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Hi /soc/. F, been extremely depressed lately. I found this guy

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Hi /soc/. F, been extremely depressed lately. I found this guy a couple weeks ago. I found him here as I did with most of my previous exes, but he was special. I've never met a boy who cared so much in his life. He was so loving too. He treated me with respect and didn't ask for nudes once, it was honestly quite odd. But I appreciated it so much. He was the type of guy you'd think never existed. So sweet and just, pure I guess. Anyway, I broke up with him a few days ago because I was frustrated with myself. It's a long story. But I ended up immediately regretting it and begged him to take me back. He says he wasn't ready for another relationship again. I understood, hesitantly, but still understood. We were talking two days ago (day after he told me he wasn't emotionally ready for another relationship) and I send him a cute selfie (obvious reasons why) and we just started snapping. He was screenshotting my selfies and was calling me cute among other things. Long story short yesterday I found out he was dating a girl at that time. It fucking shattered me. I was a wreck last night. I possibly made the biggest mistake of my life and started to cut. My thigh to be precise. It still fucking hurts like a bitch. I was contemplating it all day before I even found out, because my depression has gotten so severe at this point and time in my life and just, over whelming. Jesus I would've laughed at myself last year for saying this shit. I thought cutting was a joke ever since I found out what it was. But I get it now. It made me feel I could actually do something I wanted and not fuck it up. I always fuck everything up. I genuinely loathe myself. So um, I'm just here to talk I guess. My sc is kerr.uwu if you want to add me, or you could talk to me on my Instagram acc @peridot.v2 Just, talking to someone, anyone about depression, or maybe not even depression maybe just talking about nonsensical stuff until I eventually forget why I'm so miserably sad. Anything. Would help.
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Tldr depressed. Snapchat - Kerr.uwu
Instagram- peridot.v2
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>>25500169
woaaaaaaaah
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>>25500169
If you ever give yourself away to the point where if anything backfires and you go straight to cutting, then you need to work on yourself. You're saying that you'd laugh at yourself a year ago if you did this shit, but that's you dismissing repressed feelings. You obviously have some form of issues that needs pinpointing and to be rekindled. No one should ever make you feel that lowly, even if they did cheat on you. No one can help you through this, because it's not what people are doing to you, it's about how you're reacting to it. I'm not saying you could have avoided being cheated on or hurt or used, but make this an important lesson for you. People are going to hurt you and use you sometimes, while taking all of your vulnerability. This is something that is capable in any relationship you pursue unfortunately. I would try to work on yourself, hunny. sending tons of love to you
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>>25500169
Come on girl, you need to see and talk to a real person in the real world. Like fucking right now. I don't want you to do a fucked thing like Chester did...
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>>25500169
edating.. lul
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>>25500169
You look and sound 15...
>>25500209
this
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>>25500169
I have to ask. Are u used to attention and getting what u want? Do you often assume that people will forgive you because they feel sorry for you? That somehow things are happening TO you? And that its not your fault?
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Nice dairy post.
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Boneless is such a stupid meme
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>>25500229
I assumed her to be 14
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>>25500169
Why did you break up with him?
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She doesn't seem very talkative. Asked how she was and said she was about to cut herself.
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>>25500281
You mean diary?
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>>25500511
Cry for help post

>>25500169
Op ya got a Kik? Cutting is shit teir. You need to open up more in you want people to talk to you as well
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>>25500540
Get kik and I can be your friend lol
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>>25500540
>Cutting is shit tier
>You need to open more
Anon... please tell me that wasn't intentional.
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Oh it's this fucking flake again.

Be warned she's nuttier than squirrel shit.
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>>25500554
background?
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she's 15, she told me on snap
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>>25500622
Damn I'm glad I didn't try adding her
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>>25500626
It may surprise you but talking to 15 year olds isn't actually illegal.
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>>25500687
it's against the rules to post on 4chan if you're under 18 though just in case you don't know
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>>25500169
Dude, it's been a few days. You're young, and you're gonna get hurt. Everyone hates to feel alone and everyone likes to feel like they can be a part of someone else.

Do YOU right now. Do what YOU want. Don't fawn over this fantasy. You're making up reasons why you like him and why you can't find anyone else, which is the main problem.

You need to build your temple first. Find something you can be proud of, not someone.
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>>25500687
No, they're just really fucking needy and annoying. You find someone who has all the time in the world to talk to you and then when you find out they're underage, you wasted your time AND you've got an answer as to why they're so keen. Young girls don't know what they want brah, don't mess with their heads.
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>>25500169
>boy
There's you're problem
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>>25500622
Why snitch :')
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>>25500701
Fair enough. I'm looking at it from a medical perspective. Reaching out for help isn't easy. I assume the details are already fairly apparent even in the OP. 15 or not, a human being with problems is a human being with problems. You should know why you're contacting them.
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>>25500549
I noticed it before posting and kept going anyway.

>>25500622
>>25500732
Hell I knew enough cutters. Sometimes ya can manage to knock some sense into them.
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>>25500722
Lmao 15 yo cutting and looking for attention... "omg I'm so depressed, my life's so bad, I cut, wahhhh add me on sc and call me pretty"
Holy shit can you please stop. This is literally the most typical attention whoring situation I've ever seen. Almost seems fake... might be bait... if not though, holy shit get over yourself anon
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>>25500722
Oh and also... MODS
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>>25500918
Suck my big black fem cock daddy
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>>25500935
No thanks, not into 15 year olds desu.
Reason your "boyfriends" left you is probably because you sucked the life out of them with your constant bitching and attention seeking. I don't blame you, you're young and you're undeveloped brain is probably the reason you lack common sense. Also, don't start your thread with your "I have severe depression" bs lmao, makes you seem even more attention-whory than what you probably intended. I seriously doubt you're even depressed, at the very worst I'm assuming you have some minor case of depression, but obviously we can't know because you most likely diagnosed yourself
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>>25500962
Also, cba to fix grammatical errors
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So you going to show your tits or what.
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>>25501010
MODS
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Fuck off
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get therapy before it's too late and you have dozens of permanent scars.

personally I don't care about scars but I'd say most dudes would.

my ex would cut and tried to kill herself 3 times. If your depression is as bad as you say it is you should really be seeing someone.
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>>25501093
>tried to kill herself 3 times
No one attempts and fails suicide for real 3 times. Dying really isn't all that hard, just a cry for attention desu
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>>25501107
women are really bad at killing themselves. I think they are too scared of shooting themselves or other more effective methods of suicide. When men attempt suicide they don't fuck around.
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>>25501122
Yeah they're scared and don't go through with it because they don't REALLY wanna die
Pretty sure every human wants some sort of attention, and this is her way of getting it
Honestly after I posted that I realized that you would probably get pissed, but you don't seem upset, which is a nice surprise
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>>25501093
Was she good in bed? Have long heard crazies are great in the sack.

Why did you two finally break up?
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>>25501141
she didn't love me

Yes, I'm very submissive and she was dominant. she was very skilled at certain things for sure.
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>>25501132
Idk i know her better than you do lol. Sure I'm not a mind reader but she was very depressed. sexual abuse, absent parents, whole shabang.
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>>25501186
Yeah I was just making assumptions. If you say she really was depressed, she probably was. But I'm 99% sure OP is just attention-whoring and being an edgy teenager.
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>>25501196
that is probably a fact. I can't believe someone would lie about depression though. I've dealt with it my whole life and pretending you have it for attention is pretty insulting, even if she is just an edgy teenager.
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>>25501214
I hate it when people say that they get offended when people pretend to have depression or don't take it seriously. Why does it offend you? I honestly just find it annoying, but I wouldn't get offended by it. Not trying to attack you, but I don't get why you would see it as insulting.
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>>25501159
Well she must have liked you at least, to stay with you and keep having sex with you.

Is she still single? What state does she live in?
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>>25501332
Dude ur fucking savage
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>>25501343
Hey, she sounds interesting, and better than being lonely.
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Please, just fucking kill yourself, my god.
"Depressed". That is such a meaningless word. "Boohoo, I don't have a boyfriend to fill the meaningless void caused by my unambitious life". If you are depressed, don't force yourself to suffer anymore. End it now.
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>>25501630
So edgy
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>>25501636
That's also an incredibly meaningless word. I also find that the people who use this word the most are teenagers or in their early 20s. It's legit. If life sucks so bad, then kill yourself. I will never understand the "depression" meme, especially when you are a WOMAN, which is literally life on turbo easy mode. Like seriously, a 15 year old girl? That's some prime teen pussy right there. AND she's white. She could get anything she wants.
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Also
>this girl was born in 2002
fucking lol that's something else. Time really flies.
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>>25501641
Wasn't saying u weren't right, OP is a faggot, just sounds like ur trying to be as edgy as possible though
Also, since you haven't experienced depression in your life, you probably don't understand what it is. You can have the easiest life ever, and still be depressed. Don't get me wrong though, I don't find that people with depression should be treated specially or given any special treatment. It's their own weak genetics which result in it happening, it's not as if they got unlucky and contracted some disease, they're just weak.
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>>25501800
Tired, repeated myself, mistakes, meh whatever
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>>25501800
Am I seriously expected to believe that somebody literally evolved to be a fucking cry baby? Fuck no. I will never believe in the depression meme no matter how hard people try to sell it to me. If it was an outlier, maybe I would understand, like a legitimate disease or disorder. But when every fucking 15 year old kid claims to have it? It's anecdote sure, but I don't know man, it seems pretty fucking widespread. I think it's more of a "cultural" thing of you could call it that, rather than a genetic thing. It's popular and trendy to be depressed. It's just a meaningless self title.
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>>25501800
Maybe it sounds "edgy", but I'm a little pissed about this whole thing. I fucking hate when people claim to be depressed.
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>>25501846
Honestly a lot of people just want to get attention and to feel special (like OP), but it is a real thing and a lot of people can have it. There are obviously different degrees to it, but you can't really understand how it feels if you don't experience it yourself (like drugs for example). Honestly, I hate the way we act like pussies nowadays. Why not let the weak die? I guess in the end it doesn't really matter, but it just seems like a lot of extra effort for nothing. Depression can be passed down from your parents, and I see it as being a weak gene. We should just let natural selection take its course.
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How is my thread even still alive
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>>25500169
Nice blog.
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>>25500169
Because you still are, and life is beautiful!
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>>25502559
/soc/ is a slow moving board is why.
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>>25500169
damn son that sucks, but I hope you feel better
soon
mental health shit is a real bitch
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>>25502603
I didn't think it would be this slow
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>>25502626
You should've seen it back when it first started, then.
Oh the tines, they are a changin'.
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>>25500193
>>>25500169 (OP)
>woaaaaaaaah
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lurk more and an hero, underage newfag trash
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>>25502672
Hhnnngg
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>>25501122
Thats why i havent tried to kill myself yet even though i have wanted to for a while i own guns and i dont want attention for it so if i decide its tim3 i wont be stopped
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>>25502808
**time
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>>25502723
>>>25502672 (You)
>Hhnnngg
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>>25502881
No problem
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>>25502808
Good on you
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>>25503003
Why are you still here lmao
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>>25503060
What do u mean?
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>>25503060
>>>25503003
>Why are you still here lmao
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>>25503102
Stop judging me anon
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>>25503114
>>>25503102 (You)
>Stop judging me anon
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>>25503150
Same goes for you
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Are y'all literally just sitting and staring at my thread for hours
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i'd like to know more about >>25503070

this story intrigues me
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>>25503161
>>25503166
>Are y'all literally just sitting and staring at my thread for hours
Why yes just, killing time
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>>25503166
You caught me. Ever since I first posted, I've been sitting in this thread, refreshing every 10 seconds in anticipation for some response from anyone. It's been 16 hours, and as time passes by, I slowly lose my sanity. The only thing keeping me from ending my miserable life is the thought of some anonymous figure giving me their attention by responding to me. The moment this thread ceases to exist, I will have nowhere to go. This is my home, and without it, life becomes meaningless.
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>>25503181
Oof.
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>>25500169
>I found him here as I did with most of my previous exes

once or twice I might feel bad for you but multiple exes plus this guy.

it's on you, Just stop
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>>25500169
don't hace sc/insta
Do you have discord/skype?
I think it's better for a talk
Anyway good luck, and if anything else fail, I'll be especially here. I'll try, I promise
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>>25503357
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>>25503379
Leave
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>>25503346
Two exes
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>>25503453
I would advice you to stop using the net for relationships or at the very least soc

your track record speaks for itself
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>>25503452
No thanks
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>>25503464
She just wants a bunch of thirsty faggots to treat her like a princess. The only way anyone gives her attention is if she cuts or posts here.
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>>25503471
Jesus why won't you leave
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>>25503510
Sorry for raining on your parade, but please take a look at >>25503181
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>>25500169
OK arilyn
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>>25503510
baby are y-you really 15? I want to orbit you
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Just gonna leave this here
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>>25500169
There's nothing cuter than a girl with chill. Cutting, is far from chill. You're young, you'll see how easy life is when you stop being so dramatic when it comes to relationships. There's plenty of shitty ppl out there, but there's millions of cool ones too. Life is a river, let it flow, go with it.
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Op, how is the cut doing? Any signs of redness farther out, which could indicate infection!
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>>25503357
I WILL PROTECT YOU MY GODDESS!
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thanks for the good nut op
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>>25500169
I will fulfill your every desire. Try me.
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>>25505627
Ok, kys
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>>25505670
Done. Blood choking speech...
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I wonder what will happen first, OP getting knocked up by a nigger or a fake suicide attempt that puts her in a vegetative state. At least then her white trash parents can sue 4chan for letting a 15 year old girl slut around on an adult site.
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>>25506218
A nigger
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>>25500169
OP you're probably like 15 and that's ok. This relationship wasn't really that significant to you if you could allow emotions to take priority. Right now it feels like the world but in time it'll become forgetful.

Give it time and eventually you'll realize you don't give a shit and life is so much better than moping around someone you're infatuated with. You'll still miss him for a really long time though.

It's part of growing up. You'll be in another relationship in the future and this guy won't even pass your mind. You probably won't get those super tender feelings again tho, you just have you get over those never coming back.

>sorry had to advicefag I have no friends please
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>>25505443
You wot mate?
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Is this thread ever going to fucking die? Does anyone know what page this is on?
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>>25506707
We will keep it alive for OP!!!

If thread died she would become even more depressed
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Yes keep it alive
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sage goes in one field
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>21 year old virgin male never had a girlfriend
>somehow happier with life than most relationship cucks

Try uhhh.... Doing things that make you happy? That does not include self harm ok
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