>think about video games at work >too tired to play

>>379520501
just press start

>>379520501
>too tired
push through it faggot

>working

>>379520501
You arent actually tired. If you lay down or sit still and dont move around your body will attempt to make you go to sleep regardless. Get home from work and just start playing and youll be awake

>Think about video games at work
>Feel like playing the sims
>remember I'm like a sim in someone else's game
>work harder instead of thinking about games to get a promotion

What's worse:

>too tired to work on fun hobbies like writing music
>too tired to put energy into important stuff like volunteering
>too tired to focus on job applications and resume writing

>>379520501
>really want to play vidya after getting home from 9-5 job
>try playing tf2 and suck complete ass
>just retire and go to sleep
Fuck me

>Set clock
>Sleep for half an hour
>Play vidya

>>379521370
>too tired to do anything that isn't on PC

>think about playing video games
>spent the day vomiting bile and then i feel really thirsty and drink and vomit that up and repeat

alcoholism. not even once

>weekend comes
>spend time shitposting instead of playing games
>spend time playing games instead of doing something productive
life... has lost its luster.

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>install that game i've been waiting to play forever
>still haven't started
>spend my free time making warcraft and dragon age threads instead

what has happened to me

>>379522574
you are me
>tfw drinking alcohol was the only thing that made games fun again
>alcohol is getting boring now
>cant even get buzzed from a 350ml of rum anymore

>>379521846
>time to go to bed for the night
>cant sleep now
>go to work next day on 1 hour of sleep

>day off, start playing vidya
>feel like it's wasted time and feel guilty

>>379522691
Not him, but I'm the same bro. I need .5L now to get tipsy/drunk. I've tried nearly ever drug too, great distractions and some are pretty interesting, but I always come back to drinking.

>>379523565
>need sleep
>go to bed
>try to go to sleep
>end up lying in bed for 5-6 hours with my eyes closed
>never actually get any sleep

>>379524661
You and me man........This feeling makes me wanna die.