Tell me your secrets! I'll start. I want to get back with

>>25579425
I'm rich and most people won't even know...

>>25579460
Wish I had that secret

I wish my ex would want me back, or at least want to talk to me.

Im gay and i have a boyfriend (year and a half and going strong).

>>25579483
Why is that a secret? Are you going to get thrown off a roof?

>>25579480
What happened?

>>25579504
We dont exactly dont know the consequences of telling our families the truth, i kinda know it will be pretty harsh for me, so, for now, we prefer to stay low, we are really happy together, so, its not that we are not enjoying our life.

>>25579517
Good luck with that

>>25579425
I'm cripplingly depressed. I have a normal life, an interesting job, a long term girlfriend, pets, friends, none of them have even the slightest idea. My entire life is just me doing what I'm supposed to do to be happy but I'm just empty behind it all.

>>25579425
I still miss my first love even thought she had a stripper middle name and a single letter for her first.

>>25579746
Maybe try doing more things that you Want to do. Travel a bit?

>>25579768
I've road tripped all over the US, traveled through EU, been getting /fit/ for the past 8 months (was on the skinny side before), play sports in organized groups, socialize regularly, have regular sex, all the things people and therapy tell me to do be happy but it doesn't work. I'm thinking about dropping everything and go back to school even though I'm 25 but I'm worried it wont fix anything and I'll just be a poor student on top of it.

>>25579790
Maybe work on your mental health? Looks like you can't get your happiness from external sources, maybe try a more mental approach. Practice appreciation for what you have? Maybe help others?

I was sexually molested by my grandfather when I was a toddler. When he got really sick before passing away I used to hit him and pick on him.

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I want to sell my virginity but I'm too sexually repressed and scared.

>>25579746
>>25579790
I'm sorry for both of you. Have you tried any cognitive behavioural therapy or even looking into stoicism? Changing your thoughts is powerful

>>25579836
>>25580040
I'm seeing a psychiatrist, have been once a week for a couple years. No meds but I have done CBT, mindfulness meditation, neurofeedback, and yoga under his advisement. I don't really know how to find happiness from internal sources, I'm not very spiritual and generally struggle with things beyond my control. what internal sources do you use to cultivate happiness? I really do enjoying helping others, but I don't have a lot of time or opportunity to do so these days.

im obsessed with losing my virginity but i can never go through with it,its been a never ending cycle of trying,posting ads,realizing what im doing and undoing it all and then repeating it later....

>>25580166
It's good that you're getting help. I don't think there is an easy answer for what you're asking me, but I do know it takes practice. I would try switching how you think about things, try to recognize thought patterns that bring on your depression and finding a way to deal with them. I've found that when I'm having an emotionally bad day, I good long nap somewhat resets my brain, same with going out for a long walk. It's almost like my brain needs some cleansing. Having too much alone time and too much free time does that to me, so I try to get busy when Im starting to feel sad. Alcohol doesn't help, but being out with friends does. Expectations are big too, instead of expecting things try to enjoy the now and keep your mind in the present moment. I hope this helps you man, you can do it.

My secret is a super strong attraction and a sexual fantasy for my female cousin. Never had such a feeling like this about any cousin but she is a 9/10 for me.

My secret is...I`m useless. Like, in job sense, I pick some easy low level jobs, even after uni because of my low self-esteem.
Also, I would like to find a nice guy who will appreciate useless me(

I'm in love with my best friend, and while she loves me back as more than a friend, it's not a dating kind of love. That's not the secret.

The secret is that she met some guy with a ton of money, who spends literal thousands on her every month, she constantly says "He's just nice", but recently found out that he actually thought they were dating for the past two years since they met. I helped her deal with the situation to keep him as "a friend", even though their friendship is killing me.

It's mostly a selfish thing, but it's also about the fact that he has been guilt tripping her and manipulating her into not hanging out with her other friends unless he's asleep or gone. (I'm included in this, which is where the selfishness comes in.)

Basically, she's a smart girl, but I think she's really dumb when it comes to social queues. When he's around, he DEMANDS that she spend all of her time and attention on him. If she wants to hang out with somebody else, he gets really passive aggressive, texts her things like "I thought this was our thing", etc, which makes her immediately not enjoy her time with her other friends because she feels guilty.

I can't actually tell her this, because she knows how I feel about her, she'll say it's just me being jealous, and because of how stubborn/proud/rebellious she is, she will actually do things to spite me if I say it.

It's painful, and I wish any of her other friends would speak up, because if it came from anybody but me she might realize how bad it is to keep being friends with that guy and letting him manipulate her like that. He's trying to force her to depend on him with all the money he throws at her and how he doesn't let her hang out with other people.

I love my finacee so much, but I really want to fuck my co-worker....I feel bad but I feel like I spent more time with her than my actual fiancee. I know that if I offer that my co-worker would fuck me.

>>25580498

plus: Ive been sexually molested by 3 people and now I'm a sex addict. I can't tell my fiancee because she will never trust me again. The only people that know about it are my friends and previous relationships. I've gotten so bad to the point where I fucked a dead chicken's throat just to get off. I want to get help but I really don't know what to do. I don't want anyone to know my darkest secret of the things I've done to get pussy. I fucked almost everything and also done bestiality.

I'm scared that I will become a monster and let this cycle of uncontrollable urge to harm my fiancee or worst, my future kids. I cry all the time because I feel like I go on autopilot and let my sexual instinct take over. Please, I need advice. I don't wanna be this. I don't want to be me.

>>25580289
This is mine too.

>>25579476
Yea I don't know if I should feel good or just okay about it...

>Flight home
>In the airport in my suit
>People looking at me..
>Dressed like a normal guy
>Nobody pays attention
>They probably think I'm poorfag

When i was 15 i meet up up with two homosexuals and lost my virginity. one was 29 the other in the mid 30s I wasn't sure if i was gay at the time so this, in my mind was supposed to settle it. They picked me up and we went to a public toilet where i sucked their dics and they fucked me in the ass. I enjoy it somewhat and to this day i haven't told anyone i know.

>>25580537
It's so damn hard to control one self and not screw shit up.
How do you do when you're with her?

>>25580544
It's the opposite for me. I'm below the poverty line, but I'm good at managing my money and I don't waste on luxuries, so I have the appearance of being middle class, when in actuality I'm always broke, and the only luxury I pay for is internet access because it's more essential than it is luxury.

When people find out how poor I am, for example. My clothes are over 10 years old, most of them are completely full of holes but I've been sewing them over the years, sometimes none of the ones I've sewn up are clean so I wear one of the trashy shirts and somebody sees me in it. They get really weird when they find out, and usually don't talk to me much after that.

Nobody's really comfortable around somebody when they think they can't spend money around them just because the other person doesn't have any to waste. But I've always been like this so I'm fine.

Shit just sucks though. I try not to let people find out.

>>25580498
Dont feel bad. Fucking co workers is kinda part of the job.

18M I'm a virgin bc I'm waiting for a special someone, i refused a shitload of girls that wanted to have sex, but I have a big ass sex drive and want to fuck all the time, idk if i should lose my virginity with any girl, or wait... nobody knows i'm a virgin, they (the girls) think i'm some sort of casanova

>>25580556
It sounds like you actually have an interesting life and something that makes you who you are

About the money situation, it usually doesn't matter that much since money doesn't make you happy. If you're looking for more money, start learning something new and change the way you think about job/career or "Social brackets like poor/middle class..."

Either way, sounds like you are at least fun to hang around...

>>25580526
seek treatment

>>25579750
Dee?

>>25580179
Anal, Vaginal, or Penisal?

>>25580571
I am on disability for an anxiety disorder and depression. I can't really work because I have anxiety attacks easily. I have tried to invest in some ways to make money, I saved up for over a year to buy a used arcade cabinet because I worked out a deal with an acquaintance that owns a bar, was going to put it in down there. Got it repaired, it worked for a day then broke again. $900 investment and over a year of saving up and that kind of went down the drain instantly. (It was $600 to buy which took a year, then $300 to transport and repair which took a few months.)

So yeah, it's not as easy as it really seems. I'm okay where I'm at, I just wish other people were okay with where I'm at.

My best friend that I mentioned in my secret post has even said things like living with me would "just be bumming around", even though I live in a decent house and always have food, it's just that I'm not rich like this other guy she met who owns his own house and has thousands of dollars disposable income every month. Somehow, because honestly I've never once heard about him actually going to work.

>>25580584
sorry ill give more details,im a guy who hasnt been inside a lady or even touched one sexually,its honestly becoming an out of hand obsession im scared of but cant fight

I don't wat to talk to people because I'm scared I'm boring to them and I don't want them to be unhappy because they're bored by me.

>>25580728
nobody cares about your male virginity anon. Literally nobody, if you want it just do it. When's the last time you heard a girl wishing she could find a pure virgin boy? (literal memes don't count)

>>25580737
Thanks,your a great guy

>>25580747
Where do I collect him?

>>25580040
You have no idea how much this is me.
I'm a virgin too. Until yesterday, I have never even taken a picture of myself. My first pic was nudes and it got sent to a nice anon over kik in one of those threads :)
baby steps

>>25580774
>>25580040
Wishing you both the best of luck,take things at your own pace and only do what your comfortable with

>>25580040
How much?


Also, why lose virginity to someone who pays for it..

>2017
>Still caring about virginity..

I think I may be on a mental decline. I have so much built up anger in myself that I feel like if one hair pushes too far, I will legitamately murder someone. Intrusive thoughts are becoming more active and the nights where I lay down and mentally destroy myself are painful. I don't want pills or shots, I want clarification. I want to solve my own problems but I can't when I don't know what they are.

My parents want me to accept my older brother even after approximately 9 years of just straight shitting on me and scheming me out of my possesions to challenges that I didn't know better. Not one apology and I'm forced to smile in his presence.

Both of my older brothers have tried committing suicide.

On a lighter note, I can literally go fuck myself.

>>25580166
I presume you have, but have you had bloodworks done? Depression can sometimes be just due to messed up chemical levels, you'd need meds but in the case where it's the cause of the problem rather than symptomatic they can fix it.

>>25580498
I mean if you don't get caught, she will never know. But you gotta be super sneaky.

>>25579425
Marry her?

I have peyronie disease and my penis is kinda fucked up and half funcional and i am afraid to get close to girls because of it and i broke my relationships and usually push away crushes out of insecurity. I had like 3 sucessful intercourses and most of time i don't get hard completely or cum too fast. And it got smaller and curved and thinner. I want to kill myself most of the time, but i still have to go to specialist urologist and i hope something can be done because i can't take it anymore.

Also, i fucked up my last relationship and miss her very much

>>25582192
also i had nice big dick (pretty big, now it's average and weak) before and can't stop felling inferior all the time. And i'm obsessing about it and masturbating out of stress a lot lately and feel as if no one could fully love me because of it. I go out, and when i get drunk i ask girls could they be with someone that could not do penentrative sex but was good at foreplay and i get ashamed afterwards about my questions when i get sober but fuck, it just kills me lately. I pushed my last gf away from me because of jeleousy and feeling inadequate and she now has someone else and it makes me want to scream sometimes. She also thinks i'm crazy, and i am in a way, but i just don't know how to handle this on my own anymore. I should have an appointment with penis doctor in 2 weeks, so i guess i'll survive untill then. But, all healing methods seem very slow or risky and who knows if i will ever have my penis back, the way it was.

I even stated praying lately to get my dick healed, so it gets back to way it was before i injured it (6 years ago, but was too shy to talk about it with people), i never pray lol. It just messes me up all this dick stuff. I know i should do something else, and i do, and i get confident and feel happy, but in the end i allways get back to my dick somehow and feel all my confidence and quallities are meaningless, and no one could want me like that, and that i will get either cheated or left or forced to have as little sex as possible (and i have pretty high libido) so i dunno. I guess i have to wait and do something else and probably urologist can help me in some was.

I apologize for venting lol

Married.
Unsatisfied.
Got fat.
I love my sons and wife, but hookers touch me better. And don't whine about my dick size every fucking time we have intercourse. Hell, to them I'm a little bigger than normal, but fun to ride. My wife? I'M HUGE AND PAINFUL AND IS SCARE TO HAVE SEX.

Five. Fucking. Years. You'd think she would have adapted by now. What am I doing wrong?

>>25582216
Hope things work out man

>>25582192
Get some carnitine my dude

>>25582252
Thanks :)
I wish you luck in loosing your virginity :)

>>25582264
you think that could help?

>>25582033
He needs help. All that does is send him down spiralling destruction

I keep having dreams about my ex but I'm pretty sure she hates me now. Relationships are too hard. Living with someone is too hard. I was so unhappy and she never helped. She said she would and she didn't. I hated the person I became when I moved there for her. It took me months to get back to normal. She gave me more attention before we lived together. I hope she found a guy she's more compatible with. I thought her and I were good together for years but if it was meant to last why was it so damn hard?

>>25582320
why were you unhappy living together?

Male. Asian. 22. Still a virgin. Semi-neet. I feel like a loser so much.

>>25580526
Jesus Christ dude. This doesn't even add up.

First you're nervous about fucking a coworker >>25580498
But then you say you fuck animals and have done depraved shit to get pussy? What's different about fucking a coworker if you already cheated

Also lol you sound terrible. Legit check yourself in to a treatment center or kill yourself. Humans should not be fucking dead animals
>future children
pls remove yourself from the gene pool

>>25581271
Meditation
Save money and move out

>>25582320
Are you happier now. Why have you started living together in first place

>>25582320
Hope you feel better soon man,it can be rough but it gets better,i promise

>>25582326

Lots of factors. She was different in person for extended periods of time.

>>25582360
Yeah I'm happier now. We wanted to live together because it was the next logical step.

>>25582364
It's been a lot longer than it feels, now. I'm doing good. I go in phases where it sucks but I'm definitely happier overall. I feel again, I don't feel like I'm acting when I interact with people.

>>25582221
pics or you're lying

>>25579425
I have a deep going crush on this one guy, only issue is that he works on the same institute I just got out from, and he worked there the last time I went in. Psychological institution. I don't think he'd ever date me, knowing exactly how fucked up I am in the head. Even if I wanted to ask him out, I have no clue how to do it, all I have is his first name.

I have daddy issues and I feel embarrassed by it

>>25583341
Want to about your feelings? I don't judge

>>25583357
I mean it's just that I want a boyfriend who is older than me and also would be like a father figure to me... I've always wanted that even when I was really young. I've never had a father and I just want an older man to take care of me.

>>25583409
I feel like that's understandable. Just be careful not to be taken advantage of
How old are you?

>>25583432
I'm 18

I love the smell of cum. I wash my brother's clothes so I can sniff his cum-soaked socks.

>>25583529
you his sister?

>>25583530
Couldn't I just smell my own cum if I wasn't?

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>>25582993

Here. You be the judge.

>>25583546
haha true,nothing wrong with it tho,just harmless sniffing,you got a kik?

>>25582221
Id like to whine about your dick size.)

I've actually got pregnant in middle school after fucking raw with friend outside school. Got heavy drugs to abort. Now my deepest fantasy is to get fucked hard and impregnated.

>>25582221
appreciate the fact that you have sex at all, I spent a few years in a sexless rellationship.
maybe approach it differently, calm her or just be gentle instead of being mad at her?
cheating is a shame

I have crises of apathy, and I can't tell it to my friend, my family, they will not understand.
So, when I'm suppose to be sad, happy, or anything else, I pretend to be, I'm litteraly the actor of my own life. But inside, I really don't care about them.
Fortunately, it's only crises, the rest of the time, I'm human.

>>25583626
Yeah, you're right. She likes to be "low maintenance" that way she doesn't feel like a burden, but it's so bad and she's so nonchalant about things that it's frustrating. She's such a follower that she is stubborn to take initiative until she is pissed at me for not doing things. I know I love her, but that lustful venture just made me appreciate how fun sex can be.

All I'm asking for honestly is, suck me a little more, and don't get so frustrated and overwhelmed when doing tedious tasks. She doesn't get anxiety, she gets "agita."

I know this sounds bitchy and menial, but if you'd see the annoyances in her selfishness, you would understand. It's just maddening. I don't want her to change; I want us to evolve/mature together.

I piss in the toilet sink. Seriously, I really do it.

well, there's this guy i like but i can't be clear bc i seem to be ok without him. we met like 2 years ago in england (we live in different countries) and we talked for a year online. I actually got to date him and shit but one day he just ignores me and shit. a few days later his gf added me on fb and started stalking me on every social media ahahahaha. thats like a year ago. theyre slowly drifting apart but he actually came to my country. he finger blasted me the other day and for the past few days hes been ignoring me and avoiding me and talks about his gf all the time. i dont get him. i think its bc he feels bad about his gf ik but wow, we're just friends rn and it was just a hook up. does he overthink it? or what? gimme answers pls

>>25583441
If you want to talk more email me I'm 30
[email protected]

>>25580526

A modern, mild anti-psychotic might suit you well.

>>25583607
id love to help with that,kik me popcabad

I'm in love with a guy I met off tinder in June. I want to tell him thatvi love him, because i do

>>25580040
you are way too skinny now. half-way between those weights would be great

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gonna legit off myself in about 2 months after my birthday

im turning 22 have a job and go to college and a place etc, but i just want someone to love me and i've never had a meaningful relationship, kissed a girl, even held hands.

i don't even think i'm unattractive either (maybe I am). I've used tinder and even girls I would consider sort of under my league so to speak curve me. I've tried relentlessly for months just to spend time and hang out with a few different girls I know and all of them either said no or said yes and never came through to my place.

this complete and total lack of intimacy just crushes my soul. it is clear that for some reason I just don't deserve it. or there is something about me that is just profoundly undesirable and its just crushed my self confidence to dust.

anyways I have tested my ceiling fan with a leather belt and it will hold me. just have to close my eyes and count to 10 and i can check the fuck out

I'm 90% sure my wife and best friend since middle school only married me for the benefits, and even if I'm wrong, I can't convince myself otherwise.

I'm an ex heroin addict, I just went to an NA meeting tonight. Haven't done H since 2015 but just took 25mg hydrocodone

>>25584773
please don't, man. please keep going

I am happily married guy that loves to wear panties. Wife doesnt know. I have paid prostitutes to watch me try on panties then i jerk off in front of them. I do cam shows where the cam girl just sits there and watches me. I have just started going to adult bookstore and wearing them in movie booths with door open. Guys have offered to come in and "help" but i always say no. Not gay, just like having people see me wearing.

>>25584834
the only thing i don't know how to deal with is the idea that I would ruin the rest of my mother and brothers lives

the light has left my life. i'm not the person I used to be and I'm not as strong as I thought

>>25584892
reddit message theshortblondegirl if you need a new camgirl to watch you (that's me, I am broke and would legit use my whore money to pay for college, which probably doesn't seem believable since I just posted about drugs but I got the hydros free and haven't purchased drugs since Feb 2016)

I want to leave my 3/10 gf for a 7/10 guy I met a few days ago.

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I have been suffering from night terrors as of late; concerning my exes and they have grown vivid, dark. I have grew more distant with my friends and family as I spiral into distress. My self imposed exile has caused the terrors to become more frequent and I cannot slumber without waking in a cold sweat. I have buried myself in my work but even that is becoming a fleeting escape as now I have been sleeping less and less. The dreams of my ex boyfriend telling me that I was an amazing woman said at the same breath that we must end our union. It blasts my heart and destroys hope in me. Over and over again these phrases of paradoxical pain; dominates my mind and robs my sleep. I am at my wits end with this. I miss the touch of warm hands and sweet smiles. I begin to weep as I find that these sweet memories of warmth are becoming poisonous. I want to just begin to love again but I am not sure if I can after all this souring of my trust and hope. I don't want to wish this but I fear I am truly fucked. Good and whole downheartedly fucked.

>>25584786
Everyone's married for the benefits. Marriage is a business deal, don't let the fucking Romantics of the 18th century convince you otherwise.

I have a weird love of group sex and I masturbate thinking about my brother and dad a lot.

>>25583529
Would you let him cum on your face

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I'm kind of pissed off in all honesty. I have one house mate who has broken his leg. He says it's from passing out. But I know it was from a drunken fuck up and he is lying to get pity from carers and shit. The other is an actual suicide attempt and an other house mate who jumped from a third store window on the roof. And I just don't know how to feel really. All I know is that it's going to get busy if not already. With support staff and shit everywhere. What really get's to me if that they can get into the house with a combination lock outside. And that is what get's me. I don't want all these fucking people in my house. I just want to be left alone with my xbox.

>>25585828
How old? Male?

>>25585784
You are trying to cope with a broken part of your life. And it is literally haunting you. You are finding it hard to accept what has happened and move on.

>>25585106
>if you need a new camgirl to watch
I think the world has got very bored with desperate girls on a cheap webcam.

>>25585878
19, female.

>>25584892
You are not going to be married for long if you get this up.

>>25584786
So you are the third guy in a couples dinner. Followed by your wife and wife best friend leading the obvious affair going for gold.

>>25585885
Too hot to be true

When I was six I accidentally started a fire that got two people killed.

>>25585015
>and I'm not as strong as I thought
Is anyone legit strong in this ever changing world. The way to really be strong. I being left standing while everything around you has fallen. Being able to shift through the rubble and rebuild was has already gone long ago. That is strength. Taking time to work out how to take another blow and not fall.

>>25585898
well then you are in the murder club by accident then. Feel guilt less as you have taken life without cause.

>>25579425
I've been cheating on my boyfriend with a guy I met over the Internet. It's an online kinda thing where we mutually masturbate over the phone. I feel so fucking shitty but my bf works 2 jobs and never has time for me it seems. He lives about 30 minutes away but I haven't seen him irl in over a month and we only call about once a week but text daily. I don't know what to do.

>>25585796
I mean the military benefits. Nothing else.

>>25585893
No, no. My wife has been my best friend since middle school.

>>25585906
I'm no expert but how about you break up with him. Unless the thought of the secret is what is driving the missing passion from your current relationship
>>25585918
Well maybe try something new together and if that doesn't bring a spark back. Then maybe try something else. Or talk about what the issue is about not feeling emotionally attached anymore.

>>25585932
whore. And too much eyebrow whore at that case.

>>25585932
Id love to help you,got a kik?mines sadbrowill

>>25585942
>>25585944
SAGE/Whore. You are using a front with this bullshit. You sound more like a whore troll.

I have explicit pics and videos of my buddy's hot big titted milf ex. I get off sharing them. The stuck up bitch would be so embarrassed and humiliated to know that so many strangers know in detail what her tits and cunt look like. Not to mention they know exactly what she looks like with a cock in her stuck up mouth and cunt. Don't have kik but happy to share through email. I'm at barrydawson363 at gmail

>>25585985
That went from Personal to Perverted in less than 5 seconds.

>>25585828
Need a Daddy?

>>25585906
That's hot, I'm in a similar situation.. kik me funtimes_9169

I fap to videos of myself dressed as a girl dancing and fucking dildos

I have never been in "love" since high school, and now I have feelings for this girl that works at pub near my house. And I have no idea how to deal with it, she has boyfriend and I tried kissing her. She said she can't cheat on him and for some reason she won't talk to me. I don't want to tell my friends about this because I am pretty soulless person I guess, and I don't care about life in general, but this is just killing me.

>>25586226
I have a daddy.

>>25583573
Kik?

>>25585933
Honestly, we've been trying. I think it might just be me. Maybe it's the fact I love the sex we have, but not that I always have to be the one to start and finish it.

I guess a better example would be her asking if we could fuck while I really wasn't in the mood. I told her she had to turn me on, which made her realize after all these years, she doesn't know how.

>>25585855
Probably. It's difficult to even think of how to start that conversation, though.

I still think about my ex every day, but ever since we broke up 7 months ago I've told all of my friends I disgust him, just like they do. I want to reach back out to him but I'm scared he'll just tell me to fuck off and laugh at me.

>>25579425
I went to a hooker to lose my virginity because im just not good with women. Im too shy and awkward i guess.

I am 23 years old, have five years of post-secondary education, but I don't think a day has gone by in the last ten years where I haven't considered killing myself. I am an autistic, anxiety ridden, broken failure of a human being.

>>25587390
Lace?

i keep trying to hookup with women but no one wants me

>>25588043
not me.

>>25588076
Diff id responding? What...

I used to believe in Santa until i was 10 or 11 years old. I left soy-milk and saltine crackers by the air conditioning unit on Christmas eve thinking i'd something.

I had this footfag finsub that would give me money for telling him he's a fag and occasional pics of my feet over discord. But he ghosted, then emailed me, but deleted the whole email address before i could reply, then did that exact same thing again

Like nigga I just want the money

>>25588624
Lol sounds conflicted

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I have very elaborate and eventful dreams where I visit all kinds of beautiful places I presumably piece together from movies and places I've been to. They're amazing and I often remember quite a lot of them when I wake up. I even have full blown romances there.

I sometimes consider sleeping more than 12 hours a day. Wouldn't that make my dreams more real than reality? I'd love that

>>25589692
Yea guess he's pretty ashamed of his fetishes. And they were pretty fuckin weird. But mostly harmless. Indecisivefags get out.

>>25589914
I'm not ashamed of mine, but I'd rather share that with someone without money involved. I find that incredibly cucky.

>>25589931
Well the money was the kink, at least one of them. Though he was pretty fucking cucky.

>>25589933
You see it as a kink, I see it as desperation. Who knows.

>>25579425
I want to try pee, having a woman suffocating my face but I feel like can't find her to even try.

>>25589936
I mean the dude was pretty desperate. But also picky? I happened to fit his requirements though. It was easy money.

>>25589944
Mini-rant. I don't like the idea of findommes, but I don't think you did anything wrong. I blame the men that support it. I just find it disgusting because there are so many women out there that you don't need to pay for.

>>25587390
A?

>>25589960
Hey man, people get off how they get off. If they get off by giving money away to people that call them a fag, might as well be me.

>>25590042
I would probably be doing the same thing you are if I was a girl.

I can't fathom suicide and it's terrible I thought I was doing well then I thought about jumping out his third story window. Sadly 30 seconds later I feel I would just end up breaking my leg and being pissed off. I feel like if that was the case I camt even kill myself properly if I was given the option. I feel unwanted and like I'm not really wanted in any groups. So I just don't try to fit in..

Which then leads me to being a lone wolf and then just anti social more then what I was

i get off to incest porn even though i could never touch my mom in that way.

>>25590099
Same anon

>>25579425
That's not a secret.
I'm in the same boat. All I want is her, but I know it wouldn't work. I want to get over her but I can't.

>>25590099
same man
my secret is i post craiglist ads daily hoping some girl or couple will fuck me

>>25590099
same
Also I'm trying to think of a secret but my life is so plain and boring that there's nothing I can think of

Does me telling some friend I love being alone, while I actually crave for someone to cuddle with from time to time count?

when I was 16 (will be 20 next month) I fucked my friend's dad, who was 48 or 49 I forget, for basically the whole summer while she was away at her mom's. had a lot of firsts with him and was still the best sex I've ever had. only person I've ever told till now is my best friend here at college.

>>25590751
WHat did u do with him? Can u grentext first time?

>>25582192
>peyronie disease
what the fuck did you do to your dick? peyronie disease is no joke.

>>25590776

well I had been with 3 guys prior to him but he was my first big cock (like 9 and thick, I'm pretty tiny 5'3 and like 115lbs), first time fucking without a condom seeing I got on the pill a little before.. we used one the first few times though, first guy to cum in my and give me a facial. umm quite a few different positions for the first time too.

I'm awful at greentext but basically we were always kinda flirty and I'd see him check me out here and there. While she was gone I ran into him at the mall and we started talking and texting which lead to sexting over like a week or so. Then I went over one day and yeaaaah lol still easily the most slutty thing I've ever done for sure.

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>Picked up a new client at work
>Meetings will start soon
>Time to be a normie again and leave 4chan for the next few weeks

I usually get busy with work so can't shitpost often

Time to let my inner chad come out and deal with this new project....

>>25579425
Is that you, George?

>>25590806
Damn thats hot... what's a big cock for a girl that size, were u able to take the whole thing? Did u cum on that big cock? I'm surprised u were able to keep it a secret for so long haha What did your friend in college think?

>>25591193
No sry

>>25579425
I love you so much. Why did you have to hurt me? I was never with anyone else, never cheated on you. You know how much you meant to me.

>>25591229
Not George

I am dating a beautiful and good girl that I love and can have kids and a family with, but I'm unhappy.

I just want some degenerate, tattooed leather jacket wearing bitch who hates all the things that I hate and isn't as delicate as my current gf, so she can take more punishment in the bedroom. Also be nice if she likes being physical (IE doing physical activity, gym, sports, hiking etc) like I do, my current gf is a bit of a slob. I want to go to parties with other lowlifes like myself where we cause trouble, cheat on our partners and blow all our paychecks on drugs, just like I used to do before I 'cleaned up'. I feel no excitement in my current relationship, even the sex is *good*, but it's not satisfying, at all, but I could never cheat on her. I'm also tired of being 'good', I'm tired of work, university, everything.

Worst part is I got drunk and told this to a bunch of people I work with, so now they know what a piece of shit I am.

>>25590751
>>25590806
Almost guaranteed we've talked a while back about your situation hah, how's life going still dating your bf?
>You have big tits, if that helps

My secret is I don't have any specific fetishes, mental illnesses or particularly shitty things I've done to people.
I just want to find a supportive, caring and loyal woman and have a long term love-filled monogamous relationship with her, leading to starting a family with many children and dogs.
I want to build my own house or at least do some of the work myself, and for it to have a vegetable and fruit Garden.
I want to take this family out hiking, camping, fishing and hunting.

I honestly believe that I would make a good husband and father but due to my social retardation, difficulties making connections and absolutely shit luck with women I'll probably die alone.

There's a guy I really wanna fuck but we're both in relationships. I'm not gonna cheat and neither is he but goddamn is there some tension.

I have a steady girlfriend of four years that I live with, but I am secretly super-submissive to guys with big cocks and I suck cock and get fucked up the ass fairly often.

>>25592001
ROBBY???

>>25592038
nope...

>>25591992
Nancy?

>>25592338
Well shit I would but tits or gtfo

my current gf ignores that when she works late, I'll sometimes go pick her colleague up, and fuck her right where me and my gf usually sleep. Since she always finish the day by herself, and that I'm the one driving her there and back, I always get away with it.

she also doesn't know my vasectomy was only because I enjoy some stress-free side-sex.

>>one of gf's colleague texts me, and tell me her shift is almost over.
>>I drive to the store, pretending to be passing by halfway through my gf's shift
>>she's in the back doing inventory (usually)
>>says hi to her and tell her I need to run some errands before coming home.
>>"Shouldn't be too long, I'll grab dinner." or some shit like that
>>no problem as usual. she stays back, she's the one that closes.
>>I come back to the store front, and I text her danish-exchange-student colleague that I'm free if she wants to have some fun.
>>danish girl finishes up her shift, and hop in by the alley.
>>we go back to our place, take a shower together with foreplay
>>hit it up to the bedroom.
>>she shallows my cock whole inside her
>>rides me without any rubber, I always come in her.
>>sex with her is phenomenal
>>always I still wear a condom with my gf, but never with her colleague.
>>gf texts that's she's finally done, cleaning's done, danish girl is long gone.
>>I go pick her up with some takeout food, looking very tired.

Been doing it for about 5 months now.

>>25591665
>but due to my social retardation, difficulties making connections and absolutely shit luck with women I'll probably die alone.
>but

First step is getting rid of this. You see this so much with 'nerdy good guys'. There's anger, frustration, and some self-righteousness in there. Girls pick up on this in no time. Don't think you can pretend it away, they'll notice, trust me.

So what can you do?
>I honestly believe that I would make a good husband and father
This is all you need. This is your strength because this is your confidence. Get yourself to get over your frustrations, just chill, and know that you have this strength. It WILL work out with a wonderful woman if you get yourself together. I guarantee you that.

>>25579425
I want to kill myself. Death doesn't scare me, how it will affect everyone else does. I don't want to be with anyone, I just want to make amends with the people I have been with before.

>>25593411
You know what i've been thinking about, it would make sense for death to be a permanent state of nothingness, a sweet release if u will, if consciousness was a sensical state of being for living creatures. But the thing is, it isn't -
scientifically our state of experience is still completely redundant and nonsensical. So I guess what I'm trying to say is that its ill-advised to not fear death, it may very well not be the ultimate end u may assume it to be.

>>25592338
maybe we can help eachother out

>>25593432
>if u will

What a great example of netnerd philosophical delusions. So compact! Good job anon

>>25579425
yesterday I aknowledged the fact that I'm an alcoholic. I've been 'socially' abusing alcohol since I was 14, then I started drinking by myself. One bottle of wine soon wasnt enough... two bottles, two and a half. Drinking with friends is now more or less a chore since I literally have to push them to drink more so they can keep up with me.
I have low self esteem and just want to find someone to love and be loyal too. However when I drink I turn into a massive slut, literally throwing myself at guys I fancy. Black out drunk slut is nothing pretty so I get rehected quite a bit. The next day comes the anxiety, the depression gets worse, thoughts of suicide intensify...
My secret is that I am a self depreciative alcoholic. Nobody knows.

>>25593578
I feel your pain anon. I've used alcohol to feel socially accepted for years. It's a crutch I can't seem to let go of.

>>25579460
That's awesome dude, I just like to shit my pants for pleasure

>>25593581
exactly... Im literally petrified... I mean, what if I find out that they dont like me sober? Ive created a persona of a crazy party bitch, but I have no idea what's gonna happen when I take that part away...

however, dear anon, Im willing to go through with it... wanna come?

Back in middle school, there was a teacher i really wanted to fuck. She had a massive ass, like bigger than my head. She wore pants that didn't quite fit well to the point that she was sitting on the floor and it was pulling her pants down. Saw her ass crack and almost thought about bending her over and just going for it

>>25593589
It's like you already know me. The booze makes me feel like the life of the party, but what happens if I don't have it? The thought of the possible rejection is terrifying. Plus, I think there are parts of me that I only feel comfortable sharing when I have liquid courage.

>>25579425
I have hair in between my ass checks, I'm female
Also..
..When I was 7 or 8 I played a "game" with my cousin, we have so done that I licked this ass and penis, so did he then. I'm glad that no one came into my room.
I hope my cousin forgot this story

>>25593729
I can guarantee your cousin didn't forget, everyone remembers stuff like this. Also with ass hair it's easy to wax!

>>25590801
I compulsively masturbated it continuously even when it was semi erect as i was kinda addicted to masturbation I did that since i was 13-14, and when i was 16 it just completely fucked itself up and felt dead and couldn't get erect at all for few months, and it was 7.5 inches before and now it's 5.5-6.5 and i lost a lot of girth and functionality and it almost has no feeling in it most of time.
But i hope it will get better and that it can get fixed, otherwise i will just go celibate or start considering myself and eunuch

>>25593930
L-Carnitine will help you.

>>25582216
Anon, your story broke my heart... I hope you get the right treatment and that your dick gets better and stronger..
If it doesnt, I can assure you that there are girls that arent shallow as fuck and would still love you.
Stay strong darling.

>>25579425
I am alone, have always been alone, and think about dying every day. Anyone who sees me thinks I am successful and happy.

>>25594074
same... the room could be full of people but I would still feel alone, thus I drink...

anyway, that's depression anon, get help

>>25594098
I know I have depression. I've been on pills and to doctors for 13 years. Decided to just stop about 3 years ago as nothing really changed. I feel the same way I always felt before, during, and after treatment. I know it may help others but there isn't really a treatment for me.

I've been cheating on my very vanilla boyfriend to explore kinks with another man.

>>25594052
Thanks, surely it will get better, it must and i am hopeful of it, i it is just very hard not to think about it and somehow isolate from sexual stuff and frustration for some time. I guess i could definetly have more success with girls if i go out of my house insead of just being depressed all the time about my problem.
I know there are girls that will accept my problems but it pains me that that problem is a big flaw, they could tolerate it but it will allways be something less than they could get i guess. And i just want to fuck a girl normally with my penis, the way it was or would be without injuries and feel as "me" having sex, both psychologically and psychically and giving them all pleasure and affection i can.

Thanks for your kind words, it is much easier dealing with this shit with support. It has to get better and it surely will, i have a week or two before going to doctor and i will get somekind of treatement and my dick will eventually be as big and strong as it would be witout injury :) And i study philoshopy so i guess there are many girls on my college that despize shallowness and wouldn't mind some good minimal penis usage-sex :P My ex was pretty awesome and there are surely more girls like her. (and my dick have to better eventually)

>>25593981
I will buy and try that, do you think it could restore any damage?

>>25594317
What kinks?

>>25594456
I've been using it for a couple of months for my memory (or lack there of). My dong has always been curved up and to the side a little, and I have noticed that little by little it's been getting more straight. I haven't been doing exercises or anything like that. If you combine both you might go where you want to be at.

I had a kid about six months ago but I did a runner shortly before it was born, told everyone it wasn't mine and havn't spoken to the mother since. I'm ashamed and regret it everyday but i can't bring myself to do anything about it..

>>25594662
Rapeplay, some bondage, watersports.

I have been trying and failing to get over an ex that I haven't talked to in over 15 years I dream about her almost nightly... make things worse I've been married for 6 years and idk what to do...

>>25595066
Hot

I want to get fucked by my boyfriends sister. I know she wants to fuck me too, since she's asked him before if she can, but he is completely against it. He doesn't want to have sex, and hasn't in years.

>>25595620
damn, when was the last time u had sex? why do u wanna fuck her?

>>25579460

>Successful guy here

Spoke to someone in public about their life, and they are going through a lot of shit. All the hard work I have put in to become successful was at a different time in America

This guy is working over 16hrs a day and can barely afford anything. Had to tell him to try working harder or something, but damn if you are young today and have no experience in your field it will get harder!!!

Not to mention the cost of living has gone up everywhere...

>Guess I shouldn't complain so much about my issues...

They don't compare to someone who has a much tougher life.

>>25591241
I have that same problem. Except for the delicate gf. I just want to be a manwhore after getting /fit/. My coworkers all made moves on me. I have not slept with them, but only so much left in me before I say fuck it.

>>25595684
Almost 4 years now lol

She's into the bdsm scene and is a domme. I've never done anything with a chick before, but the way she talks about making me into her fuckslut turns me on quite a lot

>>25595745
fuck you're depriving yourself of a good time... what kind of stuff does she say she would do to u?

>>25595066
That's hot I'm into all those things. Kik me?

>>25595762
Well I've been faithful to my guy all these years. He sees sex as a chore, akin to dishes or laundry.

She mostly talks about tying me up and flogging me, fucking my ass, sitting on my face, and taking me to a local playspace she frequents for some public humiliation since I'm shy

>>25595805
wow what a faithful girl u r.. sounds hot for sure, would u enjoy the face sitting? anything you'd like to do with/to her?

>>25595805
Is she into pissplay? She should do that to you

>>25583546
Maybe you liked his better lol.

I post here

>>25595770
Maybe, what's your name? Obviously need to keep it super discrete

I think I'm in love with my girlfriends sister. I met her when I was about 6, she joined my school and I liked her a lot, was infatuated with her desu. We had very similar interests, which were different to most other kids. Bumped in to her on and off from the ages of 13-16, still had similar interests but she had a boyfriend that everybody I knew hated.
Met a girl when I was 18, didn't like her much, but she was cute and I was sick of being alone. Got with her, she grew on me and I really liked her after a few months. Met her family, and her sister was the aforementioned girl. Still had the same interests years later, can talk to each other for hours, genuinely want to spend all my time with her. She's still with the same guy, who her entire family dislikes, and he's a bit of a cunt. Doesn't like me talking to her, is really overbearing. Her mum once mentioned how she imagined her with somebody like me, and never somebody like him.
It eats me up inside that I'll never know if she ever felt the same way about me. It eats me up inside that I do love my gf, but I feel something for her sister. And there is absolutely nothing I can do about it.

I don't trust any of my friends.

no one likes me or wants to talk to me

I'm just going to get to the point. I fucking hate my house mate. He is a cunt and I hope next time he disappears he won't come back.

>>25597914
someguy26863, yeah, it's hotter in secret

I got a blow job from an artist from the /b/ drawthread. She's a notorious slut who sucks off people who claim to be fans of hers.

>>25579425
I'm alone
completely alone
I have no one, and almost nothing
yet somehow I want to believe
I'm gonna make the next day better
And it all just comes rushing back

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>>25598975
>Hey me too....

>>25598985
I kinda lied a bit replyfrog

I just hope third chances are a thing for me in this life since I screwed up my second

Two of my girlfriends in the past committed suicide while we were dating and i blame myself for not being good enough for them. I'm extremely depressed because of it but no one would even suspect i am because i'm the one who makes everyone laugh in my group of friends

>>25583700
Tried to show her what she can have and after that just waited so long until she wants you?

>>25579425

I'm into hardcore BDSM

I have an impregnation fetish

I'm afraid of social situations because of the scars on my forearms and it makes it impossible to create a relationship with anybody. I just want a GF to love but everythings about financial status and I can't even exude an attracting physical feature because I give off the impression I'm a hopeless psychopathic skitzophrenic kill me pls

Drugs ruined my life and my sense of being and self. I can't trust my memories, and everyone seems to be mocking me and they all know about everything being set in motion while I remain oblivious to it all. I know that there is a small group that are actively doing it, like perhaps a preventative future rehabilitation group or a collective network of secret parole officers and that only makes me the more untrusting of people and settings. They go to the very extreme to reach their goal of "having me go on the right path". Even if it isolates me to the point of contemplating suicide. It all sounds schizo, I know. I never wanted any of this, I just opened my heart out to compassion and love and now I'm afraid to show any kind of emotion other than skepticism towards everything and everyone. It's like people haxors and online haxors teamed up in the ultimate form of harassment and public and intimate embarrassment.

I'm depressed and numb as fuck. My mum died earlier this year and it has fucked with me. I no longer feel pleasure from the things I enjoyed before (games, etc). I guess I am considered pretty high functioning with depression as I am studying and have 2 jobs but some days I feel like crawling into a ball and not leaving my room but I feel like if I do then nobody will believe me or they will think I am lazy because I function pretty well.

I killed my girlfriends cat and told her it ran away. She cried for two days straight. I feel no guilt over it. Furthermore it is minor compared to the other deaths I have on my hands.

I'm bisexual and am sexually attracted to nearly all of my guy friends.

I don't think I'll ever tell them I'm bi because it'd probably become immediately clear that I've had a hardcore crush on my best friend for years.

>>25579425
This sounds so similar to a girl I know by the name of Tate, also 5 days ago. Spoooooky

>>25599547
Mine was 7 months ago. Lacey.

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I want my ex back but I know for a fact she's currently fucking her half Brother I'm still in love but it honestly feels like I'm an after thought even though she calls me her best friend

When I was 12 my drunk mother told me she had been raped by someone I knew and liked very much in the family. This forever sent me away from this person, and it is a good thing.

Secretly, and every time more at each crisis, her mental illness disgusts me. I can't blame all of this on her, but I can't help it. Someone drowning in alcohol disgusts me to the point of never drinking, even a beer. I disguise that under the excuse of not liking the taste.

>>25599140
If they are going to try and rehabilitate you, it means you can trust them. It is not easy to go against your feelings, but I am sure it is because they care.
You've been through a lot of shit anon. It will get better eventually. Just be strong a little longer.

>>25599094
Unless people around you are very prude, that isn't much of a problem, is it ?

>>25599019
Can you tell someone about that ?
Someone you trust ?

I'm still in love with Miranda, but I also love my current girlfriend. We weren't together for too long, but she made me so happy. Then I fucked it up by breaking p with her feeling like that's what was best for me. Such an amazing match at the wrong time. She'll always have a special place in my heart.

>>25599905
Jacob? Is that you?

>>25600072
Would be too funny if this is your true bf

I'm well on my way to becoming one of the world's greatest academic experts on a topic that I'm not even remotely interested in. I'm legit brilliant but so unbelievably lazy that I spend my days playing vidya and watching porn as much as I can and only do something else when I absolutely have to.

i have a cheating fetish and cheated on my gf for 2 years

>>25600191
Yeah well follow my Id tag

>>25599140
you sound paranoid. you may need to go get your head checked out and your meds adjusted. no fun to live like this.

>>25599019
It's very normal to be depressed after that. Almost everyone who survives suicide needs some kind of therapy outlet and to survive it twice, you would probably really benefit.

It's honestly brave of you to share it here and you can definitely get some help living with these feelings.

>>25599885

I'm currently studying Computing. Go figure lmao

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I'm a mostly straight male leaning towards bisexuality. I feel like it's been this way for years now. I don't know how to feel about this, and I don't know where to go from here.

I secretly want to watch my girlfriend get fucked by other guys
Kik: andrewryan2415new

I'm at a hotel and last night I dreamt of having sex with one of the receptionists. Also I guess today was her day off cause I didn't see her

>>25584773
why are 20~ something boys so fucking annoying with this "woe is me ill never get pussy"

>>25586575
"for some reason she won't talk to me" because.. you tried to kiss her anon... and she ... has a boyfriend.....

I secretly wish I'd never met you. I was a fool. You ghosted me twice, blew me off in favour of someone else. When we finally spent time together you treated me like shit. I'm glad I've put space between us. I dont care where you are, what you're doing,who you're doing it with. I'm super busy, and I'm falling for probably one of the greatest people I could have hoped to have met, believe it or not he matches and surpasses you in almost every way.

>>25601012
It doesn't sound like you're over him.

>>25600867
why? do you have a smal penis or something

>>25601018
Getting there. Slowly realising how much pain he caused and how much was wasted on a looser

>>25601038
Honestly, it felt like you were talking to me. I hope it works out well for you.

I'm secretly bisexual, at least orally (butt stuff grosses me out). I've had multiple older men suck me off, sucked a couple myself (not to completion), and jack off to gay oral stuff at least half the time I JO. I've had a GF for three years now, and she has no idea and hopefully never will. Unfortunately, I guess that means my days of fooling around with dudes are over. I'm not willing to risk giving BOTH of us a disease. Just porn from now on.

im a panty thief
i've stolen from my sister, a friend and her mom, and a random girl.
i dont plan on stopping

I hope next time I just die instantly

I know my boyfriend is abusive and I know that it is nearly impossible to change someone, but when things are good things are so good and I'm still in love with the man I met years ago. He used to be gentle and loving and kind but for the past two years has been abusing drugs and alcohol and has become so aggressive and cruel that sometimes I can't stand being around him. To make matters worse, we live together and I have nowhere else I could go and am fully financially dependent on him. I cannot even take time for myself or give him time to reflect and change. I feel like I am stuck in this never-ending cycle of abuse where we have periods of greatness and intense love followed by periods where he's screaming at me and incoherent. I don't know what to do but I feel like leaving him isn't an option (both because I'm stuck and because I truly love him so much) but staying is going to kill me.

>>25601440
Location? I have a saviour complex

>22/f

My parents died when I was young, my older brother raised me. I am still a virgin because I can not stop thinking about him fucking me. I know it is disgusting, I am disgusting but I can't help it. Sometimes when he brings girls home I hear them fucking in his room and I masturbate to it, I will sneak peeks at him undressing or naked. I don't know how to fucking stop.

>>25601618
Don't stop. Embrace it!

>>25601618
Face and timestamp

>>25601628
It is really unhealthy for me and nothing is going to happen, I have to stop.
>>25601632
You have to be crazier than me if you think I will do that after saying I want to fuck my brother.

>>25601636
You can just fuck him while drunk and never speak of it again or find someone who looks just like him!

>>25601645
I really don't think you understand the implications of me coming on to him sexually and getting rejected. He's my only remaining family and we own a business together. I can't risk it. Neither of us drink either.

>>25601658
Plan B then. Or sexually frustrated for life. Wanna chat in private?

>>25601667
I've got kik yeah. But what do you even want to talk about, clearly this issue isn't going to be fixed.

>>25601673
Thegother. There are plenty of things to talk about. Starting from your situation

>>25601676
9/10 thirst.

My best friend have a gf since a week ago, and I'm really jealous. My last relationships were really bad, been cucked many times. His gf is really good gf, I know her for 4 months now.

I don't have any girls I attract emotionnally now. I have some sexfriends, but I know it won't be anything more. I want to have a girl that need me, to keep care of her. I don't even care if she love me or not, I want her to claim my attention, spam me when she wants to speak to me. I want to have my little attention whore, even if she doesn't want to be my gf, she could like my little sister.

I met someone months ago and I think I could have loved him.

Instead, I arrange relationships for myself that make sense and I feel nothing. I want to feel something.

The one I'm with deserves better. Someone who's capable of more - a future, a family - not just someone desperate and inclined to sporadic indulgence. And, most importantly, someone who can love him.

>>25601012
>>25601038
Does your name begin with L?

>>25601673
That's rough. I had a super spontaneous moment with my sister where we almost fucked or made out but I resisted. Shit got awkward and neither of us could stop thinking about it for a long time and eventually just moved on to pretending nothing happened

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I've been whoring myself out on fetlife and I've been taking horrible pictures like this

>>25601012
Damn girl. Exact same.

>>25602416
No sorry anon

I'd love to have sex with my younger sister and might get her to do it, but i don't want to fuck her up for life.

>>25603005
It's your call dude. She might be thinking about it a fuck load too tho ya know. You'd be surprised. I honestly regret not doin it with my sister when I had the chance, she wanted it and was throwing herself at me and I was a dweeb. We coulda talked it out after and cleared the air once it was done maybe. Oh well.

>>25603011
Problem is: There is a risk that it might scar her for life and no matter how big that risk is, its not worth the benefits, since there is no way we could end up as a married couple with kids. Which is something we both want for ourselves.

>>25603018
Yeah pretty much... one of the factors why I pulled away, it's just plain dumb. Biology of this is fucked eh

>>25603027
Yeah well, at least we did the right thing.

>>25603005
Dont do it. Way too many complications and risks. Just keep your lust buried.

>>25603032
I know and i will. At least i can fap to her naked body since we are pretty open with each other

>>25603039
Jeeeeezzzzuuussss....

>>25603039
And I thought it was weird for me to sleep in the same bed as my sister for fourteen years... ok...

>>25603145
Its nothing sexual (well, it is for me now i guess), we just visit the sauna together or went to a nude beach for vacation one time.

>>25603154
I would never fap to her and I was a bit annoyed at how my friends would comment about her massive tits and how she left her bras and panties to dry all around the kitchen. I was just like.

"I know but, SHE'S MY SISTER COME ON"

>>25603169
I wish you that that never changes. Its not fun, thinking that way about her.

The is off subject but I would like to start a new rate thread if any guy/girl is interested. This is due to a recent lack of confidence on my part.

I'm in the mood for complements and/or shaming. Whatever you feel.

Comments?

>>25603181
Kys

>>25579425
I WANT TO DIE

>>25603234
we all want to die senpai

Because of meds sex is painful and I don't enjoy it anymore. it sucks and makes me and my partner feel bad.

>>25601037
No it's around 7.5 inch,
Just find it hot the idea of her get fucked and blowing other guys

Last gf cheated on me. No big deal, not the first it happened to. And by cheat, I mean lie in my arms and ask me why we aren't married yet, while surprise I'm paying for everything. Went around telling people I beat/rape/abused her, but she stayed for the money. Found all the texts and shit. Three different guys, all who were in a "relationship" with her, but barely ever saw her, but kept piling thousands of dollars on her because she needed to leave an abusive relationship and pay for y'know, rent, food, car payments.

It's been 2 1/2 years. I somehow managed to snag two dates off OKCupid, but no connection, so I didn't continue, though both girls were interested to meet up again. Didn't want to be a shit and just use them for sex. The last 1 1/2 year, 0 dates. Like, I do get messaged/liked, but invariably it's vastly overweight women (like 300lbs+) or the combo of 300lbs and 1-2 children. Perhaps i'm "too picky", in the last six months I messaged perhaps 20 women (basically ones who there's at least some small level of attraction based on a picture and at least one thing in common).

The ex has, i'm not shitting you, milked two and half years of rent and utilities and food and like.. all her money, from various men. If she puts out, it's hyper rare. At one point she was "moving to California to live with my boyfriend" and a month later "moving to Boston to live with my boyfriend." but the truth is she simply rotates them and keeps orbiters. Like, she acts fun and cute and relationshipy, shows them that she's fucked up, the guys eat it up and white knight hardcore. They run out of cash, it's been y'know, 6-12 months,mostly long distance, and want to move in, because well, it's difficult to pay for your own shit plus someone else's entire fucking life. She tells new prospects how she's been abused/beat/raped and she's just trying so hard, and life is unfair. Old one gets pushy and replaced, new ones start emptying their wallets.

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Going into a meeting sooon

Thinking things might not work out and end up going in a bad direction today...

I am female and I enjoy Twink pornos, I just like sweet gay boys

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Also when I was 14 and 15 I sent selfies,feet pics and nudes here in 4chan. Now I am 18

I'm obsessed with getting back to a bmi of ~12 (preferably lower) again. I love the aesthetic appeal of bones. I realize this isn't exactly socially acceptable but for me, living at a "medically ideal weight" (after forced hospitalization/refeeding) is unbearable

I want to fuck a close friend. Actually I have loved him for years though I know we wouldn't last in an actual relationship. He knows I'm into BDSM. Has mentioned like 3ish times recently that he can't engage and that behavior with a lady because he would enjoy it too much and it might open a Pandora's box of sorts. I can't tell if he is trying to tease me or is utterly unaware. I'm also married to a super vanilla guy who is great but we haven't fucked in like 2 months.

The guy with the fucked up penis again. Fuck, today i just opened the facebook chat with my ex, i couldn't help it. And it was so fucking bad. She was telling she she loves me and misses me and i kept talking about other shit and didn't say anything emotionaly meaningfull. I was so fucked up, my personallity was borderline (it's very possible i have bdp, and i have ocd and depression too, fucked up family) and i was under so much stress i couldn't even see her then, her problems or how much she changes and tries, i was so obsessed with my problems that i couldn't even give her any normal emotion. She deserves so much better and i can't come to terms with being that way to someone i care about the most in my life. I even called her later and kept comparing her to a hookup just because she found fwb after 3 months. I kept sending her messeges even after she blocked me from all media, and kept asking her shit like was my penis small or something, i literaly constructed a situation in which she started leaving me, while i was the one that distanced from her. She is going to a college in another state for a year and i just want to apologize to her, i don't think i can live without hope of us being together again. I think she still loves me a bit, but i kept fucking her up for so long that i can't blame her for not wanting to talk to me. I will try to improve my mental healt and get better and go to college finally, and maybe, when she comes back, we could talk like normal persons and maybe try to forgive eachoter and see if we still have a place for eachother in our hearts (lol i am really pathetic). Just had to vent

>>25603862
This is so frustrating to read.

Maybe I should start siphoning money from men.

I wish a terrorist attack would occur near me so i could either get killed or get away with murdering a brown person.

I had sex with my older sis when I was 10 or 11 y.o.

>>25604572
you'd be shocked, or possibly not, how easy it is. and probably how common

>>25604565
>fucked up penis

elaborate

>>25604676

>>25582192
>>25582216
I still don't know if it's really peyronie or just chronic overmasturbation. But i have a curve and it's smaller. Stopped masturbating and watching porn 4 days ago and it was a bit "heavier", still no change in size and i had accidentally few 40% erections, but i hope it will get better. Hope it's not truly peyronie and my poor dick fixes himself if i leave him alone

>>25603000
Don;t be sorry thank fuck you're not my ex I'd crumbke if she felt that way about me, though I do hope she meets someone who treats her like the great person she is.

>>25601049
Care to share your experiences?

After 3 years as an airborne infantryman, I'm finally deploying.

I'm not happy that I'm finally doing my job instead of being a landscaper, but instead because I've been suicidal half my life and finally have a chance to die that will benefit my family.

>>25605787
Have fun in Afghanistan.

>>25582221
You're delusional if you honestly believe hookers think you're bigger than normal and fun to ride. They're literally paid to make you feel good about sex. That's their job.

You're also probably not getting your wife aroused enough. Take your time and have lots of foreplay, and her vagina should be nice and ready for anything. She's probably just not turned on enough to take you all the way in. Try lube, there's a bunch of different kinds to enhance sex for both partners.

Used to post nudes when /soc/ was new and the competition was rampant.
Very infrequently lurk because sometimes I miss the attention, even though I have a boyfriend.
This place is so different now.

I've been living with my girl for over 2 years now and lost all sexual interest with her. I'm afraid to tell her the reason behind it is because my taste shifted to feminine dudes/traps.

>>25605889
It's crazy different now. It's slow and the attitudes have changed. It seems less fun.

I guess while we are sharing secrets, being the "other man" in a cheating scenario is a huge turn on for me. Especially if she does things for me she won't do for him.

>>25579790
I would highly recommend psychedelics.

>>25605909
Agreed. Seems like just stale kik threads and boring garbage. When people had specific names and it was like some fucked up kind of high school popularity contest, it was hilariously fun.

>>25605937
Yes, the energy was different and people weren't so jaded. I feel like almost no one here is real. And the people that are aren't worth talking to. I really only come when I get really bored. It's sad.

>>25605980
Yeah, from what I'm seeing, everyone seems really pathetic and fake. I wish it would go back to the "good ol' days" for just a bit, so I could relive my youth or whatever...

>>25605993
Same here. How long have you been coming here?

>>25605996
I lurked around on /b/ for a while when I was way too young to be on there. Then when /soc/ first started I was heavily active in that. I want to say around 2008-2011?

>>25606000
Scandalous! Were you posting pics back then? It sounds like we have been coming here for about the same amount of time.

I am the father of my best friends youngest kids, and his sister's kid. Other guys signed their names on the dotted line, and I still fuck both.

I'm married with kids. Wife knows I'm bi, but she doesn't know I want to cross dress and eventually go on hormones....

>>25579425
Love sucking on my moms dildo, tastes so good.

>>25606013
Yep. Not quite jailbait, started posting at 18/19. No ragrets.

>>25605889
Do you not get enough attention from him? Or just like the feeling of others getting off to you?

>>25606303
Ah, this was years and years ago, before he was even in the picture.
Sometimes I just get bored and lurk for the lulz. I haven't posted pics since... 2011?

got a date with this girl tonight with potential to fuck. she has a cold sore on lips - should i avoid?

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I live a double life and it actually sucks
I have sex with a cuck's wife at least weekly. It's super hot and we both love it. It's like having a fwb and is really fun. I feel really alpha putting a huge load in her.
On the other hand, I'm pretty pathetic socially outside of it. Literally never had a girlfriend. In college right now. I hang out with a group made of pretty cool girls that I would love to go out with, but I'm a pussy.

my side bitches that i fuck are hotter than my wife. is that okay? i fucked ilke 30 of them

>>25606328
I got it, can i ask you a personal question? Favorite fetish?

>>25606360
Hah, why not. I have a secret piss fetish. Boyfriend has no idea, and I don't think I would ever want to act on it anyway.

I was anally raped. I hurt my attacker enough that he was caught but I suffered sever damage to my ass and I feel fucking disgusted just looking at it. It's ugly, it's torn and loose and physically repulsive. I was a virgin before being attacked and no man would want me now. I would never want someone to see what happened to me. I want to kill myself because I will never have someone to love because of it.

>>25606366
The fetish I've been wanting to try actually hah, nice. Seem fun and interesting.
>Try it with me

>>25606368
Not true

If seen plenty of women get together after being sexually assaulted.

Being sexually assaulted doesn't mean shit, it's just a few extra steps in a relationship one must take, anon

Had a similar experience with a hook up gone horribly wrong. If you find someone who loves you, tbeybwont care about your flaws.

>>25606374
My area down there is fucking ruined because of the physical attack. No one wants to see that shit. No man would want to love someone this ugly. I want to kill myself but my mom would have no one else to talk to and I love her. As soon as she dies I'll off myself.

>>25606384
fake as fuck

>>25606386
It doesn't matter if you believe me or not, this thread is to vent. I'm just so fucking angry and disgusted I need to vent somewhere.

>>25606384
You don't need to off yourself anon.

Look, if you need anyone to talk too, I'm here.

Kik? Snapchat? If u need to get stuff off from your chest just know I'm here

>>25606368
I am so sorry that you had to go through that.
Please don't believe that no one will ever want you, that is the farthest thing from the truth. You are not "incomplete" or "damaged goods" or anything like that, and any man that would judge you for something that happened like that isn't worth anything. I know you feel like you can never get past this, but I promise you can. Coming from years of sexual abuse myself, I know that you can.
Please don't entertain the idea of ending your life. It is so much more important than you realize, to so many different people. And if you don't want to believe that, just know that an anonymous girl posting at 3am cares about your well-being. You are stronger than you think. You matter.

>>25579933
Do your parents know?

>>25606384
I met a hookup from a website and was raped by the "nice guy" and his boyfriend. I didn't call the cops cause I was too ashamed.....had to be tested for HIV and other various STD's (all came back neg.) and I get tested every 6 months or so because I am scared. My rectum and anus were ripped and torn from the assault too.

I put all that behind me, but still haven't found a guy that I am comfortable with. It will happen eventually.

>>25606384
Never believe that you will never be loved. Even here, on one of the worst places in the internet, you're still getting support from all of us anonymous wankers.
There are many ways to recover from this. Do not lose hope and do not give up. If you want to talk about this I'm sure I'm not the only one suggesting to post their contact info.

>>25606386
No one cares. If there is a chance our nice intentions have good consequences, better make use of them. If support is baited, it will simply have been useless this time. It's not like we have a limited supply.

>>25606620
This.

>>25606620
You are a hero. Well said anon.

>>25606368
Listen to what anon >>25606620 said, he is telling the truth, and I personally know people that have been terribly physically damaged and found the right person, the one that will love them no matter what happened, that will take that extra step for them that someone you would just suffer with after being used wouldn't. Be strong anon, you're not damaged, don't let that foggy thought prevent you from seeing this. I'm sure you'll find a wonderful human being to be with.

I dont really post lewds on soc just face/clothed body pics in rate threads, i like doing it but im afraid ill get recognized in public. I dont know why its a fear of mine, and even tho all that i secretly hope sometimes people will use my picture to fake me. I feel like its kind of a guilty pleasure but i know itll never happen because im a pretty average grill.

>>25579425
I'm married with kids. Pretty much thought I was straight my whole life, but as of a few weeks ago can only seem to think about other guys.

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>>25580289
I love fucking my cousin- im older than he is- and... its been over a year since i last cornered him in the shower at a beach house. I miss it. >>25580436
>>25580289
>>25580289

I feel like i'm the embodiment of pure unadulterated rage and I'm seeking help, and have been given medications, however I just keep getting angry. the angrier I get the more self control I lose, I've never been put in the position of harming anyone and want to continue to do that. Still I get so angry, I feel like I'll explode and just fight until I'm either killed or bested.

>>25579425
I fucking hate my life.

I work a shitty retail job, in huge debt thanks to my fat slob of a gf and have nowhere to go because my family isn't from the States so I have to stay with this stupid bitch.

Every day, it feels like she finds ridiculous ways to steal my money. Last week she forgot to pay the electrical bill and I came back from work with no power and a negative bank account (Guess who paid????)

I'm at a point at life where I just want to end it, I wanna end it all just to be far away from this fucking bitch.

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I'm really lonely right now, I've never had a GF and every girl that I talk to fucks with me or ignores me and doesn't tell me that they don't want to hang out. I'm also really lonely in general, I try to make friends on this board but everyone just talks for 3 days then goes away. Making dates for hanging out is a pain as well, since everyone's busy and it pisses me the fuck off.

Really tired of this bullshit and I can't wait until college starts up so I can meet new people to be disappointed with.

I'm fucking one of my chicks friends hot cousins despite a dislike of interracial relationships on her side of the family/ opposition from chick friend lol

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I really enjoy picking my nose and eating my boogers. They're salty and have a pretty nice texture and taste.

The "beef curtains/roastie" thing has gotten to me so badly that I am actively refusing to enter a relationship because of it because I think many men expect perfect and pink innies.

>>25609439
wow wee me too

My gf is a stripper whose at a "underground" strip club right now. She just called me drunk saying I'll have to pick her up afterwards.
And I'm secretly hoping she fucks someone before I pick her up.

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Oh wow, so many "depressive" emo people in this thread. If you really wanted to off yourself, you would've already done it, instead of writing about it on a Finnish alcohol bottle collecting Taiwanese forum. You're just attention whoring and wallowing in self pity.

>>25609455
>incoming (you)s from dozens of thirsty betas telling you they actually find roasties attractive / how the appearance of a vagina does not matter too much to a guy

>>25609485
And I'll know they're lying. Even I find it horrible compared to a normal one.

one time, i went out with this guy on a hike, and my friends were like "aww cuuuute they're going on a date," but i literally let him fuck me, put it in my butt, then face fuck me afterwards. he was the roughest fuck buddy i ever had and everyone thought we were dating.

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>>25584773
>gonna legit off myself in about 2 months after my birthday
>im turning 22

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I wanna break up with my girlfriend, however I love her so much I can't. She's my best friend and most important person in my life and we've been together for years, but I don't want to/can't be in a relationship with her any more but I don't know that I can do this. I'm about to turn 27 and I wanted to be on the right track by then but I'm still stumbling with all these life choices (not just GF but other things too that are tied to that choice).

But how can I never see her again? I'd feel broken. At the same time I'm about to go off the deep end here and I know there's no future with us in a relationship.

>>25609474
That's not necessarily a bad thing, and it's better than actually committing suicide.
It's not like they're running it on your face, you came here on your own.

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I got my dick sucked by a married guy a few hours ago, never done anything with a dude before.

Fun fact, I've fucked his wife's sister before.

Pic related, mfw I came in his mouth

I am still in love my x wife even though i am re married.

>>25580568
9/10 times waiting for someone special doesn't matter. You're going to have sex with multiple people in your lifetime. Just find a good person in general to do it with and you shouldn't have any raaagrets. Plus, you'll get better and learn more as you go, don't wanna be a 25 year old virgin with 0 skillzzzz. Girls aren't into inexperienced guys, jsssss.

I have a great boyfriend, he is kind and sweet and likes the same things as me and we both have mental health issues so we can relate to and help each other. But because of his depression he almost never wants sex and I am a very sexual person. This makes me frustrated and Im starting to fantasize about my former fwb kinda thing. He was a horrible person and I hate him now but he could really turn me on and loved fucking me. Even his smell made me horny for fucks sake.

here I am with an IQ somewhere between 119 and 130 so I'm not a dumbass. I got my first degree completely drunk and hungover and I passed with an average of 80/100 scores.

I'm bragging like an idiot but just to get the point across that I have the mental capacity to make something at least decent with my life. However I just don't care anymore, I don't care about myself mostly. I'm not interested in doing anything and I had to deal with idiots who either don't listen or don't get it. Since my leadership skills sucks I had to watch many projects just fail because the people I work with don't understand basic logic and the things I talk about is so far out there that they just think I'm delirious or suppress what I've said from their memory like it never happened. I just gave up and let things crumble.

I'm definitely not the smartest guy around but I'm disappointed to know that most people are dumber than me when I always told myself I'm an idiot. I'll be stuck working for these people, taking orders from these guys and satisfying these kinds of people's demands. It's also in society in general. I guess I had too high expectations for others and too low expectations for myself.

So now the thing is, I've spent the last 10 years being an alcoholic since I can't be around people without drinking and it's no longer an option. Now I'm 27 and I have to be an adult. I have to start my life from the ground up. I don't care about myself and I don't care about anybody else either. What can I do to at least be financially comfortable and not have to deal with many people? I don't know what creative endeavors I could take or just the kind of job I could seek out for. I have no motivation to get a minimum wage job before I can find something better. It's suffocating to be living with my parents for many reasons. But it's more comfortable than going out there to find a crappy job where I struggle to make ends meet just for the sake of not dying in the streets.

>>25610328
>women

My son is gene positive for a neurodegenerative disease that he will develop symptoms for in mid-life.

>>25610328
Maybe you should communicate this with your boyfriend and see if he will be more sexual. at this rate you're going to break up or cheat, might as well break up if you're not getting the sexual fulfillment you need.