Do you have a disability? How does it affect you when you

>>361841042
Yeah, I'm retarded, it causes me to constantly make small mistakes and get bored easily.

>>361841042
Does autism count

>>361841216
No.

Does age count?

Does mayonnaise count

im only about 70% normal hearing, i rely on headphones and subtitles a lot. thats about it.

>>361841042
do you think the movie will be good

I like kyo ani and I liked the manga

>>361841042
>Do you have a disability?
Autism, sleep disorder, metabolism disorder
>How does it affect you when you play video games?
Not really.

>>361841042
Hey, the last time I saw this thread was 2 years ago

>>361841042
Why are deaf girls are cute.

Is ugly a disability?

Partially deaf, basically I just do what >>361841631
does

I also can't hear high pitched sounds like c4 beeping or whatever. Not a huge deal.

i have a speech impediment and am too embarrassed to use a mic, i mostly play single player games as a result

is horseradish a disability?

>>361841830
You stutter or something?

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is autism a disability?

I have autism. It doesn't really affect me in gaming.

>Professionally-diagnosed Autism

I can play console Minecraft for hours at a time every day and not get sick of it.

Nerve damage/tremors. Only motion controls wind up being a problem.

13/20 vision (can't be fixed) i have trouble seeing details, but that doesn't really hinder my gaming it just makes it hard to read stuff.

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>tfw paralyzed from the waist down

>>361841042
Okay, now post the rest of picture where it zooms in on the "ea" part with the "Westwood PTSD" filename

>>361842014
Does your dick work?

>>361841913
no, its much worse, a stutter would sound normal

i cant pronounce the letter 'R' because of some defect in my tongue, it sounds like an 'L' instead and is quite embarrassing and basically renders me a mute because i get tired of people asking me to repeat myself

>>361842169
Everything works, I just can't feel/move anything.
Fapping is pointless.

>>361841042
Does crippling depression and an inability to form meaningful relationships count?

Cripple, not that much really.

Being a beta bitch is not a disability, it's a lifestyle choice.

>>361842304
no because youve just described 99.99% of 4chan

>>361842304
Nope, you are just 14.

>>361842014
>>361842287
can you feel anything when you take a shit?
maybe prostate orgasms are an option

>>361842237
Are you Japanese?

>>361841042
I read this manga and it reminded me how much of a bully and piece of shit I was as a kid. Unfortunately no redemption to me no matter how many times I apologize or feel bad.

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I have autism, it makes it hard to navigate maps because I get lost really easily. IRL I have to be really careful when I travel somewhere new or I get lost and have a meltdown.

I'm also a girl so playing online games is pretty much out of the question for me. I attract a lot of attention and then they interact with me and I just don't know how to handle the situation at all, I've never had a good online gaming experience which wasn't just trolling people and actually getting to know them.

I just try to avoid people now for the most part and get all my socializing quota done in The Sims with made up friends.

My favorite game is also The Sims and when people ask me about it I have a problem with going on and on about it so I try to avoid talking to people about video games, too.

Picture related, a sim I made.

>>361842569
no, just some quiet loser who never talks to anyone

dont japs pronounce it the other way around? like their 'l's sound like 'r's

>>361841042
Does super near sightedness count? Without glasses I cant read fine print unless it was an inch in front of my eyes.

>>361842287
fapping was always pointless

>>361841042
Yes I'm red green colorblind and it really fucks with me. Two most recent examples is 1. The witcher 3, when using his witcher I can't see anything so to track anything I have to watch the mini map. 2. Diablo 3 (and borderlands) I can't tell most the color coordinated loot rarities apart

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>>361841042
>deaf
>no glasses
Huh?

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>tfw in perfect condition
>tfw no disabilities
>eyes been bugging me recently
>turns out I went color blind in one eye and can't tell subtle differences in colors anymore.
>doesn't really affect anything, but virtual reality is basically ruined for me
I guess I will always be forced to be a peasant.

>Deaf
>Doesn't write in braille

>>361841042
According to recent studies, virginity is a disability, so yeah. But it actually helps me play games.

Sperg, but no it doesn't

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>>361843005

I have OCD, ADD, and panic disorder.
Only thing that really interferes is ADD.
I played Shantae for a whopping 15 minutes, just to come back here and shitpost.

>>361843176
I'm an adult man but have the voice of a fifteen year old girl. Really confuses people.

I can't see screens clearly anymore after decades of looking at screens in dark rooms. I should have listened to those warning in games. Glasses help a bit, but I can see everything else clearly.

Who /autism/ here?


Not 4chan autism, but legit autism

>>361843276
You a fuccboi?

>>361843292
I test on the spectrum for Asperger's but only just. I'm lucky that it rarely causes me any problems.

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>>361841042
I'm incapable of having sex because my dick is too big.

Therefore the only videogames I ever play are dating sims, in direct correlation to my crippling disability.

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>>361841657
>it's getting a movie
NANIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII?!

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>>361841042
>Do you have a disability
Virgin and I'm 21
>How does it affect you
I mostly buy thick games like Nier and Senran Kagura.

>>361843276
I'm an adult woman with the voice of a 15 year old boy, wanna trade?

My hands perpetually shake it's not parkinsons you fucks which makes playing non-turn based a pain
I also have extreme hyper-mobility, but that doesn't do shit for vidya

>>361843276
So you're a high talker, at least you're not a close talker.

I have mild tinnitus due to childhood ear infections. I'm not hearing impaired, but just have a constant ringing. I'm blessed, however, with excellent depth perception and color perception.

>>361843384
Asperger's is over diagnosed. You're just a little weird or anti social due to your environment.

>>361843292
me >>361842726

>>361843276
I look and sound like I'm 12, I know that feel dude

>>361842287
I'm sorry

>>361843327
Kinda but not really. I could probably do alright if I tried.

>>361842287
F

>>361843475
So you sound like Ben Ten?

>>361842962
>giving a shit about a played up gimmick

c'mon now

>>361843495

you know, i had tons of ear infections as a kid, and probably have this too. never thought to complain about it though because it was just "life". it doesnt bother me at all though.

i do have hearing impairment though because my left eardrum perforated a few times as a kid, and these days, pretty much any time i get an ear infection in that ear, it re-perforates. the scar tissue is so thick at this point that it doesnt even hurt anymore.

>>361843643
>Ben Ten
>Fifteen years old

>>361843513
I've heard it's harder for women to get diagnosed for/with autism, right?

>>361842237
Are you Cebolinha?

>>361843479
so you have some type of degenerative brain/nerve disease or you were exposed to pesticides/acetylcholine esterase inhibitors, in which case that's curable.

https://boards.fireden.net/v/thread/331249842/

Reminder.

>>361843747
It is yeah but in my case it was really obvious so not as hard for me

>>361842962
They already have cure for color blindness, it only works outside though

>>361843818
Aight.

Thank you for reminding me that I need to go play The Sims again.

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>>361841042
i have trigger finger, which makes fighting game analog stick movements difficult
especially counter clockwise ones

>>361843424
yeah anon, it's being made by kyoto animation.

there's a few trailers out already I think

I don't have any feeling below my left knee. Happened after a skiing accident when I was 14.
A few years ago I got a severe cut on my foot which I didn't notice for a few days. Got necrotizing fasciitis from it and had to have my big toe amputated.

>>361843792
i had to google it, but yes i guess thats me

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>tfw short term memory is fucked
>tfw long term memory is filled with garbage and depression

100% deaf from birth. Online fps where situation awareness is important are hard, since I can't hear sounds of other player's moving.

Other than that it's saved me some money on sound gear I guess. It's probably influenced the kind of games I like.

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>>361843513
I get asked what highschool I go to by strangers all the time.
>So you didn't have school today?

>>361841042
I'm legally blind. Right eye is completely blind, left eye is about 90% blind.

I suck at FPS/TPS and quick time events are fucking impossible allot of the time.

Other than that I play games fine.

Lost my left eye during an accident.
I can't enjoy 3D gimmick but hey who gives a shit for 3D anyway.

>>361843402
Post it

I'm fat and ugly.

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>>361843894
>tfw will be forever closeted about my very real gender issues because of what the political landscape has become

>>361844058

op said problems with playing games, not problems with life.

Hyperhidrosis, it's not a real disability but I go through 5 pairs of underwears and I have to replace mouse every couple of months

>>361844058
Just be yourself:)

>>361843996
what a feel

I always get charged for the 17 and under bus ticket even when I try to give them the adult price

I've been mute since birth.

Blind in my left eye. It hasn't really affected me at all. Even VR worked sorta. I got to try RE7 demo in PSVR on that truck they had going around the country.

>>361844106
>chronic swamp ass

Might as well just kill yourself

I had cancer in my left arm
Had surgery but my left thumb nerve is fucked so sometimes I get thumb cramps really bad

>>361844084
My back gets uncomfortable after a while because I'm fat. Sometimes I can see my reflection in the screen which stuns me for a few seconds.

>>361842753
I want to hug you <3. Stutterer here and I've always had a softspot for people with speech impediments

>having to calm yourself in every moment of speech
>your highest anxiety still spikes the moment you open your mouth
>t-t-t-today junior!!!
>feel the stare of everyone waiting for you to get the simplist of words like you're a fucking retard.

Hurts. Alot.

>>361843894
>>361844061
both of you should try talking to people not from 4chan, they don't make fun of you for these things

>>361843961
So you have no idea what voices sound like? Or any sound at all?

>>361843946
That's cute anon

>>361841747
for playing video games? no. for life? very much so.

>>361844175
I'm good, I don't hate myself

>>361844230
>they don't make fun of you for these things
I don't give a fuck being made fun of, I give a fuck about not being lumped in to the same current lgbt crowd.

Fuck. That.

>>361843728
That must suck. How's the hearing in your right ear?

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>>361844106
>>361844175
Why was this so funny. Fuck, I feel bad now.

tfw no gf
inb4 some faggot posts that farting anon and his deaf wife story

>>361844335
yeah only people from 4chan do that

>>361843932
Already came out if memory serves.
But still no subs yet.

>>361843473
>21

Try 31. t. Wizard

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>>361843932
Shit, I forgot it was announced it was getting an anime adaptation. Didn't even ever hear it was going to be a movie. Thanks, Anon, it's about a half hour late, but you gave me one hell of a Christmas present.

>>361844230
I'm medicated for it and I've had a lot of time with a therapist. I'm not anxious at all about shit in my day to day life, but just have random panic attacks that can be really bad sometimes. That's life

Also, I don't care about being made fun of, I just don't want people to assume that I'm pretending to be mentally ill.

>>361844514
see
>>361844445

>>361844204
Hello friend. I'm also a stutterer. It used to be a lot worse when I was little but it's gotten somewhat better since (I'm 19 now). I can speak rather normally now but my tongue still locks up sometimes and I have difficulty saying some words or sounds. Considering English isn't my first language either, I never speak in online games and only use chat.

People ask me why I'm so quiet. It seems to me that they don't really consciously notice the stutter, but for me it's really difficult to ignore it when I try to speak but words just don't come out. So I try not to speak as much.

Stay strong, speechfriends. <3

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>>361841042
Yeah, I had my right index finger amputated due to an accident in a car crash 2 months ago.

Have to now play shitty rpgs because I am now in a disadvantage in fps and figthing games.

>>361841042
>Be colorblind
>Also somewhat retarded
>That one part in MGS2 where you have to deactive the bombs by shooting he green ones before the red ones
>cant tell the difference
>took me hours to get past that part through trial and error and forgetting the correct sequence of bombs
>Never play MGS2 again just because of this part

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when I first starting playing online multiplayer games like modern warfare and black ops I would start shaking really bad because I would get super nervous for whatever reason

even if I was doing good
every now and then it happens again titanfall 2 is the latest offender

it's really fucking annoying

>>361844595
You probably could learn playing with your middle finger and ring finger for FPS.

>>361841657
>>361843424
>>361843932
>>361844501
It came out 4 months ago you dumb faggots
Manga wasn't that good anyway

>>361841042
The movie was surprisingly better than I thought it would be.
Manga is still better on most parts, though.

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OP, your pic made me remember this
>1st grade
>deaf girl in my class
>kids make fun of her so bad jeering and laughing because they think she can't notice
>one day I see she just spends the lunch with her head in her arms
>I go sit next to her don't remember if I even communicated just remember that the other kids started making fun of me
>that day I told my Mom about it and she taught me a simple sign language phrase
>next day deaf girl and I ride the same bus home, sit next to her and ask "do you want to play?" in sign
>I'll never forget her face
>When she realized what I was doing, and what I said, the most genuine and ecstatic smile I've ever received from a human being draws on her
>I decide to play "chopsticks" with her (you know the game where you "split" the other person's finger)
>That's when it happens
>We're playing chopsticks and I realize she's missing a finger on her right hand
>Not like it was cut off, obvious birth defect
>You can't play fucking chopsticks with nine fingers
>The feeling of trying to teach her a game she can never play, and seeing her concentrate to understand what I'm trying to teach her, and being completely unable to tell her that I don't mind she doesn't have a finger, and I just wanted to be her friend, it
>it hurt bad
>So I'm like 8 years old, trying to extend some warmth to a hurting person, and it turns into my first experience with anxiety
>I'm sure it's a painful memory for her
I don't remember anything else about her after that, I moved around often as a kid

>>361843894
>just get out of military and start going to school
>Sit in the back of class so i can see everything happening in the room
>two minutes before class starts kid comes running in, throws bag down next to me and runs out.
>I start having panic attack, thinking its a bomb, just sitting in my seat stair at the bag
>class starts and one minute later kid comes running back in, sits down and says thanks for watching his stuff.

was worse than seeing garbage bags on the side of the road while driving man.

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I have metal spinal rods due to scoliosis. Apparently I found out nearly a decade after the fact that I got them done in a shitty way that was outdated even at the time.

Only way it affects my vidya is that sometimes my lower back hurts if I sit in a chair for too long. Really gets in the way of trying to do /fit/ stuff though, since I got to be careful with squats and deadlifts are out of the question.

Also got a giant back scar that most people seem to think is cool except for one Japanese exchance student who was terrified of it.

>>361841042
Blind in one eye so 3D doesn't work for me. I have a 3DS but I never cared about that gimmick anyways though. Also VR apparently won't work as well for me either.

>>361844893
Hopefully the cynicism in this place hasn't gotten to you and you're still a good person.

>>361844898
Pretty good chance you're a pretending faggot like how the majority of these stories go, but just in case you're not, get in touch with VA. The way to go with ptsd is not pretending it never happened, but instead talking it out with other people who has the experience you did.

The closest thing I have is Tinnitus which started earlier this year. I've managed to get to the point where it barely bothers you anymore but I do still hear the EEEEEEEEEEEEE faintly during quiet or no audio parts.

>>361845065
Not him but I would show her my chopstick if you know what I mean.

>>361844395
it has issues too...but no where near as bad. my parents were 40 when they had me. i have a suspicion that my inner ears are deformed some how.

>>361845210
yes addendum to the greentext is that she was a sandy blonde qt might have had something to do with my interest

>>361844898
I'm sorry to hear that Anon. Hope you're getting treatment.

>>361844818
dont be such a bitch

>>361844898
Come on man, there's a book called "the book of five rings" for PTSD warriors, and it explicitly states to keep the entrance to the room as close as possible and on your right side. How you gonna get out of the room faster than the slow peasants if there really is a bomb?

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>>361844898
What a little bitch you are

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>>361844106
Mfw when I lived most of my life with sweaty hands. Turned me into an awkward fuck but I got that shit fixed so most of the sweat is now directed to my back which sweats much less. I straight up had to use a towel sometimes while playing games just so the controller wasn't dripping. Never broke anything through sweating though.

>>361841042
I have severe depression and I tire of most games a few hours into playing them. I rarely finish anything. Ironically strategy games can sometimes hold my interest though.

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Is ADHD-PI a disability, or is it too 90s?

>>361845087
the VA is pretty good at my school, its not major PTSD, its just not taking the time to readjust to normal life. they always tell you to take a few months to get used to things, but for some people that just isn't an option. Right after I got back I had to start school or not have any income. I'm used to things now but some habits from the military stick with you, like I always look to see where every exit is when I enter a building.

>>361845425
I sat at the door behind me on my right side, but since I always got their early and was always taught to move as far in as you can, I didn't sit on the outside of the row, I was always 3 to 4 seats in.

>>361841042
I've got mental illnesses.

I've been kicked from every guild I've ever been in.

I have no Steam friends.

Other than that, shit's fine.

>>361845849
>no income
What happened to your GI bill?

Debilitating back pain.

Sometimes pain is too much to enjoy anything

>>361845849
Why not? If you get there early you have your pick of the seats. What's the point of being anxious if you don't even set yourself up to feel safer? You could have checked that guys stuff real quick to SEE if it was a bomb rather than "freak out". Are you telling me your scared of a civvie getting annoyed at you for looking through his stuff? If you are, you're just stupid not PTSD

>>361845849
Yo. Speak up. Fucking tell them your issue.

They'll bend. You served in the fucking army.

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>>361842576
I was basically Tomoko during elementary and high school, there were entire school years where I did not talk to anybody, I was bullied in some because I didn't talk much, and it was a vicious cycle of depression and low self esteem, and all I did was walk around the school during lunch break thinking about what video game to play or what anime to watch at home, went into a chuuni stage too, and it took me over a decade to adjust myself and not spill spaghetti every 5 minutes, though I'm still a socially awkward fuck.

Even today I feel my old elementary classmates would talk behind my back about how I was bullied. But I faced them head on, I tried to move forward, and it took me MORE THAN A DECADE to recover and now some of them are my friends.

Bullying is a serious problem man, I sympathize Ishida and Nishimiya while reading KnK. The manga had me in tears a few times.

I really want to watch the movie now.

Narcolepsy.
Can't play very long and fall asleep in my chair a lot.

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Other than ADD and general social ineptitude, I'm alright. The problem will come down the line because alcoholism and depression run in the family.

>>361846086
Shit. That's tough. I've seen some videos.

It's not the funny joke everyone thinks it is, lol.

>>361845960
you have to be in school to use your GI bill. at least 4 classes at my school each semester and I get paid about 1,200 a month.

>>361846076
Nice blog asshole.
I kind of pity people who were bullied to be honest.

>>361846213
Right, I know, I used it. You said you had no income.

>>361841042

I have psoriatic arthritis, it's pretty severe, it's crippled my legs and I have bone spurs in my knees and feet from it, so playing video games is one of the few things I can really do still, but sometimes I get flareups in my hands, wrists, and elbows and that makes it painful to play video games, and I'm constantly having to take opioid painkillers which makes me drowsy so I don't feel like playing games.

>>361842237
Be happy, I pronounce my r's as w's. Have tried years of speech therapy, English is already my native language, but nothing can cure it. I pretty much have the Elmer Fudd or Barry Kribkey accent.

Doesn't affect my intelligence or writing in anyway, but unfortunately whenever I go into a job interview for a professional level job (I did engineering) they will always assume I'm retarded and never call me back. Shit.

>>361846076
this

but my high school had a decent anti bullying program
so they didn't talk about you to your face, just behind your back

fuck public school
took me a few years to stop giving a shit what people think about me

>>361845998
This happens to me if I do any kind if slightly strenuous exercise.
Also just bending at all, though that's to a much comparatively small extent.

Seriously it can hurt so so much. I'm scared to even run a bit anymore. One time I ran maybe about 500 feet in the morning to catch the bus back in highschool, I couldnt even make it that day I had to come back home 30 minutes later.

According to google maps its 500 ft but I'm sure its less.

>>361846076
I don't really know why I bullied. I had a decent family, a good amount of friends and did well at school. I got bullied a bit myself but I put a kid through hell for no reason. I saw him working a checkout and apologized to him, he said it was fine and that kids are stupid. I kinda wish he hated me though.

>>361846076
It's okay anon, I want to give you a hug.

>namefag
Never mind. You deserve all that you get

>>361846206
No it isn't and I have it worse than others. Testing showed my average time to fall asleep after going unconscious was 30 seconds. Normal is 15 minutes and severe is 5 minutes.

>>361846446
He probably does, but is too beta to say it to your face.

>>361842237

Holy shit me too. people always ask me if im british for some fuckall reason, I went with that in middle school until one of the teachers called me out.

Then I was just the kid that talked funny. And people always bugged me to pronounce words with R so they could have a laugh.

>>361846415
>tfw you think you're too quiet to be noticed
>tfw you don't think anyone knows who you are much less bullies you
>tfw you hear people calling you a freak behind your back
>tfw you can't ignore it now
That shit fucked me up for awhile

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Partial Paralysis in the right arm

Movement is finicky but i can still adjust my wrist and fingers fairly well, so playing most if any game with a controller or keyboard is no sweat. Still, can't help but wonder if I'd play better with full movement. Don't have any basis for comparison really, so I guess I'll never know

>>361846076
>wake up crying due to depression
Holy shit that picture hits too close to home.

>>361846365
Feel you so hard, man.

Wishing you the absolute fucking best.

Narcolepsy that bad that I legally can't drive
usually games are stimulating enough that it avoids triggering it but sometimes if the game is particularly boring or simple than I can end up falling asleep while playing

I have synesthesia, both the sound-color type (chromesthesia) and grapheme-color (i.e. T is green. S is beige.) When I make a character in an rpg, their name has to be the same color as their aesthetic or i have a mcfuckin breakdown. Also when composers use microtones in video games i sperg out (look up microtones if you don't know what it is). Microtones are essentially sonic seizures for me.

>>361842237
>>361846372
Fuck, man.

Sorry.

>>361846425
I do try to exercise but yeah, if I bend the wrong way, my back is painful (like it is breaking in half) for a week.

Almost impossible to live a normal life

>>361846732
it was the fucking worst

I really hate people
putting up a front of being a normal person so people don't fuck with you is annoying

How do I get a disabled gf?

>>361846446
>>361846631
Meh, as a person who was bullied kinda heavily, I don't really care much anymore. Kids are dumb. I'm not a saint either or anything.

>>361846893
That loss of innocence hurts the most. Before you thought you could have friends if you put forth the effort, but now you know that everyone loathes you and anyone being nice to you is just praying you leave soon or are doing it to seem like a nice person to their friends.

>>361846812
Can you explain that like I'm a toddler?

>>361846757

well we're trying out different biologics after methotrexate turned out not to be enough, Humira so far.. it's supposed to last 2 weeks, but it lasts about a week and a half and then it wears off. So we'll probably changing meds... again.

>>361846923
try to avoid the "running through my mind" pickup line on girls in wheelchairs

>>361846446
I still hate some of them. Though a few of them looked repentant and guilty when they talk to me, though they never mention the bullying they did. They feel embarrassed just talking to me. I'm sure they feel the same way as you.

I don't know if I'll ever forgive them.

>>361846812
what kinda names do you come up with? for instance, what would be a good name for a holy paladin or cunning rogue in your book?

>>361846923
Hang around disabled people schools.
To be honest, that is probably one of the much easier tasks you can task yourself with.
Disabled people, while rare, stand out a lot, and their disability pretty much guarantees that they're desperate for love and attention.

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>>361846076
I know that feeling. My "fiends" called me stupid and dumb a lot in elementary, then in middleschool they wanted absolutely nothing to do with me anymore. Somehow I kept getting seated with people who only wanted to subtly mock me or make fun of me. It fucked me up and I became an absolute mess in highschool who couldn't even talk to people anymore without panicking and all I wanted to do was just disappear from the world.

At least now I've gotten over most of my awkwardness now but I still get suicidal urges and thoughts and have no self worth.

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>>361847030
I needed this.

>>361841740
Because women are best when they are quiet.

>>361847013
which part?
>>361847103
describe each character. where are they from? what kind of clothes are they wearing? what color is their clothing? what weapon do they have?

>>361847220
I know that pain anon, and I haven't stopped being like that.

>>361847040
perfectly normal

fuck these kids
I had a pretty bad family life but I didn't bully anyone
what's their fucking problem

>>361847220
Words don't hurt you, but goddamn does sudden revelations of someone's negative feelings of you (who was your only friend) fucking sear.

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>>361846812
What's a good name for this one

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Yeah. I'm blind in one eye.

Of course it fucking does. I can't see out of my goddamn right eye. And eyepatches aren't attractive on girls.

What is a good online radio for japanese music? Not just a bunch of grand piano anime shit, but actual bands and whatnot.

>>361847257

Windwaker Link

Fire focused mage in Dragon's Dogma

Shepard circa ME1.

>>361846761
Take you're modafinil and GHB nigga

>>361847257
this guy, straight from google images. he's an upstanding family man from the holy roman empire during the mid-later period of the crusades

just a simple template to work with, ya know?

>>361847451
just do what Xiahou Dun does.

>>361847451
>eyepatches aren't attractive on girls
>implying

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>>361847545
odd, pic didnt attach

This thread is depressing.

>>361847451
pls be my gf

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>>361847607
forgot pic

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>>361847451

We talking pirate eyepatch, Japanese square eyepatch, or cloth that covers most of the face eyepatch like pic related?

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>>361847220
I also get depressed on the regular anon, but I never got suicidal tendencies. Because in the end, I still loved living, how could I play videogames if I was dead?

That was basically my thinking as a kid. Vidya really saved me.

>>361847649
You forget you're here sometimes.

>>361846812
what

this is a disorder? Or is it being bothered when a letter isn't the color you associate with it that's the disorder?

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>>361847451
Asuka did it just fine, anon.

>>361847479
Phate.io which is pretty anime oriented but it's all real bands of course and there are no sountracks
Chiru.no which has pretty much any and everything. Heavily skewed towards japanese music in general, but it also has western music on it and the selection is on random 99% of the time so you can get shit like soundtracks or radio dramas or western music once in a while.
Ah but most of the albums are japanese sings that arent even anime so don't let what I just said deter you.
Chiru.no is great.

Autism
Depression
Anxiety
Speech Impediment

It makes it so games arent fun, none are engrossing or distracting from life enough. CK2 is close though. But I always reach a point where Im invincible an hour in at most.

Is attention whoring a disability

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>>361847451
>And eyepatches aren't attractive on girls.

Where the FUCK do you think we are?

>>361847937
Yes.
Michlan clearly has it and he's mentally challenged.

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>>361847649
4chan is depressing

all boards have threads like these every now and then
its a way to feel a sort of comradery with the rest of the losers and outcasts here

>>361847937
Sometimes I think I'm attention whoring, it scares me. I don't want to lie to myself.

>>361847451
>implying

>>361842014
>>361842287
I hope you sell jizz. Free cash yo.

>>361847649
No. This thread is nice because there aren't all that many normalfag redditors. What's depressing is the rest of the website.

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>>361848085
>I hope you sell jizz. Free cash yo.
Not him, but I'd seriously be the father to hundreds of kids by now if our country actually bought fluids.

>>361841042
Could you imagine being deaf and having to wear thick crinkly diapers.

You'd never know how loud they really are.

>>361847434
Krendan or Jeegan, based solely on color.
>>361847486
link is actually a very good name for link and it pleases my autism

Mason, Raxus, or Kalmer for the fire mage.

Duncan for Shepard.
>>361847624
Tagnus or Ixton
>>361847841
technically speaking, synesthesia is a brain disorder. it actually does more good than harm for me, considering it gives me perfect pitch and i'm a music major, but for some things, such as solfege, microtones, and "color dissonance", which is when a physical color doesn't match my mind's color, it fucks me up. Also I used to get severe migraines as a child but i recently kicked that.

>>361844585
I talk to people reporting their families death on the phone daily. so many people get stutters again in these situations. some even apologize for it why are stutterers often such nice people?

>>361848049
Well I don't know how it is for you, but I have a compulsive need to have attention. There's no logical reason for it, I have two loving parents and two sisters. I was treated well and never felt neglected, but I still have this need to be paid attention to. Ignoring me is a massive insult and genuinely hurts me. It's not a want, it's a need.

People have hated me all my life for it, and I honestly hate myself over it too. I've talked to a psychiatrist (if you can consider the "school psychiatrist" a real one, I guess) about it and I think it just makes it worse, because it placed all of the attention of everyone in the room (him and me) on me.

I'm sorry.

>>361841042
Holy shit, the Tomo namefag that sucks at making transparencies. Stop namefagging

>>361846812
Can you talk a bit more about the microtones thing? Are intervals smaller than a half step to rare to have a proper color association? Does this also happen without having another note as reference? for instance would you have trouble listening to a solo sustained 432hz as opposed to the common 440hz?

Please respond anon I am genuinely very curious. Not trying to be rude

>>361847937
the namefag is out here to prove it apparently

Blind in one eye. My biggest loss was hand-eye coordination.

>>361848393
I've considered seeing a psychiatrist but I know I'll lie to them without realizing it. I have no idea what I really feel like or do anymore.

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ADHD. And mild depression but I don't think it's much of a hindrance regarding games.

Thanks to ADHD, I've never beaten Morrowind and Skyrim, dropped FFVI when I got to the World of Ruin, and have 300 games on Steam and have barely played any of them save for a few.

What do I do.

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>>361847607
>>361847765
That shit doesn't work once it gets all sweaty. Crazy uncomfortable. At least the pirate-y snake-y ones are. But the alternative still sucks because you have one dead eye which, again, is unattractive.


>>361847621
>>361848074
>>361847946
y'all are full of shit.

>>361847858
I really don't want to be the one to tell you this, but anime isn't real.

>>361841042
Sensory perception disorder

Colors and motion and sounds overwhelm and disorient me usually

So I usually play support or any other types of characters where I can avoid the frontlines

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Psychiatric disorders count?
Schizoaffective disorder, it's basically bipolar with occasional bouts of psychosis that can make vidya pretty interesting for me.
Things like minor hallucinations fucking with me during games, mostly auditory, but sometimes visual. Feeling like NPC's are talking directly to ME, or that the game is trying to tell me something. Real fun shit in horror games.

I can usually tell that it's a hallucination and ignore it, but it's only going to get worse as I age.

>>361848352
Tell me why microtonality triggers you so hard, but semitones are fine.
Can you listen to more than 30 seconds of an aphex twin song?

>>361847649

half the people don't even have real disabilities though it's just mentally not being able to cope and a lot of whining. Like, people who are paralyzed or have debilitating physical disabilities, yeah, that shit sucks, but depression? autism? That's all in their head.

>>361848529
wear glasses, genius. people magically stop giving a fuck if you wear glasses

>>361841042
I tend to always start a game and leave it after a while, that has caused me to have a fuck huge backlog, I suppose that it counts as a disability.

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>tfw born mute
>can still play video games just can't bant on mic

Feels somewhat okay m80s

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>>361848037

Sometimes they help too.

I went to see a doctor for my depression after some encouragement from one of these sorts of threads on /tg/, and the combo of someone to talk to and meds really helped.

Now I've got myself a better job and actually give a shit about myself, so that's been nice.

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>>361848413
Silly anon, I am good at making transparencies now.

>>361848586
>depression
>all in your head
I know that you may associate tumblr with mental disorders, but I can assure you depression is real. You sound ignorant.

>>361848606
I see some jaggies between Tomo's hand and her neck.
git gud

>>361848529
Nah, it's attractive as fuck.

>>361848598
Just get on mic fag, no one cares that you're a dude playing a loli character.

>>361848596
Are you me?

>>361848473
well, I've always tried to keep people having a positive opinion of me, so I don't namefag and try to avoid doing things that are annoying in my eternal need for attention.

>>361848498
That does sound like my experience, but I've always thought it was a completely separate problem for me.

>>361841042
I'm just fucking lazy.

>>361841042
nerve and brain damage
my coordination is worse but its not godawful. i get antsy super easy, get rekt a lot in PvP and online games because i have no patience

still love PvP

>>361848529
Get Gungrave glasses with one of the lens blacked out

>>361848857
>brain damage
From what

>>361848529
>get fit
>get stronk
Then
P A T C H
A
T
C
H

>>361841042
I'm gay

>>361848529

Maybe you just need some rad shades anon.

>>361848889
tapeworm laying eggs in my brain

>>361848561
>>361848416
imagine it like this. the note B is magenta and C is cork-colored. If I hear them played at the same time, I see both colors in my mind's eye at the same time, but separated. However, if I hear the microtone perfectly in between B and C, its not a fusion of the two colors. It's both colors oscillating infinitely fast in my minds eye, and my brain tries to stabilize it on one of the colors, due to the synesthesia trying to rationalize pitches based on a 12-tone western scale. It does not however stabilize, because the color I see in my mind's eye is entirely dependent on the pitch, which continues to be a microtone.

Alternatively, imagine you have really bad eyesight but you wear contacts that let you see better than 20/20. Then you're walking down the street and there's an earthquake. A contact falls out of one of your eyes. You have to try navigating back to your house. That's what microtones feel like to me.

>>361848529
Callbs all you want but I had a gf with only one eye and I thought her eyepatch was pretty cute. Not trying to marginalise your plight here, just saying that at the very least this one anon does not find your eyepatch unattractive. Also patch>glass eye

>>361846076
I know that feeling, I remember I always try to make friends in elementary school and no one wanted to be friends with me. In middle school I met with students from my elementary school and thought they would still talk to me be they changed and shunned me, students would mess with me for no reason and eventually I just stopped talking to people. I mainly started talking to myself in my head because no one would talk to me. In high school I had some friends but didn't really want any and only talked to them during class, I didn't care what they did on their daily life and I didn't give them my phone number because I just did't like talking to people and rather just be alone. Now I'm in College and I just consider people to socialize with but I don't want any friends. I just had a recent friend that I no longer talk to because we had constant disagreements. I hate working in groups and like being alone because I just don't trust people. I'm so antisocial that the most enjoyment I get in life is playing video games alone in my room. Bullying fucks you up.

>>361848932
Jesus anon, that's fucking horrid. I'm so sorry.

>>361848932
What
How old were you
How did you get them out

im tall

>>361849009
Keep dreaming manlet.

>>361842237
dont you mean "lepeat yourself?"

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>>361848932
Oh my fuck. Cringed so fucking hard. I left rekt threads behind and they still follow me here.

>>361848963
that hit closer than it should have. my best buddy started shitting on me in 7th grade. it looked like it hurt him at first, then it stopped. i dont blame him, he just wanted to fit in.

>>361848953
I understand now. I suppose that means all electronic music is off limits for you, so what do you enjoy?
It's classical isn't it

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>>361848598
I wonder if it is better to have never had it than to lose it. Sometimes I wake up and try and see if I got it back through magic or something because I am stupid and then I lose hope again.

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>>361848586
you sure sound like a fucking asshole

depression is a lack of chemicals serotonin/dopamine in your brain
you can't just 'stop being depressed'

have you ever had a day where you just felt like doing nothing and just being lazy all day

imagine that but a lot worse and you always feel like that; never have any drive to do anything

results in low self esteem and paired with a shitty life situation only gets worse with time

and autism is an actual cognitive function disorder
my little brother has severe autism
he's 13 and his mental capacity is that of a 4 year old
he still uses diapers for fucks sake, it's a huge drain on my parents of 40/50 years old

shove it up your ass you fucking retard
tumblr 'mental disorders' different from ACTUAL mental disorders

ADD
Bi-Polar 2
Opiate dependence (On suboxone)
and a great amount of shaking in my legs and hands which i'm guessing is from drug use so i'm also Benzo dependent to fix that.

But I don't care if I'm dependent to prescribed substances that help me live a healthy life

Coming onto suboxone has really changed my life and allows me to enjoy vidya and everyother aspect of life without being high. I'm able to hold a job, go to school, and have mostly fixed relationships with my family and gf (guess this means i have the disability of being a normie too)

Anyone can make it guys. Give it your all everyday!

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>>361848590
Then they can see the disgusting useless eyeball. Unless you mean sunglasses and walk around like I'm fucking Bono.

>>361848886
>>361848902
>>361848927
Those are actually not terrible ideas.

>>361848962
Well I'm not going to cut out my eyeball anyway, even if it is gross and useless, so the glass eye isn't an option even if I wanted it to be.

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>>361848529
Medical eyepatches are in right now.

Besides, you DO need it, so people won't give you shit for it unless they are turbo-assholes who aren't worth giving the time of the day anyway.

Just b urself and rock that eyepatch :)

>>361849217
Sounds like they should put him down. He won't ever accomplish anything, pay taxes, or have any part in society that isn't strictly parasitical.

>>361849203
That's so sad anon, I want to hug you ;_;

>>361848707

anon, I was diagnosed with anxiety/depression when I was in my late teens, and they put me on SSRI's and all that shit, and really it was all bullshit. What really helped was changing my behavior, changing my social habits, making friends and a better social network, getting a job, etc. It literally is in your head, yes there are biochemical imbalances, but a lot of that can be adjusted by making lifestyle changes, not just moping and being angsty.

Now when I got hit with the autoimmune disease and got crippled.. THAT gives me something to be depressed about, but I know there's no pills that will solve that.

>>361849217
sounds like you have severe autism too :^)

>>361849217
HRT is just chemicals in trap's brains. Don't make them real girls.

>>361848953
Thanks for indulging my curiosity anon.

>>361841042
I have aspergers, making it hard to focus on games. Makes it hard to really get into new games. When I do find a game I like, I hyperfocus like a motherfucker

>>361849040
Sorry to burst your bubble, but 5'8 is above average.

>>361849203
>MARINA

What is this game

>>361844728
oh thats easy to fix, its the same as when you get super tilted. you just need to practice modes without the intention of winning, like dm for practice or whatever. then since you're used to the game not being a high tension environment youll be more calm.

>>361849152
actually, so long as electronic music stays within western 12-tone equal temperament i'm perfectly fine lol. I mostly listen to/write electronic/jazz/electronic jazz stuff

shameless plug of my soundcloud if you want to check out my stuff https://soundcloud.com/cadence-hira

>>361849383
no prob anon

>>361849278
>What's wrong with your eyes?
>Don't worry about it
You're just a lame-o, get more self confidence. Then again you seem a bit like an attention grubber anyway so this is the last (You) from me, faggot

>>361849402
For a child.

>>361849302
I can confirmedical eyepatches look LIKE FUCKING SHIT. But if you got one I would give a fuck either way. I'd use you as fetish fuel that very evening.

>>361841042
The only disability I have is lasting 4 or 5 hours in the bed
Anyone else know this feel ;~;

>>361849278
post eyeball

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>>361848501
Same here

I play on both a PC and console and I normally rent console games before I buy them on PC. If I get bored with it super easily I just return it and move on

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>>361849314
So just like you, then?

>>361841042
Cut my left hand, so my pinky works like shit.
>tfw can't press l.shift and ctrl with it
>also dropped violin
end me

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>>361847451

Just be a Senran.

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>>361841042
Not really a disability but I have a nervous disorder and clinical depression. I also can never sleep for more than a two or maybe three hours at a time, so I feel tired and half asleep most of the time. Hardly anything compared to many people but yeah. Only affects me with video games in that I can spend a much longer time playing without sleep. Terrible in social situations though.

There, my 10 seconds.

>>361848932
Holy fuck anon. That's horrifying. Kind of reminds me of when I was a kid. My house had a roach infestation, and on a few occasions I'd wake up with an an excruciating pain in my ear and find it was because one crawled deep inside. Thankfully nothing came of it.

>>361841042
I have no sense of smell.
No issues have arisen from this.

>>361843276
post vocaroo

>>361849348
>changing my behavior, changing my social habits, making friends and a better social network, getting a job

Oh shit, why didn't I think of that? Thanks for your help anon

>>361848993
real young, maybe 10 or 11

be careful when traveling to poor areas

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>>361849336
I just wish I could find the person who left me like this but that will never happen, so no point in thinking about it.
>>361849403
Rakugaki Showtime

>>361849538
Fuck you anon, now I want to cum on an eyepatch.

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>>361849497

>>361849348
No shit it's all in your head, so is your entire reality. No shit changing your behavior and social habits improves your conditions, your problem is emotional so why wouldn't it?

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>>361849584
>can't sprint or crouch

S L O W

>>361849278
When I was in in 1st or 2nd grade there was a girl who had an eyepatch and I thought it was so cute then, that now I think it's pretty cute. Some of my buds from back then feel the same way too, don't feel to bad about it from a vanity point, it's not not to bad.

>>361849620
Just wait until Smell-o-Vision kicks off again.

>>361849348
Medications did NOT work for me, and I do agree that SSRIs won't solve your problems completely, but I just think it's unfair to claim "it's all in your head." Depression can be caused by many factors, and lifestyle changes may not necessarily make it "go away." At least, not for some people. Over the past year I've made some big changes and while my depression isn't as bad as it used to be, it's still there. I'm still apathetic, despite having a 4.0 and having a great group of friends.

>>361849667
Nice selfie, fagget.

>>361841042
I am blind from my left eye.

I can´t see the 3D effect of neither the 3DS or movies.

And I supposse I won´t be able to experience VR properly.

>>361841042
I have Australian Internet.

>>361849684
I can.
I use ring finger for sprinting and crouch on c or alt.
It kinda affects my gameplay, but I am still good enough to beat 80-90% of players in fps.

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>>361841042

I'm 31 and have ADD; I wasn't diagnosed until I was 24 so it made playing storyline and plot heavy games difficult for me.

Once I got on Adderall 30 MG XR x 2 daily, I went through and played all the games from my childhood.

Man, they're amazing.

>MFW

>>361849620
>can't taste food
>no issues

>>361849638
Are you Panjeet or Joao?
How bad was the brain damage?
What did it mess with primarily?

>>361849839
Oh shit is that why I can't ever finish a fucking Final Fantasy game?

>>361842941

>Katawa Shoujo came out 5 years ago

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>>361849457
A Postmodern Winter Suite for 2 Marimbas is very good. Well done.

>>361841657
>>361843424
>>361843932
>>361844501
>>361844818

>It
>It
>It
>No name anywhere

Someone help me out here. What's the cute deaf girl from?

I'm probably an alcoholic does that count?

>>361849897
You can't finish them because they are mediocre.

>>361849839
i was diagnosed with ADD at 14 but then i was hospitalized later for a psychotic episode.

now my doctor wont give me ADD meds because it worsens my schizophrenic symptoms

>>361849947
>"probably" an alcoholic
Anon...

>>361849940
haha thanks

>>361849917
Then aren't you supposed to be working on the corn fields, Pedro?

You better make as much money as you can before you are sent back.

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I have Schizo Affective Disorder!

Yabba Dabba Doo!

>>361849908
Didn't the game come out in 2009?

>>361849945
>Someone help me out here
Sure, I'll give you a pro tip: learn how to use a fucking search engine.

>>361849945
Fuck off retard.

>>361849867
Anon doesn't know how that feels like anyway.

>>361849839
>>361849974
Uhh, I thought the official diagnosis was ADHD? With 2-3 subcategories including the inattentive type and a few others.

Anyway, I probably do need to see a doctor. I always end up dropping a game. I practically had to force myself into finishing Final Fantasy III.

>>361850028
>yfw Trump replaces all the Mexican workers with unemployed 20-somethings

>yfw 4chan will be free from /pol/ shitposting for at least 9 hours a day

I have autism and probably a little of add, not sure. It does affect the games I play, since I basically can't get into games that don't have you beat the shit out of something, which also makes it easy for me to get into crap like JRPGs much easier as well, but that doesn't mean I'll play every JRPG out there mind you. If it has too much dialogue and not enough gameplay I'll get too bored with it and just delete it.

Having autism isn't so bad, it just gets in the way sometimes but at least when you wanna focus on something you're interested in it helps immensely. Plus it also lead to me meeting my gf so I really don't hate it as much as I did when I was a teen.

>>361850028
I work on a cattle ranch, thanks very much.

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>>361849908
>/ksg/ still exists

>>361843961
I've always wondered about that
Do you know what "Sound" is? Like, when you imagine it, what is it exactly that you imagine?
When you think or read words, do you hear a voice in your head?

>>361850197
Oh my fuck, what number thread are they on. I think they hit 500 last year

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>>361848953
damn that is both fascinating and terrifying. I've always wondered if my slight synesthesia is real or associative; for instance I hear keys and sonic textures as colors or even words (feelings?), but it's nowhere near as intricate as that. Listening to non western music must be so disorienting.

On the subject of semi and micro tones, I wonder if an advanced case of chromesthesia such as yours is learned in conjunction to our own western system; ie if you were an Indian musician, would you be more comfortable with microtones or smaller intervals, but be confused by 12 tone systems?

interesting stuff

if she's deaf how can I read that

>>361850067
>>361850081
Fuck off with your elitist club shit. If you have the time to insult someone, you have the time to just tell them.

>>361849945
It's Koe no Katachi

>>361850265
>500
>last year

they're on 3200 dude.

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>>361848749
I don't see it. Looks great in my opinion.
I bet you guys miss me and tomo chan threads. Heh. Just joking.

>>361849348

Then you weren't really depressed and you got a free diagnosis for no reason. There is adjusted people with jobs and friends whom one day just walk outside, look for a tall building and jump off. Depression is pretty much crippling numbness, to a depressed person most of the things you say do not matter, it's a crushing "what's the point?" feeling that you either have or you don't. Don't confuse "tfw no gf" """depression""" with the real deal.

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I have ADD so I often end up using social media and post here when I should be relaxing and focusing on a game, or something more important.

>>361843495
I have mild tinnitus for the same reasons too, but it's never been an issue for me. I like white noise a lot so it actually helps me think straight, as funny as that is.

>>361850317
Completely diff anon here, but thank you.

If you post an obscure image and don't tell others what it is/where it's from and choose to insult them, I hope you die alone.

>>361850265
Not even they know.

But it is astonishing that there is still a dedicated group of people who have a 24/7 ongoing discussion about a dumb visual novel. Even if by now it is more of a KS off-topic themed blog.

>>361850357
What do they talk about?

>shit ending - the manga

No thanks.

>>361850425

Circle jerk.

>>361846076
But Tomoko was never bullied for it.

Everyone is kind to her but she is too much of an antisocial sperg.

I'm a bit more like Tomoko in that regard

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>>361850317
It's not about elitism. But it's probably too hard for you to understand.
>>361850409
You can always image search it. Try it, it could be useful. Fucking idiot.

>>361850129
i believe adhd is hyperactivity and ADD is the opposite but both of them have physical differences in their brain chemistry that makes it harder to focus for long periods of time

>>361841042

I had fairly severe nerve damage in both hands (particularly my fingers) from frostbite when I was like 17 years old.

Over time I've learned to move my fingers almost how I could before, but I can't play anything with a high input requirement like APM-focused RTS games, anime Fighting Games, Melee, etc etc.

I also can't play guitar anymore.

>>361850281
i wonder that too. I played in a balinese gamelan for a few months a few years ago. Something I found was interesting was that, even though the ensemble is tuned microtonally (each pair of the reongs and genders were also tuned differently from each other to add more depth to the ensemble), it didn't bother me as much as hearing microtones in a western setting. I should look into that.

>>361844893

Had a genuine feel there for you, anon. Thanks for sharing.

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>>361850495
>You can always image search it
This, seriously folk this isnt rocket science

>>361841042
Yeah. I'm gay. It makes it easier to play as my favorite character in Overwatch, Tracer.

>>361850409
>I'm a newfag please spoonfeed me

>>361850715
>sexual orientation is a disability