I have a disjointed and fragmented knowledge of esotericism and

r u a wogger?

>>18688920
What's your take/definition on God?

>>18688986
An ordering energy that opposes chaos and creates life.

>>18688920
How are you feeling?

>>18688920
Who are you?

What do you think is the fastest way to enlightenment?

>>18689070
solitude and asceticism, if you don't have the willpower then illness probably.

...have you studied Christianity?

>>18689070
Become a psychonaut.
>Psychonauts field manual
http://bluefluke.deviantart.com/art/The-Psychonaut-Field-Manual-FOURTH-PDF-EDITION-530005584
>Short shit, good read if you're interested
>Get used to the whole 'gnosis' shit
>Start using all these tools while doing drugs
>Preferably shrooms/LSD/weed/DMT, I can recommend 2cb too
>Wait for either an entity to reach you
>Try to in/evoke an entity
>Or hope that you'll luckily 'hit' the akashic records while you're tripping balls in gnosis
That's probably the fastest albeit most 'dangerous' way, it's not dangerous if you know what you're doing, start with small dosages so that you can work up that confidence in altered states of consciousness.

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>>18688920
I had a kundalini awakening, and now I'm aware of entities around me. Also feels like there's a creature living in my stomach, and I'm such a fucking empath I can feel everything. Now I'm aware that aliens exist out there, aliens exist here, and all manners of living entities listen and watch everything, as well as manipulate things.

Basically, my question is:

How the fuck do I go back to normal?

>>18689176
What are you a pussy? Just keep going down the rabbit hole.

>>18689189
Pretty much at the end of the rabbit hole.

Contact with extra terrestrials, psy abilities unlocked, extra sensory perceptions, and awareness/visions of other, tangible dimensions.

Where the fuck to go from here, but back?

All this magic and paranormal shit is not worth it once you get it. It's a fun idea, but think things through to their logical conclusions and realise it's alienating and difficult.

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>>18688920
Do you like Taylor Swift?

>>18689206
use your psy abilities to win the lotto or something. the CIA may even hire you

>>18689211
They tried to, but told me after profiling that I'd probably hate it and break down, due to my empathy.

If I wasn't dealing with murders though, just coversion and such, I'd likely go for it.

>>18689211
>>18689219
That being said, this shit is so heady I don't like it. Really I'm just trying to fix shit now.

>>18689219
you can try help people then? see if you can heal them or see ghosts and help them go to the other side? or make tarot lectures? that kind of stuff

>>18689070
Drugs. They're the easy way of experience what spirituality has to offer, though.. there's often times going to be a trade off for the experience. It's just the price you pay for the easy route.

>>18689219
Ok I'm calling BS on this guy. Can you say RP?
Somebody with the insight, et cetera to achieve such abilities would not think of whoring themselves out like that

>>18690937
Idk man some times paranormaly gifted people are othewise normal, with their flaws and stuff.

>>18688920
where do you get your hair cut?