Haha I hate myself. I don't know why I make these anymore,

File: 1501384552906.png (331KB, 483x482px) Image search: [Google]

331KB, 483x482px

Always remember to buckle up, anons!

File: 1502377839319.png (724KB, 500x700px) Image search: [Google]

724KB, 500x700px

any of you possums play an instrument?

>>10998514
I used to play bass guitar a bit, back when I was interested in learning how to play properly
my two guitars are still lying around near my desk, I might have to pick up learning again at some point

>>10998514
i want to but i have a feeling i would drop it within a week like everything else i do, and i don't have money to waste like that.

>>10998508
Cute.

>>10998514
Yeah, I played bass in a band that just broke up last week after our last mini tour.

File: dab28b234002224828942ace4dce584f.png (552KB, 1155x1280px) Image search: [Google]

552KB, 1155x1280px

Well my xbox account just got completely shutdown because of one too many warnings about offensive profile pics, so I literally can't use any online features of it anymore.

I guess I'll trade it for a PS4 to sate my console nostalgia thirst.

Pic related is my account pic.

File: a6b0ba985b0127bcb5e5ebef008c9337--mother-earth-opossum.jpg (99KB, 537x720px) Image search: [Google]

99KB, 537x720px

How is everyone doing? :3

>>10999243
Damn, that sucks.

>>10998514
I suck hard at guitar and drums.
Never been in a band, sounds like good times.

File: 1492974390785-trash.png (237KB, 676x752px) Image search: [Google]

237KB, 676x752px

>>10999244
Quite ok actually, just came back from a highschool friend's party. Met some of my classmates I haven't seen in a while and a friend actually offered me a small part time job at least for a couple of months.
>>10999244

>>10999244
doing pretty good, playing some advance wars and hoping the series will come back one day

>>10999546
Which game would you recommend for a first time player?

File: 8195881c0fd86617aa2926cea4ee1402--photo-story-wild-animals.jpg (98KB, 533x800px) Image search: [Google]

98KB, 533x800px

>>10999463
Wow, that's great, anon!
I'm happy for you.

>>10999661
personally I'd say start with black hole rising, although it might be better to start with the original advance wars
only reason I recommend the second game over the first is because I haven't actually played the first one, but black hole rising, dual strike and even days of ruin were all pretty fun

>>10999758
Thank you so much, anon!

>>11000148
no problem m8, hope you have fun

File: possum.jpg (91KB, 640x443px) Image search: [Google]

91KB, 640x443px

>finally get to sleep around 11:30 or midnight
>wide awake at 3:35 to the point of not trying to sleep anymore

haha I don't know what's wrong with me.

>>11000390
Ayy, I have that problem too sometimes.

>started watching Xavier Renegade Angel
it`s better then expected desu
the style made me uncomfortable at first
but now i like it
/blogpost-out

File: 12_OZ_MOUSE.jpg (40KB, 408x600px) Image search: [Google]

40KB, 408x600px

>>11001163
The art and, uh, subject matter tend to keep people away.

Also look into 12 oz. Mouse if you want more zero budget AS shenanigans.

>>10999243
Why did you repeatedly break a rule you knew about and were warned about?

>>11001163
>Google it
wtf

>>11003402
what doth life

>>10999243
It's not hard to not use pictures like that. And warned multiple times? My sympathy is negligible.

>>11002263
>>11005242
See, the warning that came multiple times wasn't an email or anything. It was a chat msg I get while no on my xbox.

I didn't even know I was getting in trouble for this until today, even then I didn't consider my profile offence desu/

>>11005344
Oh, you silly opossum.

File: 1496459167788.jpg (77KB, 500x375px) Image search: [Google]

77KB, 500x375px

How many possums are also trans or queer? There's gotta be some overlap going on.

>>11005538
Put me down as a solid maybe.

File: 1489309518965-r9k.jpg (219KB, 990x1454px) Image search: [Google]

219KB, 990x1454px

>>11005538
Nah, miss me with that gay shit, nigger.

>>11005538
i don't know about trans but i'm pretty sure i broke the kinsey scale
which will then be ground into a fine powder after i fix my body up right

>>11006266
Interesting.

>after i fix my body up right

What exactly do you mean by this?

>>11005538
i can't tell if I'm asexual or just a really insecure gay

File: mind boners.jpg (158KB, 600x873px) Image search: [Google]

158KB, 600x873px

>>11005538
gay but of the isolated and lonely sort. It's pretty whatever.

File: interesting-mushroom-photography-84__880.jpg (142KB, 880x628px) Image search: [Google]

142KB, 880x628px

>>11005538
The masculinity of my body and being pigeonholed into male gender roles both piss me off. Also, about one quarter of the furry porn I look at is gay.

So probably a little bit.

File: 1491701889524.png (58KB, 410x371px) Image search: [Google]

58KB, 410x371px

>>11005538
i'm like two-thirds gay

File: 1499817815327.jpg (57KB, 222x700px) Image search: [Google]

57KB, 222x700px

>>11005538
Im as gay and as socially awkward as they come

>>11007804
Cute

>>11005538
Honestly, I've always assumed most dudes in these threads are gay.

File: 1501379187873.jpg (506KB, 560x1548px) Image search: [Google]

506KB, 560x1548px

>>11006380
drop some weight, get all this hair off of everything that isn't my head, get my hair done in a way i don't hate or just clean it up and stick with the nathan explosion style, the works.

>>11005538
almost positive im not gay. maybe a hint of it but not enough to fuck a man

File: file.png (2MB, 1004x1344px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 1004x1344px

A really obnoxious asshole has entered my friend group and it's making me question whether I should bother sticking around these people at all.

>>11008799
Oh, okay! I believe in you, anon!
I'm sure you're a qt. :3

File: pUGNkQAEL3E.jpg (19KB, 604x346px) Image search: [Google]

19KB, 604x346px

>>11009376
i'm more freshoutofhibernation-bear than qt right now, but maybe i'll be the cutest motherfucker some day.
just gotta actually start being healthy and junk.

it's a lot harder than it seems.

>>11009626
>it's a lot harder than it seems
Oh for sure.
I still struggle with it.

File: risen_at_dusk.jpg (222KB, 1434x1000px) Image search: [Google]

222KB, 1434x1000px

There's an infinite horizon out there. A little tree all by itself.

>>11010244
Are you like that little tree, anon?

File: 577345-North-Rim-Grand-Canyon.jpg (410KB, 2048x1300px) Image search: [Google]

410KB, 2048x1300px

>>11010244
Have a slightly more relevant image for what you said yo.

File: 74382ce3d5821945981c9df9c2d50289--the-piano-experimental-photography.jpg (76KB, 600x638px) Image search: [Google]

76KB, 600x638px

>>10998514
I've been learning keyboard. Actually pretty good now.

What are you planning anon? Want to start a punk rock band?

File: 1501647230300.gif (2MB, 350x197px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 350x197px

>>11010244
>open mailbox
>read leaflet

>politics is slowing killing me since 2014
getting redpilled is the worts thing in the world
and started thanks all for doctor who

File: 1456779678896.jpg (34KB, 300x300px) Image search: [Google]

34KB, 300x300px

>>11012943
the worst part is even if you know nothing or care nothing about politics its shoved into everything possible now a days. Its just a drain on me

>>10998514
i have a didgeridoo but i can't figure out how to circular breathe

>>11012986
this is the main reason why i left visit /v/, /co/ and in general social media.
if i want to talk to politics . i go to pol
Why ruind the fun for everyone ?

File: NoHomoTho.png (18KB, 500x500px) Image search: [Google]

18KB, 500x500px

>>11005538
Dude dating a dude so whatever that means.

>>11013358
same. I can't browse /v/ anymore. I just want to be able to discuss my main hobby with people who arent retarded again

File: 621ffbfacute-possums-28__700.jpg (85KB, 700x819px) Image search: [Google]

85KB, 700x819px

>>11005538
gay but I've never had a relationship, and I doubt I ever will. although I'm not that bothered.

>>11001207
god damn thats a throwback. reminds me when adult swim was pretty much nothing but dirty redubs and edits of hannah barabera cartoons

>>11014049
same. relationships never interested me. never met anyone I liked enough anyways

File: opossumsock.jpg (21KB, 569x380px) Image search: [Google]

21KB, 569x380px

>>11005538
I am queer, i think. I've always been gentle and more feminine in my traits but am built like a bear so I always assumed something was fundamentally wrong with me. All of my crushes growing up were male if that means anything.
Femininity seems to be a turn off to me. I feel most attracted to women who look extremely masculine and act mentally like men and men who are feminine looking but not complete queens as that turns me off. I feel very confused about my sexuality. Every woman I ever tried to get close to turned out to be gay or asexual. I am afraid of getting into a relationship out of desperation even though its not what I am into but just for the sake of it. I dunno, I just feel completely lost.

>>11005538
gay but with no concept of romantic love. Every love-related song ever goes right over my head

>>11014293
I was always told when I was a kid about how "you say that now, but you'll feel differently when you're older" in regards to my apathy towards dating and relationships

but that just didn't happen

File: 1489611496326.gif (326KB, 500x269px) Image search: [Google]

326KB, 500x269px

>>11015430
>you say that now, but you'll feel differently when you're older
almost word for word that was what I was told as well.

>>11005538
Bi here I guess.

>>11015629
Bi here as well, in a bind.
I told most of my friends I was gay and that's now the default line that they use to introduce me. I'm somewhat effeminate and all that wot as well. But recently I've been warming up towards women again in a way I haven't since high school and I don't know what I'm going to do if I end up dating one and have to explain things to people.
Granted I'm a kissless virgin so this doesn't
matter even a little, but even so.
>>11001207
This is my all-time favorite cartoon. Thanks for the memories, dawg.

File: 1496360792464.png (552KB, 758x600px) Image search: [Google]

552KB, 758x600px

>multiplayer terraria is one of the only things that makes me happy nowadays
>due to shitty timing we weren't able to play today
>entire day feels completely worthless
haha i hate myself

File: 2dc.png (1MB, 1080x805px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1080x805px

>>11013536
Car Seat Headrest homo dogs?
>>11015835
Eh, thats why I dont tell people my sexuality, they're the kinda people that go "Bi? You mean your gay?" and then just keep that locked in their head.

>>11015969
I learned that lesson too late.
Also Car Seat Headrest is a good band but I'm not a big fan of their more recent material. It's lost something.

>>11016210
I've been digging Teens of Denial
It could be around that point they actually started working in a studio and not their car. But that's a bit of a stretch I guess,

>>11012415
I wonder how well the Grand Canyon would work out to be a place to jump off to your death.

File: tumblr_od7wk9iQeR1qes0fho1_1280.png (26KB, 692x626px) Image search: [Google]

26KB, 692x626px

>>11016494
quite well.

>>11016210
I like it. It's more indie rock. I also think it's his highest quality album he's made.
I feel like Will really had the talent and resources to make Teens of Denial exactly how he wanted.
I still listen to his earlier stuff way more often though.
https://truckstoptoilet.bandcamp.com/releases

>>11016210
>>11016540
Teens of Denial has lost a lot of grit now that Toledo is becoming more commercial - that was the best aspect of their lofi aesthetic and I just can't enjoy them now it's gone.

How to Leave Town is a masterpiece

>>11016535
thats a cute art cant wait for the next update
>>11016540
Never heard too much of their earlier work, but wow, I like it.
>>11017166
Shame to hear that anon. Maybe later works will pick the grit back up

>>11015895
There's always tomorrow, anon.
Haha don't hate yourself.

File: C7kAQfyWkAAd1Ok.jpg (74KB, 606x607px) Image search: [Google]

74KB, 606x607px

priapism is a serious medical condition

>>11017166
Been listening to How To Leave Town with your recommendation.
Holy fuck I love Kimochi Warui

I love winter, but sometimes I get sick of shivering.

File: depositphotos_33616141-stock-photo-wet-rainy-autumn-day-leaves.jpg (167KB, 1023x555px) Image search: [Google]

167KB, 1023x555px

>>11018890
Get comfy in lots of blankets then.
Winter is cool, but autumn is undeniably best season.

>>11018890
I miss winter so much, I'm stuck in Florida due to work for the next two years and there is no winter or fall.

>>11019062
I've heard people mention it but I want to know, how flat is the land there? are there any hill at all? like even slight ones?

>>11019218
Well, my frame of reference is going to be fucked, since i grew up and lived in Kansas most of my life. But I mean, there are hills n shit, but it is pretty flat.

>>11018890
put some nice big comfy clothes on then, it's the best time of year for that and in general.
hoodies and sweatpants all season.

>>11015479
Hey, same here!

I'd almost say I'm asexual my disinterest is so complete, except I still like porn, and apparently some people on the internet get really up in arms about that.
But then what doesn't get internet people up in arms these days.

File: 2d9c97bd064c075dea7f648e3a754424.png (363KB, 900x960px) Image search: [Google]

363KB, 900x960px

Have a nice day, everyone!

File: 1502451743019.jpg (102KB, 905x1280px) Image search: [Google]

102KB, 905x1280px

What are possums playing?
Im trying to get through mel: portal stories, because my internet-landline is still not working. Fuck german telekom.

>>11020894
I was playing War Thunder a few hours ago. I can't say I really enjoy it after 2300 hours, but it's become very familiar and I can enjoy making the other pilots salty when I intercept fighter/bombers in tank matches.

>>11020894
too much dota

File: 02-opossum-sweater.jpg (65KB, 600x450px) Image search: [Google]

65KB, 600x450px

>>11020894
nothing, I can't seem to finish games anymore because of ADD or something. The last game I played that got me emotional though was probably Undertale. I still recommend it even though the fandom is like cancer with cancer. The fandom was cool as shit in the beginning but after a half a year it devolved like fucking crazy.

>>11020894
Guitar Hero 3 like a decade later.
I'm down to exactly four songs and the Lou battle and I'll have completed the base game entirely.

Those last songs are some real bullshit though, not even accounting for how dumb the seven minute long dragonforce meme is to play.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k91-_WUdRxM

Was going to go to my first comic-con as mae from nitw, told Harris Teeter a week in advance i wouldn't be able to come on that day, manager said i should have told her two weeks in advance and gave me a long shift on that day. :(

>>11022507
I want mae's shirt.

That blows but two weeks really is the ideal time to tell any employer that you want time off because the schedule is generally made a week ahead of time so that it can be changed around if needed. If they still shaft you despite a two week heads up they're probably just douchebags.

File: q.jpg (31KB, 321x640px) Image search: [Google]

31KB, 321x640px

>>11022578

>>11020728
Are striped hyenas sufficiently trashy mammals for this thread?

File: 8ac0fad8d0affc67d572af3074efaf91--striped-hyena-north-africa.jpg (72KB, 480x640px) Image search: [Google]

72KB, 480x640px

>>11022874
Oops, forgot picture.

File: tumblr_oa67t6gOYk1qi5uq0o1_1280.jpg (152KB, 600x894px) Image search: [Google]

152KB, 600x894px

>>11022874
>>11022878
I mean I'm sure they would dig through available african trash cans but we're largely devoted to north american trash mammals as featured in the webcomic the threads were made for.

Do what you want though, I'm an anon not a cop.

File: df97cb5ec347cf4e.jpg (160KB, 1000x750px) Image search: [Google]

160KB, 1000x750px

>>11023195
>I'm an anon not a cop
Thats what an undercover cop would say. Whats your mission, badge-boy?

>>11022874
>>11022878
These threads have 3 rules:
>No niggers
>No nigger animals
>No Pokemon

So no hyenas.

>>11022874
disregard >>11024684

>>11014325
i can relate to being attracted to masculine women and feminine men, i know how confusing that can be. try not to put any labels on your sexuality. if it turns you on, it turns you on. if it doesn't, it doesn't. have you tried a dating app? you can look for people seeking casual hook ups, if you don't want to commit to a relationship.

File: Untitled.png (890KB, 510x693px) Image search: [Google]

890KB, 510x693px

anyone gonna see the eclipse next week?

File: 1487213376814.jpg (31KB, 720x960px) Image search: [Google]

31KB, 720x960px

>had a shitty dream with my dad last night
cool haha

what did my possums dream about last night or recently?

>>11025255
damn straight I am, I can't wait for it

>tfw live literally 10 miles from the center line of the path of totality

File: 1494bf7a6082f85f564ebd133e8bcc84.gif (843KB, 1440x1080px) Image search: [Google]

843KB, 1440x1080px

>>10999243
take this and follow your dreams

>>11025384
lucky... i'm way off the path of totality but I'm gonna go to a park or something and watch the partial eclipse anyway

>>11025323
Had one of those dreams again where i had a handball match, was running to the enemy goal alone with the ball and my legs failing me, unable to get up and everyone being dissapointed. Not like this ever happened, but this isnt helping my responsibility issues i have that lead me to leave the team, haha. But in general, i dont remember my dreams very often

>>11025255
I want to but
>only going to be a partial eclipse here
>on a work night and I might not be able to book time off because we're really fucking busy at the moment
I'll just watch a video of it or something

>>11025255
Man, the last one we got in germany was fucking cloudy and misty as hell. Fbm

File: 1491919708842.jpg (286KB, 1600x1200px) Image search: [Google]

286KB, 1600x1200px

Just went outside and rode my longboard around. It felt so weird just being outside again. But, happy.

File: A.png (1MB, 1148x824px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1148x824px

>>11005538
Bisexual through and through, although I'm more into females or androgynous males than masculine males.

>>11018989
rainy autumn days are best days

anyone still here?

File: 1500262951859.gif (284KB, 108x147px) Image search: [Google]

284KB, 108x147px

>>11031144
Yes

File: daniel__bryan_yes_.jpg (146KB, 1024x576px) Image search: [Google]

146KB, 1024x576px

>>11031144

File: 1501568454430.gif (485KB, 499x374px) Image search: [Google]

485KB, 499x374px

>>11031144
not sure

File: tumblr_mrxv3xMSAw1qi5uq0o1_1280.jpg (355KB, 750x555px) Image search: [Google]

355KB, 750x555px

>>11031144
Here
Someone make a band with me. What's our name?

>>11031963
>constipated owl
>atomic hamburger
>fried lice
>french flies
>

>>11031963
Toxic Mega Colon

>
>ash trash
>poison ivy league

>>11032218
I like this one. I like it a lot.

Toxic Mega Colon it is then.
Now that that's settled, what genre are we?

>>11032262
haha yeah I really like it too, it's a real medical problem usually caused by opium addiction.

Opiates slow your GI tract down and constipation is the number one side effect of them. MiraLax is what is usually prescribed to relieve the side effect but if you're say addicted to heroin than buy MiraLax is just money not being used to feed the addiction.

The poo just builds up and the colon gets bigger and bigger.

>>11025323
I dreamt I had friends and accomplished things.

>>11032308
psychedelic indie folk punk

>>11032397
I couldn't imagine it any other way.
We are now Toxic Mega Colon, the psychedelic indie folk punk band from trash city.
Just heard back from our manager. The guy's fucking pissed. He said in order to keep the lights on we'll need to produce a hit song.
Give me a name, and a verse.
The more whiny the better.

File: 1317867677465.png (880KB, 700x1002px) Image search: [Google]

880KB, 700x1002px

>>11031144
yes
slept half the day
ate half what i normally do
feel half dead
half tempted to flee 4chink and not look back
its a halves kinda day

>>11032583
Sunshine Razors

eight hours a day sucks but so does the dole. I feel like i'm taking corporate dick in my neet asshole.

File: tumblr_ngccawCdha1u3zusno6_1280.jpg (113KB, 743x573px) Image search: [Google]

113KB, 743x573px

>>11032583
The Crime of Being Alive

Everyday I live I tell myself I'll do this world a favor

Instead I just destroy it a little more

>>11032583
who does the cover art

>>11033307
Anyone that wants too

>>11032583
Here's a Chorus:
I don’t like to fly cause’ I’m scared that I’ll fall
But I’ll keep my composure and pray I don’t stall
Either way I won’t have to worry at all
Because I’ll be dead.

If we get a few more lines I can try put something together tomorrow afternoon.

File: 1501902375561.jpg (111KB, 662x720px) Image search: [Google]

111KB, 662x720px

what should i spend my last day of break doing

>>11033838
>making it rhyme every line
You ain't gonna make a hit that way.

>>11035256
living

File: han_in_there.png (88KB, 528x757px) Image search: [Google]

88KB, 528x757px

>>11033307
>>11033372
Some og possum art would be cool

>>11036686
i tried that though it's too hard for me

I always wanted to be in a band.
You guys are making me yearn for that again.

File: possum2-2818.jpg (95KB, 849x454px) Image search: [Google]

95KB, 849x454px

trash bag

File: 1497496642981.jpg (160KB, 1080x1241px) Image search: [Google]

160KB, 1080x1241px

>>11036746
Good stuff
Now all we need is to finish the song, decide on a name, and record.

What do you guys think about this?
Toxic Mega Colon - "Tough Shit"
We'll sing about shitty things that happened to us, and how nobody cares.

When I'm walking down the street
I'll be chased by a pack of dogs
And when I try to Jump the fence
I'll break all my legs and arms

If I manage to crawl back home
I'll find all my things were stolen
The world won't stop fucking me in the ass
Just keeps pushing shit right up my colon

>>11038042
i dig it

File: 1501645436664.jpg (36KB, 532x582px) Image search: [Google]

36KB, 532x582px

>>11036746

How was everyone else's day? My fingers all got cut the fuck up by a free keychain so that's cool.

>>11038107
It's way rad, I've gotten as far as waking up and getting coffee. I've been on a mid 2000s dubstep kick as of late because it keeps me nostalgic for highschool and being obnoxious with people in cars with subwoofers because a lot of the UK underground EDM hadn't quite made it to America or been influenced by it then.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NK8jI33MJUA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3LFWKd2UK8

File: 1461642487221.jpg (320KB, 2027x1662px) Image search: [Google]

320KB, 2027x1662px

So, i have started to wet the bed due to stress as my nightmares have been getting progressively more violent. It's like the third time in a week now.
>inb4 seek help you are mentally fucked
I made the call earlier today to get psychological help to fix that part. This bed problem is more urgent. I'm either going to put a towel down my pants tonight or head over to the diaper thread for some professional recommendations.

>>11039005
Piss before bed or learn how to lucid dream.

>>11039005
They make rubber sheets for that sort of thing, also weed and probably other things tend to inhibit the ability to dream. I rarely get them at all and when I do they're entirely vague and non memorable other than aimlessly traveling in them. Good luck anon.

>>11039005
Damn that sucks. I wish you the best fellow possum. do you have ptsd or something?

>>11039034
Do both actually

File: possum_comf.jpg (165KB, 624x960px) Image search: [Google]

165KB, 624x960px

>>11039034
I already pee before bed
>>11039040
>They make rubber sheets for that sort of thing
If they are rubber, wouldn't my piss just slide across and run over the sides? Rubber doesn't have absorbency and wet clothes against your skin is hella nasty. I'd rather wear a diaper honestly.
>>11039119
We shall find out soon if i do. Self diagnosing is for faggots.

Thanks for concerning, guys. I'll figure something out, don't you worry.

>>11039175
The point of the sheets is to keep a mattress from being ruined, they're pretty expensive to replace.

>>11039215
Everything is expensive when you aren't making enough money. ntabtw

>>11039215
Didn't consider that. I'll put some towels to sleep on there before bed, thanks mate.

>>11039119
Do people with ptsd usually pee the bed?

>>11040150
i dunno, but you can go incontinent if something stresses you body and mind hard enough. Also dissociative mental problems like seizures can cause people to lose their bowls, not everyone but some people. I wouldn't be surprised if some people with ptsd do in their sleep though. I mostly said ptsd because they said it was stress related implying traumatic

>>10998514
Everything but reed and brass, to various success.

File: snug.jpg (162KB, 800x600px) Image search: [Google]

162KB, 800x600px

up

>>11040150
The only guy with confirmed ptsd that i know of does it. But that's because he is an alcoholic and can't sleep unless blackout drunk.

File: Boy_with_Down_Syndrome.jpg (16KB, 220x303px) Image search: [Google]

16KB, 220x303px

>>11041937
Down

File: 1470791447494.jpg (56KB, 500x500px) Image search: [Google]

56KB, 500x500px

>tfw told I'm pretty funny and personable IRL
>get along with co-workers and customers great
>get home and just lie in bed wanting to die
>hardly ever motivated to do anything but go through the motions
Haha I fucking hate myself

File: 1502820733193.webm (820KB, 460x460px) Image search: [Google]

820KB, 460x460px

>required public speaking course to graduate
How do I make it through this one, lads?

File: Fumikage+tokoyami_b09a92_6304265.gif (25KB, 360x480px) Image search: [Google]

25KB, 360x480px

>>11032583
Something unoriginal such as project possum as first title

Somehow i feel like im floating around,
While simultaneously rotting away on the ground,
I cant find motivation to change myself for the better,
So i just sit right here, screaming haha i hate myself

>>11042504
Let me hold you, anon.

>>11042987
Reread your stuff over and over again, aloud, to yourself. Make it a muscle memory.

>>11042987
Just remember nobody wants to watch you fail and everyone else is just uncomfortable with it as you are. It's all about teaching you to overcome inhibitions and put yourself before a crowd so you can say what needs to be said.

>>11005538
That depends on whether or not you consider traps gay.

Not a tranny though.

File: c9f8d44e90fd47079653297a22732ee7.png (1MB, 1280x1280px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1280x1280px

>>11042987
bs it like any other class. I have terrible anxiety when it comes to public speaking and I managed to bs it fine. The one tip of advice you can use to ease your mind is to know that mostly everyone is just as nervous as you. They will fuck up. no one is infallible, theyre not going to expect perfection just do the best you can. Oh and also don't go full autist and do a speech on MLP unless you wanna be made fun of for life

>>11044421
>Emperors of trash
i dig it

File: Clem headphones.gif (41KB, 248x301px) Image search: [Google]

41KB, 248x301px

>>11032583
>Cool Losers
Drinking cheap booze by the trash
Pass your waking hours by,
Everytime you want to cry,
Drown your sorrows with our hash.
We're the possums roaming free,
For our vice there's always cash
Taste the poisons that we buy.
Dust to dust and ash to ash
This is how it'll always be
Until we can finally die,
We'll be Emperors of Trash!

>>11012943
I'm worried I'm going to start having commies and nazis fighting in the streets near me. I'm justing hoarding as much ammo as I can afford at this point for whatever is to come.

>>11044451
Sorry I deleted >>11044421 and reposted as >>11044461, I can't quote for shit. Glad you liked it tho.

File: 1473626760996.jpg (81KB, 600x400px) Image search: [Google]

81KB, 600x400px

Thank you for always being so nice to me.
Bamp

File: Clem trash.png (57KB, 214x239px) Image search: [Google]

57KB, 214x239px

fyp9

>tfw have ptsd
>haven't gone to see a therapist or whatever even though a Navy doctor said that I should
>that was 3 years ago
Haha I hate myself

File: 1501974047194.png (61KB, 608x403px) Image search: [Google]

61KB, 608x403px

Just gonna.
Plop this in here.
>>11036623
And hope crossthread quoting works how I think it does.

File: Clem zzz.jpg (43KB, 350x391px) Image search: [Google]

43KB, 350x391px

>>11046909
The best time to deal with it was 3 years ago.
The second best time to deal with it is right now.
Get yo' ass movin', Anon, that head ain't gonna shrink itself.

>>11046881
totally agreed, my dude

File: 1480049429559.png (118KB, 500x502px) Image search: [Google]

118KB, 500x502px

>>11046994
Get a shrink. Get a nutritionist. Go for femboy aesthetics. Try some more specific painkillers.
>I hate myself
You belong here.

Anyone else ever "conveniently forget" you're not supposed to drink with valium?

File: 1493906486785.gif (2MB, 438x302px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 438x302px

>>11047357
I don't have any money and I don't feel like that would be something that would help me personally. Just need to get over myself again.
I've got an old friend helping me try and eat better, and that's pretty much what I'm trying for I guess.
I certainly am not the easiest person to work with but he tries.
I'm super paranoid with meds so I'll probably just take another of my babby dose pills when it flares up again.
Is there a section for toxic waste?

>>10998514
i used to play the piano then the cello and trombone

now I'm depressed

>>10999243
i like this image

>>11007037
i hate being a guy honestly

>>10998514
Yeah, I've got several years of playing viola under my belt, along with years of piano. But nowadays I just play guitar as a hobby.

>>11047024
Thanks, anon.
You're cool.

>>11042987
I threw up in my mouth at the end of my 1st speech. If your professor makes talk about how the class is all about improvement, it's a great way to lower the bar. Or just get pity points I guess.

>40 oz. of cheap beer
>two joints
>pack of smokes
>early spongebob episodes

Tonight's going to be a good one lads.

what do you all do for jobs if you have any

File: spike.gif (1014KB, 500x536px) Image search: [Google]

1014KB, 500x536px

>>11049852
Professional loser.

File: 1501127023262.jpg (196KB, 432x444px) Image search: [Google]

196KB, 432x444px

>>11049852
Full Time Nihilist

File: 1497908356748.png (113KB, 272x281px) Image search: [Google]

113KB, 272x281px

>>11049852
>job
>not living off of NEET bux

File: 1493774299153.jpg (38KB, 640x458px) Image search: [Google]

38KB, 640x458px

>>11049852
i have a doctorate in self loathing and time wasting

I'm in so much pain. I'm considering calling 911 or something, holy shit.

>>11050560
physical or emotional pain?

File: 1500505531797.png (15KB, 178x178px) Image search: [Google]

15KB, 178x178px

>>11049852
>job
>>>JOB
>>jobs
>""""work""""

>>11050126
same
>>11050389
same
>>11050435
I don't have a job, I'm just curious as to how people make money
>>11050518
same
>>11050560
what's wrong?

>>11050569
>>11050584
Physical. I'm having heartburn and what I think is a gallbladder attack. I feel like my stomach is going to explode. The pain and pressure is so intense.

>>11050614
has this happened before?

>>11050679
Yes. It started almost three months ago, and has steadily been getting worse. Before, I could take a pill to take the pain away. Now, nothing helps.

>>11050712
you have insurance or live somewhere with national healthcare?

>>11050793
I do. I just really don't want to get surgery during the semester. gallbladder surgery is hell.

File: 20228998_1978461949093642_8983436922918274812_n.jpg (60KB, 596x604px) Image search: [Google]

60KB, 596x604px

Are there any video games that help you calm down?

Haha

>>11049852
I'm 21 and never been employed.

>>11008010
me too but its not cute its just weird and really awkward for other people and then i feel bad
>>11008945
it grows on you

>>11050886

Abzu
Everything

File: fac107b008ede2fb.jpg (38KB, 604x453px) Image search: [Google]

38KB, 604x453px

>>11049852
Part time decomposing in a dumpster

>>11049852
No job right now. Taking some time off before getting another one. There are some things I'd like to do first.

File: 1474669512238.jpg (183KB, 1024x768px) Image search: [Google]

183KB, 1024x768px

>>11039326
No nightmares tonight, just weird dreams. Woke up dry in my makeshift diaper.
Baby steps, everybody.

>>11052655
>me too but its not cute its just weird and really awkward for other people and then i feel bad
I could deal with it, anon. :3

>>11053842
Proud of you!

File: 1481235404243.jpg (87KB, 591x564px) Image search: [Google]

87KB, 591x564px

>>11053969
Do i get a gold star on the fridge?
Seriously though, gonna make some coffee and take of a few things today. Have no plans so i might as well send a few emails and make calls that needs to be done anyway.

File: cd0bd5009947603d920d8c80afe68e84--clock-cups.jpg (57KB, 640x640px) Image search: [Google]

57KB, 640x640px

>>11054008
Yeah, dude! I'll come over and put a gold star on your fridge myself.
Have a nice day, anon. c: Enjoy your coffee.

>>11054138
You are too good for this world, positiveanon

File: Oooh+that+is+a+sweet+pepe+feel+free+to+save+_6191388eaa75af7659dda96809a20a33.jpg (14KB, 255x217px) Image search: [Google]

14KB, 255x217px

I bought clothes today. Is blacks and whites good? Don't really know how I'm supposed to dress...

File: 5423523233222.png (623KB, 844x819px) Image search: [Google]

623KB, 844x819px

>>11054138
You stay awesome, dude.

What comix are you reading lately, possums?

>>11054231
Currently:
Prophet (Conan the barbarian in space)
Maus (Holocaust and feels)
Autumnlands (Conan the barbarian meets furries with magic)

To read:
Moebius (inspiration for every comic and cartoon to follow)
Sandman (Neil Gaiman)

Webcomics:
Vattu (currently on third arc. Gave up and kinda waiting for this one to finish. Still updates three times a week)
False-Positive (basically The Twilightzone as a in comic form. Every chapter is episodic and unrelated to each other. It sometimes references itself and some old characters may make cameos but that's about it for continuity. Also updates three times a week).

File: image.jpg (118KB, 790x403px) Image search: [Google]

118KB, 790x403px

>>11054231
I revisited Sam and Max last week, shit's tight.

File: 5ac6787ce0216184bb1737ffc97972e7.png (177KB, 640x640px) Image search: [Google]

177KB, 640x640px

>>11054192
You too, bby.

>>11049852
I don't have one.
I'm a stupid NEET with no income.
And I might be homeless soon, so that's nice.

File: 1432153412454.png (267KB, 1265x676px) Image search: [Google]

267KB, 1265x676px

Opinions on pic related? It's about a neet in a town called Possum Springs and takes place in the fall of 2017, ffs

>>11054308
i read maus when i was in elementary school, actually
for some reason my 4th grade teacher kept a barely-together copy of one of the books around

Maybe I should read it again, now that i'm 20 and actually know what the holocaust was

>>11054359
Loved it. I want more.

>>11054555
I loved the theme, the setting, the characters, the conversations, the lovecraftian inspiration, the overall feel and emotion of it. Except the main character, holy shit was she unlikable.

>>11054580
>Except the main character, holy shit was she unlikable
Yeah, she was pretty awful.

>>11054163
Thanks, friend.

File: 1481356783319.png (598KB, 700x714px) Image search: [Google]

598KB, 700x714px

>>11054593
>Dad should move these, it's only fair!
Yeah, i haven't done jack shit since i got home, helped cleaning, looking for a job or anything, dad should do it
>have super cool and nice priest character
WHY DO YOU PREACH SOMETHING YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN 100% YOURSELF!?
>No mom, i don't feel like telling you why i dropped out. I'm just gonna be silent for almost a week and mooch of you and dad. Geez. Stop asking questions i said i didn't feel like it. Fuck you.

I like everything else for the most but i wouldn't mind removing her completely or just rewrite her from scratch. She was an entitled fucking cunt

>>11054648
It was pretty tough to relate to her.
I don't know why they thought making her that way was a good idea.
I'm not gonna feel bad for a shitty character.

>>11054676
She could have the exact same inner turmoil and problems that lead up to it, it's just that her general attitude towards everything and everyone was just shitty.

>>11054359
I played a bit, honestly I wasn't impressed. Gregg was the only part of the game I found interesting and the rest of it felt very confining. Also the entire theme of the game didn't appeal to me because half of the character issues I saw were just the kinda shit I've seen in real life, why'd I want to see imaginary people talk about their shitty lives when I've got my own shitty life to deal with?

Which makes it hard because friends keep telling me to finish it and I don't want to tell them I just plain hate it.

>>11054694
It's not very long. But you shouldn't play something you don't like. You gave it a chance, didn't like it.

>>11054691
Exactly! Glad someone else understands.
Most people I've met like her the most.

>>11054727
Why? Gregg is the best character (although retarded). Angus is the best too, in his own way.

>>11054736
Idk, man, People are dumb.
Gregg is the best. Nice taste.

Not that anon,but I personaly liked Lori and Gregg most,partly because they're a bunch of normal people with non-fucked up lives that I could just chat to and not deal with serious stuff for a while.

File: 47235225.jpg (147KB, 1080x1085px) Image search: [Google]

147KB, 1080x1085px

>>11049852
IT Helpdesk
I wish I could turn my life off and on again

>ywn suck blood out of trashy cute guys and watch them squirm as they bleed a little

Feels bad. Goodnight everyone, let's hope I don't wake up!

File: 1487531690813-vg.jpg (121KB, 872x720px) Image search: [Google]

121KB, 872x720px

>>11049852
Retail at a fish market. I'm often on the night shift so I gotta clean up everything before closing. I usually do an ok job but I've got anxiety issues so the time limit tends to make me panic. And so do crowds. And too many kids.

>>11055176
Goodnight anon. Hopefully you can be a vampire in your dreams.

File: let_s_eat_trash_by_fukari-d9738xf.jpg (212KB, 1024x996px) Image search: [Google]

212KB, 1024x996px

hey possums, i recently got fired from my shitty retail job. I want to spend time writing because its one of the few things I feel good about but I have immense guilt. I always get overwhelming guilt whenever I do anything for enjoyment.I have had depression for 13 years and its kinda hard to find joy in anything. Do any of you possums have any advice?

>>11055457
It'd be good for you to get some help for the depression, if you can.
Can't keep letting it bring you down.
You deserve happiness like all the other people here. You should start writing, man. Try to ignore the guilt, there's nothing wrong with having a good time.
You are doing nothing wrong.
Maybe write about your feelings. I'd like to read them, anon.

https://discord.gg/RvBdsm

I made 10k with bitcoin this week and I don't feel any happier.

File: 1500689512345.jpg (72KB, 1024x578px) Image search: [Google]

72KB, 1024x578px

>>11055836
Share the 10k with me, maybe that will make you happier

>>11055828
>Bdsm
That surely wasn't intentional.

>>11054676
>>11054691
She probably wasn't supposed to be a good person, mental illness doesn't turn people into interesting unique snowflakes as much as it just takes away your ability to function normally. Also despite being able to chose how certain things play out you can't actually prevent her from making shitty decisions and the game always ends up in the same place which gives it a sense of being an established character and story you're riding along with, not a blank slate character for people to project on to.

Not that I'm trying to defend her character or the game, but it was an interesting choice because a generic MC would have been easier to write and follow around while making people feel more invested in them for the greater degree of deciding their character throughout the game.

>>11055828
What is this for?

File: 1437885652412.png (145KB, 375x523px) Image search: [Google]

145KB, 375x523px

>>11049852
>>11049852
Work in a comic book shop as the Magic person, it is far more stressful then it needs to be due to all the sweaty nerds having a huge ego. Also all the other people who should help me really don't give a fuck and I get paid federal minimum wage.

>>11056292

Thanks for reminding me to be extra obnoxious the next time I have to assure the person at the counter that my mint foil card should be bought from me at full value.

Magic nerds probably suck to deal with, I'd rather just sell figurines to the 40k guys since they should know exactly what they need and want at any given time.

File: IMG_1590.jpg (44KB, 302x207px) Image search: [Google]

44KB, 302x207px

>>11054318
Oh shit, Sam & Max is my favorite comic series
Pic related has been my spray in TF2 for years

File: smelly-opossum.png (1MB, 1216x832px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1216x832px

>>11055826
I am getting medication and I dropped therapy about a year ago due to a mental breakdown. Overall things are tolerable which is better than the 12 years of daily suicidal thoughts I had.

Thank you for the kind words. I've often had people say to me that they would read my rantings if I wrote about them but I don't even know where to start or whether anyone would care without screaming about me being edgy or just a whiny bitch but i dunno. I just feel mentally lost since birth

>>11049852
mostly the same as >>11055066

>>11055836
How?

>>11056334
I'm starting to hate Magic because of these people which sucks because Magic was the one thing I could do to completely unwind.

This sucks man.

>>11054318
>>11056428
wtf I thought that was just a game or something
now I must go investigate

>>11054359
Bea is bae

>>11056477
I wouldn't call you edgy or anything like that.
I might not know what to say sometimes, but I definitely wouldn't say something mean to you.
Not on purpose at least.
I'm here for you if you ever need a friend. c:

>>11057716
Thank you for such kindness. Do you ever feel overwhelmed by everything and instead take it out on yourself as you being weak. Its like everytime I snap I just tell myself that I am just weak or making excuses even though it doesn't feel like it. Any other possums know these guilt feelings I am talking about?

>>11056477
I wrote shitty poetry when i was depressed. Though in my case the depression was caused by circumstance and not chemical imbalance, it lasted for 2 and a half years before i took myself out of it by sheer will.
I haven't read the poetry since, it's probably shitty in my eyes but at the same time i don't care. It was how i felt that moment and it helped me gather thoughts and cope with the chaos in my head.

>>11020728
I see you all the time being nice to people.
Good for you, anon.

>>11057813
What does it feel like to not have depression. I've had it for as long as I can remember. My brother, father, and mother all have it. I feel like calling it genetic is a fucking cop-out on getting my shit together but fuck, what else I am I supposed to think?

>>11057922
Thanks, friend.
Have a good day!

>>11057473
are genuinely confident people for real

>>11057929
Some people try not to think about it.

>>11057951
Let's be friends!

>>11057806
>Do you ever feel overwhelmed by everything and instead take it out on yourself as you being weak
Yeah, man, I sure do. I also blame myself for pretty much everything. Don't like to take anything out on other people. I try not to.
Just want you to know that you're not alone.
And even though I don't know you, I still care.

>>11057973
Sure, dude!
You use Discord or Telegram or whatever?

>>11057929
At least i can now relate to people who do have depression. Remember that no matter what happened, i constantly kept telling me "it could be worse" and i never blamed anyone but myself, in the sense that i always tried to be a good person and never expecting anyone to entitle me. Most of the time i pretended to be happy because i didn't want anyone else to feel bad because of me, no "yo let me tell you how much it sucks". I kind of started to find happiness in small things even if it was stupid.

A good friend of mine has confirmed depression due to chemical imbalance. It's genetic. He will sadly, never be happy. Even if he gets a good job and an awesome girlfriend, he will will still not feel happy even if he knows he should. He has supportive friends but to him it feels like they don't really care in the long run, which is not true. I love him.

How is it to not be depressed? You feel motivated and want to do things. But even that needs maintenance while happy. Motivation doesn't come from anywhere, you need to do things sometimes even if it feels pointless. I am still aware of the fact that nothing really does matter on the cosmic scale but i am sure going to have fun while on the ride. I am going to have fun, do things that i like and not being a dick. I did the same while depressed.

>>11058041
Yeah yeah. Drop a fake email and Ill give you my hot dets

File: oppossumcan.jpg (87KB, 459x344px) Image search: [Google]

87KB, 459x344px

>>11058016
I am the exact same way. I came from a family that very much believes in you dealing with problems on your own or not burdening others with your issues even though everyone is a depressed mess

>>11058043
Thats how it feels more me. Nothing has really ever felt rewarding, I've done so many things and changed so many behaviors because people told me it would make me feel better and it never did. The things I do feel even a bit good about fill me with guilt like reading, writing, music, the outdoors, or gardening because its not focusing on a career or making money like my parents drilled into me. I just want a simple peaceful life. I just want to live in the woods and be reminded how much of a fuck up I am all the time.

>>11058176
*and not be reminded

>>11058083
[email protected]

>>11058176
>I am the exact same way. I came from a family that very much believes in you dealing with problems on your own or not burdening others with your issues even though everyone is a depressed mess
Same.
My father would always blame me for everything too. I guess that's where I got it from.

>>11058247
Thank yoou

>>11058176
Man, you like gardening too?
I'd like to have my own place with a huge garden.
You seem like such a nice, interesting person.
It's a shame to see you struggle like this.
I hope I can help you.

>>11055457
Anon, if you're still around, we could chat somewhere else. c: So I can keep up with you a lot better.

File: 14099896_176808626076625_271093876_n.jpg (29KB, 480x480px) Image search: [Google]

29KB, 480x480px

>>11058362
Yeah I use to have a larger garden back when I use to live with my parent as a kid. Now I am kind of struggling to keep a decent one in the city but rats can be kind of a problem. I don't think anyone can really help me. I feel like over the last year with medicine I have kind of come into the acceptance phase of just always being never satisfied or fully happy with anything. It doesn't feel good but it does give me a little peace

>>11059774
i dunno, like what?

gallbladder anon here, I got my lipid panel back today. they are the scariest fucking numbers. got in to see a cardiologist in two days it's so bad.

>>11060431
Discord or Telegram, or whatever.
I know it might sound faggy or something, but I just don't want to lose contact.
Even if it's something as simple as just saying hello to you every morning, I'd like to do that.

>>11055836
Using this one neat trick?

>>11060497
sorry you're going through this, has the pain gone down?

>>11049852
I quit my job a few weeks ago and I'm currently working with my dad in his shop while he recovers from a surgery.

Aka functional NEET

Ugh, I played like 10 hours of videogames last night and this morning I feel like I'm gonna just die.

>>11055348
Sadly never been a Vampire in my dreams, I did get to be a professional dancer though which was cool. Also there was blood.

>>11061565
Don't die pls. You matter to me.
What all did you play, dude?

>>11061048
I have a discord but I don't really use it. I appreciate the concern but ou don't have to worry about me anon. Were all in this shit pot together.

>>11062573
Alright, if you say so, man. c:
Take good care of yourself, buddy.

File: 1482612083289-vg.jpg (9KB, 356x238px) Image search: [Google]

9KB, 356x238px

I really wanna fucking die. If you need me I'll be in the tub with a pack of double edged razors.

>>11056793
Buying low and selling high?

>>11062613
Thank you, trust me, I appreciate the concern. It really means a lot even just coming from an internet stranger

>>11063924
Well, I try my best. :3
Have a good night, anon.

>>11062019
Sorry for late reply, but Rainbow Six Siege. It's really good for something Ubicuck put out surprisingly and I met some people in town who play it as well.

>>11064114
Not anon, but I play siege on PC. I'm guessing your the guy who plays on Xbox.
I can totally see how you played 10 hours straight. The game is so much fun. Easily my biggest procrastination tool. Hell, I'm procrastinating from signing up for classes right now because of siege.
Ubisoft can suck my dick for delaying the new operators again.

File: BYBr3xw.jpg (96KB, 600x471px) Image search: [Google]

96KB, 600x471px

>>11063047
dude, same
is there room for one more in the tub

>>11049852
About to start work next month as a technical support engineer; rather fancy term for a call center type of work

>>11064337
Well, now it's on PS4 cause I got banned from Xbox. So at least I have to grind back up to all the ops again while I wait for the 29th. I picked up the season pass because Lesion sounds like so much fun to play and I want to get him right off the bat.

The game really is special though, honestly I've always sucked/hated fps games but Siege is the funnest thing I have to do.

>>11064424
You should be able to push my corpse out in a bit. I don't know how long it takes to bleed out but I started a couple minutes ago.

File: 8q61g7w9gk9y.png (349KB, 353x427px) Image search: [Google]

349KB, 353x427px

>>11064483
Holy shit, you're the cropped furry porn dude too. That's hilarious. If only I could play with you.
Yeah I agree, Siege is really unique. Being a game that's only 10% shooting and 90% planning/waiting, it has no business being as fun as is it.
On top of that my teammates always turn out to be really friendly.

>>11064585
yeah but if you're dead who will I talk to about our shitty lives?

>>11064769
A therapist, maybe? Didn't help me much, so I can't blame you if you don't bother.

>>11064714
The comunity is pretty good (as long as you don't play after schoolkids get on) and I've met some chill people to play with on there.

I think the game's just so fun because after all your preparation and long stretches of waiting and watching, suddenly everything happens. It's awesome suddenly smashing open a hole in the roof and gunning people down.

What ops do you mostly play? I'm a huge fan of Mira/Valkyrie and Fuze/Jackal.

>>11064114
Ah, cool. Been interested for a while, but I haven't tried it yet.
Hope you continue to have fun with it!

>>11064820
In casual I fuck around. I like to play Blitz/Sledge and break throw any wall I see so I can sneak up on roamers.
When I tryhard I play Jager/Jackal

File: CVZ-Om4WcAQ6u2R.jpg (32KB, 600x421px) Image search: [Google]

32KB, 600x421px

Hnefatafl

>>11066258
what a peculiar dog

>>11066348
he's a good dog

>>11066258
hungry hungry puppy

guys
thats a cat

>>11067208
do not bully my dog

File: possums-d0934aa6230858a8.jpg (14KB, 317x286px) Image search: [Google]

14KB, 317x286px

kitty

>>11067312
bully!
bully the catto!

File: 1474360619183.gif (548KB, 400x400px) Image search: [Google]

548KB, 400x400px

>itt bullies

Also should I dye my hair pink one day?

>>11067445
why are you so mean

File: 13643503_278074322570787_1860978632_n.jpg (217KB, 1080x1269px) Image search: [Google]

217KB, 1080x1269px

>>11067515
because i don't have a dad

>>11067487
totally
alternatively: pic related

>>11067487
yesss