Haha I hate myself Long Possum Edition

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hee hoo

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haha

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>>10835913
hahahaha

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haha i like myself

>>10836064
hello 2009

Is anyone else a bit angry? The reasoning for this is that my parents want me to come home this weekend. Yet, every weekend I have spent some time with them elsewhere. Yet when I get home, it's me that gonna to do chores while my brother and sister laze around. I just want one weekend to relax to myself that is all I want. I just want to prepare the new project, next week.

>>10836546
You sound like an adult, so do the adult thing and say no and do what you want to do.
If they don't like your answer that's their problem, not yours.

>>10836546
I'm always angry.
I'd tell them to pound sand and get someone else to be their maid bitch, but that's just me.

>>10836546
Then telll them that? I don't see what the problem is. If you feel like you spend more than enough time with them then tell them that.

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Instead of screaming at own ass have you tried screaming at girl?

>>10836277
liar

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haha I like you guys

>>10838200
haha i hate being picked up

>>10839151
Haha I'm too big of a dude to be picked up.

>>10836277
I like you too anon :3

>>10839161
Pffft, I could lift you anon.

>>10839025
Haha I like you too

i want to be picked up

>>10840842
picked up?

>>10840907
carried, hugged, all that nice stuff.

>>10840842
Like a baby, like a child, or like a princess?

>>10841115
princess i guess, other two are.. weird.

>>10841104
how much you weigh?

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>>10841115
Anyone who doesn't want to be carried like a princess isn't cool. Cool guys wanna be princesses.

>>10841179
this is the cutest opossum imo

>>10841150
I respect all preferences of being carried equally. Nothing wrong with a little lullaby hold or a seat on the shoulders.

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>>10841212
This is a cuter one

>>10841172
260 on the line according to my scale of dubious accuracy.

>>10841237
alright maybe the second one but that would probably lead to broken everything.

>>10841373
>260
Might have to downgrade you to backpack then.

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>>10841658
i'm working on it.
and by that i mean i'm thinking about working on it.
just need to.. completely change my entire diet and lifestyle. Easy.

backpack sounds nice too though.

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>>10842172
>completely change entire lifestyle
That's where you're screwing yourself up. Small changes are much more sustainable and, with time and gradually adding more, stack into a big change. Like, if you start by doing nothing else but eliminating one can of soda every day from your diet, you'll lose around two pounds a month. Just take one step at a time.

>>10841373
Hey, you weigh about what I do!
I'm trying to reach /bara/ mode, so that is to be expected.
What about you. Do you lift?

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>>10842384
i mean i don't really do anything so, it kind of applies but i get you.
i've already cut soda out of my non-meal drinking, been having sparkling water instead for like 3/4 of year. which is apparantly really super good for me, bunch of different vitamins and junk, green tea in it too.
i think since the last time i checked it went down 10 or 15 pounds? i don't really trust my scale though since its older than i am.

>>10842500
i'm trying to go to the complete opposite end of the scale.
pic kinda related i guess?
i sit on a couch and watch youtube all day.
i need to not do that.

Haha...

I got a job offer today, completely out of nowhere, through a temp hiring agency that I'd written off like, over a year ago. It's at an automotive factory literally five minutes down the street from me. I thought I was going to be a worthless NEET forever. After I stopped pacing my apartment like a maniac from the excitement, I prayed for the first time in a while.

The hell of it is, the first time they called me and they asked if I had found work yet, I lied and said yes. Then I sat sweating for half an hour, went and picked up a package from Amazon I had been waiting on, and when I came back I suddenly had the courage to call them back and admit I was just fronting because I was ashamed. The girl I talked to on the second call wasn't the same one who had called me, so she was extremely confused, and I spilled a bunch of spaghetti explaining myself...but I've got the job.

I'm not sure how to feel, overall. What would you do in my shoes, possums?

>>10842781
>wants to be trap

hey bby? u wan sum fuk?

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>>10843221
Whoa. Just play it cool. Ya broke even my friend, you're on a roll in fact. Get in there and do your best.

>>10843221
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXsQAXx_ao0

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>>10843269
is there anyone on earth who wouldn't want to be a trap though

>>10843597
I don't know if I could honestly answer that question.

>>10843269
no, ron.
kinda with a guy already so, you know.

>>10843221
be excited as fuck even if i spilled my spaghettios, cause like.
cars and shit, dude.
that's so cool.

>>10843631
You're right, i'm sorry.

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>>10843429
>>10843531
>>10843631

Thanks for the moral support. Mostly I just can't believe it happened. I didn't even do anything to earn it. But even so, I'll do my best, guys! Maybe this will be the first step in my dream of being able to help other trash mammals.

>>10843704
Nigger, I am drunk, and I can tell you that you are feeling worse than me.
What's on your mind, sugah.

>>10843704
> I didn't even do anything to earn it
Right place, right time. You made the calls didn't you? You called them back to ask for the job, even though you were clearly stressing over it. Hope this is the start of some happiness senpai.

>>10843597
The concept of personally being overly effeminate disturbs me and the thought of being weak angers me a little.

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>>10843652
nah nah it's cool, you're fine.
no way you could like, know that.

>>10843704
yeah man, good luck with all that stuff!

>>10843774
You never know that. Just let it out, man.

>>10843730
Hi drunkanon. Nothing we can't all relate to around here, I guess. Been a NEET forever. Terrified of other people, and of failure. Finally starting to get so tired of being tired of everything, that I found an unexpected backbone and don't know what to do with it. But even this has happened before, and I fucked that up. Worried I might do it again. Don't want to sabotage myself.

>>10843743
Thanks. I hope so too. Maybe I'm actually getting wiser and can avoid the temptation to throw it all away for nothing.

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What are you listening to?

>>10843827
Hey, I know that feeling, I started working in food again after some time. Anxiety gets to you and you just can't seem to get it right when that happens, it's in in your head. You're going to make mistakes somewhere, man. I fucked up today in being the leader of the orders that where coming, The manager had to come out and fix my mistake. I know I fucked up, but I know the best thing that I can do is to realize where I fucked up and fix the mistake I made.

>>10843981
I'm not some chad, by the way. I'm worthless and live in my parents basement. I'm really trying to advance beyond that.

>>10843973
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tc6ZWa4X_PE

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>>10843807
what?

>>10843973
https://youtu.be/3p8jLMz0lu8
comfy as heck.

>>10843973
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxlBOBOZHqI

>>10843973
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89O1ARsKET0

>>10843981
>>10844041

Yeah, I dealt with that sort of stuff at my last job, too. It's hard to deal with for me even though my rational mind knows it's not a big deal, since I get a physiological reaction to making mistakes in front of people. But this new job doesn't deal with customers, and I have a friend who does the same kind of work and it's pretty solitary; so I'm optimistic.

Also, I wouldn't care if you were a chad, anon. Much of my family are chads. I've had chad friends. It takes all kinds. As for living in your parents' basement, at least your parents love you enough not to kick you out into the street. I know it's humiliating, believe me, but...there are tradeoffs for everything.

>>10843973
https://youtu.be/TErySTMbFlk
I'm listening to the whole album, but I'm currently on this song.

>>10844080
I am sorry

>>10844217
It's ok anon. I just want you to know that.]

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>>10844692
hi sorry, i'm confused.
it's alright though? i guess?

>>10843973
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezpPQ6T9x8w

Only recently built up the courage to listen to this album, even though I love Pat every time I hear stuff of his it changes me a bit. So it took a lot to finally buy this one and listen.

>>10844805
Sorryu

I don't think he likes me back.

>>10843973
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmsJcKk4oKU

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>>10844869
>buying music

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>>10845256
i know how this feels

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>>10843973
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9abYzI9ycjk

haha I hate myself and I have a possum fursona
can i stay here

>>10846459
Yes, you may.

>>10846459
Yes, familiarise yourself with our queen though.

>>10845399
There are some bands I'm willing to give a few dollars to. Especially people who make their music free but accept donations.

>>10846459
sure but you don't have to hate yourself to be here

or if you do have to then I guess I don't belong but I'm staying anyway

>>10846802
>>10846844
thanks
>>10846827
show queen im ready to worship

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>>10846868

>>10846868
https://mega.nz/#!4Q1i2RST!0BQpnVOXEjgsvMNTURvPyWJvcYdU3IBkvErE50qArVE
Enjoy reading, and welcome to the Habits general

>>10843973
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccztRby3FAk

>>10844217
WE ARE NOT FANGLESS, OUTLANDER

>>10843973
https://youtu.be/lUSJ_MeX4Io?list=PLsunk_ZC7GcBdEsZdLmD-f7HH-HNGWvac
This album fills me with so much nostalgia.

>>10846459
rats are close enough to possums right?

if possums are trash kings, who's the recycling king

>>10847182
I like rats so yes

>>10847266
birds that build their nests out of cigarette butts

>>10847266
ferrets!

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>>10843973
https://youtu.be/l9-LI-lHWgE
https://youtu.be/jGKNaIXtBZQ

>>10846459
post it nerd

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>>10847451

>>10847467
cute poss dude, would bully the fuck out of

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>>10846913
>tfw desperately want to see them live this weekend but their tickets are sold out.

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>>10847518
thanks

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>>10843973
haha i'm devastated
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mur8wY8Hrgo

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>>10847987
Damn anon, I'm so sorry. Good luck to you, I hope you can manage a way and sneak in there. Some how! I believe in you!

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>>10848066
If you honestly think I can shimmy myself in, i guess it's worth a shot.

>>10835839
>actual opossum gets more lady action than you
Highlight of the thread boys.

>>10848376
There's a reason most of us are prison gay.

how do i stop being a failure

>>10848447
Succeed.

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>>10848447
Ya gotta eat prunes, anon. Lots of prunes.

>Get friends
>ok sweet
>form up a stupid little rp group and have fun
>yeah yeah okay nice
>everyone starts hating eachother and backstabbing each other
>nope, not nice

>>10848664
Either we're in the same thing or that's just how it goes apparantly.
Either way, sucks hard.

im just trying to mod my server and the argumentative admin only plays devils advocate when im trying to fix something
everyone is fucking shit up right now
ha ha i fucking hate myself and everyone around me

>>10848376
I was wondering. Has anybody felt temporarily better after a craigslist "meetup"? Ive never done any of this before and I think I might find some short lived peace in this.

>>10846881
Haha I hate myself

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>>10848664
The secret is to be friends with people who aren't as shit as you. The sad truth is that everyone on your current level is an insufferable human being, just like you. You have to shoot a little higher outside your comfort zone if you want quality friendships.

>>10849090
>nightmare goggles
I'm raped in my night mares every night and because of my meds i can taste smell and feel all of it

>>10849257
What keeps raping you in your dreams? How long does it usually last?

>>10849257
that's kinda hot

>Be in RP group
>Be a horny slut
>Whine about it like a little bitch and some of them offer to ERP in PMs
>Feel bad for taking what are probably pity fucks but I need this
>They can't keep up anyways and are gone or not up to it when I need it
>They're probably lurking this thread and I'm going to look like even more of a cunt
Someone kill me.

>>10849257
I had a dream where I raped somebody once. What meds do you take?

>>10849322
family members often, but also liek people i know, teachers, parents of friends. My dreams feel movie length often. I could dump some stories i remember if anyone wants to hear

>>10849330
I'm glad someone enjoys it

>>10849366
prozac and limictle or however its spelled

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>>10849337

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>>10849337
I will never understand ERPers

>>10849421
Here I was hoping no one would recognize me but hahaha nope end me

>>10849389
If it's more pleasure than pain to think about it I wouldn't mind hearing about a couple.

>>10849448
I'm too pathetic to get laid IRL and enjoy writing, also mental issues

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>>10849453
>Here I was hoping no one would recognize me
Then why even say anything?

>>10849496
Because I wanted to vent and I have autism.

>>10849453
I have a question and I have a feeling I won't like the answer.
You can probably guess what it is.

>>10849337
I guess keep hunting for more cock, you'll eventually find some horny loser with enough time to make you his rp pet or whatever you want

>>10849520
I can't actually, my best guess is "who are you"

>>10849532
Damn so much for being slick.
Whatever I regretted posting that immediately anyways. I know who you are though.

>>10849562
bite a bullet bones

Hello possums
It's been a week or two since i've been here
I've been feeling better lately
How are you all doing?

>>10848664
>>10849337
The fact there's normally at least 3 people complaining they fucked up in rp really shows something. Seriously if rping causes any stress where you feel bad then literally disappear and try again somewhere else.

Staying somewhere that you have enough issue with to vent about is retarded and I'm sick of seeing it here. Grow up and leave the group.

Also can people keep any talks about this shit to private messaging over discord or something? Venting about your problems is fine and all and I don't mind, but this shit gets annoying a lot.

>>10849571
I'm doing good, seeing a counsellor and working on getting better.

The fact people are still talking about their dumb rp is annoying, hopefully I'll get well enough to never come back to these threads before they become complete trash.

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>people literally can not keep their pretend word sex drama out of these threads

Kinda disrupting how comfy it is here friendos. I really don't care what people do here but it gets old seeing rp and discord drama as frequently as people seem to need to bring it to everyone's attention.

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For the past six days, every time I've gone to draw the upper eyelid on my good eye starts twitching.

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>>10849630
I guess you got two bad eyes now. You should get thick nerdy glasses because those are rad.

>>10849571
You don't have to lie to change the topic anon!

Also lying is a sin so don't do it ever again.

>>10849574
>>10849612
>>10849617
>Implying this RP drama isn't going to kill possum
the future awaits

>>10849682
>Even the people that hate themselves hate you more

>>10849657
I'm not sad though :(
I've been trying to proactively improve myself
Cleaning up after myself instead of letting thing pile up and trying to get my schoolwork done on time
I've also been proactively trying start conversations with friends instead of just waiting for people to talk to me and being bored
I've also started drawing more and watching movies so i have more to talk about instead of just video games and depression

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>>10849682
If these people act the same way as they do here in their dumb rp then it's no wonder it went badly.

>>10849722
Tell me some good movies, I haven't watched tv or movies in about 6 months and want something good.

>>10849709
It would be one thing if I couldn't recall a dozen different instances of people trying to make their personal problems with a group of internet strangers known to a completely unaffiliated group of people just doing their own thing in comfortable misery.

I'd call out anyone on being obnoxious however, I don't have some personal vendetta against people who enjoy RP or their discord groups.

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>>10849653
I might, but there are, like, five different things wrong with one eye or the other and glasses won't fix any of them, so it'd be purely for style.

>>10849739
I've been watching some classics from the 80s and 90s
Terminator (1 and 2)
Pulp fiction
Ghost in the shell
Reservoir Dogs
Starship troopers
Goodfellas

I'm thinking of watching american psycho and Drive next

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>>10849751
It's a good style, so do it!

>>10849774
Man I still need to watch Pulp Fiction. I've heard good things about it for years.

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>>10849389
Yeah, I think I'd like to hear some stories

>>10849802
It was a little more controversial when it came out, people at the time just didn't even know how to process or react to it.

Still holds up today but it really isn't some game changing pinnacle of film.

>>10849802
It's very good. Quentin Tarantino is a good actor and he strings his stories together very well

Also i forgot to mention blade runner, very good movie but you'll probably need to watching it 2 or 3 times to fully "get" it

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>>10849774
No tour of classic 80s filmography is complete without Airplane.

>>10849454
Nah nothing matters im already immensely upset
>be me
>go to basement to do laundry
>know im going to get raped because thats just how my dreams go
>go anyway
>no avoiding the pound town
>Its my Spanish art teacher
>old and wrinckly
>Dolo was her name
>In spanish she says "You know what we have to do right? Naughty boy."
>Walk closer to her because i have no control in my dream
>Shes in black lingere, ugly basic garments. Has a riding crop
>She ties my depressed ass up
>Fucks me with a strap on thats way too large
>I can feel pain in the tear on my anus that I have purpetually because my shits are so big and solid that my anus cant heal
>She smells terrible
>Hate the feeling of her cold leathery hands on me

That one was really tame, sorry.
Another one was

>be me
>be in rather ghetto white trash neighborhood
>Living in same neighborhood as girlfriend at the time
>Cute, tall, thick girl. Living bimbo
>Her whole family is ugly, her cute is already decaying.
>Oh well, I can enjoy it for now
>I'm a donut delivery man
>Time to deliver the donuts
>Walking down the street on a calm night, the sky black but street lights illuminated the streets.
>See gf's mom, a sloppy, ugly old cow.
>Smells like death
>Fluids leaking from everything
>Shes sitting at a picknic bench
>"Donuts huh.... Mmmmm"
>Disguested but i have to be nice to her because im shagging her daughter
>I sit next to her with the donut box
>She digs her nasty hands into the box, stuffing her face
>for whatever reason, she slowly turns into a bigendered being of put gluttony
>Trying to ignore the stench
>Its been doo long since ive had the dream to remember the detail of the smell, but it was something like old mayo and something sour
>Her slime envelopes me
>"I could even take a bite out of you"
>Please dont Mrs. W
> Masive veiny wrinkly chode
>I can barely breath
>She forced herself into me, slime digging down my throat
>The taste was putrid
>My clothes ruined
more in a min

>>10849869
i'll put it on my "To watch" list

>>10849774
you're watching some really good movies
Watch robocop sometime it's banging and directed by the same guy who did starship troopers

>>10849826
>>10849879

>She just teases me verbally
>things like "stop being such a baby ahaha"
>People walk by
>Laugh in a friendly manner
>This is normal
>Be depressed
Eventually shes done with me and drops me on the ground
Thats all i remember from that one.

I had one about my grandpa, then my parents... some random black guy...

>>10849879
Sounds like you have some sort of deep issues with mature women.

>>10849912
I'd uh, like the hear the black guy one.

>>10849948
maybe i do have issues with mature women
im too tired to go over the black guy on, that one was very unique
I dont rememebr a lot of the details but i baited a black guy into fucking me with plans to blame rape on him for some stupid reason and like halfway through i started begging him to stop and he wouldnt and he left my house super chill while i was screaming at him and he was just like "baka typical white girl shit" (i was a girl in this dream)

He was dark skinned, just some random guy from my neighborhood (i live in a black ghetto) not even a bad person really. just caught up in a bad dream.

>>10850007
Damn that sounds like a good one too.

Ah well, just rest your tired soul anon, or maybe don't if you're gonna have more unpleasant dreams. Dunno if this would conflict with your meds or not but I find drinking a shit ton of NyQuil is a great way to just black out and have minimal brain activity during sleep.

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>>10850127
Nah i feel like my dreams are necesary even if theyre terrible
They give me good insight to my subconsious, which i try to keep a good grasp on
I predict tonights dream will not be able rape, but genital mutilation. Or something feces related.
My dreams also give me a lot of creative inspiration

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you know, my mother's out at her buddys farm.
maybe i should finally mix that clorox cocktail.

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>>10850470
don't do it my dude

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>>10850470
>Actually thinking bleach works
Lol nah. Most like scenario is the bleach fucks you up, but you throw up or some shit and spend the next x amount of time in utter agony.

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>>10850565
i'm not going to, just.. calling for help, really.
making a lot of bad decisions and i feel like shit.
worried about things i really don't know the likelyhood of happening, which is worse than my usual worrying about things that most likely wont happen. a lot worse.
there's some other more personal shit going through there too, don't know if i should talk about that or not.

>>10850620
there's a video about it that's gotten popular on youtube. it kills you, slowly, but it kills you.

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>>10850752
I think I sort of understand how you feel. I'm really worried about what's going to happen to me in the future; like when I move out of my parent's house roughly a year from now. I still don't know what I want to do with my life and I'm irrationally afraid that my plans for the future are going to fail and I'll be completely fucking hopeless.

If you think getting your personal things off your chest might help you in any way, I'd be happy to listen to them.

Possum meetup when?

>>10851333
Nice trips. Where where you thinking?

>>10851333
If anyone in Oregon than preferably Sunday

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>>10851175
yeah i get some of that, not gonna move out unless i desperately need to for stuff, but if my mom dies or something? im probably not long for the world after that. i just don't know how to exist on my own.
i have some semblance of an idea on what to do with my life but i'm in a pretty similar boat there otherwise.

i guess, time for another bad decision.
i'm absolutely terrified that my boyfriend's gonna leave me because i'm such a worthless fuck. i love him a lot and he means a lot to me, but i haven't really even spoken to him in like two weeks because i just don't know how or what to do with myself, i care about him and how he feels and what he thinks of me a lot, and that just makes it really hard to make myself message him or something. and that's on top of the normal social anxiety and awkwardness or whatever the fuck, which was getting better, but like most things with me, got worse again.
that and i don't fucking trust anyone else to not fuck it up for me themselves with some other bullshit.
i'm the guy that keeps ranting about people hating me and shit, which is why i say that.
i'm just, wracking my brain with so much shit all the time, it's tiring and really wears you down.
god i'm already regretting this but i need to get it out.
sorry.

>>10851586
realtalk: if you go weeks on end without talking to your boyfriend, sooner or later he's not going to be able to take it anymore and is going to leave you. talk to your boyfriend. tell him you miss him and that you're sorry for being distant. It'll be difficult because of your anxiety, but if your bf is worth it to you, you have to force yourself.

I don't mean to guilt you or anything -- I've just been on the receiving end of this kind of thing before and I felt horrible the whole time. If your bf is anything like me, the silence is driving him crazy and he's worried that he's done something wrong or hurt you somehow. You need to keep in mind how he probably feels so that you don't end up driving him away, which would be sad for both of you.

>>10851405
Don't really have a place in mind right now, I just think it'd be nice to do something.
I'm not even sure if it's possible to do.

>>10851411
Ah, I'm in Washington.
How is Oregon?

>>10851586
Anon, if you have anywhere else to talk, I'd gladly befriend you. I probably can't do too much for you, but I'd still like to be a friend.

>>10851722
too damn hot.
Honestly I'm doing decent. It's my last day at my current job tomorrow, then going to visit my mother in New York for most of August then returning to start fall term at uni.
How's washington? And where in (abouts) are you? I grew up in Steilacoom / Tacoma.

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Are you still around Mandarinbro?

>>10851744
Oh, well have fun in New York!
Washington is alright, I've been here almost 2 years now. I'm in Mountlake Terrace.

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>>10851662
he hasn't sent me anything either but yeah i really just need to stop being such a bitch about it.
i'm sorry you had to deal with that and i'm really sorry that i'm putting him through it too. i don't really ever stop thinking about how he feels but that's also kinda sorta part of my problem.
i'm gonna get him next time he's on, i think he went to bed.

>>10851730
tried with another possum once before, talked a couple times for a day or so and then just, stopped.
i don't know if i'm really cut out for making friends beyond a couple specific people.
already kind of lost one of those even.

>>10851844
I went there once for youth soccer. I can't say I remember it beyond the long name on the schedule we got sent home with. In Fife I got one of my teeth kicked out so I remember their field very well. The rest blur.
I enjoy seeing my mother but upstate New York is a bit of a bummer.
Did you move their of your own volition? Do you like it there?

>>10851888
>i'm sorry you had to deal with that
don't worry about that, I don't mind it (that kind of thing is part of what these threads are for anyway) and I just want to help tbdesu. I hope things work out for you and your bf, anon.

>>10851891
Yeah, I had a boyfriend here.
Definitely don't like it as much since we broke up, haha.
Would kind of like to leave, just unsure of where to go next.

>>10851888
That's okay, anon!
I'll be here if you ever change your mind.
Hope things start to get better for you, man.

>>10851935
>>10851935
Ouch. I have never been in a relationship but I understand the discomfort of being somewhere with memories.
I hope you find a decent place to go next with some haste.
>>10851888
I ain't said anything yet but I empathize about not feeling cut out for friendship. I just sit at home by myself. Whenever I'm with most people I feel something between fear and physical illness. I can't get the idea that I'm wasting my time out of my head and it makes every interaction take on a tinge of hurry the other party cannot fail to miss.

>>10851955
Thank you, anon. You are very kind.

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>>10851922
my thing is to worry about literally anything and everything, sorry. thanks though dude, i feel slightly less like a horrible waste of oxygen.
i hope so too.

>>10851952
yeah, sorry. maybe when i feel like, an actual person, maybe then. thanks, dude.

>>10851955
yeah i just sit here and watch youtube all day. fuckin, one on one conversation trips me out really bad with most people. like even if my ma is just talking with me i get kinda uneasy sometimes.
sort of the same with that but more like i'm wasting their time when they could be talking to someone infinitely more interesting or something, i don't know if they pick up on it or if it makes any difference to how i normally am, but it's a thing.

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tech took my financial aid back for a school year that's already over and now i owe around $4k that i don't have in which i shouldn't owe a single cent

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how

Is there any other animal that looks like it's always in so much pain as the possum?

any possums in sc

Haha

>>10853983
south carolina or southern california

>>10854801
South carolina

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>>10854808
me

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haha im not asleep anymore and im still angry
My best friend fucking sucks

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>>10854864
Cool, have a steam?

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>>10854888
barely ever use it but yeah

>>10854878
Why are you angry and why does your best friend suck?

>>10855039
pushing my buttons, being a cunt, and then when i tell him im upset and i want him to stop being a cunt, he continues and calims hes not a mindreader.
His boyfriend + potato friend joined my private meme server and have been fucking shit up and twisting the server rules, then the friend back them up because he has no fucking original thoughts.

Then theres other people fucking with me too

im NEVER offline but i'v gone offline and muted everything. i hope the stupid cunt worries.

>>10855572
Tell him exactly why you're pissed off, if he continues being a dick tell him to fuck off.
Also tell the other people, don't keep that to yourself.

If people want to continue being cunts after that then fuck them, block them, remove them from your server, whatever.
Don't hide in offline mode though, he might genuinely not know what he's doing wrong and you're being a dick for no reason.

>>10855712
thank you for the advice, this is genuinely good advice, but I actually did this a few days ago
Theres no way these fags dont know what theyre doing. I'm laying low a few days to see if i can calm down to make a rational desion about this

>>10855772
Oh.
In that case I hope things work out for you anon, try to stay as calm as possible before making a decision.

where do i find other possums in real life

>>10856106
Punk shows, AA, therapist offices, shady alleyways, anywhere misery and despair lingers, trash cans.

They're around.

>>10856106
Where do you live?

>>10856106
You get to know them online real well, then you can meet up in real life when you both reveal where you live after becoming very close friends

>>10856679
i'll look out for those
>>10856688
RI-east CT area
>>10856707
oh ok

>>10856106
in my country and the state i live there is a soccer team that the mascot is a possum

send me reaction images you want me to possumify. My best way of interacting with communities is drawfagging so thats what I'll do.

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>>10857052
possumify this

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>>10857052
Perfect

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>>10854864
>>10854808
>SC
sup fellow palmetto possums

amazing weather we've had this week huh

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Is it normal to feel really fucking tired whenever I wake up, regardless of how much sleep I get?

>>10857950
Depends on how much you eat daily.

>>10857950
it is if you're me.

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>>10857950
It happens to me, too. Try drinking a glass of water right after waking up and see if that helps.

>>10857950
Lethargy is a known symptom of clinical depression, so that's a possibility. Otherwise, eating breakfast (something light but carby, like oatmeal) and then doing some brisk exercise for 30 minutes to an hour immediately after waking up might help perk you up. (In my experience, only the first 5 minutes or so suck and then I get a big rush of energy, I highly recommend it)

>>10857950
Might have sleep apnea, you could go to a sleep clinic and check.

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>>10857096

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>>10857950
Its the depression

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>>10859332
dang thats pretty good dude.
nice.

>>10859321
>>10859332
Possumify anon, you're amazing. Thanks for these.

>>10859332
No tire tracks?

>>10859358
yeah you're probably not wrong

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happy bday curiosity

>>10859609
>>10859974
Thanks, sorry ive only done two so far. I'm a slow possum
>>10860081
this would be a very funny touch

I'll work on more when im out the shower probably

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>>10857468

>>10860998
There's no need to apologize!
You're doing nice work, man.

>>10861289
i m p o s t e r
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Good job

>>10861289
It's beautiful.

What are my possum friends up to today?

>>10862246
i just chopped potatoes. Gonna fry them into frenchfries.
Remaking my tumblr blog. Blogging is just a hobby/coping mechanism/way for me to track my depression, so dont give me flack about using tumblr. Trying to decide what to call it. Its going to be 4chan themed this time. I want the name to be something like anon. Anyone got ideas
Maybe possumanon

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>>10860727
>>10861020
you guys shouldnt have!

>>10857810
>palmetto possums
i like the sound of that.
>it's supposed to thunderstorm for the next 5 days where i live
i don't like the sound of that

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>>10862246
feeling like dogshit and doing nothing to help myself, as per usual on satudays

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>>10862313
possanon? names are hard

>>10863052
best rover.

>>10863057
>it's supposed to thunderstorm for the next 5 days
dude gimme
storms are top comf

>>10862246
helped out a few friends, at least I think I helped
not much else really but I'm feeling good

>>10863158
what's got you feeling like that anon?

>>10863252
>storms are top comf
good taste anon
had a thunderstorm here earlier for a while, it was nice

>>10862313
Dude, let me know when you have it set up, I'll follow you.

>>10863158
What's wrong, anon?

>>10863353
>helped out a few friends, at least I think I helped
not much else really but I'm feeling good

Nice, anon! Good work. Glad you're feeling good.

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>>10863353
>>10863771
I just feel so worthless today. I was thinking about my friends and how I don't deserve them. It's like they all have such vibrant personalities and I'm so fucking flat and lifeless in comparison. I know they all care about me but I still can't get the feeling of being so disposable out of my head. It's hard for me to put into words.

Quit my job today. I should be happy, but I'm anxious as hell. I've already got another job lined up, but I still feel bad. Is this just an adjustment period?

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>>10864265
Nah, I understand what you're talking about.
I'm sure you're a cool guy anon. It's just harder to see that yourself.
Try not to let it get you down too much. c:

>>10863800
thank you, I try

>>10864265
sounds like self hate and/or doubt
would you feel better if you told your friends this so they could reassure you, because I'm sure they would if they knew how you felt

>>10864485
What's your new job, anon?
I think you're gonna be alright, it's normal to feel the way you do right now.

haha i'm a game dev working with 2 mentally ill artists that are so frustrating that that it makes me wanna punch the nearest rough surface available
one of them gives off angry neo-nazi vibes while the other can't spell or read for shit
jesus christ i just wanna get this game done and these two take an entire century to give me anything these days

>>10865752
I'm sorry to hear that, anon.
What kind of game is it?

>>10865744
Not 100% sure on the details, but I'd be doing like city maintenance for some contractor that my brother works for. He pretty much assured me that just by showing up, I'd be better than half the people he's got working for him.

>>10851411

Moving to Portland in a few months lmao

>>10851333
I'm down for a Detroit possum meetup. I'm probably the only possum around here though.

>>10865786
Same sort of thing as Epic Mafia/Trouble in Terrorist Town/Town of Salem but a lot more Sci-Fi and 2 players.
Nothing too special but nothing too generic.

>>10865879
I'm so sorry.

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>>10857823
imposter drawfag comin' through
here stealin' requests as an attempt to not be an angry boy tonight

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>>10857874

>>10866560
Wow, this is amazing, anon.

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>tfw no possum to cuddle and cry with because I'm a 22 year old unlikeable NEET HS drop out with no skills whatsoever

>>10866880
Hope things get better for you, friend.

>>10866880
I'd hold you and let you cry, anon.

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>>10866880
same

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>>10866880
>implying people like us deserve to have someone to cuddle and cry with

>>10867314
It just means we have to pay for it. We can still get it.

>>10867314
our personalities are formed by internalized teen angst and deeper emotional issues, if anyone needs a hug it's us

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>>10857680
Tonight's Mood

>>10867314
>implying the people here are really that bad.

>>10867447
We don't need hugs, we just need to man up and stop acting like faggots. It's just that easy, haha.

>>10867555
but i'm not acting

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i will cuddle any possum that lives in los angles

>>10867753
The world's a stage and we're all actors anon, and tonight I'll be casting for the role of your subtlety manipulative boyfriend. *ahem*

"Hey dude, come on. I don't give a shit if you don't "deserve" me. I just love being here for you. Everyone's got some baggage they gotta deal with, and some of em can't do it alone. You're one of those people. You were born weak and you need someone to help you with your burden, and that's okay. I'm here to help you with that burden. Just hold on to me and I'll keep you afloat. Don't worry about dragging me down, I'd drown myself if I ever let you sink. Just stay in my arms and everything will be alright soon, I promise."

Please contact my agent if you have any roles open for me :)

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>>10866880
I know exactly those feels.

Also dropped out of HS twice and it actually does feel worse the second time.

>>10866880
>>10868823
do you have some form of high school equivalency where you live, like a GED?

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>>10868884
Yeah, after flipping burgers for a couple years I went ahead and got it without studying or trying particularly hard.

It literally hasn't made a difference since you are only qualified for the same work literally anyone qualifies for. I don't feel particularly better for it and I vaguely regret some potential cool times the extra years of school offered but it was basically hell every day so it wasn't going to happen.

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>>10835839
Hello /possum/ how have you been? I know its been a while but I have missed you all. I hope you are all doing well.
Its been a weird couple of weeks lately as i realize that the more time I hang around with my best friend the more i realize I don't want to keep spending my life around him. He is a good person but it seems like the person who used to push me along is now the one holding me back. Unfortunately I fear for the day I am going to have to make the choice to either continue to be the person I have always been to pal around him or I will have to grow and leave him behind to become the person I want to be.

I just don't know if i can live with myself knowing I chose my own happiness to leave him behind even though I know he is not good for me.

>>10869264
Shit, man.
I had to do the same thing before.

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>>10869264
You can do it Anon, I had to make the same difficult choice so many times. If they're weighing you down you don't deserve that. Your happiness comes first whether you like it or not.

Pic Related

>>10869591
I guess I am going to just have to try and keep juggling my life as best I can until I eventually fail and have to come to an ultimatum.

>>10869692
Ah, don't let it get too bad for yourself.
Your happiness is important.

>>10869792
I should be ok. I know when I need to put my foot down I just hate doing it. It sucks because I owe a lot of who I am today to him, but now he is once of my greatest shackles in life seconded only to my own apathy and laziness.

>>10869691
Thanks anon. I will try

>>10869004
What made every day Hell for you, anon?

A few days ago there was an anon that mentioned possibly being really ill and getting it all checked out on the 9th (I think). Are you still here anon?

>>10866880
The last time I had a good cry was when I found the wooden boat me and my grandpa built and I got all nostalgic.

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Could someone possumify this?

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am bedjer

Haha I hate myself

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>>10871826
Haha I love you

Haha, I had a breakdown, ran away from home and spent about half an hour sitting in a park in my pajamas at 11am today while sick.

I feel better now though.

>>10873082
Do you really feel better, anon?
I'll come find you and hug you.

>>10861289
>rossum
Nice.

>>10873171
I do feel better! I got home, had a shower, cleaned my room and played video games for a while. Also my boyfriend was really worried about what I did which makes me feel stupid for doing it.

>>10873218
Wow, I'm proud of you, anon.
Sorry if that's weird, haha.
Also, I'm glad you're okay.

>>10873173
Fuck.

>>10873248
Not weird at all, and thanks. Today's one of those days that started bad but now I'm just feeling good about everything, these are the best sort of days.

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>>10873082
reminds me of how i used to want to kill myself by running away from home and slowly dying in the middle of nowhere

that way my friends and family wouldn't know i was dead (for a while anyway) and just assume i was still alive somewhere

I feel really sleepy and should probably sleep but I simultaneously don't want to and really really want to eat some salad instead. I can't make up my mind and it's very weird


but at least I know that if I sleep, the salad will still be there, waiting for me to devour it. but I don't want to waiiit

>>10873317
>reminds me of how i used to want to kill myself by running away from home and slowly dying in the middle of nowhere

I still kind of want to do that.

>>10873370
Haha, I hope you figured out what to do, anon.

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>>10871817
We don't like your kind around here badgerboy, go badger someone else with your black stripes.

We must secure the existence of our marsupials and a future for possum children, heil Poppy.

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>>10873853
You stop that.

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>>10873941
You first

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Are trash pandas welcome here?

>>10874858
They're pretty low tier trash mammals but anyone's welcome if they aren't obnoxious or a tool.

>>10866880
are you me

>>10873488
I was just whining, but thanks, I decided to sleep

>>10866880
I'd cuddle and cry with you, 'cause I really need someone to hold me close and just cry into.

>>10863734
Thanks mista anon. i just ended up calling it 4chancore. I wanted it to have a 4chan theme because 4chan is just so much more comfy than tumblr

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>>10876582
I'd hold you, anon.

>>10877324
I know :3

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