>getting good at a video game that isn't even an e-sport
How do you cope with wasting so much time on what was ultimately a pointless endeavor?
>>381338376
Everything is a pointless endeavor, might as well kill yourself now wojackposter.
everything you do in life is pointless
unless you gonna become the next hitler or something alike , otherwise enjoy your empty life no one remembers in 200 years
>>381338376
It's funny in a not-at-all funny way because in order to do that, you need to reassure yourself time and time again that you want to keep going. Reality WILL keep knocking the door every now and then, telling you to stop and you just need to invent reasons to ignore reality. And that's why so many speedrunners eventually become trannies.
>>381338504
being remembered is pointless too
>>381338376
I don't cope I am already so lost I am just sitting here posting in 4chan and playing vidya waiting to die out of a blood clot.