I'm feeling borderline suicidal today. Can we have

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>>33167083

I am sorry you are feeling that way today OP. I have no dark type pokemon pictures to post for you. Just some words if you will listen. However you feel today, you might not feel tomorrow or the next day or 10 years from now. Your future is not written and not final. However, taking one's life is. Write your own future. You don't have to live in darkness. Change is as easy as you make it out to be, it can be a mountain or a little hill. And it is never too late to change. I and my friend battled depression many years ago. Somehow I made it out, she didn't. I still wonder how I could have saved her. I'm not sure of your life situation and what is leading you to suicidal thoughts. But know nothing is permanent except death. And it will come for us all one day. Best not too hurry and try to find even one moment in the sun and enjoy it for its impermanence. Best to you OP and best of luck in your fight. I hope you make it

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>>33167267
Nobody would care. It would be a load off them.

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>>33167083
You too, huh?

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>>33167083
I always liked Sableye

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>>33167083
Don't do it OP. Think about how you family will feel. I don't have a dark so here's a ghost

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>>33167478
My family wouldnt give a shit they don't want me to be happy. Just need me to make money and not be whiny about everything.

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>>33167083
I've been depressed but never suicidal. Dying always seemed scary to me. If you don't mind me asking, what's your thought process? Wanting to die seems like too much effort compared to just shutting yourself off from the world too.

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>>33167555
My thoughts are just about how whatever I do in life ultimately doesnt matter. Everything ive ever done and will do is just a way to waste time until I'm dead. So why wait? Life has been lived by other more succesful people than me. I'll never be rich and famous.

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>>33167590
>So why wait
Everything except that is what was on my mind when I was depressed. I still don't understand how someone makes the thought process lead to killing themselves. Maybe I was just cowardly and that's the norm? I guess it was kinda stupid for me to ask though. Suicidal people aren't really the most psychologically proficient.

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>>33167620
I'm just a dumb fucking person and I need to kill myself instead of dwelling in self pity.

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>>33167662
I'm too autistic to think of a reply to that so just have some A-Meowth

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>>33167590

Ultimately, life isn't really about being "successful" or to "matter" or anything that. The "meaning" of life is simply to enjoy it.

So instead of saying "Why wait?" it's more like "Why rush?" Either live a full life enjoying it as much as you can, or throw it away and never get the chance. Either way, you'll get there eventually. So why rush?

Until that day comes, we might as well spend our time enjoying all the little things we love in life. Like Umbreon.

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>>33167710
A good reason to rush is so I don't have to deal with this depression longer.

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Fellow darkfags, how does it feel to have this abomination on your type roster? If I were you it would make my stomach turn...

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>>33167724
>posting baracat unironically
Maybe you really do need to kill yourself

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>>33167742
It's A dark type thread. I don't care about your taste. Let alone my life.

>>33167769
>Incineroarfags are this obnoxious
Nothing new
btw, >>33167742
is objectively right, we all agree that Incineroar is a disgrace for dark types

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>>33167724

Depression is temporary, though. It comes and goes. Sooner or later it'll go away again and you'll be able to have fun again, which you wouldn't be able to if you were dead.

And then it'll come again, but that'll also be temporary. So why rush just for some depression.


>>33167742
Incineroar is part Dark you fucktard.

DO A FLIP

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>>33167787
Please tell me to kill myself more. I need the encouragement.

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>>33167798
Thanks I'll keep it in mind when I shoot and or drown myself.

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>OP posts a suicidal thread
>thinks posting baracat won't derail the thread
wewlad

>>33167801
Also please don't kill yourself you'll want to be around when a screencap of this thread is posted in future cringe threads

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OP, if you're still here, look into Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It attacks your thought processes that make you feel like shit. If you can't get access to a therapist, try the workbook "Mind over Mood" by Dennis Greenberger and Christine A. Padesky.

Shit sucks and there's no easy fix, but that's why you gotta fight back.

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>>33167801
What if we wordbuttered
kill yourself
kill myself
kys
k.y.s.
end yourself
neck yourself
and all other variants to "Let me suck your cock". Wouldn't that be rad?

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Cheer up OP. I don't have any dark types but have a Dunsparce

>>33167826
I dont want to be around. I want to stop existing but I know if i do off myself I'll only be seen as more of a failure.

>>33167855
Then don't??? You obviously know that killing yourself is the equivalent of running away from life and responsibilities, so why do you keep playing this charade? Just go take a shower or something and tuck yourself in bed. What time is it there anyways?

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>>33167841
Also here's some short term stuff you can do now. I'd personally recommend getting a good glass of ice water, simple breathing exercises, and getting some exercise, even just walking around will do.

http://healthland.time.com/2012/10/08/6-breathing-exercises-to-relax-in-10-minutes-or-less/

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>>33167898
This is all very good advice.

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>>33167895
What i meant by borderline suicidal is in just thinking about it. I've been thinking about it for a couple years now. But today just really pissed me off. I'll shrug it off again. But I know it'll be there.

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>>33167940
>But I know it'll be there
That sounds so ominous are you sure you're okay? I'm not one to trust the modern medicine-heavy culture we're in right now but maybe you should get a prescription or something? Unless you live in a really urban area, in that case try going to the park or somewhere green and open a few times a week without any electronic distractions.

>>33167083
I got an idea
Pull the trigger

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>>33168004

>>33168004
You're right

>>33167083

>edgy kid that wants to kill himself likes dark type pokemon

pottery

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>>33168128
I'm older than you. I have to be if you dont understand.

>>33167286
That's not true at all. I don't know the OP and the person doesn't know me. But I care, very much so. Everyone has at least someone in their life that will care. And there is always a reason to go on with life

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>>33168318
The reason to keep living is to be happy. And I'm not so I don't see why I should keep going.

>>33168343
Happiness is a transient selfish pursuit. You will never find it no matter how hard you seek it. Live your life for others not yourself. Try to make other people happy. Suffering is a universal human condition and a fact of life for all of us. Embrace it.

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>>33168367
Other people are fucking assholes

>>33168343

Just because you're not happy now doesn't mean you can't be or will never be. Don't rob yourself of that chance.

>>33167590
Don't compare yourself to others. The lives of others and their perceived achicements don't invalidate your life. This world is wonderful, even if it is hard to find the beauty in it sometimes. It is always there. Don't look at life so mundanely. Change your world view. You can. Life is not a competition. However, you never know what is waiting for you around the corner even if it looks like nothing now. And those people you are comparing yourself to. You never know how they feel on the inside. Wealth does not bring happiness nor does acceptance from society. Accept and love yourself for who you are.

>>33168367
There's a difference between everlasting happiness and not feeling like death all the time.

>>33167083
Don't you want to play the Pokémon switch games? There are so many thing too look forward too. Nothing just happened to you yet. If you kill yourself, you will miss out on ALOT

>>33168384
It might seem that way. We are all suffering. It is a condition of life. Sometimes that can make people mean and negative. I've seen my fair share as well. But pity them and try to help them. Don't make the assholes turn you into an asshole as well. Reject that and becoming something better and the change you wish was in other people

>>33168398
I don't feel like death all the time anymore. I did it, so can you my friend. Start with little changes, branch out try new things. Forcibly change your though processes and how you perceive other humans. You can do it. It's hard and a battle every day. But if I can so can you. And don't be afraid to ask for help from others. We are not all assholes :)

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>>33167590

What >>33168397 said. Also, there's always the next generation to look forwards to. Hell, maybe USUM will even be good.

>>33171433
Looking forward to buying shit...

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>>33167083
how about no?

Listen to nine inch nails like the angsty teen you are

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hope you feel better anon

>>33172387
I dont want to listen to music anymore I want to be dead.

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stay strong OP

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>>33167083
Hello OP. Please do not listen to the false-flaggers. It is obvious they just want to incite drama. I am sorry they feel the need to.

I am sorry I didn't get to this topic earlier and I am very happy many people want to talk to you. If you talk about merely thinking it, I am glad for that compared to you actually going through with it. I hope it can get to where you do not even think on it.

I admit that I too can see happiness as something fleeting and transient, but I also agree on what everyone says in improving yourself to feel better and make others feel better, and that sense of accomplishment and contentment is genuinely satisfying and one of the best feelings in the world. I know even you have done things that are good, no matter how small they may seem to you. And no matter what you may think, they do last forever, because they happened, because you did them. Even simple things like gift-giving or receiving, or making a friend smile, or giving a pet a treat and seeing them brighten up.

I understand if it seems like I am words on a screen and I understand if it feels like things won't get better for a long time. But they can, and I believe they will. Even the smallest things you do to fight back against feeling suicidal count and will build up. Any goal is able to be attained and I believe in you being able to achieve yours.

Even if it is on this site, I am glad you took the time to vent and get it out of your system, and I would much rather you do this than keep it built up inside you. I hope your next day goes better and the one after as well.

There is no bait. I genuinely hope you feel better. You are a good person.

>>33167083
Nobody better fucking ban/warn me about this. I'm just trying to help just in case. I don't care if it's "bait" or not. You don't fuck around with this type of situation.

> 1/800/273/8255

You see that? That's the suicide prevention hotline. They are available 24 hours a day. Don't be afraid to call them. If not by phone, they also have a 24 hour live online chat you can use. It's 100% anonymous, and unlike here, those anons are actually trained and qualified to help you.

Seek professional help, and don't feel ashamed for doing so. It's okay. People care OP.

>>33172825
Fuck help suffering alone is the best way