Is it possible to use ketamine to temporally transfer my soul/consciousness to the realm of limbo. My big sis recently died suddenly long before her time at the young age of 22 in a freak accident. We woke up to just another boring normal day and then a little later that day she was gone. I didn't even get to say good bye. I think her soul might be in limbo.
I really would like a chance to meet and speak with her even if my time is short. I don't plan on crossing over for a long time so I wont get another chance to see her for a while. Part of me just wants to kill my self but I know she'd kick my ass in the afterlife if I did.
We were always very close even though I'm her younger brother by 3 years.
"She" is gone. Her core remains, but it's not the "her" you likely want. Make your peace with the fact that you will only have memories of her for the rest of your mortal life. Doing anything else is deeply unhealthy and only ruins the present, not just for you but the people who care about you, because you can't let go of the past. Drugs *can* be used to access different realms of existence, but only in the hands of experienced shamans. Internet based armchair shamanism *does not* count, either.
>>18473697
Maybe you're right; perhaps I should try and think things over before making choices based on emotional impulse.
Ket won't help you here. Meditation, sensory deprivation and traditional psychedelics will be more effective than dissociatives. Like the other guy said, you should also find yourself a decent shaman to help you out.
>>18473697
I dont have any advice but would like to say im genuinely sorry for your loss. Hang in there bro.
>>18473697
How did she die, OP?
>>18473697
ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND OUT
>>18473721
This person is right.
I'm sorry that happened OP. My mom and lil brother died last year, shit sucks, sending positive energy.