Why do chads commit suicide? >Reality TV star Clay Adler

He was bisexual and couldn't handle his sexuality. That's why Chads commit suicide.

he probably didn't realise what would happen is all

Yeah of course he 'shot himself'

>>81536791
Peaked his life too early that's why I choose to be a NEET so I can look forward to something eventually

>>81536807
>gosh darn it I am having too much sex!
>BLAM

The Chads that don't have underlying mental issues are usually plagued with the inability to form meaningful relationships

He probably kept comparing himself to his father, who likely had a more respectable job and lasting relationships.

>>81536918
>meeeen

An attractive physical body doesn't magically fix issues with the brain.

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>>81536791
he was jelly that JLaw managed to become big while he faded into obscurity

>went to desert and shot self in head with pals
nothing suspicious here move along.

I hate it when i'm out in the middle of nowhere with a bunch of people and richest and most popular one randomly decides to shoot themselves.

>>81537119
Especially at night, that's the worst time for this to happen

>>81536791
All handsome alpha actors, Ryan Goosling, Brad Pitt etc either got molested by (((Executatives))) or if they are adults, they are forced to get assfucked on camera.

There is a video of Brad Pitt getting fucked from behind, this is something they have to do to become superstars.

Kanye west is mentally ill from sexual abuse.

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>>81537180
>There is a video of Brad Pitt getting fucked from behind
?

>>81537180
> source - my ass

>>81537180

Post the sauce on Brad Pitt getting fucked or you are full of shit

>>81536791
>in a desert with friends
>"suicide"
Suuuuure

Why do rich people commit suicide? Why do healthy people commit suicide?

>>81537317
They don't. They cry for help and accidentally take it too far. It's always a misadventure of pills.

they get addicted to coke

>>81537511
then they just smoke ice

>>81536791
Early peak
Traveled the world, rich and probably fucked any girl of his choice. What's left other than to blow some dudes with a cocaine-ladened prostate massage device in your ass and finish it off with a 9mm to the brainstem.

>>81537180
>>All handsome alpha actors,
found the beta

>>81537783
keep fucking 18 year old 10s

theres a literal conveyor belts made out of cunts and time that bring them to market every day

He was banging Jennifer Lawrence. I'd kill myself too.

>>81536791
1. A girl took a picture of him in his boxers
2. A girl said he had "the best ass'
3. A guy punched him in the face because he thought he messed around with his girlfriend
4. A girl took a picture of him kissing a dude in his bedroom
5. A dude denied rumors that they were gay together
6. A girl stood him up on a date
7. A girl was really sweet and nice to him
8. A girl anonymously published a poem he wrote without his permission
9. He watched as a girl got raped and blamed the girl's boyfriend for not stopping it.
10. A dude giving him a ride hit a stop sign on the way to his house.
11. A girl was genuinely nice and respectful to him, he screamed at her to leave for no reason and was mad at her for not listening to him
12. He got raped
13. He went to a counselor and was extremely vague about what happened and got unsatisfactory advice

If you ever thought of suicide because of something that would be fixed by being attractive, you don't actually have it bad enough to consider suicide. Just put your shit together.

>>81538460
ha ha shilling

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Chad is never red pilled.

Remember that.

>>81536807
>Doubtmeme.jpg

>>81538460
imagine being this delusional

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>>81538460

>>81538691
Chads are blue pilled/just world fallacy as fuck

Its great when they hit the real world after a decade or two of risk avoidance

For EVERY unlucky person there is a lucky person who thinks they got there by being great

closet fags

>>81536791

casual shooters regularly kill themselves by accident by shooting themselves in the head "as a joke" because they falsely assume the gun isn't loaded or ready to fire

>thinking tfw no gf is depression

you are just a loser, real depression is when you can't tolerate living, even with its frivolous joys

>>81536791
They say that celebrity Chads never really die, they're just reborn as underground personalities. Like Jonathan Brandis becoming Adam Kokesh. It's known as "The Way of The Chad".

>>81539282

I personally find that depression worsens through isolation. Depression is kind of like a pit you get stuck in and the longer it lasts, the more and more down you get and the harder it is pull yourself out. That's why >tfw no gf is so important. It's not about a bunch of men who are simply sad they don't have girlfriends but rather men who have spiraled so far into depression that they realize they will never pull themselves out and feel the most important emotion to a man, which is love. They will drift on as long as they can and either become a normie, continue on a miserable existance or end it.

So >tfw no gf can definitely be real depression but it's just one part of being a broken person.

>>81536791
It was most likely just an impulse or being a retard. Like that urge to jump off tall structures that 99.999% suppress.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2p4BOGXSBw

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>>81539686
>2:08

>>81537043
What's the motive of like 3 guys killing one guy?

>>81539750
>what's the motive of murder

>>81539781
We don't need to know. It may have been an accident and they just said it was suicide.

>>81539781
Yeah, that's how you prove a murderer: motive. It's not like 3 friends of his are getting his fuckin life insurance policy payout. Unless he cucked all those guys I can't imagine they'd want to kill him. Usually there's a fucking point for conspiracy murder.

>>81539603
>depression worsens through isolation
I'm the opposite, I can camp in the mountains alone for 3 days and be happy. As soon as I get back to a city I feel like shit.

>>81537017
actually, it does

>>81539835
these are apparently fucktard chads going into the desert to shoot things. youre thinking too reasonably.

>>81539842
Theres studies that have shown people who live in rural areas are happier and healthier than city people

Its not just in your head, we evolved to enjoy that.

No fucking way did we evolve to be surrounded by thousands of strangers (or as we unconsciously percieve them: threats) and just hope they are all good natured, when we know from crime statistics that they all aren't.

>>81536791

Because bitches are unironically not worth it

>>81539995
So why do people make fun of Africans for being content with their mud huts?

>>81540051
Well they live in overpopulated shitholes so its not much better.

We evolved in small tribes, like you're meant to know a maximum of 100 people. Beyond that you're encountering strangers, and for an animal a strange animal that can kill you isn't a good thing.

>>81536791
Because men are not like women, we dont have brains that are programmed to always warp reality to whatever our feelings are atm meaning we can actually become depressed and sick of living because we so intune with the world. Meanwhile women are completely insane and say they will kill themselves just for attention.

>>81540051

because they also die of malaria which might impact your happiness?

https://www.theguardian.com/cities/2014/feb/25/city-stress-mental-health-rural-kind

he didnt. his friends killed him on accident and its a cover up.

>>81540141
>tfw immune to malaria

>>81539835
business deal gone awry

people kill for thousands of dollars in the hood. chads probly kill for like a million or something.

>>81536791
>>81536807
>>81536862
>>81536918
>>81536976
>>81536992
>Extremely attractive young person
>Famous on TV show for being an attractive young person who parties

Probably got hooked on coke and then had his brain chemistry fuck up. Once you experience that high you don't get over it and life feels shittier.

t. Robin Williams.

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>>81536976
i have never formed a meaningful relationship with anyone in my life and im ugly as well, and i havent killed myself yet. check mate chad.

>>81539835
Well we don't know them so have no idea, there's a million reasons why you'd want to kill someone.

>>81540141

Honestly thanks to a focus on spiritual guidance, a place like India which is disgusting, overpopulated and riddled with disease is quite legitimately one of the happier places on Earth.

>>81540226
Do all chads do coke or something? Is that the chad drug? What level are opiates? My friend would like to know?

>>81540238
Ive formed meaningful relationships but when they end I act like they werent meaningful and I got played

In truth women are hypergamous and I wasn't a wealthy man when I left school. Now I am of age (29) with half a million dollars and suddenly I'm really desirable.

>>81540330

Incredible. What do you do?

>>81540346
Lost someone I loved and inherited half a million. I'll be a lawyer next year, though.

Being a chad doesn't make you happy. It just means you can get girls and friends easier then other people, it doesn't fix any of the 99 thousand problems of life. And the women get stale really really quickly and come with their own issues.

Since i was 12 i had the looks and personality to get 9 out of 10 women out there, at least. And i have never had money. I don't know if i'm a 10/10 looks wise(probably not) but it's enough to get the job done. If i ever got money i could probably get 99 percent of women. It has never made me happy, in fact the women in my life have more often then not made me completely fucking miserable. I have not even been fucking women for the past couple years because i have been holed up in my house because i did way way too many drugs and feel like shit all the time. So pretty much i'm squandering getting lucky in the genetics department. I hate my life just as much or more as many of the virgins who come here. I literally can't stop doing drugs and drinking and can't stop feeling like shit. Checkmate virgin fags, would you rather be a virgin or an alcoholic/drug addict

>Parents name me Chad, am the complete opposite of a Chad

>>81540524
A virgin def, you sound like a faggot

>>81540639
good that means i can count on you at least to stop acting like being a virgin is the worst thing in the world around here

>>81536791
27 is way too early for this either you be a chad or neet or something 3rd.

Suicide should never be an option no matter what kind of problem you have.

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>people call me handsome and compliment me on my looks
>hot girls want me as their bf
>i'm mentally ill and insane and a 26 year old virgin
>thinking about killing myself everyday

>>81540524
>easily being able to get people on your side doesn't fix 99 thousand problems of life
I don't believe you believe that.

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>>81540848
hi lookism

ready for the real redpill?

you are a closeted homo and under the right conditions would be willing to transition to a female

>>81536791
>Clay and his pals went shooting in the desert on March 25. In the middle of firing, we’re told he turned the gun and shot himself in the head.
Way to ruin the fucking day asshole

>>81540920
No i'm not a closted homo, not interested in Dicks.

>>81540524
>Being a chad doesn't make you happy. It just means you can get girls and friends easier then other people, it doesn't fix any of the 99 thousand problems of life.
So other men have 99,002 problems?

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>>81538550
This. Regardless of what you torture yourselves over, be it height, weight, small hands, weak wrists the insecurity will always be there when you 'fix' yourself. To realise you're not broken but unique is the only way to not an hero.

How you see yourself is how others see you. If you hate yourself trick yourself into being your own biggest fan. Love your weakness.

>>81540880
it's an advantage and i won't deny that. but same as being born to a rich family, you can really easily squander that advantage. And i did. I'm a fuck up and i'm not trying very hard to improve my situation, but the same can be said about people who bitch about being virgins here no?

just saying, being a chad isn't some magical bullet that fixes everything. it's a slight advantage, in my opinion. and only an advantage for certain problems, maybe 10 percent of the ones you deal with in life

>>81540961
>tfw you have 99,000 problems but a bitch ain't one

>>81540936
>not interested in Dicks
Have you never jerked a cock?

>>81541015
>being born to a rich family, you can really easily squander that advantage.

nah moron you setup a trust that pays out the minimum amount to keep the junkie alive and if they spend it all thats their problem, next year will be right around the corner

if they keep fucking up you pay out monthly or weekly to protect them from themselves

>>81541058
only my own while watching woman do lewd things

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probably because he's a fucking DYEL

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>>81541086
>while watching woman do lewd things
with other men

>>81541183
No I just watch solo stuff

>>81540847
27 is a ridiculously common age for people to kill themselves or overdose

>>81540051

Their conditions are awful and they're dependent on charity from the rest of the world. They could make an effort to play catch-up with civilization but instead they continue to breed and bring more misery into the world.

>>81540226
Money is a way more dangerous drug then coke

>>81542078
t. cokehead who doesnt make any sense anymore

>>81541086
>Yes
See, full homolust

>>81541258
Yeah for degenerates

>>81536791

Shitty pec development.

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>>81537180

Sure thing pal.

>>81539845
It doesn't. I'm 1,87, have a 20 cm dick and weight ripped 85 kg, but that doesn't mean shit, I'm a virgin, I have depressions, I break down in tears without reasons at least three times a week (on a very good week), literally the only Hobby and thing that helps me to not kill myself is lifting, but after the workout I'm like everyone on /r9k/.

>>81543947
you must have an ugly face

>>81540301
Opiates are much more dangerous in the sense that they are easier to get hooked to them.
t. Opiate addict

>>81536791
>I have everything that I've ever wanted, so why do I still feel so empty? Is this all there is?

I'm guessing this was the motive.

>>81544124
tfw got addicted to weed for ages cause liked the escapism so i dont take painkillers even when i get prescribed (on the once every 10 year occasion or whatever) cause i dont trust myself

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>>81540524
Go to church, read your bible, seek the beatific vision.

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>>81543947
when you are sad, it is the best time to meditate on the four noble truths

>>81537180
as the years go on i am really beleiving the whole pedowood and 'casting coutch' black mail thing in regards to the 'famous' and politicians

>>81537250
i love this post for some reason

it's so innocent it's cute

>>81536791
Because the grapes actually were sour.

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>>81541015
>but same as being born to a rich family, you can really easily squander that advantage. And i did. I'm a fuck up and i'm not trying very hard to improve my situation, but the same can be said about people who bitch about being virgins here no?

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>>81540848
I know that feel too well
>everywhere I've ever worked at least a couple girls want my dick
>mfw they find out I'm completely emotionally unavailable
>mfw girls feed off that shit and I've got nothing to offer
>mfw still a virgin

I was given the correct tools and I still found a way to fuck it up

>>81541015
legitimately kill yourself trust fund failure.

Would you rather be born into a rich family or look like brad pitt /tv/?

>>81547040
That's like asking if you would rather 1st or 2nd place out of 100. Either gets me happiness and attention.

Because all the things you think will make you happy are as hollow and empty as everything else

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>>81544124
>tfw met cute girl at work who was a junkie and started shooting smack, cuddling, and watching movies
>tfw it was a terrible road, but I miss it every day because of the awesome pleasure and simplicity of it all
>tfw the greatest memory of my life is sitting on the floor of a walk-in closet, finally registering after spending 15 minutes looking for a vein
>tfw will never be the same

>>81546917
are you even going to say what part of that you think is funny or bullshit and why?

>>81547040
Rich family. Looks are important but money can take you a lot farther than looks.

>>81547235
this shit right here is what scares me about opiates, those pathways in your brain will never leave, your brain will quite literally never know such bliss again

kinda makes the rest of life seem pointless desu

>>81547092
being rich is better i think. being good looking has dwindling results on women and others once they are over 20 years old. having money has influence till you die.

I have looks and not money though, so i may be biased.

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>>81547258

I highlighted it you delusional rich boy

>>81539282
>BPD, Autism, Dysthymic disorder, Major Depression
Please lecture me on what real depression is like.

>>81547366
if you actually read my post you would know i'm not rich. i'm poor as fuck

>>81539282
>you are just a loser

says the faggot with "depression". Who is the bigger loser here? Virgins with a special snowflake attitudes are worse.

>>81547040
people talk about being good looking being easy-mode, but being born rich is quite literally never-worry-about-anything-mode

>can get girls because money
>can get anything you want because money
>have way more opportunities to broaden your horizons because money

>>81536791
He realized that all of existence is meaningless and futile

>>81547394
>i'm poor as fuck
>I squandered my advantages

I'm happy about this.

>>81547321

It's not like I was a super happy person before, so I don't really know. I don't think anybody natural is ever as happy as somebody on heroin.

The hardest thing is living with the knowledge that you can always feel that way again. I mean, withdrawal sucks, sure, but it's not any worse than a bad case of the flu. What makes it soul destroying is dealing with the knowledge that if you get some heroin, not only will your terrible case of the flu vanish in seven seconds, you'll feel fucking amazing.

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>>81547235
jesus man

i feel ya, even if i never got a hold of heroin (thank jesus)

Look this fucking junkie. No one gives a fuck what you have to say m8.

>>81540524
>Checkmate virgin fags, would you rather be a virgin or an alcoholic/drug addict
Haha, why not both?

>>81547490
i'm minutes away from getting rid of my terrible flu case kek. also i don't think you did it long enough, it gets much much worse then a bad flu.

>>81547490
I'm kind of curious, how does the feeling of heroin change as you build a tolerance? I know it's pretty notoriously tolerance building, but how does say your 20th hit compare to your very first?

>>81547490
>I don't think anybody natural is ever as happy as somebody on heroin.
Guaranteed, it's the exact same stuff your brain gives you for being a good boy and fucking/eating nice food/building a model aeroplane that makes you feel happy in that moment, just your brain gives you a droplet, enough to keep you going, and you can give yourself a syringe-full, enough to stop your heart

>>81536791
Because we're all depressed.

>all these fucking junkies
i would feel bad for you. if i was beating the shit out of your degenerate dealer you would probably knife me in the back

>>81547715
mate you are one decision away from being a junky yourself. get off your high fucking horse.

if i had a dollar for every person i ever met that talked like you, then got into the dope themselves i would have enough money to get high as fuck.

>>81547798
>mate you are one decision away from being a junky yourself

Not everyone has lost control over their life like you tho

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>>81547640
when it comes to any drug, usually you can never top the "best" high/rush you get from like the 4-5th time of doing it.

not him, but basically you just feel normal after doing a hit when you're far down the line. and if you're rich you start complementing that shit with coke or even crack. you literally cannot get up in the morning without shooting up first. it's not even the drugs that get ya, it's the lifestyle / hep c / poor nutrition.

i quit everything two years ago when i had my first real coke psychosis. i just decided right there and there never to do it again and focus on other things, which eventually gets you out of the pit since when you are fiending for drugs it occupies your mind entirely - you wont be thinking of any positive shit, just getting high 24/7. i hate it.

>>81547640

First one makes you sick, generally. I went straight from drinking booze every once in a while to having a qt3.14 girl tying me off. I didn't feel anything for like eight seconds, and then everything kind of went diagonal, and I almost fell. For the rest of the afternoon I'd throw up every time I smoked, and we just ran around town. I got dry mouth so much that I grabbed some random drink somebody had left behind in the park and didn't care; I would have drank from a puddle.

Every once in a while if I hadn't done it in a while, or if I was still on low doses, and I jumped up high, I'd get that same instantly, almost falling thing. And I always throw up for a few days after I start if I take a shot and then smoke. It's the most relaxed and pleasurable vomiting experience, though. Just lean over and kind of deposit it.

Once you get a tolerance, it's like your highs come down, and you get this brand new low. When you don't do it for 15-20 hours, you start getting that onset of the flu, and you can take a little bit, which will bring you back to normal, or you can take a lot and get high. You don't get sick anymore, but you still feel warm and invincible, and in a lot of ways it's better, because it's like scratching an itch or getting some big sexual release. All that tension you'd been carrying just melts away.

You've got to try to get addicted to it. I could spend a weekend shooting four times a day and go to work Monday sober with no issues. But if I go out and buy more heroin on Monday, then 10 months later I'm going to be broke and strung out, spending $120-$240 a day.

>>81547798
no i'm not. i grew up around it. my best friend since the second grade died from it years ago. my sister was a heroin junkie. my fucking dad was addicted to oxycontin and went to prison for it. don't act like you fucking know me, "mate"

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>thread about victimization turns into a bunch of faggots making it about themselves

>>81547578

Jelly desu. And no, I definitely did it at high enough amounts for long enough. It's terrible and all, but the worst really is psychological. Spend four days freezing cold, sweating, unable to sleep, aches all over, horrible congestion, sneezing every ten minutes. The worst is knowing that there's a magic potion that'll take it all away, instantly.

I've been on 8mg Suboxone for three months, and I got tired of taking that, trading one addiction for another, so I told them I was moving away. It's only a partial agonist, but it's got a crazy long half-life, so WD never really gets horrible, but it lasts so much longer.

>>81547949
why didn't you snort / smoke it first? you have to build up a tolerance before shooting m8.

i would never have the balls to iv with no previous experience / tolerance, you literally have no idea if a 0.000001% of a gram will end up killing you or not

>>81548039
welcome to the free market cunt, reddit is that way

>>81548178
ya man i'm not going to ever go the sub route. when i got off H it took me like 2 months to feel even remotely close to normal. i can't imagine how long sub wd's take.

>>81548244
>I have no idea what these words mean but it makes me sound smart
>gunn post it

>>81536791
gay for pay and other homo erotic shit he can't believe he's done

>>81543947
Shit nigga, what's it like knowing that life was handed to you on a silver platter but you fucked it up?

>>81541036
>tfw you have 99,000 problems and they're all bitches

>>81540226
or meth

>>81540226
Coke aint shit lol. Alcohol fucks you up worse

>>81544204
Weed is a mental addiction and not a physical addiction

>>81540238
our anger keeps us robots going

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>>81548264
>not a single word was more than two syllables
>STOP POSTING THINGS I CAN'T UNDERSTAND REEEE

>>81536791
MODS sticky this thread!

fuck just imagine if they really do it

>>81540933
this

>>81536791

Maybe he realized what a empty, vapid life he had and couldn't handle it.

>>81548241

You don't need to, you just do small amounts. And it's only really insanely risky if you're alone.

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>>81547511

Damn is that some Layne Staley

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SWvxcEVSs7s

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Some people just have a particularly bad decade

>>81548410
Not likely, there's nothing to shill

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>>81548479
i've lived off of that record

>>81548370
not him but so? the difficulty in quitting any addiction is the mental part, the physical withdrawal is just 1-2 weeks of unpleasantness.

>>81547949
>I went straight from drinking booze every once in a while to having a qt3.14 girl tying me off.

How can this even happen?
Some pussy isnt worth an opiate addiction, you would think people would be smarter than that.

>>81540226
Someone who has never done cocaine
Telling 4chan the dangers of cocaine

>>81536791
>Newport Harbor: The Real Orange County

Who?

>I fuck more women in a week than you in a lifetime and everyone wants to hang out with me, but I'm depressed just like you!

Whoever is defending Chads should die IRL.

>>81536791
Good riddance. I hope everyone he knew will be haunted for the rest of their lives.

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>>81536791
>dead after intentionally shooting himself during a trip to the desert with friends

Seriously, wtf?!

>>81536791
Because money, women, and fame won't bring you happiness.

Our hearts are restless until they find their rest in Thee

>>81548592

Eh, I was 25, separated talking about divorce, working as the manager of a strip club, making like $20 an hour with really no expenses. I wasn't happy doing what I was doing, didn't see a future in it, and figured that if I started doing heroin things would more or less take care of themselves.

>>81548701
>implying happiness remains consistent and the law of diminishing returns doesn't exist
you are a virgin, therefore one fuck for you is of extremely high value, whereas if you're getting pussy multiple times per week from different chicks the enjoyment you receive starts to wane

>>81536791
>Clay and his pals went shooting in the desert on March 25. In the middle of firing, we’re told he turned the gun and shot himself in the head.

I sure hope to fuck this is a cover up for the other 2 killing him.
If he actually took his buddies out and killed himself in front of them, he is a straight piece of garbage.

Chads or not, you are mentally scarring people who are supposed to be your buddies.

>>81548803
that ellipses tells all

>>81548529

Unplugged or the self titled album?

Dude was fucking amazing, helped me through the darkest point in my life. Was on heavy drugs and booze, no money to my name, living out of my car for stretches and crashing on friends' couches.

I still remember wandering the streets of Hollywood late one night, high off like 60mgs of Adderall IR and an untold amount of booze. Car pulls up, turns on the high beams. Guy in a hood steps out, I remember a shooting pain in my face, and that's it.

In the darkness I heard Mad Season's "wake up," as I came to I realize I'd been robbed and dragged into an empty parking lot. At that moment, alone, no cellphone, no wallet, fucked up beyond relief... I started hearing the song lyrics again.

Fast forward five years, I've got a steady job, a roof over my head, 10k+ worth of savings in the bank, a car, and I haven't touched drugs since. I drink from time to time, but it's usually just beer, and usually once a month (if that).

Layne Staley's voice literally turned my life around.

All of the Stacy succubi drained his life force and bodily essences, leaving him an empty shell with no exit but a bullet

>>81548826
>Actively choosing to become a heroin addict because you think it will sort out your shitty life

wew, don't think I've heard that one before.

>>81540051
Because they live in mud huts. People who live in rural America have houses with running water and shit.

>>81536791
Footage of what happened:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zP7TDTLorRo

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>>81548956
>because you think it will sort out your shitty life

Im not sure "sorting out" his life is what he was implying

>>81548909
So glad I'm a khv

>>81548826
> figured that if I started doing heroin things would more or less take care of themselves.


so how retarded are you again exactly?

>those guys who just do it one day without ever telling anyone or even hinting at it

most pure depression there is

>>81536791
The more you have of something, the less value it has.

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>>81548903
probably unplugged the most during my dark days, though i love tripod too. super underrated.

it's odd how many of us there are out there who view layne as almost a martyr of some sort, there's definitely an aspect to his music that you wont "get" until you're fucked up on some type of drug. 'wake up' is a song i'd love to be able to sing live at some point, as a tribute to him. i still return to both aic and mad season even after cleaning up, and it always hits me with a weird sense of nostalgia. even if that nostalgia was among the darkest shit in my life so far.

glad you're doing better bro, from: >>81547942

>>81536791

Isn't he the guy who messed with CWC back in the day or is this a different Clay?

>>81548956

>>81548996 nailed it. When you're ready to say fuck it all, but you don't want to quit everything or kill yourself, just start getting with the qt and shoot heroin until your sex drive goes away. A year or so of that, and you won't have to worry about your job or anything.

>>81549094

>i still return to both aic and mad season even after cleaning up, and it always hits me with a weird sense of nostalgia. even if that nostalgia was among the darkest shit in my life so far.

Damn dude, I get that feeling too.

>hollywood constantly shills that doing drugs is so cool
>tv is the junkiest board

Pathetic sheeps.

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Wait, you mean there's more to life then mindlessly plowing attractive sluts and never having a deeper, fulfilled purpose in the world, amounting to little more than a male prostitute who was given an easy pass through life because of his beauty?

You mean most men desire to become something more than an object of sexual desire?

Who would have thunk.

>>81538460
So all of these events happened in this sequence, or one of these events happened and that was the catalyst for suicide?

>>81549236
Time is a flat circle anon

>>81548836
So? My point still stands.

I went to highschool with this guy. He was a douchebag.

Chad's don't understand what sadness is, sure they feel bad and get confused by this feeling but they don't truly understand it. They don't get it. They don't feel it the way i feel it. I understand depression. I feel the weight of human suffering on my shoulders. I know the struggle that is to live. Chad's and normies think they are sad but they aren't. They aren't truly in pain. They are morons who want people to think they are special or deep. They're not like me. They don't know the eternal battle I fight inside myself everyday. I pity them in way but then i remember how easy they have life. Not like me. Not like the burden I carry.

>>81549211
sensible post on /tv/? what the fuck is this

>>81537180
>Executatives

um

>>81537180

Kanye is mentally ill from sacrificing his mom though. Or maybe both. I know hip hop is gay as fuck though, most rappers got fucked.

>>81549652
so you think people who have lots of sex have no issues at all and can't feel depressed? Your virgin sadness puts sex on a pedestal for you, whereas for people who have loads of it, don't really regard it as anything special and it loses it's thrill

if you want evidence look at any rock star, movie star etc. Why would they ever do drugs if they're constantly having sex which makes them impervious to depression?

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>>81537180
>it's an "anon takes Mike Cernovich's homobait seriously" episode

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>>81549710

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>>81549710
Nice blog, faggot

>>81537180
Are you implying that Kanye....likes to eat fish stiicks?

>>81550018

>its a fucking retard who think all conspiracy theories are fake because its a social trope to mock people who talk about conspiracy theories episode

>>81549936
Because they can't handle drugs, that's the only reason for Chad suicide.

>>81550221
Until proven, by default a conspiracy theory isn't true

>>81536916
This is actually legit. There's a great Cary Grant line to the effect of "I want to retire when I'm young and work when I'm old"

>>81536791
>Why do chads commit suicide?
Same reasons other people commit suicide I reckon. Shit sucks and they don't see a way out. Being handsome doesn't mean you're emotionally balanced or that bad things never happen to them.

>>81549791
They executate.

>>81550381
>got my dick wet 8 times this weekend instead of 20
>time to off myself

Totally legit reason

>>81550221
>its a fa/tv/irgin thinks the burden of proof is someone elses responsibility because his pet theory appeals to him personally episode
It's sad really.

>>81550530
You're a kissless virgin pushing 30, why do you think your opinion is worth the toilet paper it was wiped off on?

>>81550718
Because I'm right and you know it

A lot of truths in this thread. I've been having a lot of existential thoughts today and you guys have helped me clarify some of my ideas. Thanks.

>>81548701
>Some Chad who's getting mountains of pussy can never know real depression like me!
>Sure, his life was so bad he actually managed to go through with it and kill himself while I just shitpost on a somalian puppet board...
>but that's just chad succeeding at things that us real victims can't!
i'd tell you to kill yourself but there's not really much point is there?

>>81550800
But you're not right. You're just projecting your own failures as if they make the same sense to everybody else.

Good looking people deserve zero sympathy. Being depressed while good looking is like dying in a video game on the easy setting. You're handed literally everything in life and as soon as you experience a tiny tiny fraction of the suffering ugly people have on a daily basis you off yourself? Lmao

>>81552276
>chad is a weakling and kills himself while living a good life
>"you just dont understand! he was a very complicated person, like me!"

>>81552537
>Chad doesn't know real depression
>but he killed himself out of weakness!
the cognitive dissonance is astounding

>>81552473
>projecting

I'm not the one calling people virgins here.

>>81552514
>You're handed literally everything in life
Lel, you're so simple. A good or even great face is far away from' everything' in life.

>>81552514
This. And I say this as a total normie who's not bad looking or depressed.

>>81552635
Yes, you were projecting. I'm not that previous poster, but you implied that because someone is having a hypothetical super active sex life then everything should be fine. Which is obviously stupid.
It's to suppose you consider that so great because you don't have it, so you project your failure as a universal failure, and that's false.

>>81552514
>people born in 1st world countries deserve zero sympa....
>people born able bodied deserve zer...

rly make me think

>>81552604
Just because minor problems make you sad once in awhile doesn't mean there is any real depression.

>>81552644
No, it is pretty much everything. If you get up in the morning and get a confidence boost from the fucking bathroom mirror, you have no right to complain about anything. Whatever """"""""problems"""""""" you have are nothing compared to those less fortunate than you. Even being born into a wealthy family is nothing compared to having a good face.

>>81552775
>don't know the guy or anything about him other than that he is good looking and probably has money
>claims to know that his problems were definitely minor

Yeah rational adults frequently kill themselves over minor problems...
Fucking idiot

>>81552827
What do you consider a good face?

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>>81552827
>dude, oppression olympics LMAO XD
>what, tumblr? never heard of them
>and if i had, that would completely different!

>>81552748
Virginity is objectively a flaw though, that s a fact.
I can't project when I am stating facts.

>>81552827
I'm pretty sure this is bait by this point

>>81552832
see
>>81550530

>>81552878
No, that's not a ''fact''. Why is it a flaw?

>>81552931
>guessing the reasons of someone you don't know because you're too autistic to relate to other people's problems
ishiggydiggy

>>81552931
>redirecting to his shit post that already got explained as retarded

>>81552827
>look self in mirror
>hey I think I look pretty good
>feel good
>step outside of bathroom and the void created by depression, social anxiety, all of it is still there
I feel so fortunate.

>Even being born into a wealthy family is nothing compared to having a good face.
You're so fucking stupid it's painful.

>>81552992
If you have anxiety and depression while being good looking then you're just a laughably worthless piece of shit. You deserve no empathy from anyone.

Being born into a wealthy family is nothing because unless you're also attractive, every relationship in your life will be fake. Material wealth is literally nothing if it's coupled with loneliness. Furthermore, an attractive face means automatic material wealth if your IQ is over 60.

>>81536791
>trip in the desert with friends
>intentionally shooting himself

Yeah sure, he was murdered

>>81536791
Oh shit, thank god. I thought that this was Adam Demamp.

Can't lose Charlie and Adam in the same day.

>>81552953
Because a virgin fails at the most basic thing a human can and must do.
I don't think we can even consider a virgin as a person.

>>81553080
>Furthermore, an attractive face means automatic material wealth if your IQ is over 60


whaaaaat

>>81553080
>all of my shortcomings in life stem from my ugly face

nice cop out

work on your self esteem

>>81552979
>>81552991
Relax Chad. Please don't kill yourself

>>81553140
Sex before marriage is degenerate.

>>81553170
>telling people to work on things that other people get for free

yea nah. If you're not good looking and you want self esteem, you better also be mentally retarded, because that's the only way you're going to be able to trick yourself into having it.

How do I get from starter engineer mode to rich self employed mode?

>>81553080
So being with someone purely because of their physical attractiveness somehow doesn't mean relationships with the opposite gender won't have a chance of being false? You don't think attractive people ask themselves if who they are with are just with them because of how they look? It's exactly the same with people who are rich. You're quite literally either trolling or retarded. And probably so hideous even your own mother admits it. Yes offense, you stupid maggot, you make Elliot Rodger sound like an average mentally disturbed monkey.

>>81553273
Invent something, build a business or develop a rare enough skillset where you can comfortably find work as a consultant.

>tried to asnswer people sincerely
>cunts are just shitpost and baiting now
And that's why /tv/ is how it is

>>81553239
obviously you wont have any if you place your whole value as a human being on how pretty you are

people out there have to live with horrible deformities and diseases, you are not nearly as bad as you want to think you are. but you will think that way anyway because it's an easy cop out and then you dont have to work on actually improving yourself

>>81547235
can confirm. it was awesome. but put my life on hold for 8 years. here i am about to graduate and i'm 30. lul

>>81536791
because they find out that loads of sex and everyone liking you isn't actually always fulfilling

>>81553206
Doesn't change the fact that 99% of the world is doing it.

>>81553329
Is a masters in business worth it to learn? Keep in mind its ((free)) through my job. And I am not sure my job now will ever help me develop a consulting skill set because its very niche.

>>81536791
>Clay appeared on 2 seasons of the MTV reality show Newport Harbor: The Real Orange County.

Failed career.

>>81553371
I wish I could be as naive as you

>>81553371
>have to live with horrible deformities and diseases

And their lives are pure degradation and suffering with no purpose. Looks are the only thing that matters in life. A good looking 95 I Q sociopath is the ideal position to be in, that's just the state of the world.

> but you will think that way anyway because it's an easy cop out and then you dont have to work on actually improving yourself

Self-improvement when you're disadvantaged is just being a tool. You can never have what other people are handed no matter how hard you work, so it's better to do nothing at all.

>>81553206
no it's not
living in your parent's basement without a job past the age of 18 is degenerate

/r9k/ really got that professional victim thing to the state of art

>>81553468
yeah, woe is you, such a poor tortured soul you are. what have you actually done about it other than wallow in your own pity?

>>81553492
>You can never have what other people are handed no matter how hard you work, so it's better to do nothing at all.

that's the spirit

>>81553325
>It's exactly the same with people who are rich

It isn't even remotely the same. Someone with you only for your looks is still with you for you.

>>81553555
>muh spirit

Thank you for at least semantically conceding that your bullshit is related to nonsense like spirituality and has nothing to do with reality.

>>81553555
>yeah, woe is you, such a poor tortured soul you are. what have you actually done about it other than wallow in your own pity?

I'm not gonna prove anything to you anon. What matters is that I am right, and everything around me confirms this.

>>81553706
>Someone with you only for your looks is still with you for you.
For what you look like, not you.

>>81537035
das it mane

>>81553741
nothing i can tell you will change your mind. you are just depressed my man

>>81537317
>Why do rich people commit suicide?

Probably a loss, either financial, or in relationships.

>Why do healthy people commit suicide?

Probably a loss, or some kind of nagging disappointment. For example, this guy got left behind by Jennifer Lawrence. Plus, if someone stars on a reality show, they can't go back to working normal jobs. There's pressure to stay famous, and it ain't that easy.

>>81553817
lol what do you know about depression?

>>81538460

Do you watch MTV anon?

>>81540848
Just read existentialism (Camus, Sartre) right after some Nietzschean "nihilism". Then you can get some Siddhartha.

>>81553749
Which is you. It is inseparable from you, rather than a literal separate entity like a wallet full of money. The difference is huge, it's the difference in the person actually wanting to have sex with you. Physical attraction is most of what makes a relationship satisfying. Otherwise it's just two insecure people who want the lights turned off.

>>81538460
>1. A girl took a picture of him in his boxers
/r/ing the picture pls

>>81554262
It would be best for him if he killed himself, imho. He won't have to deal with shit ever again.

>>81553964
you know literally nothing about me, as far as you are concerned i am just a few lines of text on an anonymous imageboard, so why would you assume i am clueless on the matter? because im not throwing a pity party for myself on the internet and i despise people who do?

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>>81553239
I'm pretty ugly and live with 4 chronic diseases, one of which is disfiguring, and I still enjoy life. I feel confident because I'm among the best in the country at what I do.
See the pic? This is what all of us are going to turn into. No matter how handsome, rich or famous you are, in a few decades, you're going to be decomposing underground. All that will be left is the knowledge you've left behind, what you've built, the people you've helped... Life is so much more than good looks.

>>81539842

I think a better word is alienation. Camping alone in the mountains you're not alienated. Go a city and it's near total alienation. There are thousands of people around, but everyone feels alone, cut off, disconnected.

>>81540301
Opiates are for losers. Coke is the Chad drug because it makes you feel like a million bucks and gets you fired up to party with your bros and score with babes.

Opiates are for people who shoot up in their basement alone.

>>81554452
>Life is more than good looks
>supports this by mentioning things that occur after you're dead

Maybe you've tricked yourself into having a martyr complex, but there's no reason why you suffer and good looking filth get to live easy, stress free lives. It doesn't matter that they'll leave no mark on the world because they'll be dead.

With that said, I agree death is the one saving grace for ugly people, because they have less to lose. Life ultimately ends in tragedy whether you enjoy it or not, so that's ultimately one nice big fuck you to good looking people.

>>81554542
are you a hapa by any chance

>>81554571
No.

>>81540051
>So why do people make fun of Africans for being content with their mud huts?

Because they believe in "The Englightenment" bullshit about technological progress. Not realizing that the Industrial Revolution started the Earth's most recent extinction event.

They're also usually racists. As in "ha ha, look at all white people (who are not me) have invented over the years, and we probably shared some grandpa a thousand generations back so that makes me a pretty cool guy too."

They're also typically delusional techno-utopians (see /r/futurology) who mistakenly believe that technology can be used to solve all the bad things that arise due to technology.

And a mud hut doesn't have a Nintendo. What are they supposed to do for fun then? How are they supposed to look at simulated Chinese cartoons then?

>>81554408
>why would you assume i am clueless on the matter?

Why would I not?

>>81548330
You realize that the strong body was a result of my Input and everything else was just genetics? Despite that, where I live the average male is around 1,85 m. If you had a bad childhood where you were bullied, had fight with rejection and if you were fat your whole youth, you have a hard time to be successful later even if your try hard enough, too much damage was taken. Despite that, mental health is mostly genetics too and my family has a history with mental disorder like autism, depressions and Alzheimer.

>>81540086
>Meanwhile women are completely insane

Story checks out.

Also, I'd say that depressed people are more in tune with reality in general:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depressive_realism

>>81554670
in the interest of not being a special snowflake who thinks he is in the only one in the world who has experienced depression perhaps

>>81553140
But it's not something "you do" is the thing, you don't miss the pussy with your dick, it's something other people i.e they feel attracted to you or not.

Imagine the guy you are on a really good day. Now imagine you managed to be that guy for a couple days in a row, maybe you found a new energy drink you like or got on a really good nofap streak. Now people are used to you being that guy. When you have bad days, and can't seem to muster the energy to be that guy, people treat you badly. "What's wrong with you anon? Where's your usual spirit? Chin up, cheer up, buck up! Smile!" So you do. Even though you don't really feel like smiling, or putting your best foot forward, or doing much of anything today, you do it anyway. Because people expect it.

Now imagine you're FAMOUS for being 'that guy', so now it's not just your friends going "Aw c'mon, cheer up!", it's the whole WORLD! The entire world looks up from their coffees and their phones the moment you step outside, expecting you to be that guy, and when you are, it's great! But when you're not, it's not. Now imagine, finally, you have a bad day. No, maybe more like a couple bad days. A bad week. Maybe a bad year. Everyone who knew you, everyone who knows OF you suddenly just doesn't care anymore, because the image of yourself that you created, and that you've been pretending to be whether you actually WERE that person in the moment everyday just doesn't seem to exist anymore. It's like you've died. And when the whole world starts treating you like you were dead, I guess it'd be pretty hard not to just play the part. After all, that's what got you here in the first place.

tl;dr Don't feign happiness if it's not there, or try to live as an ideal set for you. Balance of spirit occurs most frequently in people who are honest with themselves and with the world in equal measure.

>>81540524
>the women in my life have more often then not made me completely fucking miserable.

Sounds about right.

>I literally can't stop doing drugs and drinking and can't stop feeling like shit.
>Checkmate virgin fags, would you rather be a virgin or an alcoholic/drug addict

Well, in my case, your body (liver, kidneys) may force you to stop before your brain wants to stop.

But reading about how much people on here hate being virgins, I bet they'd rather be an addict than a virgin.

Stopping drinking is really fucking hard though. The temptation is all around you.

>>81554960
Yeah that's all shit. I have no sympathy for this guy.

>>81554845
Whatever you say anon.
I still don't see how depression has affected you, exactly.

>>81550019
To be fair, if he would look like that, his post is legitimate and understandable.

>>81540847
>Suicide should never be an option no matter what kind of problem you have.

Life is a terminal disease.

If people never want people to kill themselves, then mothers should never have children, who always have the option of suicide.

>>81554986
Good! See? You're honest. That's why you're on 4chan. If you were the type of person to say "[slow clap]" or "RIP :,(" , you'd be on Reddit or Facebook. Keep it up. Honesty's rough and the world needs more of it.

>>81554960
>tl;dr Don't feign happiness if it's not there
dont gotta tell me that one m8

>>81555053
You'd be surprised, maybe, how many folks DO need to hear that though. There's nothing more unnerving than a person who smiles without their eyes.

>>81536791
Because even Chads find out that the kind of women that are attracted to them are vapid whores and they'll never find true happiness with a normal partner.

>>81554542
I don't think you understand. If I were given a choice between the life I have now and the average Chad life (bang loads of chicks, eventually settle down, get a mediocre job, have kids, die), I'd choose my own life. The thought of not leaving a mark on the world, not being remembered terrifies me.

>>81553080
Anon, I know a lot of People on the minimum wage sector who could be male models, a good looking face doesn't mean shit if you aren't working in a field that actually brings you money or even have an existing market. Shit, the richest People on the Planet have a 4-5/10 face, no one would ever consider Mark Zuckerberg "Handsome".

>>81546924
>>mfw they find out I'm completely emotionally unavailable
>>mfw girls feed off that shit and I've got nothing to offer

Do you have a dick? They only want your dick. To fill the hole inside them. Literally.

Anyone else feels like they'd be depressed with any life that's not truly the 0.0000000000001% best?

My ambition in life is to create something unique that will grant me money, fame, popularity, respect etc

I want to have my own company but be it an original idea that hasn't been done before

I have it almost figured out but not sure if I'm insane or on the right path

How to differentiate between delusion and enlightement?

>>81547235
>junkie
>smack

But Trump voters belong on /pol/

>>81547430
>Virgins with a special snowflake attitudes are worse.

You must be a woman. Women hate virgin men because women think virgins are unpopular and useless.

When a woman can't use a man she considers him useless.

>>81555290
>How to differentiate between delusion and enlightement

Sometimes they are one and the same,

>>81547490

What kind of retard in this day and age, having heard all the horror stories about heroin, goes off and decides to do heroin? They only have themselves to blame.

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>>81552827


your point is flawed:

Steve Buscemi

Ron Perlman

John C Reilly

Marty feldman

Klaus Kinski

Willem dafoe

Nick Nolte

these are just actors, but all across the board there is no correlation between success in life and physical attractiveness.

its like saying hard work and money are related...lol...tell that to some poor boy in a rice paddy working 30 hour days for fly poo.


Fact is....its all in your head anon

>be me
>have a well respected well paying job
>job allows me to travel the world
>meet girl online and talk for years
>finally i fly her out to meet and its the most perfect month ever
>she goes back home and hangs out with her shit friends
>basically tells me she didnt fall in love
>lose job
>dipping into savings and investments to pay for life
>still would never kill myself

Sucks for this dude, but killing yourself should never be an option.

>>81555555

>>81555554
>talk for years before meeting up

lmaoing at ur life

Online shit doesn't work, people either have chemistry or they don't

Meet IRL as soon as possible if you absolutely need to be a faggot and look for a gf online

>>81536791
Because some cunt probably told him one night:

>"ur, liek, the kind of guy that girls want to fuck, but nothing really beyond that! XD"

He knew he would die alone anyway, so he did a preemptive strike

>>81540933
This guy gets it.

>>81555513
These people are rich, no?...

>>81555894
not necessarily all to start of with

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Holy fuck who flew in the incels

>>81537043
This seriously what the heck.

Because people - not chads, can't always live beneficial, happy and full lives. Underlying psychological and physical issues plague everyone to different extents and sometimes no amount money, sex, drugs, fame, friendships or even help from others can save people from their own problems.

>>81555894
Klaus Kinski was born in complete poverty and worked his ass up with shitty low paid jobs. He was ugly as fuck and a manlet, but he was talented and he invested time in his talent as an actor. But he wasted it later for too many shitty Z movies, doesn't matter, that stuff made him rich.