having a nihilistic breakdown over here: someone explain to

>>16953727
why do people feel the need (as im doing now) to write anything?

to say anything?

why can't we just live our lifes in mute?

>>16953732
y do grammar mater it all?

how come I communicate with people saying things with my mouth?

Y does anyon

y do grammar mater it all!.>

why do saying certain things or doing certain things make people more likely to appreciate you?

why do we appreciate?

why do we talk at all?
why can't we all just be mute?

why cant we just live out lives in silence and fuck when we want to fuck and eat when we want to eat and do what we want to do?

>>16953744
why do we depend on the big glowing ball in the sun to give us protection from the monsters in the night when we could JUST BECOME THE MONSTERS IN THE NIGHT?

>>16953751
why can't I just start attacking something, anything? without interference from the world?

I can't break
I can't kill
I can't take
I can't thrill
I can't hurt
I can't be what I want to be

so why be at all?

>>16953758
why can't I just decide that the world doesn't fit my needs and move to a new one?

why am I stuck here?

why are we all stuck here?

>>16953762

if the world isn't flat how come when I look at something from a far it doesn't appear to curve with space and time as it should?

if the world isn't a big floating orb why can we fly from LA to New York by moving west?

why do we experience seasons when the tilt of the earth shouldn't even be physically possible?

>>16953768
why is physically possible even a word?

if atoms move at their own will when we aren't looking doesn't it mean that we really do perceive our own reality?

and if we perceive our own reality why can't I just wish really hard for a pornstar to fuck?

why do I even want to fuck a pornstar when the world is supposedly so full of broads that they out number men?

>>16953776
why do we count?

why don't we all just sit around and do absolutely nothing? For even a second?

why do we feel this push this drive to succeed when the word succeed was created by US?

>>16953786

why didn't we stay in the caves?
Why did we decide we wanted more?
when more doesn't even exist?

Why can't I just stop existing?
Why can't I control what happens in this world?

Why do I feel like Im even on a "world"?

I want destruction
I want chaos
I want pain
I want war
I want famine
I want rape
I want anything

anything at all.
Just to feel real again.

>>16953795
and all that be careful what you wish for crap?

fuck it.
Fuck this fake existence.

I'm going to do what I want when I want.

I will kill
I will eat
I will fuck
I will destroy
I will hurt
I will end

>>16953727
>someone explain to me why anyone at all cares how the world works?
I can only speak for myself, but I care how the world works because I'm a curious person who likes to understand what makes things tick.
>Why do people care who lives and who dies when in the end we all die anyways?
Again, can only speak for myself, but just because we all eventually die doesn't mean we shouldn't try to enjoy what time we have, and work to make our short lives as pleasant as possible for as many as we can.
>Why do I feel connected to the water and the plants and the earth and the mammals but in no way connected to any other form of life?
How the fuck should I know? I don't know you. Maybe you have sociopathic tendencies or something. Ask a shrink.
>Why can't I just decide to die and die?
Wut? you can. If you really wanted to die, you could kill yourself and no one could stop you.
>Why is our god so cruel that he makes us chastise eachother for choices that we are put here to make?
He doesn't make us chastise each other. People chose to chastise others, and use whatever "god" is convenient as an excuse to do so and justify their actions. If there is a god, there is no hard proof that he has made contact with us or even cares about us at all. All we have are old books written by people who claim to have talked to god, but nothing to suggest that those authors are sane and/or telling the truth.

You should find something you are passionate about, can be proud of, and dedicate your life to it. You are the only one who can give your own life real meaning, and you will be left with nothing but disappointment if you try and rely on others to give you that meaning.

>>16953807

there is no pride
there is no dedication
there is no meaning
there is no others

>>16953803
Carry My Will, Do Me Proud

>>16953807
>>16953817
there aren't even words

there is no computer or keyboard I am typing on

there is no anything.

Animals have no written language
Animals have no voice

and neither do we.

In the end the next form of existence as we with the dinosaurs will look upin our bones and assume we were nothing more than monsters,

But of course the word monster wont exist once we all end

don't you see that nothing exists without humans?

doesn't that bother you?

>>16953828
there would be no dinosaurs
there would be no triassic or jurassic or ice age period of earth without us.

that kills me.

I can't have my existence resting in the hands of things I hate, and so I wont.

all you have to do is stop playing the game and it will be over.

But what is over without a beginning? and what is a beginning without an over or ending?

Do you see that the marks we made in the sand all those centuries ago created all that is around us now? or do you see that it was the line in the sand that created us in the first place?

were we ever really us without our minds? and when we didn't have our minds were we any different from the saber tooth tiger?

Who wrote the first book?
Who devise the first sentence?
Who cared enough that it evolved into what we see today?

If the world is a projection of our minds view of it than what is our mind?

are we god?

OP, you have reached a magical point in your life where you've come to terms with the fact that literally nothing matters. Ever.

Embrace it. You are now able to do and believe anything you want because ultimately, there's nothing to stop you.
You wanna believe in god? Do it.
You wanna pay your taxes? Go ahead.
You wanna sit in your basement and jack off to chinese cartoons all day? Happy fapping, friend.

Personally, I used my nihilistic breakdown to come to terms to the fact that I'm human and that's all I'll ever be, meaning my life is the most precious thing in existence. And thus, I do what I can to balance being happy and extending my age. But again, what matters is up to you.

>>16953850
or are we our own gods?

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>>16953803
The greatest irony is
that for all you destroy, burn, consume
all the things and people you push into that void
you will never fill it

it will expand
it will grow
it will consume

and in the end
in the ashen fields
you will stare at it alone
and it will eat you whole

n o o n e w i l l r e m e m b e r y o u

>>16953828
>>16953850
Are you fucking high or something? There's nothing to suggest that anything requires human observation for it to exist. You sound like you've had too many mind altering substances and fried your brain with over thinking. You ask a bunch of questions all at once, most of which are vague as hell and/or based on faulty premise in the first place, and ramble on making claims with no basis like some sort of schizo. Put down the drugs, and go outside, or maybe read a book or something. Fucking do something before you cut yourself on all that edge you pretentious little faggot.

>>16953727
>someone explain to me why anyone at all cares how the world works?
Are you actually saying that you learned how to speak a goddamned language but you still don't get why people care how the world works, you stupid goddamned moron?

You're not a nihilist. You're just a fucking moron. IF YOU DON'T CARE HOW THE WORLD WORKS THEN WHY DID YOU LEARN HOW TO SPEAK?

You're a tweenage retarded fuck who's parents suck for producing a piece of shit as useless as you.

Hate yourself. You should. You suck. You.

The worst. Fuck you.

>>16953874
but there is no void....

there is literally nothing.

>>16953877
>>16953884

I didn't learn to speak....
it was forced upon myself, just as it was you or maybe you are just me talking to me talking to me

>>16953727
> Why do I feel connected to the water and the plants and the earth and the mammals but in no way connected to any other form of life?

Because dinosaurs were Gay.

>>16953896
You are either a master troll or a legitimate shizo and/or autist. if the former, 9/10, if the latter, go talk to a fucking doctor, for your own sake. You make no gods damned sense what so ever.

>>16953897

Dinosaurs were pretty hetero actually
I would know

>I am god

>>16953908
I am nothing more than molecules and atoms just as you, or I rather.

>>16953896
Let the enveloping black of existence, flow through you. It will make you strong, you know it to be true.

>>16953888
The void is nothing
Nothing is the void
It is intangible
It does not exist
It does exist

Nonexistence will claim us all, and those who live on the cusp of foolishness will be claimed the soonest. First, it claims your body. Then, it claims the memories you leave behind in others. Then, finally, some day, it will claim every record you ever existed.

So by all means, do all you said. You'll be hot news for all of a year. But that stuff is more common nowadays. Talk of your legacy will cease quickly, and within decades you will cease to be discussed at all.

You're right. This is all pointless. But the legacy that some of us leave will last longer than others. Perhaps that's the only point of existence at all.

>>16953908
my psychiatrist doesn't want to see me anymore.

he doesn't think I need help
He thinks I just hate the world and doesn't think he can do anything for me.

>>16953927
if I am him than there is no doubt I wouldn't tell myself I need help.

>ITT: schizophrenia
Take your fucking meds, guys. You are all making absolutely 0 sense.

>>16953945
maybe if you made up a word they would believe you

OP take some acid and answer your questions from within

>>16953945
Questioning life as a whole is not schizophrenia. Questioning the way we think and live should be more normal than it is. People like you is why humanity is gradually getting dumber.

>>16953945
Oh, I'm not schizo. The void's not a person, it doesn't talk, it's a concept. This is philosophy, more than anything else.

>>16953912
>I am God
Get off 4chan Hanz - you're not safe on here.

>>16953977
Nice strawman faggot. I don't see even a hint of "questioning life" or " the way we think" in this thread, just a lot of nonsensical bullshit that sounds like it was written by an edgy 14 year old pseudo-intellectual emo, stringing together a bunch of incoherent thoughts in a vain attempt to sound deep.
>People like you is why humanity is gradually getting dumber.
Oh the hypocrisy. Quite the opposite, I like to think calling stupid people out on their stupid shit contributes to making humanity a little bit smart. You have to make it know that retardation of your level isn't acceptable. Also funny, considering humanity has been steadily and exponentially getting smarter. A few thousand years ago, only the elite few knew how to read and write, a few hundred years ago, only the percentage who could afford education, and today, the majority of people can read and write at least on a basic level. I find it hard to believe that humanity is gradually getting dumber while at the same time sending robots into space, splitting atoms, and and smashing sub atomic particles together at nearly the speed of light.

But hey, if thinking that makes you feel superior despite your ignorance and helps you sleep at night, more power to you I guess, kid.

>>16953988
>This is philosophy
Name your 3 favorite philosophical writings and there authors, please. I doubt you've even read anything about philosophy, and are just playing at it by spewing whatever stupid shit your stoned teenage brain comes up with and just calling it "philosophy".

>>16954035
I'm fond of Kant and his belief in the Moral Imperative. It's flawed, but it has it's merits.

You expect me to note Neitzsche, and I'll satisfy that, but I'll also disappoint. His beliefs were constantly changing throughout his life, meaning he never had one single philosophy. However the man was keen on matters of organized religion and the flaws thereof. Plus, he was a master of the metaphor, I respect that.

I appreciate Hobbes for the same reason I appreciate Kant. The Social Contract is pretty strong, if pessimistic.

Finally, there's Diogenes. His ability to reveal the hypocrisy of his fellow philosophers and spread wisdom through mockery is very admirable. No greater man ever lived in a barrel.

Now, I'd posit that each and every man is a philosopher in their own right. Anyone who writes counts, really, because we all put our own personal beliefs and meanings into our words. Words are the things that shall last longest against the void, until the medium unto which they are recorded is destroyed. I love the writings of optimists, most of all, even if I don't share their world-view. I *want* to, you know. I strongly recommend the writings of Bradbury. While many of his short stories are cynical of the nature of man, he always paints such a promising picture of the unknown. The man painted beautiful, beautiful pictures with his words.

>>16954085
Ok, my apologies. I must have mixed you up with this guy >>16953896

Carry on, good sir.

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>>16953727
easy OP, there's a flow chart for that. Please post back where you've landed.

>>16953727
>someone explain to me why anyone at all cares how the world works?
Because it's interesting.

>>16953828
Then make it exist you dumb nigger. Simple as that.