Hello /x/ I've been feeling very odd lately it's been

>>18735717
Depression. I've been there.
Either go to a psychiatrist and get some of them pills or force yourself to build something in your life. Get a job, start a company, family... That kind of thing. Preferably both probably.

Sounds like depression and/or some sort of sleep disorder. My advice is to talk to someone.

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try this (for a month like a dare, tell yourself that you will and just follow through, it's how I did it)

>no eating meat (treat yourself with the ocasional shrimp pad thai or some fish if you need to)
>no coffee
>no alcohol
>no cigarettes
>no weed
>as much as you can should be raw (just grab some spinach throw that shit ina bowl with some rice, avocado, cherry tomatoes, onion and walnuts) eat fuckign apples when you want a snack during the day
>maybe towards the end drop some shrooms if continuous unaltered consciousness is driving you a bit insane
>start a notebook/journal where you can start jotting down thoughts and Ideas
>read some books that really interest you and have to do with the state of mind you want to chieve or the knowledge you want to attain
>obv no porn and gore or any degenerate shit

Do this for a month and see how it goes. Just think of it as a sort of cleanse month.

The same thing was happening to me, I was beginning to sink and then now I am whole, and more aware. The nothing matters everythingis in vain is a meme, the we're just monkeys on a spaceball is also a meme.

>DRINK A LOT OF GOOD TEA (liters a day when you can) (no supermarket gross teabag shit)
and go outside on walks, I live close to an amazing park. Go for a run whenever you're feeling it but instead of killing yourself running, take it chill, listen to an audiobook and lay on the grass for a bit.

finally meditation. Start thinking more clearly and put things into perspective. You will not only break the "fuck life" meme you will end up legit 100 times wiser than you were.

Just give it a go for a month, and if you cba or not enjoying it, go back to the "disconnected" state.

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>>18735717
Also an event like what you've described is great for post traumatic growth. Don´t waste that shit on sulking.

if someone says that only a psychiatrist can help they don´t know what they are talking about.

A specialist can only help you look for some underlying causes. And if you feel the need to seek help please do so. But trust yourself before anyone else.

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>>18735717
Avoid pills unless you know they are necessary.
>>18735724
this is what /x/ has become... recommending pills and being a n exemplary member of society. For that kind of advice he wouldn't have come here.

You got this.

>>18735717
What makes me most sleepy always is a day out hiking or shit like that. You get the point. Check out people on /out/.

>>18735717
you're beautiful, starlight.

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>>18736126
Thank you everyone ! this means a lot to me ! I'll try my best, it's a promise ! TY

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>>18737018
welcome anon

>>18737116
I'd love to share some of my OB (Original Bogtent) with you, but this is a blue board, so you are out of luck.