I have this weird problem that sometimes I want to become the one I am attracted to. Lets call the one X.
I don't want to be with X I want to be her, sometimes I have weird thoughts that how would I react to something when If would be X and how cute would it be etc.
And no I am not part of LGBT, or anything homo related, I never even wanted to because these people disgust me.
I have to say its not that frequent anymore, whats happenign with me /x/
Depersonalization disorder.
Contact psycholgist.
Not pyschiatrist. You aren't that bad.
Oh yeah before i forget.
It wouldn't have mattered who you were. It wasn't your fault and even then it's not worth loosing you.
Gotta burn some bridges even if you don't wanna go there. Sometimes it's better to keep some people out.
>>18941176
Actually you might be right anon.
But we can say that I detached from "myself on purpose".
When I realised that that there is no such thing as "me" and that its all external programming and took the advice and started to be "Void".
Actually I have been doing quietly good I feel more "free" than ever and I feel that I can do anything I want and I can change however I want.
I was just wondering if I should do something about this problem I have.
>>18941176
That's not what depersonalization is.
>>18941124
You're a fucking changeling. Get out fae.