>tfw i don't play online games very often because i have anxiety over how i play
If it's a team game, people usually don't care how you play unless you play a ranked mode.
I've seen a thread like this for peopl with undiagnosed mental illness
Someone's advice was to just play mp games you jump into and mess around in
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>playing online
>do really good
>win a match/carry all by myself
>immediately leave the server and stop playing
>I don't play online games very often because I get mad
>I yell "YOU BITCH" at my monitor and bang my desk
>Hurt my hand after I do it a bunch