what is the craziest thing you actually believe that could get

About the moonmen that ate my pet hamster

>>18331905
german revisionist reporting in
soz law prohibits going into detail although i dont think it was a hoax

>>18331905

Coming out about the testing done on the top TAG kids from the 80s/90s.

>>18331937
Elaborate?

>>18331940

I have an implant in my shoulder, for starters.

Hole that goes all the way to the bone still remains 20 years later.

>>18331905
Pre-visit prep. Place a candy bar in your underwear/panties. Allow to melt. Start talking to doctor about the people in the toilet that talk to you and tell you secrets. That you have grown to trust them etc. Now with a wide eyed look....keep talking and place your hand in the back of your pants grab chocolate then eat. Don't break eye contact. Pretend nothing whatsoever is wrong.

>>18331950
Tell me your story.

>>18331905
That there is a Grand Unifying Theory to all the current conspiracy theories.

I believe that, somehow, all the following are connected:

Chemtrails
Depopulation Agenda
Occult shit among the affluent
Satan Worship and Child Sex/Sacrifice among the affluent
Microchipping Humans (not so much a conspiracy theory, in the works now as we speak)
FEMA Camps
False Flag Alien Invasion
HAARP/Project Bluebeam
Planet X/Nibiru
Global Warming
CERN Hellgate/Dimensional Portal
Cryptids/Hybridization
Reptilians (not aliens, demonic)
Christ's Second Coming
Young Earth/Creationism
Dinosaurs are still alive (Mokele Mbembe, Marco Polo's Journals)
Antedeluvia (what I call the advanced global civilization that was destroyed by the Flood)
Giants/Nephilim/Rephaim
Pyramid Power Plants not Tombs
Black Eyed Kids/Demonic Possession
Those loud booming sounds people hear all over the world
Flat Earth (maybe, haven't made up my mind with that one yet, but leaning toward accepted Heliocentric model)
NASA faking everything
Mars Curiosity Rover is actually in Greenland
Google Earth "Satellite" is actually a high altitude airplane, same with Hubble Telescope

>>18331955

I blocked most of it out, I remember my mom taking me to the doctor for no reason.

Being brought into another room while 4 nurses held me down (my mother was forced to stand in another room during this). A large blunt needle gets inserted into my shoulder, injects something, and cauterizes the wound simultaneously.

It's the most pain I've ever felt, and I've been stabbed, had renal failure, etc.

Nobody will tell me why, and my mom has been intensely guilty/trying to make up for things ever since.

>>18331963
can u explain?

>>18331963
I agree with most of that except for the "flat earth" mumbo jumbo.

Church of Satan is a low-level recruitment agency for elite Luciferians which have infiltrated key positions in almost everything imaginable.

Just talk to some of these Satanists. Theyre Mini-Hitlers

>>18331968
I'll try. Gimme a minute

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>>18331963

>muh demonics

>>18331974

you've beent hittin them Mark Passio vids?

>>18331975
Take as much time as you need

>>18331905
I quit going to the doctor a couple years ago. I don't actually believe im flying when I am but I wholeheartedly believe we lost admiral Byrd in an airplane. I don't actually trust any "airplanes" or "sattelites" in the sky. I don't know if they're life or some sort of studio in an earth dome. I don't trust the round earth theory, but I believe both poles have something to do with it not just antarctica. I do believe in giants that walked the earth. I want to believe we've been visited by ayys but I don't know wether they come from space or inside the earth. I don't trust any mass shooting or plane crash or what have you. I don't trust people I see at the store but that's a totally different bat. I get mixed up when I switch between screens and real life and often wonder what makes each dimension 2 or 3d, what's really holding us back in this universe. I see judeo christianity not as a set of values but as a continual story. I believe God is a oneness of sorts, not a new age deal but more like the vex from destiny. A collective consciousness. A combination of omniscient and predetermination. I don't believe in politics.

>>18331967
Wait what exactly is TAG? I googled it and saw something about wearable wristbands for paranoid mothers to make their child wear to keep track of them. Are you telling me that your mom installed a tracking chip of some kind into your body?

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That I've physically visited other dimensions and time traveled with the help of a combination of cough syrup, allergy pills, and LSD.

Not even joking. I teleported through walls and things, too. Saw spaces of my house that you had to walk through the corners of rooms to get to. Met various extradimensional creatures. Saw the threads of fate.

>actually answering in this thread
/x/ wtf? You used to be good at spotting honeypots, what are you doing?

>>18331968
Okay, so basically

From 6000 BC to roughly 4500 BC, there were dinosaurs, humans, Nephilim, and Rephaim. Nephilim are angels that became demons after rebelling against God and being kicked out of Heaven. They interbreeded with humans and made giants, or Rephaim. Some of these giants were also combined with animal DNA and their faces were "fearful to behold," according to Noah. Everything God created was corrupted through genetic experimentation. People at this time were super smart because of the demon DNA and they knew all kinds of science and shit. They may have even gone to space. That could explain the Black Knight Satellite. I don't believe in aliens because aliens are undoubtedly demonic, and unless angels and demons build cities, the only explanation for the shit they find on the Moon and Mars is that humans built it a looooonng time ago. Anyway, God didn't like this world cuz it was full of sin so He flooded the fuck out of it and drowned everyone except Noah and his family.
Now, the Bible described Noah, Noah's wife, and his sons as being genetically pure, except for Noah's sons' wives. They still had Nephilim DNA in them, which is why we still have giants and there was Goliath long after the Flood.
These Giants have been subsequently vanquished throughout history, as were most of the dinosaurs "dragons" during the Medieval period. However, some dinosaurs are still alive, like the Mokele Mbembe in Africa and the Loch Ness Monster. A pterodactyl was found in the 1800s by some Americans down south.
Now, Satan is trying to get everything back to the way it was before the Flood, when he as at his peak strength, because he knows Jesus Christ is coming back soon and he will be defeated forever.
SO that means, he's using humans to experiment with genetics again to bring back giants, and create host bodies for demonic entities when they arrive in force, and he's pushing to get everyone microchipped for the New World Order.... cont'd

>>18332000
Get off the drugs man

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>>18332002
Prove in court it's not roleplaying. :^)

>>18332009
prove in court its not a fed honeypot to out the "whackos". :^)

none of this shit is ever going to court

no one is really in control

and thats spoopy

>>18332007
Not on them. It was three intense times, but I've never been a habitual drug user. I don't expect anyone to understand. Any experience related to drugs is immediately discarded because it is related to drugs, as if this reality is any more legitimate than the realities you access by temporarily altering the chemical equilibrium of your brain. Our entire perception of reality is simply based on what chemicals we have taken in and what our body has produced from them. We introduce something different, and vastly change our subjective reality. You can experience meaningful things that way.

>>18331994

Talented and Gifted.

The 90th percentile of that group got "special treatment"

>>18332020
We talking supersoldier program type stuff?

I actually died in another "universe". I remember my grandmother was crying over my dead body. Next thing boom! I'm at home just tripping balls.

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>>18332020
Oh that's fucking weird, forgive my ignorance I'm not from your country. Is this some sort of government program? Perphaps the high ups fear those with the intelligence to bring them down so they jab 'em with something to stop them from getting to smart for their own good.

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>>18332007
you sure did m8

>>18332005
so that there's no chance of rebellion. Think of how hard it was for Jews and Jew protectors during the Nazi Regime.
All the modern shit plays in like this:

Chem trails serve two purposes: obscure the sky so the world doesn't freak out when we look up and see planets and an extra sun that wasn't there before, and
To make the ground under it infertile, so that Monsanto can have a global dominion over all crops/farming. Monsanto will play a key role in the NWO.
FEMA Camps will be used to "reeducate" people on the fence with the NWO and as a false "safe zone" for disaster relief. The disaster will be a false flag, of course.
Dissenters of the NWO will be put in Federal Prisons, newly vacated after they gas the current prisoner populations.
Global Warming is caused by the brown dwarf entering the solar system. Increased earthquake activity results from the gravitational distrubances from the brown dwarf and accompanying planets. But that's nothing new, youve probably heard that before.
All this reptillian bs, that's partly true. They're not aliens, but demonic entities in host bodies. Yes, some of our cherished and most loved leaders, like the Queen, and many American politicians are Rephaim. Sometimes the hybridization doesn't work, most often the creature dies, but sometimes it lives and they just release it into the wild. This could explain some cryptid sightings. As for the ones that have been sighted for longer than we've been able to create hybrids, idk. Maybe just demonic entities. Skinwalker shit.
If NASA is really faking everyting it's because the earth actually is flat (cringe) and the illusion of heliocentrism must be maintained for sustained control over the populations.
What else is there....

SHIT
>>18332030 was meant for >>18332000

>>18332028
oh shit ignore the image, didn't mean to post that...
>>18332005
That's pretty wacky desu senpai, dragons doesn't real :^)

>>18332020
whoah whoah whoah hold the fucking phone, 80's and 90's ? When did this program start with TAG in the 80's? This would explain a LOT about my life...

>>18331963
The planet is transitioning into an ice age, by the time Global Warming would end the world the global cooling would start evening things out

>>18332045
Tell us your story

>>18332050
I honestly dont remember a lot of it, but I was a "gifted and talented" kid through the 80's I was born in 80. I had a specialist therapist/pediatrician/psychiatrist and I have some strange missing time issues with my youth and stuff. Im curious to know more before I start telling any more story, just to check my own sanity.

>>18332058
Have you ever considered going to a regressive hypnotherapist to recover missing time?

>>18332062
I'm scared of the possibility for false and planted memories, I know Im susceptible to hypnosis already.

>>18331905
Morgan Freeman really did chain me up when I was four and kept me chained until I was strong enough to break them.

That all of reality is a hallucination brought on by approaching death, that my entire life and everything else in existence is just the product of the diseased fancy of a mind on the brink. Which is why there are discrepancies like magic, extra sensory perception, and other unexplained phenomena.

>>18332074
So does that mean when you are on the verge of death, the cycle just repeats, and the little bits of deja vu are brought on by remembering certain parts, thus giving you a chance to change it? That "gut" feeling telling you that you made a mistake, and that it's trying to lead you on the right path?

>>18332032
>>18332032
Oh ya. And CERN is machine that opens the portal to hell, what the bible calls the Abyss or the Bottomless Pit, from which hordes of demons will come and lay waste to a portion of humanity and civilization.
Planet X/Brown Dwarf is the mechanism by which God will make things fall from the sky in the end times, as described in the book of revelation. Remeber the angel with the golden censor that was filled with fire and cast down to the earth. Remember the mountain crashing into the sea. Those are asteroids brought in by Nibiru or whatever you wanna call it.
As for "Locusts with mens faces with tails that inflicted harm" those are helicopters with pilots faces visible dropping some chemical weapon from canisters located at the back, not some demonic creature.
Pyramids were used by the ancient egyptians to generate electricity like Tesla did with his tower. This was not their technology, but rather it was recovered from a previous civilization. They did not understand very well how it worked, but all the Pharaohs knew the Ark of the Covenant was the source. That's why Ramses II chased Moses when he fled with the Jewish slaves, they took the Ark with them and all of Egypt's power. Their civilization fell shortly after.
The Ark eventually landed in the hands of the Templars, and to protect it from the Pope on Black Friday they hid it away under Oak Island. That's what's there, not Solomon's Menorrah or whatever they say is there.
What else....
Ya. The asteroid impact is not a false flag, nor is it the reason we form a global government. The various HAARP installations around the world will be used to create a fake alien invasion with realistic, life-like holograms. HAARP may also be used to fake the Second Coming so that authorities can easily identify religious insurgents and incarcerate them.
Cont'd

>>18332083
But it's the fake alien invasion that will be the reason for the NWO. The loud booming sounds is the earth's magnetic field interacting with the mag field of the brown dwarf or its planets. Other similar noises like constant machine sounds could be the construction of Apocalypse bunkers.
Demonic activity is increasing world wide, from sightings to possessions to poltergiest activity, all because the proverbial nest has been whacked to stirr up the hive in preparation for the Final Battle of good vs evil. Explains black eyed kids and other scary shit.
Dinosaurs still being alive/Young Earth/Creationism is the truth, darwinism is a satanic lie, evolution is a lie, why? To reinforce Godlessness. General godlessness is one of the primary agendas of the elite/illuminati.
By saying that we exist as a product of random chance on a small dust mote around a common star in a vast galaxy in a vast universe in a vast infinity of multiverses is to deny us our birthright. That we are created by God, loved by God, and that our place in this world has a specific purpose, that we're not just here because the universe farted. If everyone in the world had a healthy spiritual relationship with God, the Devil wouldn't stand a chance.
I think I covered everything.

In summary,
All the shit happening today like fema camps and chemtrails and so called reptillians is to prepare the forces of evil for the final showdown with the forces of good. God vs Satan, the culmination of millenia of warfare. Warring over the souls of humanity.
But fear not, Satans plan will fail, and all evil will be destroyed forever. History is already carved in stone.

>>18332041
Dragons were what people in Olde Englishe times called dinosaurs. It literally means the same thing. Or "Serpent"

>>18332020
I read an article recently about a secret program run by the DoD to test psychokenetic abilities among children. Kids that could move objects out of containers without opening them. They also studied a woman, something-Sun, who could harness qi energy to make plants grow faster.

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>>18331967
show us a picture

>>18332046
>transitioning to an iceage
sounds like garbage to me. did you get that out of scientific american?

>>18332074
It would be scary if it would be repeating forever with slight variations.
>live life
>close to death
>your brain remembers everything and you are reliving years in seconds. (it only feels like years)
>now you approach death in THAT simulation, mere seconds before you started tripping
>relive your simulation in the simulation
>repeat forever

This means 2 things:
1.purgatory is real
2. make the best of it, because you will relive it forever

This also means that you will die 1000s of times when ALL simulations are over. This can be interpretered as heaven or hell.

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>all wars are caused by the private banking cartels that control the world
>america's war for independence was really to gain a free unregulated currency not controlled, owed to or owned by any company or elite organization. America lost this war in the end.
>there is something hidden in Antarctica
>magic(k) is real
>some conspiracies are a plot created by radical christians to spread certain beliefs
>love is so strongly celebrated in culture because those who are in love/married and more likely to settle down and less likely to resist. Romance makes you docile and the system has been exploiting this for centuries.
>pedophilia would be socially acceptable if they wanted it to be, anything would be socially acceptable if they wanted it to be. The system have the power to install fake morality, all things that are considered immoral are done so because it's beneficial for "them" I don't think the elites have any morals of their own but just preach them to keep us in control
>we're taught to be completely dependent on the state and would be useless on our own, they don't want us to learn the means to be self sufficient and they have us believe that without them we would be cavemen
>there were advanced civilizations thousands of years before ancient Egypt
>demons are real and they're chaotic neutral not pure evil/typical cartoon bad guy
>drugs can loosen the control the system have on us, that is why they are considered a threat to the state. They don't want us to alter our minds to see the truth.
>Alex Jones has two purposes, to be a disinfo distraction for those who would seek truth and false representation of libertarians for others. He is a puppet and doesn't really give a fuck about freedom
>skinwalkers are real

>>18332079

Aye. Think of it like a choose your own adventure book. Everything has been written out, the reader is just following each story through its forks, and when there's a 'bad' choice, they flip back (deja vu/synchronicity) and take different paths until they get one of (or *the* ) 'good' ending for each story.

I got institutionalized 3 times for spouting on about Horo. They injected me several times, dosed me the fuck out, gave several diagnosises, including schizophrenia.
>tfw parents believed doctors
>tfw spice and wolf objectively ruined my life
IDGAF PRAISE HORO

>>18332111
My bad, I just did some searching around to confirm and it looks like this is just widespread disinfo.

>>18332142
Purgatory is not real. It is another Catholic heresy.

>>18332058

Gifted and Talented Education. I was in it, too. I dont remember much. Just a lot of extra homework, and a few memory gaps, but they mightve been from family issues or just kid brain forgetting unimportant days.

Im 19 years old. Born in 97, if its relevant. No scars on my shoulder, or anything. I remember being tied down at the dentist once, i blacked out. Probably irrelevant to this thread, but i thought id share.

>>18332149
Agree with everything except that demons are chaotic neutral. They must carry out the will of Satan, which is pure evil.

>>18332173
I was in GATE as well, in California, born in 1990. Don't remember anything weird about it. We just did dumb little projects like make towers out of toothpicks.

>>18332182
I was in Canadian equivalent, "Enrichment" and we did stupid stuff that that, too. I was aslo born in 90.

>>18332083
Hey I actually forgot about that show. Anyone still watching that? Last time I watched they sent a diver in the pit and he found something like a hidden room

>>18331967
If you're above the age of majority, go to the doctor and demand your records. If you're in the US, you have a legal right to them.

>>18331937

Talented and Gifted?

Fuck I was in that shit briefly. Ms. Ostrander was a fucking bitch.

>>18332180
Satan is just another demon who represents pride, individualism and eye-for-an-eye ideology which are all good things. The real monsters are human beings who are nothing more than animals ...animals with brains large enough that they should know better than to be as stupid and obedient as they act.

>>18331963

This anon fuckin gets it. Hell yeah.

>>18332188
Marty and Rick Lagina wasted too much of my time. They could do the whole show in one or two episodes if they just put a wall around the whole island and drained out all the water, completely avoiding all those annoying booby traps.

>>18332182

I dont remember projects fml i had so much damn homework. I got pissed because i was doing hw for my grade, and the next year at the same time. They were making me take two years of school at once. I quit. Probably shouldnt have. Id be a dope ass reptilian rn

>>18332196
Yes, he is a demon, but not just any demon. Satan is the commander in chief.

>>18331905
I am a son of God equal in rank and power to Jesus who is also God. I could probably get locked up for that.

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My problem is having gone down rabbit holes step by step, I sometimes forget most people are out of the hole still.

Pedowood (as a blanket term for not just Hollywood) is hands down what's going to ensure I never get married. All these politicians be fucKing kids man, no one listens to me.

For instance: I watched three documentaries back to back on Marc Dutroux. I'm just supposed to know that no one wants to talk about kid dungeons and government cover-up.

Fucking BS man.

>>18331963
>Those loud booming sounds people hear all over the world
That's just Goku training/fighting.

>>18332149
Alex Jones is just a comedian, stop bullying him.

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>>18332224

>>18332219
Don't worry anon. I'm right there with you. I'm working on some shit to help bring "pedowood"to light.
Prolly gonna end up dead but that's alright. It's the way I want it.

element, tarot.
where i live its enough for institutionalization

>>18331905
That the lgbt propaganda is somewhat controller by CIA and all of it is just a huge mind control experiment.

>>18332329
>where i live
where's that?

>>18332323
Yeah?
Anything good?
You wanna share man hmu I'll throw you my email

>>18332020
Explain further! I feel like I'm close to something important!

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>>18331992

>>18332149
There is absolutely something in Antarctica

>>18332182
Wtf you just triggered an old memory. Grandfather used to toss me up and catch me in the pool. Heads collided and i was going to the hospital to get stitches, otherwise, no big deal. (And it was my chin that got hit, not my head at all)

Vividly remember being zipped up in a leather duffle bag a needle being pushed into me from inside the duffle and blacking out.

As it was my first time going in an ER I figured it was standard procedure.

Mentioned it ONE time years after to my mom when I realized my experience wasn't normal. Probably remembered it wrong... but I remember everything. Trips to london when I was one, the day I wasn't allowed to use a bottle anymore... etc..

Either I was zipped up and given a shot in a duffle bag or I was put under anesthetics my mind created the duffle bag being closed with me inside to explain the sensation of blacking out..

At the time I was in GATE after taking the test for it... only lasted a week or two before I was removed and told the program wasn't for students like me.

Was pushed into GEMS (gifted in math and science) later on in my life

>>18331905

Stars are sentient. Like a reeeeeally slow sentience though. So slow it probably doesn't even matter whether its actually or not, desu.

>>18332357
Hey anon, lay it on me and I'll get in contact.

>>18332384
Not that I'm bashing it anon but what makes you think that?

>>18331905
I'm content being a straight white male

>>18332402
Reality is naturally animistic, as in there is a form of consciousness, of being, for all things, from the smallest quanta to the largest galaxies and beyond. I deduce this because God is The All, God is Everywhere, Everyone and Everything. So, God is in all things, thusly making all things have spirit. So, Everything is basically "alive" in their own way, in the way that whatever the given entity or cosm you may be inferring to is being as, be it a rock, a tree, a television, or a particle of dust.

>>18332219
If kids want to whore themselves for fame why are you so obsessed with it?

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>>18332196
>pride, individualism and eye-for-an-eye ideology
>which are all good things
Simply epic, my friend.

>>18332411
Also, get thta I'm not saying everything has the same consciousness as a human, everything has it's own form of awareness, even if it's super naive and as "unaware" as a galaxy would think a human was unaware compared to it.

>>18332414
That's not what we're talking about, This isn't couch casting it's sex slavery.

>>18331905
Pepsi and Coke are the exact same thing.

>>18331905
That there's possibly some significance to the fact that often times a thread that I'm instantaneously interested in, and know I'll probably want to post in is usually at exactly eighty-eight posts as I discover it.

>>18332379
penguins?

>>18332432
WE CRACKED IT LADS!

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>>18332415
Fedoras are atheists, sloppily meme'd lad

>>18331950
I have searched a long time (nine years or so) looking for others with implant stories.

Mine: Felt a nodule under the skin just behind my left shoulder. Always have felt a hollow area surrounding a hard, moveable, nub there. Years later, after thinning and loosening of skin I could feel through the skin easier and could grab the edges of the object. It is the size and shape of a single grain of rice (yes, just as implantable chips are marketed being shaped) or a thin-circumference submarine shaped pill. My mother and spouse also have felt thin pointed objects under their skin but theirs are elsewhere (near the top of the hollow of the arm pit; in the outside upper arm area central between the shoulder and elbow.) Both feel like my thin pill shaped object but theirs sit pointed-edge facing out while mine lays longwise, flat inside the skin.

(This is years ago now) For months I had been reading online about all this shit yeah? Satanism-lizards-dulce-MKultra-subliminal imagery in everything--emotion words and demonic eyes/faces in print work (even the "blank" white space in magazine advertisements ffs!)....on and fucking on, as we all know. Madness and horror. Paranoia.

Then one evening while watching the Jonathan Demme version of Manchurian Candidate I see Denzel cut a small metal implant out of his back, left shoulder...but it is not the exact place mine is. No. Where mine is, on Denzel's back, in the film, is a bruise. Like a circle of purple coloring with a clear center. Mindfuckery of the highest.

I am a native living on a reservation in the american southwest. Open air prisons. We have been experimented on for as long as this government has existed. Is it a stretch to think we are already chipped? Old tech by now. And that all the talk of "when will these nefarious NWO police state lock down technologies be implemented?" seem to be a bit behind the curve.

That said, I am not ready to cut my back open to confirm that we are indeed fucked.

>>18332415
Also katanas are for banzai bitches
real nigs use longswords

No implants here, but anyone else have two identical scars on their forarms?

>>18331970
Flat earth is part of a disinformation campaign against other conspiracies.

It fits in.

I dont care if I ever come down.

>>18331954
imagine being incarnated into this plane and going through the experience of your vessel doing this

>>18332469
I have them on the inner sides of my knees. 2 on the left and three on the right all around 3 inches long and very pale, they look like incision marks and nothing like stretch marks. I don't remember getting them.

>>18332417
I believe this as well - the way I always say it is "consciousness is inherent in matter" - I think this will be accepted scientific knowledge but probably not for many years still

Should I make an abduction/implant thread, guys?

>>18332480
That's just the thing! They don't look like stretch marks and they're the exact same size, shape, and location on both arms.

I to beliebe this, What are we beliebing my friends?

>>18332486
I'm down

>>18332489
Should I post a pic anon? Why don't you do the same and we can compare

>>18332486
>>18332494
Here
>>18332497

>>18332495
Moving to the other thread

>>18331905
There are "Machine elves" that interface with all electronic devices and have the power to alter written text and esssentially any aspect of physical reality.

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>>18331963
This old classic addresses most of it.

But a great unified conspiracy theory, is still far away.

>>18331963
>All have the same (((connection)))
>Pure coincidence

>>18331937
Dude I got tested in 95. What's the deal with it?

Now I'm not saying that I personally believe our entire universe is a simulation created by malevolent archons to keep us trapped in the cycle of death and rebirth to feed on our suffering, but...

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transgenderism is a curable mental illness that is prolonged for population control and weakening of high population areas. Probably some connection to all these Syrian (Muslims in general) refugees coming in who could easily over throw us

>>18331963
I would really like to talk to you more, kik is Gamerfanize (pretty faggy right? Lmao made it when I was younger, I cringe now for sure) hit me up, I would greatly appreciate it

>>18332606
And don't forget the capitalist aspect. Media pushes transgenderism to create thousands of individuals who will pay a lot of money for medical procedures and all the clothes/accessories that reinforce their trans identity.

>>18331905
Ok here you go
No dark matter
Vampires go and destroy stars
Disgusting every planet in that solar system
Jesus was a vampire
God in the Bible is a vampire
There is an intergalactic war between vampires and Nordic Aliens
Reptilians and other races are here as well
The moon is a vampiric base
The moon is planet x, nibiru
vampires and nordics can both see the future
one group sees the real possibilities, one sees many different wrong possibilities
the end days are upon us

>>18331992
>round earth
>theory

Lol

>>18332046
We're already in an ice age, fuckwad.

If an Icecap displaces water equal to its mass, how do melting Icecaps make sea-levels rise?

I'm a woman trapped in a man's body.

>>18332000
checked

how did you decide to take them all at once? do you have the same results every time?

Down with soros, he makes us all look bad.

>>18332713
This is fucking with me

>>18331963
Can't say I agree wholeheartedly with you, but I can definitely agree that most if not all of those share some suspicious connections that basically lead to some kind of agenda by the wealthy and powerful, which is neither surprising or unheard of. Spoopy stuff.

>>18332713
Most of the melting ice is not floating in the water. Antarctic ice is on land, glacier caps of mountains around the world are obviously not floating, and ice in the Arctic and surrounding areas is either on land or often connected to ice that is on land, thus not floating.

>>18331963
mAh niggah. You're one of the only people I've heard with the same idea.

>>18331963
Yes it has to do with people being less and less educated using the internet.

>>18332606
>transgenderism is a curable mental illness that is prolonged for population control and weakening of high population areas.

Anon I wish it were this simple......

If by curable, you mean death, then sure. Before hormones I was slowly going insane and on the brink of ending it; now I feel better than ever. I still would rather be dead than have to live as a guy again, though.

I feel grateful for modern medical science being as powerful as it is, and I think your point of view is a bit of an oversimplification of the issue.

>>18332826
But you understand you are result of the feminization of men right? I'm not saying it's your fault or anything. I understand you were born this way.

>>18332838
then explain trans men

I taught /pol/ about meme magic to help me accomplish my goal. Early in the morning last tuesday, I cast a massively powerful spell drawing on that pressure to blur the minds of people who would vote Clinton and make them stay home while at the same time focusing the mind of those who would vote Trump to get them to vote. It appears my spell was a success, as evidenced by both the strange voter turnout and the analyses defying results.

My ultimate goal is watching this world fucking burn so something better can be built on top of the ruins.

>>18332826
you weren't born this way, just like we crave cigs after we become addicted your body has become addicted to estrogen and other hormones
this is off topic, but recent evidence has shown that weed nutrients being sold were affecting the type of effects weed is giving, they were linked to anti-social behaviours, laziness, anxiety, and everything else.
organic weed did not give these side effects..

so in short, you were consuming large amounts of products with hormone rich bases, hence now you are craving it, they can also induce such thoughts as 'i am a woman' just by the shit you eat.

>>18332844
Same thing. Lower testosterone levels but enough to develop a male brain but not the body.

>>18332838
>feminisation of men
If you believe that this is somehow a new concept I think you're being extremely selective when looking at history.

>>18331905
That unfortunately I don't seem to have herd mentality

>>18332854
>>18332844
Also this. I used to be addicted to milk (I didn't know you're not supposed to drink it as much when you're an adult.) and had mild gender dysphoria.

Fixed my diet and started training and I'm fine now.

>>18332838
>But you understand you are result of the feminization of men right?

Well, maybe. There's some historical references to people who seem to have been transgender, but it's nowhere near the scale on which it is happening these days.

That begs the question of why the frequency of transgender people has gone up so much higher in the past years.

One guess of mine is that it might just be the fact that treatment for it is so much more accessible now, and the results are actually on par with biological individuals of the target sex. But, of course, that's just a guess in the dark on my part, and I've got no evidence to back that claim up, so ultimately I'm going to have to settle with the good old "I don't know why".

>>18332854
> your body has become addicted to estrogen and other hormones

I'm totally not going to deny this. Estrogen is amazing, and in many ways I definitely would classify as an addict. But is that really a bad thing? It doesn't distort my perception past, well, making it the same as any other woman's.

However:
>you weren't born this way

This is a bit of a non-sequitur in that there's pretty solid scientific evidence that the transgender brain is physically different from cisgender brains, in that they often share certain characteristics with the sex of the target gender. I think that's a pretty solid basis to take the position that, yes, trans people are indeed born with an anomaly in their minds that causes them to be that way.

>>18332718
Good luck<3

>>18332875
Asking me if its bad.. Why don't you try to become a fucking dolphin while you are at? Go get some fin-surgery, have tanks put in as lungs, go get some new fucking skin, and pump yourself full or mercury. Is it bad to become a dolphin?
>you weren't born this way
But there's solid evidence that the dolphin brain is physically different from ours.

>Why don't you try to become a fucking dolphin while you are at?
>there's solid evidence that the dolphin brain is physically different from ours.

But I quite clearly don't have a dolphin brain and I don't want to be a dolphin.... this is a really nonsensical argument to be putting forth.

>>18332910
forgot to quote >>18332902

>>18332826
I also suffer from dysphoria (seemingly a lot of people do) and to simply wright of hormones as the one and only cure is like saying anti depressants are the one and only cure for depression. Forgive me for not recalling the name but I remember there was successful treatment for dysphoria that was discontinued and all traces of it have seemingly vanished. I know by not becoming transgender I'm just denying the inevitable and guaranteeing myself a unhappy life but I refuse to partake in this phenomenon that is possibly a danger to society

>>18332017
This mofo gets it

>>18332910
You don't have a females brain. Your entire previous point proved my previous point.
>You are what you eat
You have been filling your body with female hormones since being a child, whether to your knowledge or not, and now you have become dependent on it.
Pretending that it is anything more than a drug addiction is part of the delusion, same as heroin addicts will sell their kids for another score.
As another side note, since you still probably don't understand my point, I will explain what cancer is in the human body. When you consume something which is foreign and cannot be processed by any organs, it will start to build up somewhere in the body. Over time this will turn into a growth of some kind. With today's fucked up health system, we decide its a bad thing and we nuke the body with chemo and radiation. Both of those treatments kill faster than any cancer could. That's besides the point. If we let cancer fully develop, over several generations it would become it's own organ, able of processing that chemical which it is formed of.
Anyways, you are part of the elite's experiment of feminizing young males through chemical exposure in our food, water, and everything else sold in stores. No you are not a women, nor can you ever be one. You have destroyed your body beyond repair and I think you know this, hoping for science to solve this is just another black hole. Accept the truth and live as you please, I have nothing against others doing as they want, just don't live in the delusion.

>>18332921
>I also suffer from dysphoria (seemingly a lot of people do) and to simply wright of hormones as the one and only cure is like saying anti depressants are the one and only cure for depression.
I never said that it is the only solution, but I would most definitely say that it is the best solution. It's the cheapest solution, in that hormones are dirt cheap and infinitely more cost effective than something like therapy, and the results are simply amazing.

>Forgive me for not recalling the name but I remember there was successful treatment for dysphoria that was discontinued and all traces of it have seemingly vanished.
Pimozine, iirc, and there was literally a singular study on it, which doesn't really say much.

>but I refuse to partake in this phenomenon that is possibly a danger to society
How is it a danger to society? What you do with your body doesn't hurt literally /anyone/. The only "danger" is that autists get buttmad when you provoke them to question their sexuality by simply existing. Maybe I'm just blind, but could you please explain to me how being transgender is in any way a bad thing, as long as you don't go SJW faggot about it or go evangelise it?

>>18331963
>Google Earth "Satellite" is actually a high altitude airplane, same with Hubble Telescope
In city's yes it in in fact.

>>18332932
>You don't have a females brain. Your entire previous point proved my previous point.
Right, but the science has a more complex story to tell. It's not as simple as saying that transgender issues are purely psychosomatic, in that there is some physical basis to it. That being said, there is /no/ physical basis on which to assume that my brain is that of a dolphin's; that's why your argument doesn't make sense.

Here's an example of a scholarly source supporting my position: http://www.journalofpsychiatricresearch.com/article/S0022-3956(10)00325-0/abstract

>You have been filling your body with female hormones since being a child, whether to your knowledge or not, and now you have become dependent on it. Pretending that it is anything more than a drug addiction is part of the delusion, same as heroin addicts will sell their kids for another score.
See above. I'm afraid that you're the deluded one for believing that "it's nothing more than a delusion".

Again, not gonna lie, though, estrogen is fucking great and doesn't hurt anyone (even myself), so I don't see what the problem with it is even if it is an addiction.

>When you consume something which is foreign and cannot be processed by any organs
Bruh do you even understand anything further than trite pseudoscience bullshit memes? The hormones that transgender people take are organically harvested and chemically identical to the natural estrogen that occurs in the body. It's by very nature /infinitely/ less "foreign" than literally any other treat meant you could suggest as an alternative for medicating trans people.

> If we let cancer fully develop, over several generations it would become it's own organ, able of processing that chemical which it is formed of.
Okay, you're actually retarded, I guess. I could probably find a fucking 14 year old who could explain why cancer doesn't just "develop over several generations". It fucking dies. Please meme harder, anon.

>>18332757
I had the similar results each of those three times, yes. Not the same, because different things happened, but the same magnitude of events and the same kind of events.

I got the idea from taking dextromethorphan (robitussin), a cough medicine that acts as a dissociative anesthetic in higher-than-label doses, and diphenhydramine (benedryl), which acts as a deliriant at higher-than-label doses. I had done some various psychedelics before, but had never experienced what are known as "true hallucinations," i.e. hallucinations that seem real, or are indistinguishable from reality. On that combination, I experienced hallucinations that seemed real, but that were like mirages. You could put your hand through them and such. You can overlay your whole reality on that combination. You find yourself in distant dream-like lands, and go walking around only to bump in to your furniture.

So I thought, ok, this is some serious visionary shit, what might push it over the edge? What might deepen the experience? So I took it with LSD, and in that combination I stopped feeling high completely. I felt completely normal and clear-headed except that I had a kind of mental remote that could change the channel of interactable physical reality. So, I found myself in the future, in the past, living other people's lives for brief times, and then mostly spent my time trying to harmonize the lives around mine and make my waking, normal reality a paradise for myself and all who passed through it. It worked for about six months, before outside influences eroded my work. Overall, extremely interesting experience.

I think I might be a bigfoot, or a Neanderthal.

>>18332012
>:^)

>>18332932
2/10 for making me reply.
You have absolutely zero idea what cancer is you fucking moron we aren't growing new goddamn organs. Cancer cells form when cell division fucks up and they begin to multiply rapidly and they forget to kill the old cell at the appropriate time. This is why people can seem perfectly fine with a tumor in the beginning but over time it'll spread and grow and start disrupting bodily functions. Cancer WILL kill everyone that gets it for every generation that ever gets it you nitwit.

>>18332028
A guy in my Church made those. It's just a game...
(I know you didn't MEAN to post the pic though)

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>The oil is the last population of humans. Similar to the nationwide philosopher stone on fma.

>Were the next batch. The powers that be are immortal and have stolen the knowledge to acquire immortality by raiding the great libraries and trying to destroy the evidence of pre diluvuan civilization.


this is shit i wont ever verbalize and I doubt I should say such things anonymously.

>>18332000
What did the other creatures look like? Anything especially interesting that you'd share?
I'm always interested to hear from people who do the things you do.

>>18332984
Currently 1 in 3 die from cancer. In 50 years it'll be 1 in 2. In 100 years it'll be 1/1.

Happy thoughts for the day.

>>18332005
Tldr: wacky christian shit

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>>18332954
Ok anon, I am the straight white male, but I am the retarded one. Great, and thanks for linking some bullshit article which only looks to encourage transgender culture.
Keep consuming your estrogen desu, its worked out great for many others living the dream.

>>18332984
Yup, you are right. Glad we have savants like you guys in our government and labs.

Enjoy the poison faggots. Keep consuming those products they sell you, keep drinking your estrogen. I hope you do chemo and radiation when you get cancer.

>>18331967
So, it was a vaccination?

>>18333024

Do vaccinations cauterize during injection?

>>18332848

If you wanted the world to burn, you should've done the opposite instead. Clinton would've had the entire world dragged into WW3 and nuked.

Looks like you saved the world instead. Sad!

>>18332998
Besides human-looking people, I saw humanoid things that might be described as gnomes or small elves. A lot of the time I encountered beings who were like clouds or tornado-like vortexes. I encountered long-limbed shadow-like beings. I saw quite a lot of shadow people, but never the fabled hat-man (commonly seen by users of diphenhydramine). Mostly they were extremely long-limbed and tall, and would walk out of the corners of rooms. They scared me a lot so I would ask them to leave, and they usually would go, but sometimes would peek back in. I never encountered anything at that time that seemed overtly hostile.

There was a kind of creature that changed shape every time you looked at it, too. It seemed beyond understanding. I think it was kind of like the explanations I've heard of hyperdimensional figures: that we are only capable of seeing a cross-section of a 4D form in 3D, and a cross-section of a cross-section of a 5D form, and so on.

Most things didn't seem that interested in me. Maybe curious is the best word. I would usually offer to shake hands (it seemed like the right thing to do at the time), and they sometimes would shake, and sometimes would be mystified by what I even intended.

Almost entirely communication was some kind of telepathy, though many didn't try to communicate. My mind was very quiet, and it was like they were speaking, but they weren't. I could speak back easily, and physically talking seemed like a huge amount of effort by comparison. I did it a few times, though. One time I was talking to this being who sat on a couch in my living room like a guest, and told me some stories that I have a hard time remembering now. I can't even describe how this being looked. I mostly remember its bright, golden eyes. It was almost like a creature made of many, many silk veils.

I am being touched by hands i can't see all day, every second, every hour for 1½ years now

They mostly touch my lower region, which is somehow female, and i am a boy.

This is all unrelated to my physical reality.

>>18333072
which is actually just a fact of my current situation, not something i believe. might be the same thing though

>>18331905
technically I was institutionalized for this, twice. so here we go:

I can only speak for myself, as I only have my own subjective experience to talk about, but this should apply to other people as well:

I am God. I have existed in a way I can't comprehend right now for all eternity, in a realm outside of time and space, I have "scripted" my life before I was born, down to every little detail, together with all people alive, and together with those left behind the veil of reality.

There is life after death, there is a heaven. There are actually two heavens. A private one and a public one. Private one you have complete control over everything and reality moves according to your will, it's your very own private holodeck if you will, your hyper immersive video game. Public one you still have control over much of reality, but not over the people around you, and there are other limits to your powers. You switch between those two heavens, by passing through locks.

Time and this time on earth we call life, behaves cyclical, I have been alive before, but I can't remember. Life is the foundation for eternity, it's a necessary evil you need to experience for "divine reasons", but only "once every eternity". It sets your boundaries a new, of what you want to experience in heaven, it resets your expectations and your likes and dislikes, it keeps things fresh, but there were other reasons for it I couldn't comprehend.

Before you enter heaven you will undergo intensive divine psychotherapy if you might call it that, nothing to be afraid of, but it can be scary, but it will be ultimately be a very cathartic experience, you will be cleansed of all your imperfections and enter heaven as e mentally sound, psychologically healed human being.

That's basically what I still believe to this day, it all told to me in very convincing ways and I have no real reason to doubt it.

Very often, I will shout out strange phrases that seem to come from moments of anxiety like, "Kill them all" or "Kill every last one of them". I'll be revisiting an old memory that is uncomfortable to me and speak out loud "Cut all their throats" and almost every time I'm taken aback. I'll look around and make sure no one is within ear shot. I vaguely brought this up to my girlfriend and she said she never hears me say anything like that, which I'm not sure is possible because I do it all the time when she is around the corner.

I'm just wondering when it will get worse enough that someone forces me to get help for it.

>>18331992
im with you

I believe there is an international conspiracy of the highest economic class that manipulates, to the finest detail, the actions of the less advantaged. Everything we think and believe about the world is a result of their manipulation. Our most basic values and convictions are merely reactions to subtle cues planted like seeds in our consciousness. In this way they prevent anyone from exposing the truth, because if anyone were to do so, it would be a small matter to overthrow them since their numbers are small and ours are large. The only people who know this truth are novelists who expose it in tiny, esoteric fractions over the course of their careers, knowing that if they tried to expose everything all at once, nobody would believe them, and the powers that be would destroy them. Read Pynchon.

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>>18333091
LOL, who the hell said it was ok to let you out TWICE??

>>18332002
I know it's a honeypot but I want Them to know I'm on to Them. I hope I don't get disappeared for this comment. But surely by now they know I suspect Them anyway. The great game is afoot, and has been for some time now.

>>18333131
I dunno man.. psychiatrist ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ amirite?

>>18331905
there is a highly reticulated Jewish conspiracy to run the world and eradicate Christianity after Jesus called them all snakes and vipers and told them gentiles get to be chosen people too

>>18333143
the real powers that be are heavily invested in your thinking this way. You've fallen for a straw man. Don't blame the Jews. Though some of Them are almost certainly (nominally) Jewish, the ones that rule the world worship nobody but Moloch. Pure liquid capital injected straight into the bloodstream. Don't fall for it.

>>18333091
can confirm

just went to the beginning of time when everyone realized they were gods and had a talk about being gods

this one guy was hella cool, i was completely physically dominated by him and everyone it was nice for a change, im always the scarey guy when i walk around public... feels bad man\\

but i try to smile at everyone so theres that

>>18332160
>>18332160
who?

>>18332171
no such thing as Catholic heresy, friendo. Protestantism in all its forms is heresy.

>>18333099
Oh shit I do something like this. I don't think you need to worry unless you actually have thoughts like this. I say, "bitch" for some reason, but pretty much under the same circumstances you describe

Everything
Once you start completely disregarding the mainstream scientific community, finding religion and holding controversial political opinions you find there isn't much you have left to talk about publicly.

The Clintons are part of a globalist elite that use children and fetuses in satanic rituals often involving rape and cannibalism.

Oh wait...

>>18332329
Where, anon?

>>18332337
Homosexuality predates the CIA. There are homos in the bible like Daniel and Jonathan, and Ruth and Naomi. And they were loved by god. So I don't know what you mean.

>>18331905
that you are a shill collecting information to use against us in the future.

so piss off.

>>18333200
He specifically said propaganda. He's right in part. Its just one facet of the cultural-marxist agenda.

I believe that people on /x/ make up these stories to justify their empty lives and self imposed depression.

>>18332472
Flat earth is the truth.

>>18332149
>love is so strongly celebrated in culture because those who are in love/married and more likely to settle down and less likely to resist. Romance makes you docile and the system has been exploiting this for centuries.


Smoke DMT or drink ayahuasca, you will know true love for all of humanity and life in general.

>>18331970
Earth is a square.

>>18332974
i have my notepad right here doctor dank. What exactly did you do and how should i prepare myself for such a feat? I want to do this asap and want to know exactly what it was that you did so i can duplicate the effects and see how they effect me. i took 2 grams of shrooms and lsd about a week ago and was able to do kung fu moves like a pro. im sure i can harness some level of alterations this does on the mind to my benefit

A large assortment of spirts that cant be detected by normal/easy means exist all over the world and are the bases of most if not all legends and myths around the world

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>>18333297
OK. So, I take 50mg diphenhydramine (DPH) about 30-45 minutes before taking 1200mg dextromethorphan (DXM). This prevents/reduces nausea. If you are especially prone to nausea and want extra help, take ginger capsules and pink bismuth (pepto-bismol). DXM usually either comes in pills or as syrup. If I get pills, I take 4-5 pills at a time, every five minutes, until I have taken the whole amount. If I take syrup, I take a shot of syrup (in the provided cup) every 5 minutes until all bottles necessary are gone (about 3 bottles). With each group, I take a couple DPH pills until my total intake is around 400-500mg. I then wait for nausea. Vomiting often occurs. When nausea has mostly subsided (often I am heavily tripping by now), I drop acid, about 1mg. You read correctly. I use liquid LSD, and I measure out 1mg from a solution that is diluted 1mg/ml. 1mg is about 4-5 good tabs, about 8-10 weak tabs.

Before you do any of this, I recommend you do at least three trips on DXM around 500-600mg. Then a few around 1000-1200. You can do DPH with these, but make sure you do at least one or two with no DPH as it can change the experience heavily. Make sure you are experienced with LSD a few times as well before you attempt the above.

DXM strength is actually correlated with your weight, and these dosages are for my own weight. Look here:
http://dxm.darkridge.com/calc.html
and calculate for a mid third-plateau dose for your weight for the 1200mg dosages, and second-plateau dosages for your test/gaining experience dosages. Make sure you have had third plateau experience before you dose any acid.

God speed, fellow traveler.

>>18333091
>>18333150
different versions of me? hmmm. truth/lies. only my death can tell.

>>18333220
anon thats everyone ever. until theres a purpose everyone will make up their own.

>>18333329
P.S. you must use DXM-only concoctions for this to be safe i.e. blue label robitussin. CHECK THE LABEL. Green label will make you sick (guafenisin). Many DXM-containing medications also contain guafenisin, acetaminophen, or other things you absolutely do not want. Powdered DXM also exists online, but must usually be activated with some amount of alcohol. Delsym (dextromethorphan polistirex) works just like dextromethorphan hydrobromide (hbr) except that it is "half as strong, twice as long" as the common wisdom goes. Twice as long is definitely correct, but I'd more accurately say it is 2/3rds as strong.

>>18333329
What a legend. Thank you! I'll keep you in my heart always. This is going to be interesting

>>18333350
Good luck, and stay safe. Do your research. Love ya, brother.

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>>18331937
That shoulder implant? Did it look like this under your skin? It was just there one day no clue how old i was when i noticed it. I was in GATE but also moved around quite a bit and ended up in honors somewhere along the way.

I also very vividly recall being in a large white room with other youths in formation. We were called into action and pushed through these mirror portals. And i woke up and a bunch of little details in my life had been changed.. I do not know much but i know that i fight in self defense, and the watchers are not pleased by our actions.

Is it obvious ive got several diagnosis yet?

>>18332381
Out of curiosity, you lived on a military base didnt you?

>>18332902
Dat false equivalency tho

>>18332932
You do know that Plato mentioned trans and intersex in some of his writings right? Fuck you and your ciswashed POS history. I cant wait until the lightbringer walks amongst us once more.

Fuck your false God and shit ideals.

>>18333399
Not that anon, but I cringed heavily at this post. Angsty teenage tumblr blogs are just a few clicks away, direct your petty insults that way.

>>18333428
Im a beast aware of its environment. Do you not feel the influemce if these thought structures in your life?

White people are the only humans and the other species learned everything they know from them in the way dogs pick up habits from their owners.

They are also outliving their usefulness.

>>18331905
I believe in the object, the most quantifiably real thing in existence.

>>18331905
that elon musk isnt interested in going to mars at all, but instead is using that as a a way to privatise space and advance his own tech to a level where he can mine asteroids. effectivly becoming worlds first trillionaire and essentially owning the planet by having a very signifigant portion of its over all wealth.

>>18332000
DXM aka robofry works by rupturing the cytoplasm around brain cells. Enjoy being brain dead.

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>>18332020
I remember quitting GATE in 5th grade because it
"wasn't cool" and you get kinda isolated from the normies

>>18331950
>>18331967
>>18332058

These posts are disturbing me more than anything on /x/ has before, ever.

I was born in 1988 and I too went through this and have never received a really good explanation as to why. When I was a child I was privy to more blood work tests, MRI's, and CT scans than should ever be normal for a healthy and developing child. I remember the visits, I pretty well recall what the places I was brought to were like on the inside and somewhat on the outside, and I remember on certain occasions being given certain medications that made me violently ill for two to three days before seemingly being vacant of any sort of negative symptoms.

This occurred when I was 5-6 years old before really entering any sort of schooling and upon entering elementary school up until I left middle school I was placed with all sorts of bizarre occupational therapist teachers and TAG (we called them "GATE" for gifted and talented education) classes that added nor detracted anything from my education and even as an adult I have no idea why I was in these programs. Thinking back them seemed to exist more to document certain developmental behavioral traits as opposed to offer segmented education for brighter than average kids but that's just my own personal speculation.

Even the missing time issue I experienced. There are entire memories of my youth that end in a 'black hole' so to speak but from what I can remember these episodes always closely followed a visit to the doctor for different testing. I am not epileptic, nor do I have any psychological or neurological issues of the sort. I have never had a waking black out in my adult life either. As far as the 'implant' goes I do not recall ever getting such a procedure but I won't rule it out at this point because all of you have hit so far 9/10 with my own experiences and that is fucking scaring me. (cont)

>>18333571
(2/2)

Anons, my entire life I have wondered what the fuck I went through. My entire life I've kept relatively quiet about these experiences but occasionally brought them up with family hoping to get an answer. Each time the subject was changed, dropped entirely, or whenever entertained they would give me a different reason each time as if they knew and never wanted to tell me the truth. It's been hell to live with this nagging feeling for years that something quite serious was done to me and not knowing what it was for, whether or not it has fucked my health or will fuck up my health at some point...the real hell is not knowing.

>>18332192
I may in fact do this as soon as possible however the feeling I've gotten about this is that even if I did look these sort of records would conveniently be "missing" or "lost". It's been so hard to talk about these things with people without sounding batshit insane. It's not easy to start up a conversation with someone about how you feel you were experimented with as a child and the GATE classes you were in were a way of documenting whatever the objective of that experiment was.

>extra-dimensional/universal/whatever beings both exist and are represented in many cultures (djinn, demons, spirits)
>some of these beings come from universe with similar physical laws to our own (which manifest as more or less physical phenomenon), though some come from universes with vastly different but compatible ones (these manifest as ghosts or incorporeal forms), though most inter-universal travel results in instant death
>human beings do have a "soul" of sorts and that soul is actually a kind of extrauniversal mental parasite that infected early homonid ancestors. It was originally a being that found its way here and discovered that it could live inside the brains of living things, which allowed it to exert a controlling force on them. Whether it survives past death is not clear, but it's now an integral part of human existence.
>It is also possible that not all humans possess this organism, and to describe the difference between one who does have it and one who doesn't would take a bit longer than I'm willing to spend at 2:35AM

All this leads up to essentially "the spirit world is real, will eventually be measured scientifically, and can be used to explain a whole hell of a lot of the weird shit that goes on on earth".
>>18333571
>>18333576
I was in a similar program, and I can certainly tell you that there were a lot of weird kids there. I'm pretty sure one time we were encouraged to try to read each other's minds and I know for a fact we used those ESP cards. What really strikes me is that all the other kids at the school we were sent to (the normal ones) stayed away from us. No bullying. No talking. They stayed 10 feet away or more at all times without exception. I know considering my above greentext it might seem like I'm nuts, but I assure you that I test psychologically normal on pretty much all accounts.

I was never chipped, but I do remember being put on "Adderall" that in retrospect was absolutely not fucking adderall at all.

>>18332020
hahaha i miss CAAP, in a way. i wonder what would have happened if i didn't get into drugs and shit and just worked on science bullshit.

>>18333592
I was on Ritalin, Clonidine(?),and Adderall all at once. I never had ADD or ADHD. Adderall I remember the most because it was a small blue foul tasting pill that only caused me massive headaches and nosebleeds eventually. My family didn't believe me until the nosebleeds started and made me take these things after finding out I'd been spitting them out or just hiding them in a corner of my room behind the dresser to mask the fact I didn't take them due to the headaches.

>>18332160
lol underrated post

>>18332149
first post in the thread I can actually agree with.

>>18331905

i believe that ones will can influence things on a level other than the physical actions that result from it.

the more generalised it is, the more likely it will occur.
the more specailized it is, the less likely it is to occur.

i believe that ones will manifests in this reality not only as actions, but on a deeper level of something more subtle.

that's all im willing to say about this.

>>18333061

I want something to rise from the ashes. That wouldn't be possible with Clinton.

And if you think peaceful times are ahead, you are a goddam fool.

>>18331905
The fbi is getting dumber or smarter? I don't even know

>>18332149
this
/thread

>>18331905
I stood on a field under the stars, a bullied and abandoned child, asking for purpose as I looked up, and I felt like something looked back down from the stars. My life has been "weird" since that moment and things have been going "too well".

I am a god

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>>18331905
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z4uVzkWvCf0&feature=youtu.be

>>18331963
That is fucking retarded and the biggest brain fart ive seen in a decade. Just because an trailer living idiot bumped the concept Of a flat earth doesent mean it hás any connection with Satan worshipping. Only connection they could have is the presence of guillable idiots.

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>>18333153

>>18332606
I think the LGBT shit is just a part of the human condition, but like most things, the elites will use anything to further it's agenda.

>>18332160
I feel your pain brother.... I feel your pain.

>>18331905
I suppose the idea that I genuinely saw into the 4th dimension or something. Sleep paralysis usually makes people see shadows or demons, I saw memories and stuff yet to happen. Occasionally I come across something I saw in that experience and it literally winds me and I have to sit down.

I don't thnik I've ever had a predictive dream, I just know I saw the future that morning when I was 13.

>>18332469
On my left arm there are two whiter looking spots and they are about half an inch apart.

>>18331905
meme magic

>>18332685
Fus-Rho-Dha my fellow Dovahkiin

>>18333592
You just identified yourself. they were testing something on you. Obviously. But you can't let it go. Not terribly smart.

>>18332932
>cancer=developing a new organ
Use google please, your autism hurts my brain. I wish I had an organ that processed autism so it doesn't affect me that much

>>18331905
The holocaust was exaggerated by atleast 4 million dead.

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>>18334012

You must be one of those prototype humans still in the gene pool. Go to your local dmv and tell them you need to be upgraded to mankind revision 2.3.7 because you're a bureaucratic oversight. That'll get you sorted out.

>>18333399
lawl most of history has gay/trans sex in it.. does it mean it is right? I know that even Jesus was hinting at trans men being the future.. Luckily I also know that history has been changed, the real Lightbringer has not been around for a long time, while the false one has been writing whatever the fucks he pleased. Time will tell. I truly hope you are right and I am wrong, as Jesus once said.

'Woe to those who pray for the day of the Lord, for it will not be light, it will be darkness and death.' or some shit like that.

>>18334012
ok so what is cancer? gawd you faggots anger me.. keep beleiving everything they sell you, keep eating the shit on a spoon.. its starting to leak out your mouth

That George Soros Is responsible for many of the revolutions past 30-years. That the Syrian war is because of an oil-pipeline that Assad wouldn't approve cause it would had impacted Russian economy.

That the governemnt/political entities/corporations inject false conspiracy theories to bury the real ones.
(Jade helm plan was not for the United States, but for middle-east)

But really, most of the bad recently in the world is because the people in power are brainwashed communist thinkers (Merkel etc.) or just too disconnected from the ordinary people (journalists etc.)

Princess Diana was sacrificed and tortured for hours under that bridge

>>18333399
>someone mentions something in an ancient text
>that makes it right
I guess murder and suicide are okay too?

Pizzagate

>>18332932
I just love how they ignore you red pill on food poisoning and just focus on your obvious cancer bait.

>>18331963
You're a special kind of buttfuckingretarded aren't you?

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>>18332537
>This old classic
from 6 months ago

>>18332673
>thousands of individuals who will pay a lot of money for medical procedures and all the clothes/accessories
so, like everyone who gets plastic surgery or wants to better their appearance and buys expensive clothes

come on, now

>>18332713
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Isostatic_depression

>>18331954
Top kek

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>>18332149
Thank you, kind soul

Prophetic dreams exist
Much of the world is controlled by a cabal of Satanic/Occultist Jews
Good and evil exist as metaphysical entities. There is a dualist struggle for domination of the human soul.

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>>18332932
>You have been filling your body with female hormones since being a child, whether to your knowledge or not, and now you have become dependent on it.
why doesn't this happen to everyone? (protip: it doesn't) also, source?
>Pretending that it is anything more than a drug addiction is part of the delusion, same as heroin addicts will sell their kids for another score.
allegedly consuming or otherwise taking in female hormones is anything BUT an addiction, let alone an opioid addiction
>As another side note, since you still probably don't understand my point, I will explain what cancer is in the human body. When you consume something which is foreign and cannot be processed by any organs, it will start to build up somewhere in the body.
nope
>Over time this will turn into a growth of some kind.
nope again
>With today's fucked up health system, we decide its a bad thing and we nuke the body with chemo and radiation. Both of those treatments kill faster than any cancer could.
until we discover something better, we do treat cancer with chemotherapy and radiation, as well as surgery... because it works.
>That's besides the point. If we let cancer fully develop, over several generations it would become it's own organ, able of processing that chemical which it is formed of.
WAT

Take a medical terminology and two semesters of A&P before you talk about this shit again. And FYI, I wouldn't go around getting angry, accusing people of "delusion" and eating "shit on a spoon" when you so clearly are doing exactly this - it makes you look retarded.

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>>18332069

>>18332020
I remember getting ushered about from academic event to academic event and owning everyone, but it didn't get spoopy until some government guys came to talk to me at school.

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>>18334556
LOL youre a joke.

>Why doesn't this happen to everyone?
Because we come from different genetic pools, some eastern europoors are immune to AIDs, cool eh

>Anything but an addiction
So stop taking it. As anon posted up top, he was going mentally crazy without them. Guess you don't know the difference between physical and mental addictions.

>nope
>nope again
fuck off

>until we discover something better
cannabis?

>wat
>take a medical terminology
Ok bill nye. Let me go off what doctors who are paid to kill us have to say. Srsly, i hope you go to the doctors, take all your shots, swallow all those pills, and take your vitamins.

>>18332017
Fuck yeah nigger, could not agree more

>>18332002
You got a good eye. However, it's probably too late for you assholes anyway whether or not you post in this thread.

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Blonde people are descendants from Atlantis, which was a continent that sunk 850k years ago.
Plato described a peninsula or an island that was its last remnant and was known to people during his time.

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>>18332086

>>18331164

>>18332413
>>18332387
>>18332385

>>18333130
Damn I like you, but Pynchon's not even that revolutionary. Shit, someone on /x/ who's read Pynchon.

>>18331928
human trash

>>18332196
>Grand Unifying Theory
Na dude satan is the animal soul, adversary, angel of death, self, enemy of Adam Kadmon seeking to deny the eternity of our unique souls

Humans are not rational the world is rational humans are emotional respond to the ever present rationality of the world thats why nobodys experience contradicts their own or another persons

>>18332575
(((connection))) is trying to save the world you dumb fuck. we brought u the FUCKING WEEKEND and now u tryna blame us for everything?

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daily remeinder that some of this just might not be that real

>>18331905
I used to laugh at all the flatearthers until I sat down to watch a number of videos. Now I feel I need to physically see that the earth is round with my own eyes in order to believe it. I haven't told anyone because it sounds backward as fuck and is anti-"scientific".

I'm beginning to see that "science" has becime a new religion where the masses blindly believe anything reported by "scientists" (i.e. widely accepted modern day priests and bearers of "objective truth") without ever questioning the validity of the claims.

>>18331974
>satanists
>mini-hitlers
I didn't know satanists hated Jews.

>>18333571
Agreed. The fact that I'm finding nothing online about this is also terrifying

>>18334941
I feel you, homie.
I've begun to reject a lot of accepted scientific truths.
It's kind of shocking how little I was thinking for myself and just unquestioningly accepting what I was fed by the scientific community.

>>18332005
So what you're saying is.. You come from a family gangbang

>>18332088
But that's wrong

>>18332216
Is true though

>>18332020
I was in that only in 5th grade, went to a summer workshop at the nearest hs with a bunch of middle school kids leading and the rest of us learning social dynamics or something, we got separated from the other kids from our classes and were paired with kids from the nearby schools. Got a sweet shirt that lasted for years out of it but it never went anywhere, really don't know what that was about. Never saw it mentioned at all during middle or high school. It was a one time deal for me.

Poor school district, mostly hispanic and wasn't anything special I actually didn't get chosen until the very last months of elementary school so if there was special treatment I never got to see it- totally forgot about it until it was brought up in /x/ like a year ago. What was that program anyway, kind of reminded me of DARE.

>>18333517
Wrong. DXM works as an NMDA antagonist. I believe you must be referring to Olney's Lesions, which are not a method of action but a possible reaction shown in rats as dosages much higher than most humans take, and has shown that it is not reliably reproducible in laboratory.

Not only that, but anticholinergics (i.e. diphenhydramine) are known to fully prevent such a thing in rats. And you'll note I take DXM with DPH.

tl;dr kindly fuck off with your false scare-tactic shit and learn something about what you're talking about

>>18332718
Post tits pls

>>18332000
good post for the digits

>>18331905
MAGIC IS REAL
CHAOS MAGIC IS REAL!!!!

>>18335093
I talked to a Yale neurologist about dissociatives and olneys lesions. It doesn't hold water, apparently. The two haven't been linked in any verifiable way.

>>18331954
I liked Training Day too anon

>>18335245
Pretty much. Like I said, it isn't even reproducible in rats in the laboratory, and we can't necessarily say that the neurological actions of rats would apply to humans anyway. It's just the first phase of such testing.

Basically, Olney's Lesions are the only neurological threat linked to dissociative use that we currently know of, and they may not be a threat at all.

I got selected by one of those groups looking for gifted kids. I tested college level in science for some standardized test. It was early 90s. I was put into a group of kids who were supposed to sit for the ACTs. My parents didn't mail out paperwork. Something about the whole thing bothered them.

School administrators wanted to put me into a school for TAG when I was in 2nd grade. My mom had agreed but later recanted after my grandmother had talked her out of it.

Her reasoning was that I would never be at home. I would be at the school constantly and would sleep in a room that would be provided for me. I would only be home for holidays.

I skipped up to 5th grade after that. Had success. Was kind of clueless about what was actually going on as far as over achieving. I was just doing my work to the best of my abilities.

Went a little crazy as a teenager and young adult. Took a lot of hallucinogens. They freaked me out.

Got off the drugs. Started a family. Joined the rat race like everyone else. Always get told Im smart by employers. Always trusted with responsibilities detrimental to company functions. Always chosen as a leader by my peers. Its sucks. Im not bragging.

Have 2 kids now. 17 & 11. They both over achieve in school. Both are tested for "gifted" bs every year. They are well liked by their teachers and peers. Well behaved. Almost robotic.

Idk what the TAG program had planned for me when I was a kid. But Im glad my grandmother fought against it.

>>18332480
They are from vaccination you retarded fuck.

>>18335309
You would get your blood tested. If you shared the same blood as the elite your body would be a host for them and you would be tagged as an Organ donor. If you got really lucky one of the elites would transfer their brain to your body in that new field of medicine.

>>18332182
i wasn't in gate but I went into their class room sometimes and spent summer school with one of theGate teachers. Even as a kid I felt something was off with the GATE teachers. They just seemed diffrent from the other teachers at the school.

>>18334005
I don't particularly care honestly, If whatever they did gave me the mental skills I currently have I'd love to have more of it, and if it didn't it certainly didn't hurt me much.
>>18333614
Yeah the "adderall" they gave me came in a bottle that was labelled as something about 20 syllables long and it was gel-capsules (like those fish-oil pills). Only when I got into college and my roommate actually had real adderall did I realize it was definitely not a drug that was even close.

When I took it I'd black out semi-frequently and feel like I was twitching and everything was just too much for my senses. After a week or so I started tonguing the pills and then half-swallowing and coughing them back up to avoid taking it. Once I got into 7th grade I was taken out of the program and stopped getting the drugs.

>>18333091
haha the private one is obviously hell

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Albert Pike. He said too much. claiming the elites were going to use islam to try and destroy the west. everything can be traced back to money. if you have wealth, you have power. Saudis and the like are simply angry muppets with money, performing their role by destabilizing the mid east and flooding Europe with muslims. German government is complicit in this.

>>18331905
Someone is reading all my posts. Someone in the future with enough intelligence and general information about the world to connect them all and recreate my mind based on them.

>>18331928
Are you talking about the hole that was quiet expensive?

>>18332149
>something in Antarctica
Agreed, I really want to know what goes on there
>skinwalkers
Fuck you for making me look that up.

>>18335384
Nah don't worry we have a new target. You got boring after a while. We don't want to recreate that.

>>18335403
They are reading your posts too. They have simulated all of us multiple times. The likelihood that I'm experiencing the original moment I wrote these words right now is very small.

>>18335433
You're not even real bro. I'm alone on this board. All these posts are me in slightly different timelines.

>>18335441
>says me

>>18331905
Human life is pointless, I couldn't give less of a shit about being alive. If you told me I had cancer tomorrow and had a week to live, I would be completely apathetic.

I know this would get me institutionalised because I got sent to the psych ward by some asshole for talking about this.

>>18335480
ur depress anon :(

>>18335486
Honestly I don't think I am, I just don't really put any value on my life. It's mainly from a philosophical viewpoint that the only real value to your life is the value you arbitrarily assign it, so if you actually realise this, your life's meaning is at best completely arbitrary. I still put value on other people's lives because they wrongly believe that their lives have meaning. I don't really see how I could change my view on this without just lying to myself. I still feel pretty happy on a day to day basis, but I think it's stupid to actually try to pretend you're more important than a speck of dirt on the ground. It honestly kind of makes me more happy knowing how entirely insignificant I am.

>>18335516
You think this way because you have a chemical imbalance in your brain. You're an animal, never forget that. There's probably something missing in your life.

>>18335527
So how do you have more importance than dirt? Ultimately I think we all kind of realise this, we just ignore it. I'm having a good time riding this useless insignificant life out right now, but I don't think for a second it's going to matter when it's all over. The world keeps spinning, we're all just a bunch of chemical balances and imbalances in our brains. At the end of the day that chemical reaction will fizzle out, you'll decay, and everything will keep going just as it should.

>>18333099
Krieg?

>>18333592
>human beings do have a "soul" of sorts and that soul is actually a kind of extrauniversal mental parasite that infected early homonid ancestors. It was originally a being that found its way here and discovered that it could live inside the brains of living things, which allowed it to exert a controlling force on them. Whether it survives past death is not clear, but it's now an integral part of human existence.
>It is also possible that not all humans possess this organism, and to describe the difference between one who does have it and one who doesn't would take a bit longer than I'm willing to spend at 2:35AM

This is actually super interesting -- are the ones without these so called "parasites" always the turbo-normie, dronish, animalistic types whose lives entirely revolve around other people?

>>18335545
>Ultimately I think we all kind of realise this.

Yes, most people do. That's pretty much what teenage angst is about. I know what you mean though. There's no real point in living. This gives you two choices. You can live miserably with the knowledge that nothing matters or enjoy your life as much as you can with the knowledge that nothing matters. In the end, what's important is your life and your happiness. It's the only thing you have control over.

>>18335545
"You" are not your physical body. Your will can extend beyond the heat death of the universe.

>>18335583
>You can live miserably with the knowledge that nothing matters or enjoy your life as much as you can with the knowledge that nothing matters
Yeah, I totally agree with that, which is what I was saying by how being insignificant is comforting, knowing that ultimately no matter what happens, it's never going to be too bad. But still, try telling people about how little life matters and they'll assume you're depressed. Even if you think of that as a positive, most people kind of assume that thinking it doesn't matter whether you live or die means you hate being alive, which for me is totally wrong, I actually find living to be fairly interesting.

>>18335599
I know. Not a lot of people are open to a nihilistic approach to life. What I do know now that I'm older is that what you're talking about is pretty normal and most people totally get what you mean when you're talking about how life doesn't matter. I just think they don't want to talk about it because, as opposed to you, they don't find comfort in knowing how unimportant life is. They can't handle it so they assume you can't either and you that need help. It's an empathetic gesture. At least this is what I think.

>>18333200
Prove that those bible characters were homo

>>18333157
No. Catholicism is the most abhorrent "Christianity" on Earth. It is perverse, blasphemous, and heretical. Protestantism is the truth. Vatican is responsible for countless heinous acts throughout history. To this day they still have child sex scandals, but it runs much deeper than that. There is an altar to Satan under the Vatican, and the Pope offers child sacrifices, babies specifically, to it. He also eats babies and rapes little girls.

>>18332020
I was in GT from 4th-8th grade, doesn't mean it happened to all GT kids but nothing ever happened to me. Can you take a screenshot of said implant? Sounds really interesting to me

>>18332537
I'm Grand Unifying Anon.
Holy shit, that basically says everything I said but better. I'm going to use this.

magic is and isn't real

>>18332646
I don't have kik
Not giving my facebook
Talk to me on youtube? Nuiun04

>>18334400
You're a special kind of ignorantbelievesthemsmgovtcuckheadupassdipshit aren't you?

>>18335370
That's totally unsourced. I'm as much of an interested researcher as the next guy but the fact that that was released in some book way AFTER there were significant tensions in the Middle East and radical Islam already and purported to be from his papers (but without a source) significantly cheapens it for me.

>>18332219
Elijah Wood confirmed it was true so I don't think you would end up institutionalized.

>>18332045
I'm on a cell phone, I drive an 18 wheeler for a living. So this is going to be long and look like shit. But here we go:

I was born 12-21-88. I was a ten month pregnancy. Before I was a year old, I could walk, use the toilet, hold conversations, and read. I was in the "gifted children's" program in my elementary and middle school years. I can remember being a baby. That being said: I CLEARLY remember being able to start fires with my left eye and being able to move small objects with a pressure that seemed to vibrate from my forehead. I went to the doctor, OFTEN and have had SEVERAL surgeries to remove "inflamed or otherwise unnecessary parts". I've always had terrible hearing in my right ear, so they implanted tubes three times (still have a set in), and removed adenoids, tonsils, and a calcium buildup(in ear). The abilities I had seem almost dreamlike. And as hard as I've tried I can't do anything. Nor have I been able to since I got sick as a child. I never showed my parents because I knew fire was dangerous, and they thought I was doing a magic truck when I made a toy car roll. In the program I was in, they made us look at crazy patterns and describe what we saw/felt. Entire days felt like minutes in that class. And I can't remember, or to say it better, it felt like entire months of my childhood passed by in mere seconds. I'll continue once I've collected myself.

>>18334941
This
>>18334972
And this

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theres a beast behind all perceptions that views and records everything everyone thinks or does [as well as everything else] that carries our minds between realities after the death of our physical bodies

or put another way, theres "nothing" and you somehow reincarnate.

also, dont think about it too much, but you might only go where you think youre going to go when you die, meaning you need to think about your greatest possible personal heaven and then fucking shoot yourself.

there is a correct answer.

>>18335730
In my dreams I constantly move things around with my forehead. Like its natural. If I had to clearly explain what it felt like to move things with my forehead, I would say it's EXACTLY like having an extendable third arm, that came directly out of my forehead. Complete with fingers and wrist and elbow. I could feel textures and temperatures with it. It was not a precision instrument though. Unless you constantly tried very hard, it moved in a swaying, sweeping motion. Starting a fire was slow. I had to close my right eye, and focus on a single point. Until everything except that single point blurred. It would start to smoke/smoulder depending on the material. Anytime I try to ignite something now I get an insanely high pitched squeal in my left ear. Deafeningly loud. I've never done a ct scan before, but after having tubes put in the second time(I was 5) I noticed that the blood from my iv was flowing back up the tubing a little. And it was almost black. My mother told me that it we starting to turn into a scab, and I bought that excuse until years later when my younger brother had a tumor removed from his left temporal lobe. They dyed his blood so his brain would show up better in a scan. By that time my mother never gave me straight answers regarding anything so I had stopped asking her anything altogether.

>>18335782
I think they used the patterns to hypnotize us, or put us in some state of unconscious. I'm not sensitive to hypnosis nor believe in it. But they definitely did something to us. I remember being next to Amanda in the hospital. She was in that class with me, but she was in a gown in the bed next to mine

>>18335801
My memories are splashing me now. My little brother could use his forehead too.

We used them to knock a wasp nest down. It was old and abandoned, no wasps in it. I burned it thinking if I didn't the said would come live in it again. He could float, I could burn.

>>18335821
He could float. Only just a tiny bit. He had to be close to something below. We would climb trees and he would always beat me up to the top. He said it was because he didn't have to climb, he just went up the tree, and he showed me how. He just went up barely touching the branches.

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>>18334218
And Since it was to Hecate they killed a puppy too!!

>>18331905
In 2012, I made a sad facebook post - not even a mention of self-harm - which I believed in. Wound up in a psych ward for a month. You can be locked up for fucking anything if the wrong person hears.

>>18331905
Phil Hartmans ghost lives in my swimming pool

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>>18336132
Not quite sure I understand the context of what you mentioned, but animal abusers are irredeemable filth.
The major thing that put me off of many types of magick, mysticism, and occultism was above all else, the murdering/torturing/sacrificing of animals of any sort, and both domestic as well as wild. Seems like sillily edgy nonsense to me, but what do I know? I'm not an expert in these things.

>>18331905
i have been institutionalized. i was having "hallucinations" after doing a thing i found on /x/.

don't fuck around with the paranormal

>>18336900
What manner of thing did you do? You don't have to be detailed but I'm interested in what kind of ritual or technique caused this.

>>18335581
Actually, it's more the difference between conscious and willful action. The concept is very similar to the concept of a philosophical zombie (google it), in the sense that it would be extremely difficult to determine if a person really was one. My detection theory would involve constructing a task whose solution is completely counter to the thought processes and character of the person being tested, then testing the person on their ability to solve it. A conscious human can see and process information, even appear to be taking willful actions of its own, but cannot act in a way outside its character. The willful component of the test comes in where the person is forced to not only alter their normal behavior rapidly and radically, but also alter their internal thought processes in a non-random way.

What would such a task be though? It's pretty hard to come up with one.

>>18334941
Dude, go out on a boat. Get 7-8 miles from the coast. Try to look at coast with binoculars. You can't. Due to the earth's curvature. Flat Earth is tarded.

>>18334941
I've flown in a plane and you can see the curvature. Short of going into orbit you're not gonna get better than that.

>>18336917
Succubi summoning. it left me schizophrenic.

>>18332149
really nice

>>18331985
My thoughts exactly.

>>18332379
Seed Storage in case of a massive crop failure.

>>18333329

I remember when I was 14.

>>18333224
I do not mean to imply that love isn't real, it clearly is. It's just that it has been exploited and used as a control method for the people in charge.