>tfw you have no drive to play video games anymore
>tfw you just spend the day in bed watching other people play games on twitch because it's less effort
>>384807529
That's sad dude. Find a new passion before you become a depressed mong who jerks it to anime like a total loser.
>>384807529
This is a sincerely miserable way to live.
Im just burned out i guess. i watch LP's on YT and twitch and follow streamers. This is the end for me
>>384807529
>no drive to live anymore
>slowly destroying all my work and personal relations as I slowly recede into becoming an empty shell
>can't stop doing it
>haven't been able to get excited over anything in over 2 years
>can't even muster up the energy to go into a full suicidal depression episode
It feels like I finally broke.
Get into competetive games. And I don't mean what you think I mean. It could be Mario Kart even. I mean like, any game that has you facing real people. Get good at a game where you face other people. Be able to see what someone who is doing better than you is doing, and adapt it to yourself.
I used to be like you, but then I started taking vitamin D supplements (lol who goes in the sun any more?) and playing smash brothers online. I got good-ish at it, and started getting into a community, and it got me out of a rut.
I dunno. We are social animals meant to socialize. Playing online games gives us a sense of purpose and belonging if we cannot get out and meet people due to social anxiety or something.
>>384807529
>tfw you have no drive to play video games anymore because games are shit
>tfw you just spend the day in bed on gamedev working to make your own perfect game
>>384809510
>have urges to write music, draw, and make vidya
>realize too late that I had no talent for any of it and that all I did was embarrass myself showing my friends my crude creations
>mfw they were probably cringing and laughing at me behind their back
>>384807529
>it's less effort
I can't stand just sitting/lying around for a prolonged time watching things. I find it way more exhausting than playing vidya.