How can I discover self-actualization in regards to occult practice?

for instance, is there a test to see where my strengths are?
a way to measure clairvoyance etc

>occult practices
>self-actualization

Pick one. "Occult" practices inherently rely on external forces.

If you do occult shit while self-actualizing it is no longer occult because it is a part of you.

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then what about your current standings with external forces or what is significant about you in regards to external forces?

There's no way to use external forces to find self actualization? Makes no sense, you'd think that would be possible.

bumping. how can you use the occult to learn about yourself