>all i've wanted to do for years is to dm a good role playing game
>spent hours drawing maps and making characters for games that would never happen
>found one shot modules that i knew a bunch of my friends would love but they always just fuck around and turn it into a chore for me
>tried to organize games with dozens of friends, only one session ever went through (that's a fucking story and a half)
>don't want to play online games
>don't want to play with strangers
>flip through all my drawings and writings and just feel sad
just wanted to vent, i just want to have a high fantasy adventure with my friends
>>55014542
also dream games thread so there's more substance i guess
i want to find a good module for a wild west game. just pioneers, maybe not even cowboys. seems like it'd be a fun setting.
>>55014542
>want to play 7th sea second edition
>no one plays it here
The core book will soon come out in my language so maybe there will be player, I just want to find a GM for it because I'd rather play it than run it
Also playing with stranger is not that bad you should try, I never had any problem when I played/ran game with stranger, I even hadfun
Go to the Pastel Horse board. They've been running and making games for years now and have a decent community built up, even by 4chan standards.
Not meme'ing, go and have fun
>>55014568
Try Dogs in the Vineyard. Incidentally, that's one of my dream games. I have one player who's as on board with it as I am, the rest would probably ask why we're not playing Rogue Trader. Again.
>>55014542
>don't want to play online games
>don't want to play with strangers
Don't bitch if you are just being a coward. Just stop being a coward.