I have a very big platonic love for Louis Hynes, I can't

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I have a very big platonic love for Louis Hynes, I can't stop thinking about him, I do literally everything in my life thinking about him, I work thinking about him, I eat thinking about him and I sleep thinking about him, and I dream about him. To be honest, Im suffering guys, love is a good sensation but Im extremely obsessed and I can't handle this anymore, he took all my heart, all my soul, all my energy, I can't live my life anymore, I feel I have the obligation to make him know that im here suffering for him, I only want him to know that Im here, but it will never happend, and it hurts so much on me...

Im thinking on suicide guys, before I seed Louis I had depression and schizophrenia, but when I saw him, all my sadness were gone and I stoped taking my medications, I was sad because my life didn't had a meaning, but now I found the meaning of my life that is him, but he don't even know he is the reason of my life.