Fetish psychology thread. Post fetishes and fantasies, and help

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>>5512847
I am a fatfag, furry included but not exclusively.

>>5512952
Are you fat yourself? Do you like fat chicks in 3D or do you only get off on absurdly fat cartoon creatures?

>>5512986
I am kinda fat, and I can get off to 3D fat girls. I can also get off to most levels of fat from a little chub to galaxy-sized blob(though most art of that size is garbo)

>>5512952
>>5513048
I see the problem. You're a furry. Appoint yourself to the nearest morgue for scheduling.

>>5513128
>hurr get off /trash/ furries
also I prefer 3D desu

>>5513048
If I had to guess I'd say you started with chub and worked your way up to galaxy-blobs, building up a tolerance to it. Any scenarios or motifs that go along with the purely physical aspect? Stuffing? Low self-esteem? High self-esteem?

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I enjoy feral porn mostly Eeveelutions and lolis too
Should I die?

>>5513198
I actually started with like 400 pound goliath chicks
No specific fantasies or aspects that I enjoy about them being fat other than them being fat, but I guess squashing is alright if I had to pick one.

>>5513204
Sure, go hump a bear or moose or something, have fun with it.

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I've jerked it to just about every fetish under the sun so much that it would be easier to name the things that don't get me off, which is straight up CP and necro shit and anything that is considered illegal, when I'm on my computer I become the most depraved sexual monster that sometimes even I have to really think about what I'm doing for a second and realize "This is totally not right". I don't let anyone near my computer in fear of SOMETHING showing up that could reveal the nasty shit that's been on this screen, yet, I'm don't think I'm really that messed up at all. I'll admit I can be a bit out there but I have perfectly normal friends and a healthy relationship with my family, I don't act like an introvert and I can get along with pretty much anybody. I just fear that one day everything that I've done will be revealed and I would actually then consider suicide.

I also want girls covered in candy to sit on my face and hump me relentlessly.

>>5513377
Have you ever considered that people just jerk to whatever gets them off and that it's not indicative of your actual life, and people just get hard to whatever they get hard to?

>>5513377
>"This is totally not right"
Do you enjoy guilt? Is your family particularly religious?

we need to help this man >>>/adv/17617776

>>5513434
I always just saw that as an excuse rather than an actual reason but the more I explore here and other parts of the internet it seems to be more and more apparent that it's an actual reason, I guess it was just more of a surprise to me than anything that I was getting hard while looking at shit just coming out of an ass onto a paper plate, or a girl getting really drunk and puking all over the place, or even just watching someone jerk off to the porn I would watch.

>>5513484
I can easily look past the guilt, it's more of just a passing thought once I realize exactly what I'm getting off to, and they aren't religious but they also weren't very expressing about the outside world while I was a kid, never talked to me about sex and kept me a bit sheltered since I liked to play video games, why worry about a kid going out and partying or doing drugs when he just sits in his room all the time playing games?

>>5512847
I have no idea why Hyperscat became my (fav) fetish, I was into it before I even knew it existed on the internet.

Hell, I don't even know how I became a furry. I never say stuff like Disney's Robin Hood, Tiny Toons or Animaniacs, and while I did see Space Jam, I never found Lola hot (still don't, she's for plebs).

>>5512847
I remember seeing a picture of a hand that looked ducked up, like it had honey comb holes in it kr something. I keep thinking about this picture and I need it. Someone have it?

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>>5513558
>into it before I even knew it existed on the internet.

Furshit and fucking hyperscat arising naturally, without preceding material. Truly a marvel of nature.

>>5513667
I know, right. I mean I did play Crash Bandicoot and watch CatDog when I was a kid but neither had any influence on my furfaggotry.

I didn't have an N64, and while I had a Gamecube, Adventures and Assault belonged to my brother, so Star Fox wasn't the culprit either.

>>5512847
Diaperfurfag. Liked diapers when young, it just sort of carried over. Probably got into furry stuff with pokemon and weird people doing warrior cat stuff. Later moved to ponies, and here I am.

loli loving fat loving rapist furfag and horsefucker here. Got turned onto furfaggotry through sonic and hamtaro while in sschool, fucked a hamtaro plushie (biju), turned bi from tails. love both skinny loli types (2d and 3d) as well as chub fat but not super fat (2d and 3d aswell) and im super into rape, sadistic rape and sadism, none of that she ends up loving it in the end shit. I also want to fuck fluttershy.

>>5513204
>I enjoy feral porn mostly Eeveelutions
Well, first, you should expand your taste of Pokemon outside of the entry level ones.
If you can't do that, then yes, you should probably die.

>and lolis too
On second thought, skip step one.

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>>5513667
I theorize that furfaggotry without preceding material comes finding humans disgusting.

At least, that's the only way I can imagine that I became a furfag; I had no preceding material, and due to the lack of a sexual attraction towards other people, I used to think that I was asexual.

Then I got boners for feral things, and then I became what I am today.

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Vorefag here. Acclimated by normal means from cartoons and stuff when I was a kid, because legacy stuff that was unintentional (maybe) is somehow made better.

The real kicker though is when started looking online at furry stuff, and I have all these weirdos crossing over into homicidal murder fetish territory. Like, "Unf gotta eat people in their sleep, they're just food goodbye girls hello diabetus hips time to poop bones and corpses".

And all the time I'm thinking... wouldn't it be great to murder pred vorefags in an ironic plot twist? That one moment where the tension comes to a head they are the answer to their own problem.

I can't find any material like this, because of course content creators want to stroke their own power trip egos or take it lying down as a masochist.

I realize I have the worst fetish: I simply can't be pleased. "sigh"

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I want to homosexually cuddlefuck a loving feral Espeon.
Also I've never felt any attraction to a real human, and it's easier to list the Pokemon I don't find attractive than the ones I do, because the list of what I'd fap to would be too fucking long.

>>5514642
Finally another endobro

You just have the superior version of this kink, you aren't subhuman

>>5513377
Are you me?

Nothing gets me off as much as degradation and humiliation. I don't know why it makes me so goddamn hard, but to me there's nothing better than getting treated like utter garbage. I guess I'm also a masochist and enjoy pain, but that alone doesn't feel as good as getting degraded.

When I was younger I often jerked off to the thought of getting raped by ugly guys. They would fuck me without mercy and just use me as their filthy cumbucket. After they'd be done, they'd leave me alone naked and covered in cum in some dark alley way. Since then I also developed to really like getting humiliated in front of everyone and I sometimes get hard when some anon insults me.

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>furry, of course
>breathplay
>cbt/ballbusting
>big things in small holes - not hyper
>sounding
>edging/chastity/multiple orgasms
>cp and hard zoo

Just fucking kill me.

I'm pretty much a sick fuck trapped in a normie's body and life.

Are you >>5513377 me? >>5515399

i'm addicted to moms and people with a mommyish body

my gf is happy to oblige and has started gaining weight for me but what the fuck is wrong with me

>>5516001
>i'm addicted to moms and people with a mommyish body
Just say MILFs, you dingus.

Slime fetishism. Even better when it's sentient. I dunno how I got this preference, it just started becoming something I like.

>>5514551
Either that, or genuine love (not in the zoophilliac kind) towards animals.
I never found humans disgusting, but man, I love animals so much, and to me seeing animals with human features felt natural and immediately clicked with me.

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http://www.strawpoll.me/11328370

Second poll for those that answer "yes".
http://www.strawpoll.me/11328404

>>5516306
But I'm not attracted to mature women, just motherly ones.

>>5518233
>just motherly ones.
So... MILFs?

>>5512952

I too share this, 3dpd and 2d. For 3d once she starts to get that 'fat face' it gets unattractive. For 2d once it gets to immobility and blobs I lose interest.

I also like partners who are taller as well and a small dom / big sub dynamic. Irl I'm a fit manlet and could never dream of being overweight myself or encouraging a partner to either. It's a guilty pleasure.

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>>5514551
Humans ARE pretty disgusting. So close to monkeys. The feet are the worst part, they look like something that should have come from some deep-sea abomination. Noses and ears are pretty repulsive, too.

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>Vore
>Guro/mutilation
>Cannibalism
>hyper/pregnancy
>Thicc/amazon/mini giantess
>Lactation
>futa/herms
>hyper tits/ass/balls
>loli pregnancy
>Necro
>Master/slave
>Robotics
>Monstergirls
>Amputee
>the list goes on and on
The thing that gets me (besides the legally questionable fetishes) is that the fetishes that have a victim (vore, cannibalism, slavery, etc), the victim is always a woman.

To add to some confusion: Most of the fetishes I have place me as the dominant figure (The master to the slave, the person enjoying some breastmeat, ...) But when it comes to Pregnancy, Tall women, lactation, and related fetishes, I'm a bit more submissive/not as confident. There's far more beauty involved than the sadistic blood spilling of the other fetishes

It's like my fetishes are split in two: There's one side that views women as a resource to fuck, harvest and eat. And then there's a more "realistic" one, where there's nurturing, romance, and appreciation of the female form and condition.

I'm not sure where to begin with all this

Quite honestly, most of the fetishes I have I can explain. The only one that befuddles me is the fact that I am sexually aroused by romance. Like, kissing and hugging and shit in a romantic way gets me going more than dirty talk or anything outright lewd.

Then again, that might not be a mystery so much as "you have autism, son", but I really just don't know one way or another.

>>5518282
I guess. MILF just seems to mean mature women of a certain shape but I'm into kind, warm and motherly women. It's not always about age or body.

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Does anyone mind explaining taurs to me.
I love the thought of turning into a foxtaur but haven't any clue as to why.

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Feet. Used to be exclusively girls, but when those opportunities dried up, I moved on to male. Now it's just whatever looks good.

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>>5512847
I'm a shameless robotic xeno furry vorefag feral zoophiliac.

Most of them could probably be explained by this primal sort of predatory lust I apply to most of my fetishes (which would also explain my boner for werewolves). I think I find a strangely hedonistic appeal in giving into my baser instincts and just mindlessly fucking anything and everything with no regard for shame.

Vore is something I possibly developed from watching Fivel Goes West as a kid. I dunno.

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I guess I'm the only other futafag on here. Watersports and squirting get me off too.

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>>5514642
>I realize I have the worst fetish: I simply can't be pleased. "sigh"

All of us vorefags are like this. We're like snowflakes or fingerprints, none of us have the exact same kinks and everyone hates everyone else.

You got Fatalfags getting butthurt because they aren't getting their daily dose of murder.

You've got the gays and straights constantly at loggerheads because the pred/prey isn't the gender they prefer.

There are the endobabbies who get extremely triggered if the pred acts like a dick or isn't extremely kind and caring.

Macrofags and samesizefags arguing over bulges, realistic anatomy and etc.

It never ends.

>>5521221
>futa

Right here with you. No futa on male though. I ain't that much of a degenerate.

>>5512847
Diapers

Back in my childhood we didn't really have diapers

>>5519548
I get turned on by cute stuff like kissing and cuddling. Often more than actual porn.
And semi-lewd things without much showing gets me going more than very sexual stuff.

I know I'm fucked up though. (>>5514327)

>>5522334
How does not having them cause you to start liking them? Curiosity over what they were?

And what did you use instead?

>>5522415
i think the ab/dl or babyfur community gave me it, i was an infantilist (as a non fetish) but over time i started liking diapers too, and then i also got it as a fetish (even though i also don't)

as for diapers we had sorta thin pieces of cloth that changed often

>>5522586
Huh, interesting. Don't think I've heard someone get it without actually having been in them before.

Do you just like them nonsexually?
Do you enjoy using them at all, or just wearing them?

>>5522794
Both, I like them mostly non-sexually but slightly sexually too.
I mostly like to wear them (just normally and sometimes over my fursuit) and that's not sexual for me.
Using them can be both

>>5523144
For me it's always been decently sexual, so it's a bit difficult to see them otherwise. I'm big into watersports too, so wetting is my favorite.

As for just wearing them, is it a comfort thing? Do they make you feel young or babyish, and you enjoy that?

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I think trying to explain fetishes and fantasies seriously is stupid unless it's just banter.


This is just some of my fantasies but they do represent what a lot of them are like
>Being turned into a loli, forced to act like a little girl, punishment involves 'deleting' my personality
>Being turned into a stupid bimbo
>Being turned into a furry girl
>Being turned into a feral bitch.
>Being merged with a female monster
>Being infested with a parasite that turns me into a insectoid broodmother
>Worshiping really smelly, sweaty and dirty hyper feet
>Being used as a toilet (i.e forced to drink piss, eat shit)
>Same as above but with garbage or sewer waste and I'm connected to a pipe
>Being turned into hyper feet sized sock
>Being turned into a diaper
>Being turned into a non-sexual/fetish object, like a table, door knob, etc
>Raping children/being raped by children
>Drowning a girl
>Encasing a girl in solid concrete, wrapping a girl in electrical tape and digging a ditch to neck height and planting a bunch of flowers next to her
>Turning a woman into a statue, but completely aware of everything that's going on.

>>5523259
1. it just feels nice to be padded
2. yes, they are on the same level as baby clothes for me, they do make me feel like a baby

>>5523330
Alright, fair enough. I get where you're coming from with that. Thanks for the chat, anon

>>5521221
>>5522224

I cannot even begin to describe how much I hate futas.

THE dick - the pinnacle of male sexual evolution - simply being carelessly sewn onto the disgusting and completely unfitting female physique, which is naturally meant to be submissive.

If you like it "for the dick" just start whacking it to gfur, because I guarantee you, that's what's eventually going to happen anyway.

The fact that 99% of artists that do futa draw using an extremely simple and exaggerated style certainly doesn't fucking help.

t. connoisseur

>>5512847
>gore
Other people's misery is my pleasure.
Fuck, even my misery gets me off.
Seeing dead bodies is the ultimate form of that it seems.
>watersports
I really liked the pool as a kid, and getting to pee myself in the pool felt hot and naughty. I guess it was only natural to grow into watching other people do it and jack off to the implied embarrassment.
>tickling
Fuck me, this sounds weird, but I used to love it when my dad tickled me. He didn't fuck me if that's what you're thinking, but he used to play fight with me and tickle my belly until I gave up.
>diapers
I don't know how to explain this one other than I used to wet the bed and after I stopped it felt strange not to wear a Goodnite or something to sleep. I don't really get off to using it, it's more of an extra pajama layer for me.

For whatever reason, I have a fetish for panties upskirt, and public/voyeur stuff.
From the videos I've discovered, I've become attracted to watching girls masturbate on the toilet, which has now lead to watching girls pee.

I'm also attracted to Pokemon, which has lead to a more general furry (kemono mostly) fetish.

Along with that, I also have a bit of a ss/milf/incest fetish.

>>5524908
All of that sounds great except the gore.

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Hmm...eh why not. All furry related.

Anthro mainly. Feral very rarely
Rubber/Goo/Latex/Slime/Melting
Transformation
Rule 63
Non deadly Vore(mouth, ass, dick, vagina)
Cum inflation
human X anthro like that one japanese comic with that wolf mom and her adoptive son.
Hyper occasionally
non extreme big muscles, breasts, dick, balls
Canine Knots/dicks fucking stuff
Boner/Bulges

Think that's the gist of it. Mostly fap to females but can beat it to dudes too honestly.

I love being bullied and enjoy being bitten, beaten, choked, handled, grabbed, and lifted in bed. I love making people hate me just so that they'll verbally abuse me, hit me, or hatefuck me.

I like pixel sprite stuff , like parasite in city 2 , I'm into spandex and yoga pants and I'm sadist

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>>5512847
I'm heavily into egg laying and I don't know why.

It might just be the MILF-y implications and being essentially a reverse large insertion, but even then, I'm not sure.

I like muscular women with nice hips and strong thighs. Not the hyper-muscle shit, that's just gross- I like it to be in or close to the vicinity of realism. Gogo from Bomango is just about perfect, but there are plenty of other good examples.

Also, oviposting.

>>5526739
>>5526809

Eggmind

Breeding/Vore (less so). I still remember sitting in kindergarten having the story of Jonah told to us and feeling all tingly. There was just something that really got me about havin babies or someone being eaten.

Jokes on my subconscious I don't want to be pregnant.

>>5512847
bump

>>5513558
Lola freaked me the fuck out as a kid. But yeah fml for scat kink.

>>5531924
Hey, good to see you here from that /b/ thread, fellow scat anon.

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>>5531933
I had no idea this place existed. Like leaving a quarantine zone for the first time.

>>5531947
Well keep it a secret since this board is pretty comfy. I won't be up much longer tonight but hopefully you'll stick around.

>>5531973
Yeah not going anywhere. I'm waking up at 9pm every day now which sucks and I'm awake all night, so nearly 12 hours to go.

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>>5531987
>9pm

>>5512847
Hypnosis, collars, fur and animal tf

>inb4 Disney's Robin hood

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Monster TF
Gigginox insemination
in that order

also
>large toys
>oral use of toys (can't fucking believe e621 aliased this tag to oral_penetration FUCK)
>bondage
>milking
>fucking machines
>overstimulation
>futa
but my tastes when it comes to humans are mostly vanilla (top 3)

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Fear-based pants-messing (mostly anthros)

Common fantasies include:
-a hero character fighting a demon and getting so scared he pisses himself
-a human getting turned into an anthro and being so shocked he messes himself
-someone finding out the world is going to end and peeing their pants
>someone finding out they are pregnant, etc

>>5512847
>scaly grills
>I like to imagine them cuddling and curling around me for warmth, like they need and depend on me.

>small grills
>I like to fantasize about being the big spoon, and being bigger and stronger than them so that I can protect them and make them happy

>tall grills
>I like to fantasize about being the dominant partner, even when she's 8, 9, 12 feet tall.

>chubby/thicc/ sometimes fat grills; stuffing and weight gain
>Only 2d, I'm completely disgusted by 3d fatties, but I feel like a properly plump grill is just better looking than lithe ones. With the right amount of weight, her curves and proportions are accentuated and augmented, but if she gets too big then they're instead deformed and disfigured. Big bellies, bit tits, and big hips also look fertile which is incredibly hot.
>that's not to say that I exclusively get off to thicc, I also like regularly thin or fit women.

>romance, cuddling, intimacy
>enough said

And the one I'm actually truly well and assuredly ashamed of:
>same size oral vore
>I don't know why I like it, but I do, and I'm absolutely disgusted with myself. I try to make it less terrible by finding porn with non-sapient prey, but I can't help from liking the normal stuff. Combined with a tall scaly grill, like a dragoness, and subsequent weight gain, my premier fantasy is her gorging on prey until she can't eat anymore, leaving me free to do as I wish to her while she digests and puts on weight

What the fuck is wrong with me, /trash/.

>>5537584
Oh, and I forgot

>human male on non-human female
I just love the idea of being with women of a different species, the exoticity of it all, but I myself prefer to be human when fantasizing about all this.

>>5519548
Anon, I just wanted to let you know that I always loved you before this very thread and would spend each and every painful moment of my horrendous life to be with you. You make me feel happier than I've been before.

Are you hard yet

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I've always had a thing for big, thick, milfs. Especially when there's a clear size difference between the male and female. There's just something about a large powerful woman that still have a maternal touch that drives me crazy.

>>5512847
Oh man this thread

>>5543145
sauce on this?

>>5512847
I have a strange fetish for people replying to my posts.

>>5512847
Diaper fetish. I have others, but this is the primary fetish I will talk about.

Not sure if many people know the different distinctions, but I am a diaper lover which means I only care for the diapers themselves and not ageplay aspects. I guess it started with me growing up where I needed diapers longer than others, more so for potty training than bedwetting. I apparently understood the concept of using the toilet very quickly, but I had trouble actually making it which led to some bad accidents in public and at home. I was out of them before school started for me, but when the fetish began to come to life, the desperation and accident aspects stuck with me.

It disappeared for a long time since, but came back in high school. I don't know if the bad part is here, but having explored the Internet at the time for the fetish and my past experiences with it, the diapers started to be my motivation for a lot of aspects in my life. The fetish motivated me to learn to draw (everything I draw includes diapers in some way), learn to animate (same idea with drawing), how to hide things (primarily diapers) from my parents when I was living with them and visiting friends, do well in school (as a way to mitigate any guilty feelings I had), and maybe most importantly, have a opened mind to a lot of different thoughts and opinions.

The last point has become the most important one to me because it has helped me talk to a lot of people and learn deeply about what makes them tick (like this thread), and I don't think that would be something I could have if I had a mentality to reject anything that I didn't like. I appreciate it too much now. Sometimes I wonder how different I would be if I didn't have a diaper fetish. I would be more "normal," but people probably wouldn't tell me their thoughts and secrets comfortably if my mind was different than it is now.

Diapers have motivated several aspects in my life and gave me a better understanding of people. Am I messed up?

>>5559837
I fall on the same side as you, mostly enjoying diapers for what they are, but I've come to like some of the babyish aspects of it (mostly due to some people I've met.)
My memory's not that great, but I think I was in them for bedwetting, though at least at the end, It was done mostly on purpose to keep wearing them.
I'm not sure what my life would be like if I never got into it. Most of my friends today, I've met through the fetish somehow.
Looking back on myself in middle/high school, I've realized that I used to not be very open-minded, and kind of an ass. I'd like to hope I've been able to change, though I still have my issues.

It's good to hear they've had such a positive effect on you, and I wish you the best in your future.

I am absolutely fixated on throat and neck biting, and the domination and submission that goes with it.
Pretty sure it's got a lot to do with being so large IRL - I hit 6' 2" in early 8th grade, 6' 4" now, and I always wonder and imagine what it would be like to be the smaller one for a change. To be forced down onto the bed by a big wolf / cat / werewolf and held there by a powerful neck bite while her hands roam over my body.
But I've taken the size thing and shifted it into biting - my fantasy predator needs to be large enough to get her mouth completely around my neck.
I'm not into human amazons / muscle women at all.
But a big, bitey tigress, or lioness, or wolf?
Fucking sign me up NOW.
*shrug* I've never really understood where the biting fixation came from.

Forced orgasms, multiple orgasms, incest, furry, age difference, prostate stuff, femdom, estim, orientation play.

Yes, I was raped by my family members. I don't remember being into any furry disney movies, so I'm not sure where that came from.
>>5568505
I'm 6'8" and I feel the same way about wanting to be submissive.

>>5512847
I'm a dude into fat dudes and weight gain, to the point where I think I want to gain myself, but this is complicated by already really poor body image and also a fear of gaining weight? It makes no sense. I'd love to become 250 pound lardass, I get a massive boner from stuffing myself + tracking how many calories I ate, but also another big part of me wants to slim down and be typically hot. I'm skinnyfat currently and feel so uncomfortable with my body.

At least I can live vicariously through other gainers, but still
>tfw no big belly, be it mine or someone else's, to rub, jiggle, and play with

Hella into inflation (belly please, none of that faggoty full body, sphereshit) and have been for as long as I can recall. I'm guessing cartoons and shit triggered it but I don't know how to pinpoint a specific source.

I'm a homosexual and have a fetish for smoking and drinking during sex. My mum smoked but never drinked and my step-dad smoked when my mum met him but quickly quit (Never met real dad). My mum still smokes every now and then.

It's mainly the shitty taste a how crappy it makes me feel about everything. I think it might also have something to do with how I much prefer to live in a shitty hole with nothing but a mattress, a laptop and a bar fridge even though I could afford much nicer things. The whole poverty thing just makes me happy and feel like shit at the same time during sex

I'm gay as well.

>>5572401
You're gay AND a homosexual? Damn, that's intense.

bump'

>>5572959
>>5572401

You... DOUBLE FAGGOT!

>>5534754
this but instead of just fear, any extreme emotion like excitement or awe. I also like some getting tickled or finding something so funny they pee their pants

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>>5512847
Alright /trash/ I hope you can help, you can't just go anywhere with this kind of luggage.

I'm not interested in how it happened, but more of what to do with it now. I'm into something very specific, which is very cartoon-like pants messing (or wetting) and desperation, that kind of stuff. I say that it has to be tame enough to pass as a saturday morning cartoon. my fap folder is almost exclusively this sort of thing; every existing Charmin bears commercial, desperation cartoons from various countries, some potty training cartoons, etc. Being more graphic or intense than this does nothing for me.

Now, I love drawing this sort of thing too, I have tons of art in this way, and a new character/continuity comes to me like every 2 weeks. The problem is sharing it and being typecast. If I show it off as something general (again, ARGUABLY being able to pass as a cartoon on TV) everyone just looks at it as porn. But if I show it as strictly 'fetish art' I get lots of people who don't care about the cartoon storylines and characters I work on. It's either too tame, or too graphic, I don't know where or how to share it. This thought prevents me from drawing it too; why draw if no one sees it? It's all written out in my mind.

Best case scenario so far is I break through, draw everything I want, and maybe 20 years after my death it's found in a closet someplace where maybe at that point there will be an audience for it.

> furry, if I still got my load, #1 choice
> loli, the funnier the better, no serious shit please
> normie porn, sometimes, how terrible

Btw, does this count as "feral" ? If so, add it to my list.

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>>5512847
Zoophilia with dogs, but I'm only interested in females.
Interestingly enough, I used to fear dogs a long time ago after a stray mauled me.

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>>5524908
>Used to be extremely ticklish as a kid
>tfw I lost all of that sensitivity when growing up and now it's incredibly hard to even make me giggle

I hate this feel.

Breathplay and non bloody snuff. There correlated together though. I just think it's hot choking a woman to death while she struggles. I'm not worried I'll do anything like kill someone, but it'll be my special fantasy. I can still jerk it to other stuff, but it's not as good.

>>5579680
Well, I didn't get mauled by anything, but I'm also exclusively interested in bitches. Good taste. I did have an irrational fear of dogs growing up though.

That and I think sounding is hot as fuck. Doesn't relate to the other fetish but go ahead and psychoanalyse me, thread.

This thread helped me feel a little less fucked up, thanks

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>>5512847

I don't want to exist in a post-capitalist environment with the influence of liquid-modernity pressuring me into consuming sexuality and ideology far beyond my own personal expense.

I am but a simple human, you cannot deny this. I may seem crazy but it is reality for millions of people around the globe still struggling with the idea of global-capitalism shaping their lives.

>>5512847
I literally don't find humans attractive unless they're animu. I'm in a relationship, but I don't find my boyfriend remotely physically attractive -- not because he's ugly, because he's not, but because I simply don't feel any attraction to real human beans.

How can I save myself?

I have a major attraction to mothers and motherly things, and also most things non-human.

I guess it stems from not having a good set of parents that I could grow close to, and not liking anyone throughout my school years? It kinda ruins my ability to converse or even go after someone since I'm very disconnected.

>>5594754
Break up with him and buy a body pillow of your favorite male anime character, then just wrap a strap on around the lower half of it. Bam, instant boyfriend amd salvation from your BF you don't find hot.

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