I'm giving up, incessantly battling the torture of day to day life in a world that's simply too shallow, unfair and unaccepting for a guy as ugly and mentally ill and unlikable as me. I just wanted to say goodbye to this board since it's been a big part of my life for the pat 5 years. I wish everyone who is depressed, damaged or self hating can overcome it and love themselves and be loved.
okk bye
Why though?
There is always something worth living for.
>>25535962
Because I'll never be loved
I work so hard just to only afford rent in an expensive city and I have no social life anymore and I'm avoided ok all dating sites and I just see how family members and peers are so happy and live normal lives where I'm always so depressed that I can't find anyone and that no girls would accept me... even here, where people with low self esteem post pics and can be reassured they have potential and be liked, has made me feel worse. Even the girls here who compliment every other guy will make me feel awful and always confirm that the insecurities I always had are true... even professional help after years doesn't fix my despair and hopelessness. I quit. Nobody gave me a chance or wanted me to to be happy when I was living and hoping for a bright future? I'm just not okay with growing old and dying alone and unloved.
I may not be the only one who's never been loved, but I've been so patient for many years and things get worse and I've felt worse and worse and I'm just not gonna put up with this battle I cannot win
>>25536003
Ur OK find things to occupy ur time gaming reading shit I don't think I'm ugly but I feel the same Ive had some girlfriends but I always end up dumping them, I thought I was real picky and just got bored with them easily, to make a long story shrt I found out this is my problem. depression & Anhidonia now I just do what I want cause I know y i feel the way I feel & now I even have a low tolerance fr Pll and avoid most cause tend to want to knock you out sex feels like a chore the only thing I feel is when I nut. It's like waking up and going to work and the only thing you look forward to is leaving.
>>25536003
Post face.
>>25536003
man you crashed straight through my feels. i'm right there with you.
i think i'm going to hang myself before the semester starts. i see no point in continuing life.