If I killed myself and reincarnated into say a retard and killed

retards go straight to hell so I guess one time

Just do something really bad, and you'll reincarnate in something without a conscience.

That's karma's way of telling that you aren't good at this personal choices thing.

>>18554742
42 times

>>18554742
how do you know you're not already a retard.

>>18554742
You could get reincarnated into a body too retarded to allow you to figure out how to kill yourself again, leaving you stuck as a miserable bedridden near-vegetable but unable to die for another 80 years due to medical advances in preserving your shitty life.

So, perhaps just once before you get reincarnated into a living hell.

>>18554753
I did 800mcg of acid and accidentally all my past lives realizing this will probably be my last with a semblance of volition unless I get good, but I question myself hoping those aren't really the breaks. I would love to die is the thing, even if it was a hell realm, just so long as I didn't have to choose. I just don't want to get stuck 4 lives down in a really fucking shitty vessel and accept I have to actually keep trying.

>>18554753
>>18554753
Hey man, some people need to be rocks for a while to figure stuff out, or else we wouldn't have rocks.

>>18554774
>I did 800mcg of acid and accidentally all my past lives realizing this will probably be my last with a semblance of volition unless I get good
I would like to hear about this in more detail if that's all right

>>18554742
You'd come back as a worm or something if you killed yourself.

>>18554742
No, you'd be reincarnated into something higher after you killed your retard self the first time.

It's good karma to rid the world of one retard.

>>18554774
Well making that realization may be a very important milestone as a soul. If you really want to make a change, pray to god and ask for grace. It gives you fuel to make many mistakes, but to always be picked up again. Following your heart and soul isn't as hard as you may think. Its a true joy when you discover it is who god intended you to be, and the way you really are on the inside. Nature has provided challenges to grow and evolve your soul and being. Learn to adapt, the evolutionary machinery is inside your body, you can connect with the love of the goddess within. When you find her, you will know its worth while.

>>18554800
>I am. I killed myself in 1912 and still suffer the repercussions of the gun shot.
how do you know this?

>>18554774
i can't believe someone actually sat in front of their computer and typed this up

lol you're fucked up my dude. go smoke some weed