buy a nice pair of jeans, shirt and shoes for around 30 buck. Homeless shelters also give them homeless free showers where I live. McDonald's, KFC etc are always hiring. I don't know why you think I don't know what I'm talking about.

When I was 12 or so I found a turtle in my yard and cracked its shell with a hatchet and killed it. It started off as some sort of scientific test to see how hard shells were (I started by poking it, then knocking on it etc. until it escalated.) As I began to hit it harder and harder I realized that I was having fun doing this to the point that I ended up killing it. I feel very guilty about it, but I worry that I could do something like that again. It feels REALLY GOOD to be in total control of a living thing. I'm 27 now and haven't done anything like that since, but if I could a dead animal or something I would probably do similar tests on it. Hoping to afford college one day to go for biology/zoology

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>>19023076
The 2 worst things I did to animals was put saltwater fish in fresh water on accident, and found some bird eggs and were gonna take them home to watch hatch but a hippie kid kicked me in the leg where the eggs were and then blamed me for killing them.

But there are 2 types of these kids; either born that way or abused. And the abuse is either sexual or physical. You can argue that the other type is just kids left alone too much but some people are just born to be the bad guy even in a world of gray.

>>19045547
you don't get put in charge/ have responsibility for a lot of stuff do you?

>>19044343
Because animals are incapable of knowing better, humans have the capacity and squander it.

>>19036012
>>19036091
This reminded me, back in 2014 (I think) I used to love fluffy abuse threads, If I was having a bad day, I'd immediately seek one out.
I'd always get really horny and jerk off afterwards, but never to the abuse threads. It was ultimately very relaxing and helped me out in a bad time.

>>19045573
I don't.

>>19045628
There's your thing, I felt the same as you until I was put in charge of a Distillation Unit at an Exxon Refinery. The threat of running an at least $500million of equipment with $300,000 of product being made a min kinda sinks in hard that you are in control, and you soon would not want it.

>>19033264
>"I used to cut my stomach up every day"
He already has apparently

>>19023496
The group of kids I hung out with in my neighborhood when I was in middle school found a kitten one day. The oldest kid was "the leader" and he started hitting it and picking it up and dropping it, another kid joined in and before I knew it so did I. That little animal was crying and was exhausted, it stopped trying to get away eventually. We left it in a ditch after in the woods and all took a piss on it.
I still regret it to this day and have no idea what took over me. Now I'm a huge faggot when it comes to animal abuse to the point that I pushed my dad to the floor for kicking my dog when I was in high school.

>>19028502
You should look at chimp behavior and see how cruel oir cousins can be
Don't pretend to be above that shit
It isn't right to be that way but our ancestors were almost certainly sadistic fucks from time to time

>>19024901
Rats in labs showed that they choose the lever that prevents the other rat from drowning over the one that grants them food. It doesn't just work with rats which know each other - can be a complete stranger rat. They are social animals, just like humans - that wouldn't be possible without empathy.

Then we have higher primates, regularly showing empathetic and helpful behaviours towards each other and other species - like a monkey which owned a cat and, after it's death, showed sadness on the mention or the sight of the cat's picture.

Tl;dr: there is nothing uniqually human about empathy and nothing normal about torture.

>>19039294
i think it's because in the primal part of our brain if something is cute that generally means it's not a threat or less of a threat so that means it could be dinner.

some people theorize when humans see cute little animals it excites us too much simply by being so cute that our bodies want to ease that level of excitement by feeding us a feeling of aggression. not sure i buy that idea.

>>19028364
crrrrrraawwwwwlllliiingggggg iiinnnnnnnnn mmmmmyyyyyyy sssskiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnn

>>19023076
In middle school, there was this guy with bushy hippy hair who said he could talk to crows. He would stand outside and caw at them at the top of his lungs. I remember he signed my yearbook with just "CAW!"

>>19023076
In elementary school one day, this girl brought a mistletoe and had all the boys running away from her. She started chasing me cause I was a slow runner and I barely escaped. Shit was terrifying

>>19045744
I am above a chimp

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>>19045288
>He got suspended for telling the principal she was The Whore of Babylon, and would burn in hell for eternity.

>>19036012
do you have more?

>>19025415
>I used to hurt dogs.
You sick fuck. How the everloving fuck could you torture God's sole gift to humanity. Actually fucking kill yourself you sad sack of shit.

I knew this kid who actually was Psychopath. He usally would smash cat's heads with a rock literally popping its eyes out , just for fun , it just pleasured him. Now he's 17 and wants to be a gravedigger

>>19038483
IT engineer here, met a lot of similar.. extremely socially inept/limited people at uni.

Might be a mild-ish form of autism.

>>19041503
That would have been my reaction to a snake as a teen, I suppose. I'm from Finland, and there's three species of snake here. They're relatively uncommon, with the most common of them also being the only venomous one, the common european adder. Their bites are rarely deadly, but still.

>>19028364

are you aware how pathetically INTP you are?

honestly, wholeheartedly, please kill yourself

>>19033866
>>19035019

Dolphin using fish onahole

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvLZxG6pB6U

When I was young I used to drop insects into boiling water and watch them squirm until they died. I found it fascinating. I also had a magnifying glass and used it to torch insects.

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>>19028830
Will, its not your fault

I never hurt animals because I've always loved animals and always wanted to befriend them. People, not so much. I used to put my barbies on bondage and write on them with a red marker as though the marker was a knife and I was cutting them. I used to put them in sexual situations, too. I used to fantasize about murder pretty much from the time I was 8 until I was about 14. Once I entered high school and got a boyfriend I stopped being like that. Ironically, I had a pleasant childhood and the boyfriend was abusive so theres no correlation between shittiness and me being fucked up.

>>19028364
I used to draw ultraviolent child porn all day when I was a teenager and nobody said a damn word because I looked the school shooter type. I always carried a knife in and by highschool people were leaving me alone because "that fucking kid will follow you home" type rumors, also that I was a good thief, which I was, stole my lunch every day. I was friends with the most fucked up kids , not out of want, but because we were forced together. we never talked. all cracked heads now. I used to break into kids lockers and steal shit. I used to cut my stomach up every day but I never told any one, because I really did not want to be noticed. used to play quarters and bloody knuckles a lot and won every time. teachers hated me and sent me to the principals all the time, so I became friends with him and him and I would tell secrets, I'd say I smoked some weed and could get him some killer shit and he would tell me about how the janitor raped some bitch this week and he had to deal with that shit. he was a good guy honestly, I always stood up for him. I skipped school to get high every day and I would just tell the teacher, "im gonna go get high, im leaving" and they'd be like uh huh go ahead dipshit. people would fuck with me sometimes and some bigger fuck up always had my back because they knew I'm not the type to start things, or even talk to people. I was friends with some bloods, but fuck everything about that. used to hang out with 30 year olds because I could handle my drugs and they sold to me, which I then sold to the fuck ups, who became the big drug runners. I used to smash ants when I was a kid so much the whole driveway would be mush because my yard was filled with ants. those fucks are mean and smart when you kill a thousand of them. made a girl kill herself, never told anyone. fucked a girl in front of her dad.

usual teen stuff.

>>19025274
In a week I'm going to read a news story about that kid shooting up your classroom

>>19025355
Ethics? You are a fucking idiot if you think a sociopath can be taught empathy.

>>19025377
This thread is full of brain dead cunts, FUCK.

>>19026252
Cats.
Dogs.
Polar bears.
Dolphins.
Chimps.

>>19025274
He just doesn't give a single fuck anymore.

What people say isn't always indicative of how they feel... He's probably numb and wants a reaction from you guys.

I feel bad to be honest.

>>19031063
>asking permission to use material posted onan anonymous image board

Just use it faggot

>>19045581
You don't give animals enough credit.

>>19046072
lol

>>19048807
Dolphins are seriously gross

>>19049137
2edgy2you hurrrr

>>19038483
by the time you were talking about chopsticks, I was already wondering "why the fuck didn't someone just reach in and grab them real quick"

bunch of sissys protecting us, nah I kid. I appreciate your service, but that have been over with a long time ago.

>>19025190
Hmm, nope. He's probably not lying. Some people genuinely do not gain pleasure from hurting the innocent and defenseless, which are the only things that are at risk to psychopaths.

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when I was a kid I went round to another kids house. He had these 2 puppies but they would always run away from him, then I found out why.

We went out into his back garden and he would chase them round kicking them and stuff. He picked up one of those big plastic 'superman' slides and threw it at one of them who was cowering against the back fence.

Then he did the most fucked up thing, he picked one of them up and started sucking its little puppy-dick in front of me, all the time laughing and making this weird "mwa mwa mwa" kissing noise.
Its was mostly the sight of the piss soaked hairs going into his mouth that freaked me out. I got out of there and never went back.