>tfw broken and can't relate to anyone anymore or carry

>tfw I have the balls to kill myself but no means
Liar. Jump in front of a car or hang yourself in front of a school so the kids can see

>>7910522
>>7910823
killing yourself takes zero fucking means

and almost none of us here have social skills, you are going to have a shitty bench if you've never touched a weight, you are going to have shitty social skills if you didnt socialize like the popular kids the first 2 decades of your life

>>7910823
its just some stupid copypasta

get help

>>7910522
Eh, I know this may sound weird to you, but have you tried going to a church and accepting Jesus as you personal Saviour? Not even joking. Go find a Full Gospel non-denominational church, something not Catholic or Baptist at least, and go to one service. They should have an alter call, so just go up and pray with someone to allow Jesus into your heart.

>I fucking hate god/jesus/christians and/or don't I deserve salvation

Well really, what's the worst that could happen? You could always still blow your brains out another day, right? Unless you want 72 virgins (or raisens, there's some debate on which one you'd actually get); that's a little harder to get.