I feel strange today.
I'm like worried by thinking that all the things that matter to me maybe matter because a reason, and that If I choose, nothing would ever matter to me at all.
Is like meta-mattering, you know? Like I love friends, family, nature, ice creams and WoW just because. I'm scared that if I choose (in a deep brain level) to like eating my own vomit until death by infection, while the world slowly burns out in nuclear fire, I would actually like it.
Anybody has ever thought about that?
Fukken scary /X/
>>18608623
maybe you're just hungry.
>>18608630
I am, but that's not the point!!!!!!!!!!
>>18608623
I'm sorry, you appear to be confusing "/x/ - Paranormal" with your own personal diary. Have a juice box and a nap until you feel better.
>>18608704
/x/ is about fear and thrills. This is one of the most terrific shit i can think of
>>18608623
Yeah, that follows up with: "what is reality? What am I? What is the everything?" I`ve been where you are, just take that out of your mind, there is no use to fuck up your everything for that. For me i`m falling into a void from where i can`t find a way out. Just keep doing whachu doin boy.
>>18609366
>>18609366
too late man. I'm like that for years. Some days is better, some are worst, This feeling however is new