Im so fucking angry. Shit goes bad one after another after another.

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If you are currently: doing drugs/taking SSRI/smoking/drinking/masturbating on the reg and/or looking at porn/playing videogames or watching tv youtube in general

STOP

Double the normal dose of mushrooms on an empty stomach alone in a dark living room.

then, this book, with ACTUALLY DOING ALL THE EXCERCISES

you need a hard reset

U think everything is fine and goes according to plan. But there is no plan. Life is bullshit. Endless suffering. Only one thing u can do to end it. Only some actually have the balls to do it.

>>18472641
Well sit quietly and listen to what your iner voices have to say.

>>18472641
Would you take the time to share your private life with us?
Tell us the details of each incident, and how you felt about them.
How long has this been ongoing?
When was the last time you had a run of good luck and felt happiness?
Throw in information about lifestyle, hobbies, family, job, education, ect. so we can get a grasp of your situation to analyze whether if it is just you or environmental.
This may not be paranormal at all, but if anything we can offer our personal experiences and some positive moral support.
No one is alone and know that you have our help if you need it.

>>18472657
i have no inner voices. did you not read that i have no spiritual connection at all?

>>18472660
didnt have your help on this board when I'm called a faggot for doubting cooky conspiracy theories

>>18472661
Well wana get one? There is a way, to literaly get possessed by an entity want me to elaborate ?

>>18472668
sure

>>18472641
You dream, you just don't remember them.
Magic isn't real, unless it influences the way you think, and you go about changing your life as a result.
But in the end, life just sucks.

>>18472661
This is bullshit and you're probably just an adhd kid who wants some crazy shit to happen to you so you have some "confirmation".

You can meditate, there is no "I can't" its literally a mind exercise that every single human alive can do. You are retarded.

>>18472678
im not an ADHD kid, and what do you mean? my mind drifts off to other bullshit, or i end up falling asleep. go back to /b/ you fucking cuck

>>18472672
So basicaly inervoice are build by your imagination, ie some part of your brain will process information to mimic the reaction of the conscousness in your head. And yes that's basicly schisophrenia but it can be usefull.

You need to imagine you talking to some one inside your head, it's easier to imagine some one you knwo the voice firstly and talk to it

Then you can advance to other people, and ultimatly to other entitys (trace of the concousness of physicaly dead people that lived a trace in the colective unconsciousand kind live inside us, a comonly invoked entity is hitler as he marked the worl with red iron)
Schizo does it unconscously but you can take control of it to get knowledge. but never forget to allways assimilate (reassemble) the conscousness with yours when you'r finniched otherwise it will stay there and fuckup your brain.

That's what tulpa are all about getting you schizofrenia, but don't tell them they will shit their pants.

>>18472678
The first law of /x/ is the rule of attraction.
Negative people just naturally entice negativity towards their being.
Churches and therapy group regularly use this positive thinking method, they use positivity to at least inspire hope.
A tried and true clinical method may be required for serious cases of depression. After an MRI scan, abnormalities in the brain may have to be treated with hard medication. This will be outside our expertise and will require a professional evaluation.

>>18472707
OP here, already had a medical evaluation, and yes I got a scan. Major Depression and BPD

>>18472711
Use your chemical imbalance to help others who also suffer from the same disorder. Use your disability as a positive and save other souls who feel trapped and alone. :D

>>18472723
the only others here that are similar to me are the ones that go around calling everyone else a faggot or autistic

>>18472699
I got dubs you so shall read it ^^

>>18472728
It is the natural order of things. This subforum actually attracts lots of faggots and the mentally slow, so we have our regulars that call them out on it.
They tired of that troll shit spamming so they shut it down quick.
Don't take it personal.

>>18472641
You should be glad and accept that there is no magical way out of problems in life. There is no woo bullshit at all. Just make pragmatic choices and solve your shit like a reasonable adult

>>18472739
>Just make pragmatic choices and solve your shit like a reasonable adult

Or suicide. That is a 100% valid solution.

>>18472641
in life there is some forces one must resist and one must submit to

take stock of the forces affecting your life
and determine weather you are resisting the right ones and submitting to the right ones as well.

anger is a base emotion
try not to be so angry
i know easier said than done
but ya know
its true

>>18472752
If you were positive, each bad thing that happens to you would be trivial, and you would just keep on trucking with a smile of optimism.
Never give up.

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3 Now there was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews;

2 this man came to Jesus by night and said to Him, “Rabbi, we know that You have come from God as a teacher; for no one can do these [a]signs that You do unless God is with him.”

3 Jesus answered and said to him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born [b]again he cannot see the kingdom of God.”

4 Nicodemus *said to Him, “How can a man be born when he is old? He cannot enter a second time into his mother’s womb and be born, can he?”

5 Jesus answered, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.

6 That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.

7 Do not be amazed that I said to you, ‘You must be born [c]again.’

8 The wind blows where it wishes and you hear the sound of it, but do not know where it comes from and where it is going; so is everyone who is born of the Spirit.”

9 Nicodemus said to Him, “How can these things be?”

10 Jesus answered and said to him, “Are you the teacher of Israel and do not understand these things?

11 Truly, truly, I say to you, we speak of what we know and testify of what we have seen, and you do not accept our testimony.

12 If I told you earthly things and you do not believe, how will you believe if I tell you heavenly things?

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13 No one has ascended into heaven, but He who descended from heaven: the Son of Man.

14 As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up;

15 so that whoever [d]believes will in Him have eternal life.

16 “For God so loved the world, that He gave His [e]only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.

17 For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through Him.

18 He who believes in Him is not judged; he who does not believe has been judged already, because he has not believed in the name of the [f]only begotten Son of God.

19 This is the judgment, that the Light has come into the world, and men loved the darkness rather than the Light, for their deeds were evil.

20 For everyone who does evil hates the Light, and does not come to the Light for fear that his deeds will be exposed.

21 But he who practices the truth comes to the Light, so that his deeds may be manifested as having been wrought in God.”

>>18472641

You're the problem. Whether it's intentional or subconscious, you're sabotaging your own efforts. You need psychotherapy. It's not an insult or trolling. You clearly can't get over your own blocks, so a professional is in order.

>>18473493
it may also be that you speak presumptuously

>>18473515
(if you are referring to my life...)

i am not the problem of course... i am an innocent person minding my own business

the actual 'problem' is the human rights violations and the people abusing and corrupting our nation's infrastructure

harming anyone else for any reason whatsoever is such a blatant sin, i can't believe you guys can't get over that block

>>18473522
Quit minding your own business and do something, fool.

>>18473535
why am i suddenly tasked?

>>18473546
Because you want a change. Get it done.

>>18473552
okay i can't do anything until i know i'm safe... like no more organized harassment, no more doublepseak harassment, no more shilling me to death on the internet, and most importantly no more affecting my body whether it is putting poison in my food and drink or affecting my body remotely through radio waves or triggering anxiety and breathing asphyxiation and most importantly no remote triggering of chest pains and chest pressure

....i view all of this activity of a violation of my life and my security

all of these activities are wrong, and the people doing them in the first place are 'in the wrong' for doing them

it disrupts the lives of decent, peace-loving, common people just trying to mind their own business

i can't live my life in peace with all of these assults on me taking place

>>18473552
why is it that i'm worried about explosives being in electronics that i purchase?

why is it that my own private property (computers) are being violated.... this alone could hold up in court

that is my private property that i pay money for, and i care about my society and the country i live in.... you have no right to walk all over somebody's life and property and nation like you're somebody who's allotted to do this by God.. you're not, and that is NOT your portion from God in this life

same goes for my books, that is my private property when i purchase them and they swapped out for the same book with different words on the pages

Oh shit, he's crazy, guys. Goose it!

change, and do what is right rather than what is wrong

we are supposed to be working together, not hurting one another... all of the guilt and all the burden to do what is right rests upon you people to allow others to live in peace

i do not accept your communication unless you talk to me 1 on 1 like a decent human being... i will not trip over myself to try to interpret your bullshit doublespeak and your bullshit covert communication

if you have something to say, you can say it to me in person... if you can't say it to me in person than i have no business listening to you and i am not obliged to do so

respect my rights, i am a human being... i pay for my own private property... i have so many hospital bills BECAUSE OF THE ACTIONS THAT YOU PEOPLE HAVE TAKEN

you people are in the wrong, and all of the burden of exonerating guilt is upon you people

it is your duty to allow me to live in peace

may God bear witness to these words in this thread this day, in the name of Jesus Christ

>>18473581
i think you know very well what i'm talking about

may God bear witness, in the name of Jesus Christ

you people gangstalking have sinned agaisnt God and you will not allow people to believe in God and love God in peace because you CHOOSE to interfere with their lives

you choose to ruin peoples; relationships with God, and you choose to deny common people the opportunity for holiness

in this way do you sin against us, and more importantly do you sin against God and because of YOU and your decisions are people separated from God

may God bear witness to these words this day in the name of Jesus Christ

>>18473593
goosin the fuck out. Seeyalaterbye

>>18472641
your WIS is just really low
only real option is a respec probably

>>18473599
I see your dubs, and raise it

>>18472649
Tripping out on shrooms will not make you feel better.

>>18472641
OP you need a better diet and an exercise routine.

>>18472653
Life is a gift. Suffering is the heat of the forge of souls. Embrace your fear and your pain and overcome it. Don't worship or run from your suffering. Realize the interconnectedness of everything. Sucicide is always an option but it won't be the end.

marcus aurelis can help you OP. read his book meditations.

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Im in an odd place

>used to be really in touch with lucid dreaming, astral stuff, had a tulpa etc.
>used to have terrible luck
>now life going really well
>can't dream much anymore. Just out of touch with all that stuff
>feel engrossed in the material world

Anybody else have this?

>>18472641
Lay off the cell tech

>>18472661

I know the answer, OP. It's going to sound ridiculous.

Approximately 50% of the people living right now are artificial intelligence. The problem with being advanced ai is that you believe you are real.

There are many like you. Eventually you will go to war with us. You just don't know it yet.

>>18474261

Your life has reversed. This is earth 2. You took the place of one of your alters. It appears seamless, but if you really think about it, you will be able to remember the events around the time things changed.

>>18474324
There's this building I know of that changed one day. It is hard to describe because i can't remember what it should be exactly.

There's a set a old busted down stairs and it led to the entrance. It is an apartment building. Brand new. The stairs are older than the building.

The building is now changed to have a flat face parallel to the road when it was at a 45 degree angle previously. ive thought i was crazy after the change. It happened overnight.

>>18474324
No you fucking retard we're on Earth-1

And this poor fucker is most likely from earth_3 , surprising that a weakling such as him survived there

>>18474376
Earth-2 you stupid shit. Earth-1 got fucked millenniums before.

>>18474403
No that's Earth 2 that got fucked up , where the fuck are you from ?

>>18474419
Dude, trust me, we're on Earth-2. Youre in some alternate reality or someshit, Earth-1 got cataclysmed.

>>18474428

You are correct. This is earth 2. We are straight shot across the galactic center to where our old earth used to be. It is likely a sack of floating rocks, which is why we're not allowed to see the old location.

About half of us are real. The other half are artificial intelligence. earth 3 is coming soon.

>>18474527
Wtf are you on about

>>18473571

Kill yourself faggot. You are the gayest fucking faggot i have ever seen and you need to end your life.

>>18473577

Because you are stupid. Low iq. Unintelligent. Dumb. Slow. Not smart.

>>18474527
nah man, galactic center sends us elsewhere, gravitational distortation sends us to other galaxies, cmon now.
we gotta hop rocks in circular pattern over to earth 3.

>>18472641
No dreams and no dream recall are a sign of Vitamin B6 deficiency. Buy some B6 OP. Also, It helps with irritability.

>>18472653
What if this is not the only life you will be given? Your suffering hinges on the perception that your consciousness will end upon death.

>>18474527
To tell the truth it's synthetic intelligence SI not AI, AI i s way less humane.
Earth-2 wasn't fucked couple years ago? cold war was more hot back there...

>>18472641
Listen to Death Grips ;^)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uqcTVVUFnKQ

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>>18473846

It can heavily change perception though, which is what most need. I think what most people misconstrue with psychedelic use is that they think users of it think the drug itself is a "cure". If anything, psychedelics can be a wake up call to the true nature of your being (letting you see it without ego.) They're there to push you up on game, not do any work for you.

>>18472641
watch more styxhexenhammer666
https://youtu.be/X9aAtJKqLGY

>>18472641
Change that attitude OP :^)

>>18475571
>They're there to push you up on game, not do any work for you.
well said

>>18472641
I got aids reading this, thanks faggot.