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I can't go back to the way I felt. I used to not think about shit and just be happy but idk what it is but now I'm always thinking of paranormal or spiritual shit. I think everything I do is gonna have an affect on my life even though it shouldn't. I haven't even had sex since I started feeling like this but I can tell it would be weird. I was sexting a girl and thinking about weird shit like souls and them connecting and shit.
I think weird as fuck shit like who i date now is gonna affect who I attract later and I'm always worried about whether or not someone is my soul mate and I never thought that before. I feel bad for doing drugs and having a good time and I used to never and whenever I take ecstasy I have crazy thoughts like this but it used to never do anything for me. Sometimes I have to drink just to stop thinking about it and I always have signs and coincidences and stuff that affirm my beliefs. I'm more worried about the future than I've ever been and I always think about weird shit.
I've even been thinking crazy shit like music is bad (because it talks about sex and drugs) and it's at the point where I almost get a dissociated feeling thinking about it and certain songs bring back crazy feelings. When I take MDMA I feel like I can feel demons in music or some weird shit and I think drugs are bad because they make you do shit you wouldn't normally.
Sometimes I get so scared and sick of it I just want to find a girl and tell her we both need to quit drugs and just go somewhere peaceful and live out a humble life.
How do I go back to a happy sinful glutton?
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>>18770986
>wah wah im a depressed drug addict
Shave your face, get a job and stop whining kiddo.
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Had same issue for a while. Change what you focus on day to day. It is only one way of feeling, one way of seeing the world. Start taking long walks, and just, look at stuff. Do not resist your thoughts, accept them, and they will pass.
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>>18771427
Walking stirs the energy. It allows you to more easily change the things about yourself that you wish to change.
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>>18770986
You open your eyes to a bigger world, and now you whine like a mewling to go back to the lie you lived? What a spineless lout. You are weak.
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Realize that there is more to this reality that we're living in, accept it, don't fight it, you are on the right path, OP, sacrifices must be made.
Also, have you done psychedelics before?
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>>18770986
You gotta realize there is no such thing as coincidence and go with the flow.
You are exactly where you are supposed to be.
Stop over thinking and just enjoy the ride
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>>18770986
Not a doctor but clearly you are on the verge of a mentalnbreakdown. Seek help from a psychiatrist before you melt down completely.
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>>18771468
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>>18771514
This is delusional thinking. I went down this path for a long time. It leads no where but darkness. It carries the same egomania as any other person's thinking, and it is just as wrong. You are not seeing above what you saw before. You are just thinking differently, still focused on imaginary things. if you truly want to see outside of yourself, instead of your own reflection, you must stop thinking entirely.
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>>18770986
Your problem is you've gotten more sensitive but you're too dumb to handle it and the drugs don't help.
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>>18770986
Is this Faint by Linkin Park in essay format?
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