i'm 20 now... and it was the worst week of my entire existence... post either your 20th wallpaper or your best depressive one
>>6798753
turned 20 on the 18th, this one always gives me some kind of feels, also what is robbie eating there ew
>>6798753
I absolutely love that he has cigarettes.
I was 20 in 2013/14 - worst year of my life as well. Thought about killing myself. Starting to get a lot better now. So hang in there
Was 20 last year and shit was fucking up everywhere I was. But now im better than ever so keep going.
Same here. Let's hope the new year changes things.
>>6798753
Sorry anon, all I have that applies is a phone pape.
I'm 26. Shit doesn't really get any easier bud. Hang in there though.
>>6798753
>>6798753
I'm 20 and this is one of the best years of my life.
>>6798753
Hey anon, I was 20 when I had to withdraw doom classes because of depression and ended a 3 year relationship a week after our anniversary.
Shit was pretty dark for a while but I'm now back in classes and got straight A's last semester. Consistent therapy really helps, with the right outlook it will get better.
Hang in there buddy. There's no other choice, really.
>>6799082
dual monitor version someone made me :^)
Why are people so fucking depressed on this fucking board? Am I the only one who has not had any depression?
Stop being whiny little bitches, It's almost every fucking thread
"oohhh my god i want to kill myself waaahhhhh, my life is shit, post dark papes bruh"
Fucking annoying as hell, your life is shit because you made it that way faggot, i can tell you your problems
>lack of drive
>no goals
>no love life
>no friends
>you hate yourself
solutions
>listen to anthony robbins
>listen to anthony robbins
>Date as many girls as possible
sounds hard, it isn't, if you're gonna be a bitch and kill yourself, you might as well ask out 10/10s
>join a club or sport
>exercise
If you won't do that shit, shut the fuck up, I just want to add to my collection of cool wallpapers and you pussies have to ruin it
also happy birthday OP, not directed at you, but all the people who complain on this board, well here's my 20th
>>6799481
also nice one
>>6800300
This, this, and this.
>>6800300
Also, I can't really stress how important and convenient exercise is for humans. If you don't feel well, exercise in any form of any activity for however one chooses can make all the difference.
I can see how one may become desensitized from love life after parting from someone or having been "rusty" from relationships, but you're not put on this earth to get married... you're here to get pussy and make babies.
>>6800346
Bro you're right on track, i'm not saying go get married, i'm saying go fall madly in love, find a girl who fucking rocks your world and can strike you down with one glance
Most people just don't understand that all you do is just ask them out, the worst that can happen is they say no, confidence problems? 3 shots of whiskey helps, the more you date, the higher chance of you falling in love, and lord knows that i have never seen a depressed person crazily in mutual love
also yes, excercise fucking sucks to start but once you begin it is a world of difference for energy and motivation, I joined a rugby team at my college in the states, were we good? fuck no, did i have fun and was i happy? fuck yes
I've noticed that people are depressed, had fallen and never got back up, I've been hurt to hell, death, breakup, laid off, you name it, but as long as you are hungry for success, like i mean you really fucking want it with all of your essence, I know that is the #1 way to reach success
cheer up guys, also nice cheery pape, where i wish i was instead of this fucking blizzard
also i found that traveling helps, going off into the alps, free as a fucking bird with no fucking problems, that helped me with the death of my father and has been my poison ever since
>>6798779
I'm pretty sure its a steak and hes eating the last piece with a heaping amount of gravy.
>>6798753
the fuck is he eating
>>6800289
Have one just quote image?
>>6800947
Icelandic food. It's probably rotting whale blood or some shit like that
>>6798753
>>6798753
chin up mate, things get better
>>6800300
I've never been depressed before, but I think I have a solid understanding of what legit clinical depression feels like, and while I think lifestyle changes and sheer willpower might help some or most people, I think some people need a lot of support to get through a funk, there are almost definitely individuals that legitimately need medication, but I bet most antidepressant prescriptions are unnecessary. Idk though, I'm not a fucking doctor.
>>6800300
fucking this.
i'm sick of people crying their guts out because they had it a little hard in their late teens/twenties. fuck you, you don't know what hardship is. you can be happy your sorry ass mommy and daddy can listen to your shitshow whole day long.
>>6801349
to add to that. the fact that you can write your depressed ass bullshit on a board like this and post your fancy ass wallpapers proves you don't have it that hard in your life. grow up, get a pair and do something about your sorry ass life.
20 year old here, 2016 best year of my life
here's to 2017, may it be even greater
dude. You have seen nothing yet. I'm almost 30... shit gets worse and worse as you have to depend on yourself more and more.
Fucking life. Why the fuck can't we all just fucking die in our sleep
>>6800300
wow you just cured my depression with a 4chan post!
Ironically, you should kill self. Like literally die now. DO it. Dickhead.
>>6800300
Thanks chad.
Maybe it just has to do with wiring the same way people can do things with ease while others struggle. If someone was complaining about not being able to make it into the NFL you'd bitch and say "then stop trying." Except you dont get to stop trying and if you do you're fucked.
aka fuck off faggot
>>6800300
10/10 virgin dude bro
>>6800300
>alcoholic parent
>had to look after them as a kid, without any help from the outside
>made me anxious
>drove away friendships, couldn't be away
>grew up fat
>social anxiety follows into teens
>heavy depression, leading to clinical depression (unending)
>do survival exercise through local home defense
>lose 30 kg (66 lbs) without any help
>do great in school, alcoholic parent fucks me up with traumas
>school goes to hell
>still social anxiety, no jobs, no friends, nothing
(You) >I put myself here
Stop pandering to your ignorant thoughts.
>>6802097
Oh yeah I was gonna add
>exercised for 2 months this year, get an inflammation on right knee
>rest for 2 months, still jogging once a week
>right knee gets better
>jogs 3 times, left knee inflammation
>inflammation lasts for 6 months
>start gradually increasing jogging
>stress fracture on left knee
I'm done.
>>6798753
Hey OP, I hope whatever is wrong fucks off.
happy holidays.
>Hopes OP still alive.
>Everything sucks always, but you make it work.
Remember there's always tacos.
Best depressive pic.
>>6802098
Tf is local home defense
>>6801891
Ooooh kill yourself! That's the first time i've heard that one on this site, and i'm just putting in my 10 cents, i know you fucking idiots are just gonna bitch and moan about how mean i am
Keep wallowing in your filth and think the world is out to get you, keep hating everything and wasting your fucking life because you are too sad, if you won't seek help or try to change, don't bitch
>>6801893
Yeah a person who truly wants to change could or would not give a fuck about my shitty opinion, If someone complained about not being able to get into the NFL, i'd say try to change whatever your doing or stop bitching
struggle is good, it builds character, giving into your dumbass self by telling yourself that you're depressed is retarded, most depressed teens and 20s are just attention whores crying about their fucking great ass life
>>6801933
????? lol irrelevant
>>6802097
Yeah, never said life wasn't hard, get you a girl, work on it, read books, do programs, the gist of what i am saying is that it is real fucking easy to say everything is hard, jogging doesn't work? lift weights, walk on an incline, all you really need is a person to show you the ropes
You're so comfortable being this way that you don't want to change, you may not think you are comfortable, but being what you are now is a lot better than going through the change to become a better person
One of the biggest problems in our society is that we tell people it is okay to keep on being depressed, then everyone just fucks off, I've been through terrible breakups that left me numb for weeks, that normal, same with deaths, but at one point you gotta look around and say fuck this shit and get back on your feet
talk to a fucking woman, not a slut, find a girl with a personality, i think the best way to do this is try the waters
You can call me a dick or faggot, or whatever, but at the end of the day, i'm not depressed and my life is pretty good, just putting in my shitty opinion on the matter
>>6802752
I like you
>>6802752
>just b urself
lol
>>6802752
You are the most egoistic pathetic creature I have ever seen. People who are depressed know hat there is a solution. They just cannot do this in their own. They need help.
Yes what you said is true, all of it, but screaming at depressed people "get some help, be happy hurr durr" will not help them.
>>6802752
Lol you are thin skinned and pathetic as fuck. Look how easy you're getting triggered on the fucking wallpaper board. How old are you bro?
>>6798753
20th pape.
>>6798753
i luv u bby
>>6803089
20, and i'm not easily triggered, just annoying how this board turned from wallpapers to, "My life is shit and i'm gonna kill myself, waaaaahhhh my life sucks"
then some other fag saying, "it gets worse in your 30s" like fuck off with this shit, if you want to complain about depression, do it to a therapist
>>6802930
"you don't agree with my opinion so you are not even considered human fag"
lol okay, yeah i know that bitching won't do anything, i see people bitching about being depressed, and theyre still depressed, so yeah it's an open board, y'all can bitch and so can i
When the fuck is someone going to turn 8256? I want to get out of my first folder and into some good stuff.
>>6803134
Threads like these have been around for years anon. Nothing has changed and they're still posting wallpapers.
>>6803093
why would they taper her mouth shut. she doesn't fucking talk
>>6800300
Nobody asked you to project all your insecurities.
Here's your (You) for not understanding the monster that is depression.
>>6798753
hang in there buddy,hopefully it isnt as shit as mine
>>6803235
I never said anything about my insecurities, you're right that i don't understand, i don't understand how people just don't get over shit, they literally give up when shit gets hard, I don't get that
>>6803210
yeah but they're getting out of hand in these last couple weeks
20th pape from my comfy papes category, thanks for all the wonderful images guys, and hang in there OP, even though we are strangers on the internet you have our full support :)
>>6798753
>20
>worst week of my entire existence
You're just beginning. It gets worse.
>>6803396
If you want my anecdotal experience, I've tackled depression a couple times. The stress of what ever is causing the depression, multiple stresses for me, becomes impossible to deal with all at once because of a feeling of helplessness and that no one understands.
It's hard to see if someone is depressed because the symptoms are not outwardly apparent and people are too proud to admit they need help. What makes it even worse is that few people can provide actual help and not perpetuate the depression. Telling people to just be happy doesn't work, you ignore what caused them to be depressed in the first place and instead focus on the symptom of sadness.
Not only that, the other symptoms of depression sap your will and ability to derive pleasure from activities. Again, trying to fix the symptoms does nothing but hide the problem and make the depression last for longer. Not everyone's problem is clear cut and dealing with an unknown issue is difficult.
I also don't understand when you say people give up when shit gets hard, if you are referring to suicide, that isn't really giving up in my opinion. I consider it a "Nuke all and Fuck it!" solution to depression. If you are not referring to suicide, they more than likely have more problems you can't see.
>>6800300
I had problems with depression or just chronic sadness this year, I made a lot of changes and I am feeling so much better now. I made better friends who I am getting closer with, I changed negative habits like listening to sad music and being a doormat, and I've made strides to become more sociable which is paying off actually. It's amazing how much some simple changes can really impact your life. To everyone reading this who might also be really sad, it does get better and a lot of it is mentality, bad things will always happen and you can either let those things dominate your life or you can push forward. People constantly say it is bad to "push things down" but that's necessary to get through life, you can't always keep bad things in the front of your mind. Eventually you will have to suppress negative thoughts deep down and forget about them in order to maintain happiness.
The absolute worst thing you can do is what OP is doing and just continue to ruminate on depressing thoughts and not try to counteract them or engage in a healthy activity.
I want you to kill yourself tonight, slice and dice those wrist but before you do tell us what news to check for your death faggot
>>6802554
The missed spelled word ruined this picture and is fucking killing me...fix it or delete it you stupid fuck
>>6800360
More people need to hear this. A lot of "depressed" people act like there is no such thing as happiness but there is, you just have to want it and work for it. I'm not saying it's easy but it is very possible and completely achievable.
>excercise fucking sucks to start but once you begin it is a world of difference for energy
This is very true, and it also boosts confidence a shit ton too.
> i found that traveling helps, going off into the alps, free as a fucking bird with no fucking problems, that helped me with the death of my father and has been my poison ever since
I also traveled to the alps to escape a (at the time) shitty situation, nothing compares to going somewhere beautiful where no one knows you. Traveling changed my life and gives a perspective that you can't get just staying in your local area. Meeting people from other countries and discussing politics or culture is also really sweet, you can learn so much by just talking to people.
I remember I was really sad and super anxious, my heart would be beating out of my chest for no reason and I couldn't function. I took a trip to Switzerland with some friends and it cured everything. I distinctly remember being on the sandy shoreline of a swimming lake with my friends and watching a bunch of little naked kids run into the water. I don't know why but I almost broke down in tears, I had had such a shit year and I felt like I lost all innocence (I was young when this happened), seeing those kids be so happy and carefree and being surrounded by friends gave me such a sublime feeling. I forgot the simple things and that moment made me realize that and changed me. I wasn't innocent like a child anymore but that didn't mean I couldn't still be happy and in the moment. Traveling affects people in different ways but for me it is my go to whenever I feel down, I will either book a trip or day dream about going somewhere cool.
Here is a wallpaper that makes me happy.
>>6803477
Why do poeple have to sit like idiots in some wallpapers. Cant they fuck out of the picture.
>>6798753
Hope you can hold it out anon
>>6803474
I respect you for beating depression, but i am referring to suicide, that will always be giving up in my eyes, but that is just a matter of opinion, i just can't see where it isn't giving up, in certain situations i can definitely see where it is enticing, My dad's best friend had his wife and kids die in a car accident and he had no other family or reason for living but them, thankfully he didn't kill himself, he went on one of those round the world trips with the rest of the money he had
in fucked up situations like that, i can 100% see how it would seem useless to move on, i'm mostly targeting the bullshit middle class "everything is shit" mentality, suicide in those cases are downright retarded
>>6803477
mad respect, Shit, when i'm sad sometimes i'll put on some smooth music, I think the main problem is like you said, they don't want to change their habits
>>6803503
i feel you, if I could live their for the rest of my life, i would
It doesn't even need to be fucking super picturesque Switzerland, it could just be a place in nature where you can just be free, there is just something about the free feeling that fucking pumps me up, makes me feel alive
Due to circumstances, i've been all over Argentina and Chile, and motherfucker, hiking in that scenery knowing that there is no one within miles, that shit is better than any drug
Exercise is only seen to increase physical strengths, but it impacts your life
pic related, it's my picture from when i went
>>6803595
Ahh, that does clarify it. You can't really judge how much someone's problems hurt them because they aren't your problems. I'll point back to what Anon posted earlier in >>6800360 and >>6802752 how Anon suffered through break ups and the death of a father. Neither which would affect me because I hated my parents growing up and I'm a loner, dropping social relations isn't a big deal for me.
The death of my dog hurt me quite a bit but the fact that I failed to make the last of her days the best that I could nailed it hard to me. She was the reason I mostly kept away from attempting suicide. But that's the thing, we differ in values but can empathize the pain someone else is suffering.
As >>6803477 pointed out, you do not want to ruminate ever. I'll also be that person to contend that Suicide is not giving up if the goal is to end depression, It does do that quite effectively, but I can see how you see it relative to life as giving up. We all die and I'm a cynical cunt, so don't let my opinions be too poopy.
>>6803706
lol >>6800360 and >>6802752 are me, but yeah i see where you are coming from, and i wholeheartedly agree, we all die, but to die without experiecing some of the great things in life is sad, one of the main things that drives away the even thought of maybe killing myself is the wonder that i have for the world
Seeing Patagonia, drinking whisky on a glacier in Argentina, hiking through the Swiss Alps, meeting a Ukrainian girl who's eyes could level mountains, just fucking experiencing shit like that, that's what makes life worth living to me, thats what drives away depression, I still have goals of seeing Japan, camping in the serengeti, seeing the northern lights in the Arctic circle, having children to show them the ways of this world
idk i just find it very hard to comprehend why people have so long periods of depression, i'd say anywhere from 1 day to 2 months is normal, but years is fucking extreme, like rise up above that shit
also i used to be kinda cynical but every now and then i challenged myself to find the good in the situation, and as faggoty as that may sound, it actually worked long term, sitting in traffic? ay atleast i'm not working, had a bad day? atleast i get to jerk it and drink my favorite alcohol, idk i'm just talking out my ass by now, but yeah i still feel that suicide for the most part is the pussy's way out
also more papes
get well soon anon
i didnt read any of those posts above but i bet theyre really bad
>>6803609
>It doesn't even need to be fucking super picturesque Switzerland
I was just about to say that but I went over the character limit, sometimes a good hike or camping trip makes me feel revitalized.
Also that's a fucking beautiful picture, I want to go to South America at some point in the future but idk when that will be. Specifically I want to go on an adventure down to Patagonia. I still have a lot of Europe to see first though, Sweden, Denmark, Norway, and Iceland are still on my list of places to visit next time I get the opportunity. This year I am either going to Russia for a while so that should be interesting.
>>6802752
godspeed anon.
I think its also a problem with many depressed people that they are just trying to be happy. I'v been there and luckily climbed out but with most people it's just the same excuses all the time. Its not gonna magically fix itself if you don't do something about it or go out of your comfort zone and at least try.
Lastly life is not about being happy or satisfied. Its the struggle of it all that makes it worth something.
>>6801891
(You) sound like a tumblr, have a hyperlightdrifter pape
>>6800300
Corr mate you're a right mug, at least you sounded edgy though :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
>>6801933
This cunt gets it
>>6802097
Mate, I Was basically gunna say almost the exact same thing, this cunt is clueless
>>6802752
for real though anon, im diggin the pics youre posting.
But recently i've been starting to go on bike rides and lift weights everyday, but don't have very much motivation to continue. Any advice?
>>6802097
so sorry for read that bro cheer up bro u can do it
>>6804780
yes, you know that feeling where you feel pumped to work out but get to the gym and you feel like shit? Drink water 20-30 minutes before you workout and you won't feel that, and for motivation, that's a tougher one, you gotta just fucking want it too bad, motivation is a bitch to attain
just keep doing it steady for about a month, then it'll become a habit
>>6803748
yeah i took it in Adelboden during the end of June, it's like that place doesn't know what the fuck summer is, and yes Patagonia is so fucking awesome, it's a hikers paradise, also really good food
>>6803927
>this cunt is clueless
like anyone on this website knows what the fuck they're talking about
>>6801243
Star Citizen, right?
its the 20th in my folder but i have no idea what it is
>>6802762
>that fresh pow
>>6798753
It gets better man.
i turned 20 10 years ago and it sucked. 30's been good though. hang in there. 20 is shit
>>6805665
Why would somebody make that from such a great screenshot?
number 20 for a sad dude
I fell in love again
I really need to stop doing that
(hey how fitting)
Life sucks. I don't wonder why though. That's tough.
I just keep on trying, so I won't be the one not havig' any fun
>>6798753
>>6800300
This post, even though it's very chad, is quite correct.
Rumination on the bad, not setting goals for yourself, not trying to make yourself look better, and not forgiving the past... These are things that prevent people from recovering from depression.
You don't need anyone to do it. You don't even need to become a sociopath. Do something beneficial for the world, and yourself. Go talk to the patients in a nursing home. They're suffering, but they are still alive longer than you.
I hate people but I try to please them. Fuck me fuck them. I wanna live my life and have fun. Beer and video games for life.
I'm not good at advice but I wanna cheer you up.
Here's my 20th
This my 20th
>>6800300
Jak tip
I'm 20 on the 8th and i have never felt worse...I'll be going out with a bang
>>6802752
Bro you have autisim
Smoke some weed and play video games, you'll feel better <3
>>6802930
absolutely this
>>6803396
>i don't understand how people just don't get over shit, they literally give up when shit gets hard, I don't get that
you don't have to repeat it over and over, it is very obvious that you are an ignorant faggot
>>6800300
>solutions
>>listen to anthony robbins
>>listen to anthony robbins
>>Date as many girls as possible
you 're kidding, right?
>>6798753
>>6798753
>be me, watching got with some friends
>"lmao, I'd probably kms if I were sansa"
>tfw
>>6799091
animals?
>>6803235
Its a state of mind you little bitch. And after a while you can eitheer be awesome, or keep making excuses. Im not even posting a pape here you little bitches pissed me off so much.
>>6798753
>>6798753
Don't worry anon, you've still got marriage, most likely followed by divorce, and then alimony for the rest of your life and possibly child support for 18 years. Do the worst has yet to come.. unless you got diagnosed with some kind of ball or dick cancer, and now they have to remove that.
>>6810201
>implying changing state of mind is fix to not being able to change state of mind
wut
walk it off you fucking whore
>>6810201
Oh fuck he didn't EVEN POST A PAPE HERE you little bitches made him so pissed off, oh fucking shit what's this dangerous fella going to do next you little bitches?
>>6798753 I just don't see why this is depressive.
>>6811587
>>6802098
Try losing some weight, fatty.
>>6802752
>"I just ate a great meal, how could anyone else be hungry?"
Everybody's got their struggle.
Tough love works when your opinion matters to somebody, and you know what that person has dealt with.
Ask yourself, why would anybody on this board give a shit about a stranger's opinion, anon?
Mainly, it's because they give reasonable advice or talk like a human being.
I came here for some comfy wallpapers, not to read some smug dickhead's shitposting.
I was 20 in 2006. Fuck you kids and your rap music.
>>6813939
I was 9. :')
I'm a wee babby.
>>6813968
Well, 10. Not 9.
I'm a retard.
Just wait tell 25 anon good luck, then 30. Rip
>>6803233
I take it you haven't played the game.
>>6800300
wasted dubs for edgefag
>hope you one day feel what it is to have actual depression
>>6800300
THIS
Stop being little faggots and stop consoling each other like little faggots. OP had a bad week and you're all telling him to hang in there like this is some sort of gaggle of women.
If OP had a bad week stop telling him to "hang in there" he didn't say he was going to kill himself.
Even if he did fuck off, this is 4chan, if someone wants to kill themselves you should let them kill themselves. Normalfags never understand, just shut up and post papes.
>>6801893
>spend entire thread jerking each other off
>tell everyone else that it gets better and to hang in there
>he's the chad
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GET OUT
I feel you man, my 20th birthday is on friday, and this year so far is terrible. At least we have each other /b/ros.
>>6800300
>>6802752
i've been depressed for at least 15 years.
that said, i appreciated your posts. most people could probably solve much of their problems with your directions.
however keep in mind that there are also others who could exercise and socialize all day long and still feel like killing themselves.
>>6816483
I haven't said to anyone feel better. Nor do I give a shit if they feel better or worse. I just like having a thread to go to when I also feel like shit and want something to enjoy while I'm depressed rather than getting annoyed by edgy LoL players.
>>6816795
i t s a l l i n y o u r h e a d
seriously, you can take as many pills and cry as much as you want, but in the end, the only person who's able to pull you out of your depression is you
>>6798753
Don't let your dreams be dreams.
>>6798753
>>6817197
This
Keep on keepin on anons. Love you all.
Sad.
>>6817197
can you say this with 100% certainty in 100% of all cases? i think not.
my brother is manic bipolar, he literally needs lithium to regulate his brain chemistry otherwise he becomes deeply depressed or psychotic
would you say he just needs to exercise and socialize more? that his problems can be solved with mental toughness and not medicine?
Here you go OP. 21 here.
Sorry about the bad time.
>>6800300
I agree with you.
I was depressed, then I said "fuck it" and now I've embraced the life of drugs and not giving a single fuck.
If you're contemplating suicide, you might as well be doing fun drugs for 20 years and just off yourself.
Btw nice picture where is that?
>>6800300
I have never been clinically depressed.
I have never had a panic attack, breakdown, or any sort of medically diagnosed mental problem/disease/condition. One might say that I am of peak mental health, but I am a minority in this field. Many of my friends and people that I know have been or are depressed, and trying to relate to their feelings is like trying to imagine a color I've never seen. Without experience, telling them to "get over it" seems flat out rude, and my clumsy attempts at sympathy tend to come across as forced, which they are.
Because of this, I've come to realize that just because I'm unaffected by depression, doesn't mean I know the secret to overcoming it. I stand by as a support for my friends in emotional trouble, but I never tell them what to do about their problems unless they ask. Every time so far, things have worked out for them in the end.
Well, that's my two cents on the issue. Have a pirate Santa.
#20
a 20
then a depressing
>>6800300
>>6802752
I think facebook is more your speed bro. You have lots of notifications to check you don't want to waste your time on imageboards. Now go on, shoo shoo.
>>6802098
...why not just walk, idiot
#21 lol, but it's the saddest I have, also I edited a lil' bit her nose.
for most people their twenties are a weird time. you're still kind of trying to figure out who you are and you have to also start becoming more responsible for your life
when i turned 20 i was anti-social and just went to the gym and /fit/ all day
now, i'm 24 and i'm living the trap/sugardaddy lifestyle. at least i'll no longer have a dick by july and i have enough money to move out of state where no one knows i used to be a boy
I'm 20 in the next few weeks as well, anon. Hope you're alright
20TH
>>6802098
Anon just focus on diet if you want to lose weight. Or do some basic weightlifting. Jogging is shit for fatfolks, try to avoid repeated impacts on the knees via cycling, elliptical, rowing, swimming, etc.
>>6817577
What video is that?
>>6799082
Weird, I don't remember things very well, but I have a few milestones, and I had been feeling sorry for myself since at least 15, depressed since at least 18, and I started to hate myself and romanticize death when I was 20. That's when I wanted to die, but knew I would never kill myself because it was too mean to people around me. I thought I was above having a X year old crisis, but I think that's one of them.
>>6800300
you are wrong on 9/10 things, you should feel bad about being an idiot, but you are right about goals and drive. that's all I feel like I'm lacking, and I've spent half my life analyzing why I'm usually unhappy.
>>6800300
You don't sound like a happy person, because people who are happy want to share their happiness, unless you are some twisted psycho. I live to spread positivity and try to keep my chin up, but when I can't take any more, when I'm at home, I get drunk and go on 4chan or whatever, and that's when I either ruthlessly take the piss out of people's personalities I hate, or try to build up and support someone who I think needs it. You are obviously unhappy.
I am also depressive, but I think that
>>6800300
is right.
I stopped dating girls ets, becauce it bores me.
No sex? No friends? Come the fuck on, everyone can do it.
If you have depression, go to doctor and treat yourself.
Even me as a femanon can date girls and make stable relationship, I am just fucking bored.
If you want, you can do it. You can be whatever you want to be. If not - really, kill yourself, because you just simple want to stay in that shit and you are looking for pity.
Or you have depression. Then go to the doctor, really.
>>6800947
>the fuck is he eating
lol i thought the same thing