This very likely won't belong here, but anyone else ever

>>18567604
>have gf
>have dream she's in her old college dorm
>I try to go see her
>bunch of people from college get in my way
>ask her if she's spoken to anyone from college the next day
>says oh yeah betachadwannabe has been tryna message her lately

Meh, if that counts. I don't like the idea of premonition dreams though, what the fuck do they entail?

Literally last night where my a manifestation of my body was upset at me (as a manifestation of me, the soul) because I worked without eating anything other than breakfast. It said it hates me, but can't leave me. So in all, I am starting to get the upper hand on it.

>>18567604
Been having some crazy dreams as of late, possibly due to taking a break off of smoking.
>At a small day festival on hill, never been to this location before.
>Watched some folk rock band play and started dancing, it's near dusk
>Some guy passes me a joint, mentions his heroin needles may have poked through it so it's hard to rip
>NoThanks.jpg
>Started walking and found a camp with all my friends from college, break out in hugs and shit.
>One of my friends grabs me and we roll down the hill uncontrollably to the stage
>Get up and I'm in the lodge above the hill looking down at the festival. It's now night.
>Run back down, passing a booth with one of my estranged gurus (don't ask) working it selling crystals and pins
>Went to buy a pin but they said they are all out of stock
>I see them right there and they said those are not for sale
>Kept walking and met with another friend.
>His goofy dad shook my hand and was dancing a jig. Introduces me to his non-existent twin
>Asks if I'm having a fun time
>I say, "why the fuck not? I'll remember this!"
Wake up.

The other night my dream was looking at my self in the bed having a nightmare and having like visions of the nightmare while i was looking at me doing strange movements, then woke up and i was confused af

>have a dream i find some xanax
>pop them all
>get retarded high in my dream
>completely make an ass of myself in front of my entire family and get arrested
>wake up
>never touching xanax again

Granted i never really abused them except for every now and then but the dream was a nice reminder of how fast things could downspiral.

>>18567604
Drugs of choice, once established, are rarely given up. Swap in a less offensive diversion; one that doesn't take away your inhibitions and make you slobbery babble.

slightly relevant. I was coming down from acid and sitting in my car, was at that stage of snapping out of it and was falling asleep. I had a vision of 2 lions sitting under a lone tree on a tall hill. It was a click of reality..almost the unlocking of the meaning of it all. Everything made sense and I was calm...the epiphany was eye opening and I couldn't stop smiling with utter happiness.


I forgot what it was.

>>18568245
No, I am meaning to confront my discomfort with more grace from now on and stop getting drunk in situations where nobody else is drunk.

I'll find a better crutch. Booze killed my dad, anyway.