Best movies to watch before killing your self? Or, alternatively,

Trees Lounge
Johnny Got His Gun
Dancer in the Dark
Control (2007)

>>83499668
You wanna talk, OP? What's going on?

>>83499802

I just don't wanna live

>>83499737

Funny, I watched Stroszek and Control back to back the other night

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I was in a bad mood swing for about 4 months but I got over it. After a while you just become numb.

>>83499877
why not? what happens if you dont like being dead? then you cant go back.

>>83499877

The dead know only one thing: That it is better to be alive.

>>83500007

I'm in a lot of pain, both physically and mentally. (Go to the doctor!) ahh, the joy of living in America where it's literally too expensive to get healed. Good point, I guess I can just numb it with alcohol. Just wish the pain would stop.

>>83499987

Anything you can recommend to cope?

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>>83499737
trees lounge is so underrated it's sad
not only good alcoholism-core, the atmosphere is nailed down so well that it might be the best representation of summer slacker suburbia. if you haven't watched it, do it

>>83500085

Ha, I'm a veteran and one hope was I'd be coming back as cargo.

>>83500095
high-grade marijuana

but mostly don't sit in the sallow of depression and never romanticize alcoholism and suffering because it's cyclical in nature

>>83500095
Excercise. Lifting heavy weights especially deadlifting.

I attempted to kill myself about two years ago (stabbed myself in the belly/groin) and the physiotherapist got me involved in working out and it really did brighten up my life.

>>83500139

Don't Dew yourself in just yet, kid. ;_;

>>83500154

I don't, I rarely drink actually. Just decided on a whim to grab a couple of bottles of wine though.

>>83500165

I do lift. Going to be doing deadlifts tomorrow as a matter of fact. I think I'll go for a PR. Thanks bro.

Prost.

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>>83500211
lel

>>83500277

Props to Mountain Dew

>>83500007
fuck off with this normalfag tier advice you fucking piece of shit

I just wish it would go away

>>83500532

Return to /reddit9k/ you fat fucking loser. If you have that attitude after the age of thirteen you should be the one killing yourself, not him.

>>83499668

Apocalypse Now

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None better.

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>>83500095
Hey, super chronic pain sufferer here too.

This might not be the most responsible advice... but I learned to masturbate to the pain.

its not a painkiller, pain will still gnaw at you conscious 24/7, but learning to love it will give you back some much needed control.

>>83501061

How do you learn to love if you're masturbating?

>>83501159
its a chicken came before the egg type of thing. fap to pain first, learn love it second.

>>83499668

Badlands

>>83499668
Leaving Las Vegas

>>83499668

300

>>83499668

East Of Eden