I first came here some time in 2007. This image, well, series

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Regardless of whether these are real or were doodles and made up names by some child this image ended up affecting me and my life terribly prominently.

To be honest I haven't really browsed this board since around 2010. I don't get the sense it's too terribly different since then though.

In any case I kept these pictures. Or I'd dig them up again. I couldn't forget about them. In particular I believe I may have communicated with a 'demon' or perhaps even entered into some sort of pact.

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Again, not knowing if any of these are even remotely indicative of any sort of real demons, I believed in it for some reason or another when I first found it. And I think I still do now, some 9 years later.

In particular I felt I was drawn to 'Surgat' the name interested me. The sigil interested me. I believed in this demon, Surgat.

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>>17894453
In any case, not knowing what I was doing, and unguided in any way, I just did what felt natural to me. I would now and then address this Surgat in my thoughts, as though he would listen to me. I practiced drawing his sigil in my books. (I was in grade 9 back in 2007).

Eventually, I chopped down a tree on my grandfather's property with him, this must have been a year or so after discovering Surgat, something like 2008. Out of the tree I made a particularly larger hammer. In the base of the handle of the hammer I carved Surgat's sigil and for years when I was home and alone, I would hold it and pace around with it from time to time. I'd talk to this hammer and this demon.

I truly feel like this demon has been with me through my life, like when I speak to him, which is rare admittedly, I feel like he is listening.

I could ramble on about how Surgat 'who opens all locks' has opened all locks for me in my life, but it'd probably sound even more ridiculous than just this much I've said.

I probably sound like a complete schizo or something, maybe I am?

In any case, I'd really like to know more about these sigils.

>>17894468
Well I'll tell your right off the bat that while some of these are true sigils with appropriate names, 90% of them are misattributed or made up. For instance, the 'Great Circle of Summoning' listed there is actually lucifer's sigil from the grimorium verum.

There is a version of this image floating around where it lists every single error. Try picking up goetia or something for starters and delete this pseudo-occult trash.