Ask an "Anon in a long-term relationship" anything

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How fat is she?

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Have you sworn allegiance to Donald Trump?

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>>5380825
Thank you

>>5382489
She's short and rather fat, and that's how we like it. She didn't start off heavy, but she had a secret fetish for being turned into a fat pregnant cow and lo and behold I happened to have a fetish for turning girls into fat pregnant cows.
Discovered eachothers kinks and then there was no turning back.

Haven't gotten to the pregnancy part (because, you know, responsibilities and obligations) but its a central fantasy point. We have, however, induced lactation through massages and breast pumps. At this time she can only produce a couple creamy drops, but we're getting there.

>>5382523
Nah, but we're not much for the lizard either. It's a tough election for us.

>"There's only 30 people qualified to run the country and not one of them is running for president this year"
~Some quote from someone I can't properly site or remember

>>5380815
Have you found out that she's fucking other guys yet, and if so, do you watch and jerk off in the corner?

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>>5382939
We did our experimenting early on in late high-school/early college. She's a "bisexual" with a favorance for men. I've watched her have her way with a girl before and we had a short awkward three-way with this trap/bi/gay guy before and another with the girl from before at a different time.

After we got out of that phase we became pretty heavily monogamous.

We spend the grand majority of our time together and we basically keep tabs on each-other just out of habit and conversation when we're apart. Neither of us has had the opportunity or desire to cheat and we've very open and honest with each-other. We freely discuss the attractiveness of other people and our pornographic habits aren't exactly hidden. Outside of that she's heavily dependent on me and is often uncomfortable being without me, and I her.

Provided it did happen though and in a "for the sex" and not "for the heart" kind of way, I'd more than likely jerk off to it. Of course it would really depend on the guy, as he could easily ruin it for me if he takes up too much of the view, is ugly/not my type, etc.

So do you two actually have a romantic connection or is it mostly just "we both like fucking each other so lets keep doing that" sort of thing?

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>>5385555
We're both very sexual beings but despite our love for fucking and talking about it online our relationship is based primarily on companionship.

We were both big anime dweebs and so we have an emotional fetish for cutiesy, adorable romance shit. I was always a hopeless romantic myself, hell I asked her out on a date with poetry like that fucking loser I am. Ha!

We've been together for 7 years now, and she's my bestfriend and I hers, we're practically connected at the hip and we hold hands whenever we can. Most mornings we shower together if we can; I'll often wash her hair and clean her body for her and then she'll wash me while we talk. I like to brush and braid her hair and when I need a hair cut she does mine. We keep an eye on each-others health and do our est to take care of eachother. If one of us gets stupid drunk the other gets us around safely.

After work we always come home and snuggle in bed or on the couch, she'll lay on my chest or I'll lay on her breasts or belly, listening to the sounds of her heart and the gentle noises of her tummy.

We always turn to each to discuss our stresses or talk about things in the world, sometimes we don't even have sex we just have conversations for hours. We're really intune when it comes to our various ideologies and where there is difference it provides substance rather than conflict.

Romantically I still get her flowers and gifts and take her out when we can afford it, but she's never been one to need those things. Sometimes a lazy day in, watching movies is enough.

We don't believe in soul mates or horoscope crap, but we feel if there was anything close, we probably have it. Provided, nothing in life is guaranteed.

So, we're there if we need someone to romance us into blushing submission or even just companionship, but if she just wants to be pushed against the bed with her hands chained back and have her ass fucked, we'll I'm her guy too.

>>5387829

That's good, anon. I asked because I'm married to the girl of my dreams, so I always wonder how other long-term couples manage. The way you were describing it, I was concerned you were going to say it was becoming unsustainable (I'm a sucker for love, I enjoy hearing all kinds of stories about it).

I admit I'm a bit jealous, my wife isn't as...sexually expressive as your girl is. My wife loves sex, don't get me wrong, she's just not as willing to indulge in my weird fantasies as yours seems to be.

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>>5387885
She's always been a kind of weird and aggressive girl despite her cutesy exterior. It was a big surprise for me, but most people assumed I wasn't sexual either so it was just kind of this animal we both happened to have.

She actually pressured me into sex pretty early I refused initially because I was afraid we'd get caught and we were both virgins at the time, but eventually my lust outgrew my fear and boy did she take my virginity. ha.

After that, things just continued to get more exploratative and it turned out we were both freaks. We had sex every chance we got, even doing it on school grounds during passing periods and stuff like that.

We were always smart about it mind you, she was already on the pill to help manage heavy periods and I was well versed in sexual safety years before it was "taught" to us in school.

There was a number of times in which I had to dive under the bed when her father would come home unexpectedly and that kind of stereotypical stuff. I had never known fear until those days.

We eventually discovered we shared a bunch of weird kinks and we'd often explore /d/ or porn together and our sexuality fed into each-other.

We're ultimately romantics and it is our love that binds us, but our physical synchronicity is a big player in our satisfaction. We're engaged now, but can't afford a traditional wedding just yet; after she graduates from her bachelors next year we're going to start planning it together and have a more DIY wedding.

We knew we'd be together and we just wanted to make it official in the eyes of others because our family never took us seriously because of our age. She gave me a challenge though, I couldn't ask her to marry her unless we could be alone in the snow. Now in drought ridden california this wasn't exactly easy.

But eventually I managed to snag us a hotel up in big bear when a snow storm was due. Took her up there and while we were sledding I slipped the ring on and proposed, much to her surprise.

>>5388090
>We're engaged now, but can't afford a traditional wedding just yet; after she graduates from her bachelors next year we're going to start planning it together and have a more DIY wedding.

Congratulations! I hope you don't find it odd but I see a lot of me and my wife in the way you describe your relationship, sans the incredible deviant sexuality you two have.

Be warned, wedding planning fucking sucks and if you two are anything like us there will be points where you both will seriously consider just up and eloping, because it's less of a fucking hassle than herding in the cats that make up your family and friends.

>>5387829
Nice fanfic retard

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>>5388178
Ha, thanks. I take that as a complement.

And yeah, we've already had such thoughts, ha.

My family is huge and full of us dirty poor people and her family is small but home to some pretty unfriendly and vocal rich folk that don't really like me or my family. My family has actually been there more for her than hers has for her. Its been a pretty messy family side of things, some a small wedding with just my local family unit, our friends and maybe her dad and mom, or siblings if they'd bother to come.

We'll see.

>>5388204
:-)
I pity the dead who can no long feel these joys

i like numbers
u got her measurements

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>>5394877
Sure. I'm a bit of a stat/numberfag myself. Every once in a while we'll do thorough measurements as she likes the "degraded by science' kind of aspect to it.

She's 5'3" and weighs 240lbs
45in bust (Bra Size: 38DD)
43in waist
50in hips
30in thighs

>>5388302

Hey man, listen.

I'm on /trash/, so I've got a fair amount of fetishes that my wife is (or rather, was) unaware of. Talking to you inspired me to come clean to her, because sexual repression isn't fun but I was concerned she'd think I was a lunatic.

Evidently not, since she was totally cool with all my kinks, even going so far as to go along with any of my requests (apparently she doesn't care about the how so much as she gets something stuck in one or more orifices), even the ones I was REALLY afraid she'd think was too weird to understand like my mother/son incest fetish.

Because of you I was able to open up to my wife and now I'm fairly sure there's some kinky times ahead for me, so thank you for helping me get to this point.

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>>5396603
That's awesome man. I'm really glad to hear my Bragfagging actually help someone. lol.

Sexual openness is really important in a relationship and if someone is really going to be your life partner, they should be comfortable knowing the shit about you know one else can.

Of course that's a lot to ask and while I do believe its something that is needed in the end, doing it too early can be a real strain.

In my relationship it all grew naturally together so its hard for me to give an advice as to when someone should open up to another, but in general I'd say "when it feels right".

Provided one's partner doesn't have a huge anti-fetish for something, in the heat of the moment is a good time to softly test things to see how the other reactions. Sometimes just doing and showing is better than speaking and you can more easily lead another into your kinks.

Of course there's always got to be some give and take. We're freaks here, and anyone willing to marry us will likely be a bit of a freak themselves, so you have to be open for their weirdness too. ha.

Anyways, I'm aimlessly ranting. I'm glad you took the plunge mate, you've got a good woman right there to be able to say "what ever floats your boat, as long as we're both having fun". I wish you many years of exploration and satisfaction.

Do you consider yourself lucky?

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>>5399767
>>5401674
Thank you bump anons for keeping the thread from drifting out of existence. I appreciate that. I'll be heading to work for about 7 hours in bit here but I'll be sure to answer questions when I get back; if the thread is still around

If not, it's been fun sharing with you all. I've been having a really shit time right now in my family, there's been a death and bragging about the good stuff you have makes one feel a whole lot better.
I'm probably overstepping here, but If anyone could withstand our egos enough, you can normally find us namefagging as Atticus and Lilly around /d/ (specifically the game development thread) and on BBWchan when we're not lurking here

>>5404443
We don't believe in good or bad luck, just statistical chance and coincidence
Do I feel like one lucky bastard? You bet your ass. lol

There's a lot of fun "could have met sooner" coincidences surrounding our relationship that we learned later, we come from a large county too, so it's not just small town syndrome.
>We both went to the same dentist and pediatrician as children
>We were friends with some of the same people growing up, and in highschool we both hungout with a number of the druggy crowed despite not being druggies ourselves
>She even dated a guy I hungout with at lunch in middle school, never met her because she was at a different school but still
>My best girl gave me an ultimatum after being a year and half single, that if I didn't get with someone in two months she'd just start hooking me up with her friends.
>When the ultimatum came up, it turned out that the girl she was going to hook me up with was Lilly and we had already started dating a few days prior; turned out they've been friends for years and I had no idea

I had seen Lilly around school and liked her punkish/scene style and I had gotten a myspace specifically for hunting down datable girls. I found a profile with some cute cosplay, started a conversation and then we ended up together pretty quickly.

>>5380815
How do you know love is real?

Are you worried that she would cheat? "Loyal Bisexual" seems like an oxymoron.

>>5388090
So what's your plan after you get married and she gets tired of you, divorces you and takes everything?

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It's stories like these that keep me hopeful, OP. Thanks for that.

B

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>>5406914
Love is a complex collection of chemical reactions in the brain and psycho-physiological dependencies and addictions. Everything we experience is a reaction in the brain, so it's just as real as any of that.

Monogamy evolved as a way to insure mates would stick together, increasing the likely hood of offspring surviving. Non-monogamy promotes gene mixing and increases the number of offspring spread around.
By some individuals being monogamously inclined while others not, it insures an evolutionary “best of both worlds” situation where there are more genetically diverse offspring that'll also be raised more successfully.

So, yes, love is real, for some, others less so, and cucking is a design of evolution.

>>5408839
Well, as I kind of touched on up here >>5383042
But essentially we're not worried about the other cheating. We're really dependent on each-other, we've been through so much and we know more about each-other than anyone else in our lives. We spend all of our time together, so much so that initially our families didn't think it was “healthy for us” to do so. In many ways, we feel like we were always meant to be incestuous twins or something.

Her "bisexual" aspect is something she just considers a quirk/kink and not a strict sexuality. She gets out most of her "same-gender-interests" through collecting waifu, hentai, roleplaying and other things. Her best friend also supplies some of that need as they're perfectly comfortable groping each-other and being naked and playful in a "totally platonic" way. She's expressed interest in her friend but she's worried that it could upset the friendship.

We openly discuss our needs and we always discuss if another caught our eye, or if we needed something new in the bedroom. Communication is important, especially if you or your partner aren't feeling satisfied and we both agreed that we'd rather let the other know and watch if we're going let someone else in.

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>>5409067
Well, it would depend on whether I have kids and what state my career is in; in all likelyhood suicide is a fair option for me as I've never been much for sticking around without a point. Lilly and I were both chemically unstable teens and we both intermittently attempted suicide and would end up saved by the other. We went through a lot of shit together but essentially we kept eachother alive and we finally came to the whole “either just fucking get it done right or man the fuck up” point and we vowed to never do that shit to each-other again. We're each-others reason to live and while we both still battle depression, when we're at each-others sides the world doesn't feel quite so shit. We've been married for years now in our hearts and actions, but the marriage itself we're planning on is to make thing legitimate in the eyes of our families and to make sure we have the legal rights to each-other provided something bad happens. She understands me and I her and we know what the other would want in a “death vs vegetable” situation.

Nothing lasts forever though and in all honesty a swift divorce is much better than an unhappy marriage. I've talked to plenty of people in my job and throughout my life that say it was the best thing they could have done for their marriage. Don't force each-other to stay in a contract, that's not what a relationship is supposed to be about. On that point this is a thing we talk about from time to time, what we'd do without the other, how would we split things provided we did need to part, etc.

Relationships need work and planning

>>5413831
Well, I'm glad to provide mate. It's important to be hopefully and positive when it comes to relationships. I couldn't get a girl for the longest time after my last break up, but once I pulled it together and said “enough of this sad-sack routine, I'm getting a girl”, I found myself my life partner. Not that its that easy, its mostly “luck”, but confidence is a huge plus.

>>5417514
>We've been married for years now in our hearts and actions, but the marriage itself we're planning on is to make thing legitimate in the eyes of our families and to make sure we have the legal rights to each-other provided something bad happens.

It's probably safe to assume you two have been living together for some time now? I've learned that's one of the most important elements to a successful marriage. My wife and I were living together for seven years before we got engaged, so we had time to go through all the annoying-ass bullshit that comes with living with someone else. I honestly believe that a lot of marriages fail because couples get caught up in the early "I WUV U" of the relationship and don't actually take the time to find out if they're really compatible with long-term living with their partner (like my brother-in-law, he got married to his wife two months after they met and they've got an abhorrently awful marriage).

>>5417514
sauce?

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>>5420732
Here ya go pal
http://cyancapsule.tumblr.com/

>>5419986
Yeah we have; it's a shitty little apartment that we struggle to afford every month, but its ours.
And I agree that it is very important to live with another person before you marry; you two need to know the other and you need to know how you feel about the other when you take away some of the passion, add commitment and life challenges.

From what I learned from my psychology courses, in a seemingly oxymoronical way, living together prior to getting married apparently raises your chances of divorce by 40%

Of course there are more modern studies that refute that, but it depends on which angle you look into it from.

The 40% studies often fail to mention "the why", instead just displaying the pop statistic. The reason is the majority of live ins are apparently more like friends with benefits where neither really takes the relationship that seriously and most importantly, they apparently have very little communication in regards to the more strenuous and important marital matters. So, because their happy and don't feel weighed down, they assume everything is great, but then the passion starts to die out and they assume, well hey maybe we should just get married, that'll fix it.
People tend to either rush into a marriage or slide into one, in both cases they don't communicate enough and they don't weigh the options.

Most relationships end after 2-4 years when the "lovey-dovey, monogamy" chemicals begin to wane, because there was never a real commitment between them, just the commitment that "fuck, we've been together so long" or "fuck, we have kids now, what now?".

You have to talk, you have to plan and understand who the other person is and their needs. Beyond the beauty and sex, beyond all the romance and fluttering feelings, you need to know what they can do, what they can live with and be.

That's the difference between a marriage license being a "binding contract" or "just a piece of paper".

>>5380815
How many people have you cheated on each other, with?

Ey man, lemme get a piece a that.

You can even eat my cum out of her after I pull my fat black dick out of her.

DieselJ#1864 on Discord, tell her to hit me up.

>>5423479
thanks, anon

I'll come up a question later

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>>5380815
Why shouldn't I kill myself?

What are the odds of someone scoring as big as you?

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>>5424666
Well, as was mentioned here >>5383042
and here >>5417477

We haven't cheated and don't have any plans to. She's devoted, and I know where she is whenever I need to.

>>5424949
Sorry mate, she's not into black dick. Not really a race thing, just whats pleasing to her cunt. She prefers whites, gingers, pacific islanders or golden skinned hazel eyed half breeds.

>>5436278
I'm not sure anon, as far as is quantifiable there is nothing awaiting us after death, so what you get is what you have now. If you want to fight for it, then good on you. But if your existence is pain and removing yourself from this world would not lead to the pain of others, then you'd do yourself a mercy.

Don't believe anyone who says suicide is the cowards way out, it takes a lot of courage to decide that this is all you will ever experience and that you are ready to cease existing.

I've struggled with depression and attempted suicide, but I've never gotten the courage to do it in a way in which I couldn't be saved. Now that I'm with Lilly, I have a reason to exist; but just because I've been through it doesn't make me an authority on the subject.

That's a question best left to your psychiatrist, loved ones and most importantly, yourself. Do what's best for you and the people around you.

I believe we all deserve a chance to experience life, but is life worth the suffering? I believe we should all have the right to answer that in our own way.

>>5438447
Apparently about 2% if you go by "percentage of marriages that are between high-school sweathearts", but that doesn't include compatibility or the actual success of the marriage.

In general I'd say its highly dependent on the population you live near, the more people, the more likely you are to find diversity and thus find someone closer to matching you. School, college and workplaces also help due to close contact.

It'd be hard to say. I just got lucky. But you can't win if you don't play right?

>>5380815
How can I overcome my crippling fear of commitment? I'm getting on in years and I don't really have the drive to keep philandering.

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>>5438760
That's a tough one to answer actually. With Lilly and I, it wasn't really a question, I just felt like "mating for life" in this situation, I've always been kind of wired that way despite often jumping from girl to girl, I was always down to commit if they were (not that I didn't break things off or get broken up with).

We follow our chemistry and some of us are just setup to be non-monogamous. It's hard to fight one's biology in those cases, but if it's merely behavioral, anything habit can be broken.

It comes down to why do you fear commitment? What do you expect will happen? What do you enjoy about being non-committal, what does it bring to your life. Do you seek legacy, social fulfillment or something of that sort or is what you want just another being to whether the storm with?

Breaking behaviors ultimately come from within or at least having someone to bounce ideas at until you understand yourself. Introspection isn't always easy, especially alone ironically.

We all fear dieing alone, but if one could live in youth forever would you still want to commit to one person for an extended period of time? Would you just continue as usual because you don't feel the pressure of time and aging?

For me, I've always had a strong fixation on the idea of procreating and committing to a single mate; it's just something in my nature. With lilly, I feel so satisfied, even given eternal youth I'd feel safe to span the centuries together, knowing that we could play around with others and do as we please, but we'd always have each-others backs, return to each-other for revitalization and comfort, knowing our love transcended our basic biological imperatives.

In all honesty, the way I feel is not sane. No reasonable being should expect that they could realistically sustain a perfect relationship with another unstable human being for an unspecified amount of time.

I'd consider being wary of commitment is simply fearing the loss of independent logical thought.

Why do you think Octavia isn't best pony?
Cause she is.

>>5438986
Never seen anything of MLP other than meme shit and porn so I don't know whose who. Looked the character up and she has a treble cleft on her leg, that's cute I guess.

Do you like BBW humans or furries better?

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>>5440047
BBW humans. Not just any fat chick mind you, as the grand majority of 3d girls (thin or fat) range from meh to gross, but I have a strong preference for fat attractive women.

I'm equally good with 3d and 2d; a lot of 3d images are shit and a lot of 2d images are unrealistic and cartoony/poor quality, but if its good its good.

And while I wouldn't consider myself a furry (as I prefer human, monstergirls or horror creatures), I do enjoy a little from time to time (as they're more likely to draw the grosser stuff I'm into).

In general I like to come to trash because I don't have an irrational fear of furries and non-eastern shit like /d/ or a fear of fetishes outside of "porn of specific character" like /aco/

I can post whatever here without having to check if this monster-girl porn is too furry or if my relevant content doesn't come from the right country so I don't cause a shit storm between autists debating what should and shouldn't be allowed

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Don't know if I should bump it or just let it slide
We had a good run, thanks for the questions and attention gents. It's been fun.

I'll give it a single OP bump and then let the board decide.

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>(as they're more likely to draw the grosser stuff I'm into)

>>5450059
I'm trying to bump and ask questions but captcha is being a piece of shit right now

What do you guys do for a living? I always in what corners of society sex maniacs hide

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>>5450195
Well, "gross" is subjective, but in general I have a pretty wide interest range and it creeps into territories; while my core fetishes revolve around weight gain and pregnancy, the outliers are stringed in through them so I get interests like parasites, oviposition, monsters, body horror, vore, slob, health detriment etc.

I never been into things like piss, shit or diapers or anything of that sort though; so again, "gross" is subjective lol.

In general I find the "furry" crowd more willing to do depraved things, so I'll often settle for that if they happen to touch on those subjects.

<- pic related is something I can get off too given I'm in the right mood. There's plenty of things I have saved that are both less and more extreme and plenty of things I don't save out of shame. meh.

As was stated earlier in the thread, Lilly and I share a lot of interests, so while I like to watch those things, she likes to do them or have them done to her.

A conglomerated fantasy for us usually involves
>Her being my slave/ guinea-pig where she's pumped full of hormones, tested on, tortured and becomes addicted to cum, food, drugs etc.
>She's then impregnated by squirm parasitic aliens that cause her to rapidly put on weight and over produce milk and constantly crave her body being filled
>Eventually turning her into a bloated, throbbing, milk and cum filled cow/pig/mass of flesh, that's constantly laying eggs or birthing parasites

That sort of depraved stuff is what makes up a lot of the dirty talk we do when we're in our rougher more deviant moods. Not that innocent pet play, pregnancy talk and gentle fucking don't also make her cum, but if she needs multiple orgasms, we love a stroll down our squirmy fucked up brains.

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>>5451326
Well, we're both attempting to make our way through college so that we can get hopefully somewhat better jobs in the future. I'm working on becoming a school teacher or counselor and Lilly an animator/illustrator.

My day job though is as a "replenishment clerk" at a grocery store, basically I'm just a glorified stock-boy who helps to refill missing stuff between shifts, helps customers and does whatever the boss needs me to. I don't mind my being the store bitch honestly, but the new boss is a fucking crazy cunt and I'd really appreciate the old one coming back.

Lilly works for Gamestop, selling shit to awkward weebs and angry parents, buying probably stolen games and stations from likely drug addicts as well as going under-appreciated by her coworkers.

Outside of what little we get from our jobs, her wealthy alcoholic father occasionally helps to make sure she's at least not homeless. So our life isn't so bad.

On the side, I'm also an amateur adult-game dev and Lilly and I work on a shitty fetish text-adventure game together; we have a pateron which supplies a week of groceries every month or so, so that's actually pretty awesome.
And that's basically us, just two minimum wage college dweebs with sexual appetites and dreams beyond our means.

>>5450305
Well thanks for the help anon. I'd assume captcha problems on mobile? that's always when its the worst for me, most of the time it doesn't even show up so I can't verify or post from a phone.

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>>5450195
>>5452349
Also, I guess have another pic related?

>>5452469
What games have you made?

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>>5453858
Well, we're working on a game called Tainted Elysium.

As a warning It's buggy, poorly written and basically has nothing in it, but there's a lot of plans and material to it.

Further warning, I haven't had a decent update out in months due to life events, work and because I'm currently working on a partial system rewrite that's bogged down the development.

If your interested in slogging through a long wait for content, you can find the game and development blog over at http://www.atticusarc.com/

I've been having it kind of rough lately (I've been depression free for years now but I've recently had an inexplicable and grinding recurrence, on top of this I just lost a family member a few days ago) so I've been trying to do things to ease my messed up head from time to time.

Figured a stupid thread that lets me brag about the good things in my life would take my mind of things, so far its been working well enough.

After all, Lilly is the key to my happiness and talking about our life together always pushes all the negative mind sewage back down the pipe. Either way I've been making more progress in the last few weeks than I had the weeks prior, so that's something I guess.

I'm still shit at it and I'm still unreasonably melancholy but my life is pretty fucking great and I honestly shouldn't feel so fucking down all the time, so who am I to bitch.

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Thanks for letting me blog at you /trash/, I knew this place was comfy, but you all still surprised me.

>>5452488
Whoa, I may like girls getting tentacled, but wow....

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>>5459636
>>5452488
>>5452349
Ha, yeah, our fantasies can get a little "intense" sometimes. I usually can't just get off to something like that right away, as I have to be in a certain mood or I have to look at tamer things that get progressively more aggressive.

Lilly is usually the same-way, but regardless, it ends up being the stuff we like and get off to anyways. I'd probably blame too many horror movies as children, but who knows. lol

>>5454541
Looks interesting, I'll give it a play later.

>>5452488
Is this drawn by darren geers? Lool

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>>5468294
Well, thanks anon. I hope you can get something out of it.

The version you'll be playing is, after all this time, a bit different than the one I have here on my computer, but if you run into any bugs, have problems, questions or suggestions, feel free to drop some off on the blog or through the surveys or contracts section. Feedback is always good.

>>5468960
Can't say I know, sorry. Most of my folders are made up of stuff I've snagged from here, /aco/ or /d/, so the source of stuff is often lost on me

Dream job?

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>>5480849
Well, as I briefly touched on here >>5452469
I'd like to end up as a teacher or counselor someday and Lilly would love to end up as an animator working in a "non-chinese slave" type studio.

Those are the things we're actually shooting for, but I have a number of unobtainable dream jobs though. I'd like to be able to be a full phd psychologist, but I just don't have the time or specifically, the money to make it through all that education.
I'd also really enjoy us both just being fulltime parents to our future children, where we didn't have to worry about finances or jobs for some reason, so we could concentrate on producing successful human beings. But again no time or money for that.

Ultimately I think my immature but truest dream job would be to run and work in my own adult game development studio. Lilly has expressed the same interest, she was even one of the heads in the game development club at our college for a few years. (couldn't stay because of time and finances again)

But, you know, unless we won the lottery or something, our dreams aren't very practical. Hell our be a teacher and an artist "practical" dreams aren't very practical either, but it's the compromise we had to make to keep our sanity.